A/N: The part
before the line is about Hermione and the part after the line is about
Draco,
although it's
kind of obvious.
Once Upon a Moonbeam
by
~Angel
Face~
Hermione's
deep brown eyes fluttered open, and she sighed. Once, again she would
endure another
sleepless night thinking about him.
Sleep was a
lost cause for her. He invaded every thought her incredibly large brain
composed.
A silent tear slid down her pale ivory face. He meant everything to her,
and
yet he was
slowly tearing her apart. She was miserable without him, but when she was
around him,
she could never reveal the true Hermione, the one that was fun and outgoing.
She hid behind
the cover of a geeky, bossy bookworm. She didn't know how to be herself
around him,
or anyone but Ginny. For heaven's sake, Harry and Ron were her best friends
and even they
didn't know what she was really like.
In grammar
school, Hermione was the most popular girl in the school, and it had always
been that
way. Her bushy hair was the envy every girl in the school, even the older
ones,
and a lot
of girls had buckteeth, so it was no big deal. The boys all liked her,
and she did
well in everything
she did. She had known everyone in her town because of her parents.
They were
the onlydentists in town. She had never been intimidated before, and so
when
she got to
Hogwarts, full of strange and new people, she didn't know what to do. She
tried
to cover her
insecurity by being bossy and rude, but it only gave her a bad reputation
and
no friends.
Since Hermione had no one to talk to, she buried herself into her studies.
She
stayed like
that for the rest of her 1st year and now she couldn't dig herself out.
She swung her
long slender legs over the side of the bed and slowly slid into a pair
of
slippers.
In one fluid motion, she pulled on her dressing gown and glided out of
the room,
with him still
on her mind. In the same flowing stride, she flew out of the common room,
down the stairs
and out of the Great Hall.
The cold wind
whipped against her face and she shivered uncontrollably. Still, this was
the
only time
and place she could really be alone with her thoughts. Her long chestnut
hair flew
out behind
her, leaving only a few strands to frame her face, cinnamon eyes far away
and
dreamy. An
overwhelming feeling of sorrow filled her body and mind, and the morose
feeling
enveloped
hercompletely. She glanced toward the Great Lake, and thought, "It would
be so
easy to just
throw my sorrows and myself into that lake. I would be doing everyone a
favor.
No one cares
about me at all. My old friends think I'm a freak now, and my new ones
don't
even know
me. My parents don't even care enough to notice how miserable I am."
Suddenly, a
piercing sob ripped form her throat, and she threw herself to the ground.
Her
life was a
mistake. She was a failure. No one cared about her a smidge anymore. He
would
never like
her. He was a rich, powerful, handsome man from Slytherin of all houses!
It was
practically
against the law.
Hermione cried
herself to sleep. Restlessly, she tossed and turned for an hour before
waking up.
When she did, her tears were gone. This time though, there was something
different
- she could feel someone watching her. "Itt's just my imagination," she
told herself.
She sat on
the lakeshore, remembering her conversation with herself earlier. "I shouldn't
think that
way. Remember Viktor? He liked you, and he was a celebrity. And you've
got
great friends,
even if they don't know the real you. That isn't there fault." Hermione
sat in
silence for
a while, beginning to gain some of her old self-confidence back. As the
beautiful
sun began
to rise and form a rosy dawn, she thought, "It's only once upon a moonbeam
when you can
do that."
Draco rolled
over on his green velvet covers. He would spend yet another miserable night
thinking of
her. So forbidden, so wrong, so horribly against all the rules, and yet,
she was so
right. Her
creamy skin, pale pink lips, and cinnamon eyes gave her the look of a supermodel,
and yet she
seemed like a bookworm, so incredibly involved with her studies. Through
it all,
though, he
saw someone else there, someone she used to be. He was constantly watching
her, whether
by magic or through his own two eyes. Occasionally, once upon a moonbeam,
he could see
a bubbly, sparkling girl, just waiting for a chance to let loose and have
fun. He
remembers
this person the cost clearly at the Yule Ball. She shocked everyone. That
was
the day I
fell completely out of love with that ugly idiot Pansy and into love with
her.
"This is hopeless,"
Draco told himself. He jumped out of bed and into a robe and slippers.
He padded
through the empty, desolate common room, and up to the astronomy tower.
The
cold, harsh
wind whipped around the tower, making the room as frigid as his ice-cold
heart.
There was
only one person that could thaw it out - her.
He was raised
that way, just as all the other Malfoys had been. Let no one beat you down,
and beat the
heck out of everyone else, until they all had full submission to you. No
one was
to rule a
Malfoy, for he was to be ruler of all who knew him, except for the current
Dark
Lord. Sometimes,
a very powerful Malfoy would be born, and become the Dark Lord. That
was considered
the greatest honor, and because of his incredible skills, many reckoned
that
Draco would
be the next Dark Lord. Every time Draco heard this, he died a little inside.
For
in him, was
a small amount of good that could grow, wanted to grow, but wasn't allowed
to.
However, his
father was giving him every possible ounce of training possible to become
one.
He would most
likely have to kill his father and all of his supporters to get away from
his
father's dreams.
Although he wouldn't mind, since he despised his father more than anyone
-
except Voldemort,
of course.
He cried out,
his head in his hands. Then, he was still for almost a full hour - completely
still,
almost as
if he was dead. In a sense, he was - emotionally. He looked to the tower
window.
How easy it
would be to just jump - no one cared enough about him to even notice for
a while.
She and her
stupid friends would probably be happy. He went to stand at the window,
and
took a final
look at his deathbed. He saw a lone figure, sitting forlornly on the shore
of the lake.
It was her.
After seeing the lonely girl sitting there, he couldn't do it. He couldn't
make himself
jump. He looked
down, and thought to himself, "It's only once upon a moonbeam that a girl
can make a
Malfoy back down."
Do you like
it? It's my first attempt at a fic, so please be nice. Constructive criticism,
please. :)
And by the
way, I don't usually write depressing stories, I prefer fluff, but I got
an inspiration
and I think
it turned OK. Please review!
A Chance Under Moonlight (companion fic)
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