The boy was
six back then, so long ago when he still had honey-colored hair rather
than the
silver white
he now carried. His father, a prominent member of the Ministry of Magic,
was
temporarily
under the department of Muggle Supervision, a job he despised. Everyday,
he went
to work, 'wandering'
around the Muggle world, checking suspicious muggle things that might
have been
under enchantment. His father especially complained about working with
another
wizard by
the name of Arthur Weasley, who instead, loved his job.
There was this
one time, where his father had to go undercover as a bookstore keeper to
check
the books
that were sold in a certain bookstore to make sure that they didn't spill
any secrets
about the
world of magic. The witch who had retired to the muggle world and died
under
mysterious
circumstances had owned it previously.
One day, the
little boy had to be brought to work with his father, for the manor was
being
tidied up
for the party that was to be held that night. Though the muggle world was
strange
and new to
him, the sight of so many lovely books awed him, so he was happily occupied
as his
father minded
the store and searched through the books at the same time.
He poured through
the pages of a book about dragons that was meant for young adults,
completely
engrossed that he didn't notice a little girl his age, wandering through
the same
section he
sat in, until she tripped over him.
"Oh! I'm so
sorry!" the little girl apologized. "I was looking up at the high shelf
trying to find a
book about
unicorns. I wasn't looking where I was going!"
"It's ok,"
the boy said, standing up and brushing himself off. "I shouldn't have just
been sitting
there in the
middle of the aisle where everyone could trip on me."
She looked curiously at his book. "Is that a book about dragons? Wow! They look really cool!"
The boy smiled
proudly. "Yeah! They are! I love dragons! I was named in Latin after them.
My
name is Draco."
She gave him
a shy smile. "I'm Hermione." She looked down at the floor, tilting her
head
slightly.
"I don't know what or who I was named after exactly, but I read in a lot
of books that
in Latin I
am a messenger but in Greek I'm the Earth."
They both smiled
at each other, now at a complete loss for words. Just then, from the front
of
the room,
Lucius Malfoy's voice came, "Draco! I'm going to be closing up the store
soon! Hurry
and finish
with your book!"
"Ok!" Draco
answered back, but he had forgotten about his book. Instead he stood there
with
the girl,
wondering what else he could say.
"Is that your
dad?" she inquired. He nodded. "I saw him when I entered the store. He
looked
kind of mean,"
she said meekly.
He shrugged.
"He's sometimes like that. He doesn't really like working here, so I guess
that's
why he looks
extra cross."
Hermione nodded,
knowing that grown-ups could get cross when they were at work and they
didn't enjoy
it. She wondered why they worked in the first place. "My parents are dentists.
Their
office is
right across the street from here," she told him, pointing at the building
across the
street.
He nodded,
though not knowing what a dentist was. He didn't ask though, his father
had told
him never
to ask muggles anything, lest they suspect anything of them. The store
lights began
to close.
Looking reluctant, Hermione finally said, "Well, I'd better be going. Bye
Draco!"
He waved as
he watched her run out of the store and into the building across the street.
A
strange feeling
began to creep into him. He had never really met, much less talked, to
anyone
his age, and
a muggle too, no doubt! It was different, but he felt sort of pleased.
They seemed
pleasant,
much nicer than his father made them out to be.
Hurriedly,
he went to his father’s side and waited for him to finish closing shop.
Together they
walked out
into the cool afternoon air, father and son walking side by side. The former’s
thoughts filled
with dark swirling thoughts and the latter’s filled with the nice girl
he had just
met.
***
The following
morning young Draco begged his father to bring him to the bookstore with
him. In
surprise,
both his parents asked why. Draco bit the inside of his cheek, remembering
the
muggle girl
he wanted to see again, but he couldn't tell them that. "The dragon books
were so
interesting.
They have so much more there than we have here at home, please, father,
I think
it's wonderful
there!"
Lucius looked
miffed at the realization that his son loved the muggle world so. But he
and his
wife Narcissa,
both very drained from their previous night of being host and hostess to
a party
that many
wizards and witches attended, did not have the energy to argue with their
son. They
agreed.
As Lucius went
to work, rummaging once more through possible books, Draco sat in his corner,
continuing
to read the books about dragons, wondering if his friend was going to show.
And
then finally
she came in, and a smile lit both their faces as they saw each other.
They went through
all the books about magical creatures together, commenting on what they
liked or disliked
about certain creatures. The two children found they had a lot in common,
and
enjoyed each
other’s company immensely.
For several
days, they followed this pattern. Draco would get permission from his parents
to
read in the
bookstore, while Hermione would go to work with her parents, only to go
to the
bookstore
and read her favorite books. Lucius was too busy with his work to notice
what Draco
was up to,
and whether he was talking to muggles or not, he might have cared but didn't
see.
They told their
secrets to each other, but the world of magic, Draco left out. To Hermione,
he
told her that
they were rich and had servants, and his mother was a beautiful socialite,
made
her wonder
why his father worked in the bookstore that he hated so much.
But they didn't
talk too much about that, as their parents always told them not to tell
strangers
anything about
themselves or where they lived. But instead, they shared secrets that were
only known
to them. How they felt about the world in particular, or about themselves.
They
shared the
feeling about the loneliness of being the only child, and the hopes of
having another
sibling on
the way.
They were only
six, but suddenly, the world started to make sense. It was if they had
found
their soul
mate, the one person in the world who would truly understand them no matter
what.
But the whole
concept of soul mates was far beyond the boundaries of a six-year-old’s
thoughts,
they couldn’t fathom the immensity of what was beginning to brew between
them.
One day, after
being entranced by all of Hermione's interesting tales of the stores found
in the
streets, Draco
begged her that they go around, looking by themselves. She had gotten
permission
from her parents, as they knew she was a very precocious child and knew
what she
was getting
herself into. It took Draco awhile longer to get permission, as his father
hated the
muggle world.
But he figured, the more he would get to know it, the more he'd learn to
dislike
it. He finally
gave his permission, and some muggle money, and they were on their way.
They wandered
around from store to store, first buying themselves a bag full of candy.
Draco
was amazed
by the different shapes of the chocolates, not only found in the shapes
of frogs,
but many others.
Hermione especially loved the different flavored candy, made Draco think
that
she was lucky
she knew the flavors beforehand.
They passed
by a sporting store, but didn't stay for long. Hermione wasn't so keen
on sports as
she wasn't
that good at playing them, and Draco didn't want to show her that he didn't
understand
any sport except for Quidditch. They stopped for a good time at the pet
store,
Draco being
only slightly interested in the lizards, as they were the closest to dragons
as any.
So close,
yet so far, he thought sadly. Hermione found the orangey-yellow tabby cute,
but
unfortunately
didn't have enough money to buy him.
They entered
a toy store where they ended up spending most of their time, running around
and
playing. There
was also a magician performing up front, but Draco thought with a smirk
that the
wizards he
knew could do better tricks than that. They ended up buying small trinkets
and
jokes, laughing
immensely after playing with them a bit.
It was beginning
to get dark, but they decided to stop at one last store. It was an accessory
store, where
many teenagers often shopped. This fact of course got the kids interested,
what
kind of child
their age wasn't interested in growing up, if at least a tiny smidgen?
They browsed
through the
racks before they both realized they were eyeing a simple necklace with
a pendant
bearing the
engraved image of a moon and stars. They oohed and ahhed over it, and then
finally resolved
to buy one each. Draco bought one with a gold chain, while Hermione bought
one with a
silver chain.
They were all
smiles as they made their way back to the bookstore, first bringing Hermione
to
her parent's
office. They hugged each other tightly and thanked each other for the great
day.
"Promise me
we'll always be friends," Draco asked Hermione solemnly, as they put each
other's
necklaces
around their necks.
She smiled
at him. "Of course! Friends forever!" she vowed, not quite understanding
why he
was so serious
about this. She didn't know that he had never had a real friend before,
because
they were
either empty-headed children of his father's friends, or they were taken
from him
simply because
they weren't from the right families.
They hugged
each other tightly again, and then said their good-byes, Draco watching
as
Hermione raced
up to her parent's office. He then made his own way across the street to
the
bookstore
where he found his father waiting for him angrily.
"You were associating
with a muggle? After I told you several times of their unworthiness and
filth?" he
asked in distaste.
The little boy trembled. "She was nice, father. She didn't mean any harm. I-"
"I won't hear
another word of it!" Lucius roared. He then closed up the shop and took
his son
home where
he spanked him and threatened him. Draco sobbed all night long, wondering
why
being friends
with someone different was so wrong.
***
This went on
for several nights, until finally, Draco broke and gave in to his father's
wishes. It
had taken
him many nights of thinking about his friend, why she wasn't there when
he needed
her, many
poisonous thoughts coming from Lucius himself.
He grew to
hate muggles, and he started calling them 'Mudblood's' as his father did.
He slowly
began to turn
into that cold-hearted boy that was the splitting image of his father,
inside and
out. But not
deep inside, though the hate had grown, there was still a part of him that
would
never forget
his friend. And it lived on in the necklace he wore every moment of his
life.
While she in
turn, wondered why her friend had suddenly left her. Day after day, she
had
waited for
him to return, her loneliness slowly beginning to grow into anger, which
slowly
began to grow
into a passionate distaste. She remained alone in many ways, not making
any
other friends
along the way to adolescence. She grew up stuffy and a know-it-all. She
missed
her friend,
but was angry with him for leaving her. She remained wearing the necklace,
wondering
when she would meet him again.
As the years
went on Hermione stopped waiting for her friend to come back and moved
on with
her life.
Draco in turn did the same. He grew to hate muggles and it seemed as though
he was
destined to
follow in his father’s footsteps. Little did they know that they were to
meet again.
While aboard
the Hogwarts Express for his first year, Draco happened upon the famous
Harry
Potter and
his friend Weasley. They got into an argument which would have turned into
a fight
had Weasley’s
pet rat not bitten Goyle.
Draco stormed
out of Potter’s compartment so blind with rage that he didn’t even notice
that
he’d walked
into some one until she hissed, "Watch where you’re going!" at him.
Draco took
in the girl standing before him. She had a pretty face, bushy brown hair,
large
cinnamon eyes,
and slightly large front teeth. "What did you say to me?" Draco asked in
a
steely tone
of voice.
"I said, watch where you’re going" she replied back defiantly.
Draco had the
strangest sense of déjà vu, he knew this girl but he couldn’t
remember from
where. " I
bet you’re a muggle born." Malice gleamed in his eyes as he said this.
"Is that a
problem for you?" she snapped back at him. Inside she was wondering how
he could
have known
that about her and why did it feel to get like she’d met him before.
"For you, yes." was all he said before he walked off to the other end of the train.
***
An eleven-year-old
Draco Malfoy got off the Hogwarts Express. He had just completed his much
discouraging
first year in Hogwarts. That Potter boy had caused him much trouble ever
since he
had first
met him. He hadn’t been ‘ruling’ the school as he hoped he would, instead,
he was
looked down
upon and made fun of by people other than the Slytherins.
As he stepped
into his family’s limousine, he watched from a distance as Potter stood
with his
friends, Weasley
and the Mudblood. They had made his year miserable, especially that poor
excuse of
a pureblooded wizard Weasley. The Mudblood, or Granger, had made some
impression
on him the first time he had met her. True she wasn’t exactly pretty, but
he couldn’t
pinpoint what
exactly got him so affected by her. It was if he had known her before.
Draco
shook his
head. He hated Mudbloods, and he would never have associated with them.
He watched
them with an ominous glare, Granger waving goodbye to Potter, removing
her
jacket at
the same time due to the warm temperature. A flash of silver around her
neck caught
his eye.
He wasn’t exactly
sure when he froze, but his eyes never left the necklace around her neck.
The familiar
moon and stars pendant. His mouth parted slightly in surprise, he gazed
down and
took out his
own necklace. It was the same pendant on the necklace, only his was gold.
"Um, excuse me, Master Malfoy," the chauffeur coughed. "We have to get going."
Draco glared
at him, but complied by getting into the long and silver Sedan, still deep
in
thought. He
gazed at his own necklace, and suddenly the memories came flooding back
in. His
childhood,
a muggle friend, moments spent reading on the floor, sharing secrets, the
lovely day
store hopping,
and the pretty little girl… named Hermione.
His mouth dropped
open in shock. It was her, after all this time, he had been attending the
same school
as the only person he ever considered to be a friend. "After all this time…"
he
mumbled to
himself, trying to recover over the shock. It wasn't that he had forgotten
the
necklace's
meaning all these years, rather, he had buried it deep in his subconscious,
wearing it
automatically
without thought.
His eyes flashed.
Surely she remembered, how could the perfect-grade muggle girl forget
anything?
Had she known all this time, only to treat him this way? She must have.
"Our
friendship
must have meant nothing to her," he whispered, feeling hurt and betrayed.
"Father was
right when he told me that muggles were worthless beings. Sharing a friendship
with them
is deadly." Draco closed his eyes in deep thought. "I’ll get back at her
for all that
she’s done
to me, this I vow! I won’t rest until that Mudblood is miserable for the
rest of her
life!"
And then he
slowly feel into a deep sleep, his emotions suddenly taking their toll,
making him
grow even
more weary. He slept a hazy slumber, not being able to distinguish if it
was a state
of dreamlessness
or if he simply didn’t remember. He wasn’t quite sure whether he wanted
to
remember it,
maybe memories from the past, or a possible vengeful plot against the muggle
girl
who hurt him
so. But he rested, his mind filled with troublesome thoughts.
***
It was his
second year in Hogwarts, and Draco had managed to convince his father to
buy
Nimbus Two
thousand and One’s for the whole Slytherin team, which as he had suspected,
got
him on the
team, and the seeker position as well!
He stood amongst
the older Slytherins as they invaded the Quidditch field where the Gryffindors
were already
practicing. He smiled darkly at the thought of getting them angry by taking
over
their practice
time. As the two teams spoke huffily to each other, Draco could only think
of
making goody-two
shoes Gryffindors suffer.
When they introduced
him as their new seeker, Draco could only smirk as they stared at him in
shock. They
were afraid, he decided. They know I’ll beat them, I’ll swiftly triumph
over their
reject, Potter.
The two teams continued to argue and then finally, he heard, "At least
no one in
the Gryffindor
team had to buy their way in. They got in on pure talent."
He turned his
head sharply. That last comment was made by her, his declared enemy. Granger.
Hermione Granger,
that girl he used to play with who had torn his heart into two. He lost
all his
control. "No
one asked your opinion, you filthy little Mudblood," he spat out, venom
in his eyes.
There was an
instant uproar, and Draco saw Flint block the furious Weasley from hurting
him.
Weasley tried
to curse him but instead his broken wand backfired on him and instead made
slugs come
from his mouth.
The whole Slytherin
team was rolling on the ground with laughter, and Draco was on all fours
laughing so
hard, fearing that if he didn’t continue laughing he might break down and
cry at the
thought of
such an encounter with the girl he once shared his secrets with.
He saw the
hatred in her eyes, and only hoped they mirrored the anger in his own.
He only
hoped the
distaste covered up his own hurt and pain, that which he tried to remove
remained
stuck in his
heart.
***
It was his
fourth year, the night of the Yule Ball. He had finally given in to his
duties as a
high-powered
Slytherin and taken Pansy Parkinson with him. What else choice did he have?
She was the
only girl who wanted to go with him, the only one.
Draco felt
choked all night long, with Pansy squeezing his arm too tightly. But he
didn’t miss his
usual opportunity
to make fun of ‘Potty and the Weasel’ especially when they looked completely
ridiculous,
their dates unhappy as well.
He searched
the room with an evil glint in his eye. He hadn’t insulted her yet that
night, he was
counting on
her to look just as idiotic. His hatred for her had grown and familiar
memories only
came back
once in awhile, like when he caught himself staring at the necklace he
still wore. No
matter how
much pain it brought him, he still wore it, well tucked below his shirt.
Only he couldn’t
find her. Maybe she wasn’t there. There was some pretty girl with turquoise
floaty robes
that seemed vaguely familiar, dancing with Viktor Krum. Realization, soon
followed
by immense
horror, hit him hard. She WAS Hermione. Somehow, all the insults, all the
hatred
vanished from
his head. Only one thought remained: She was breathtaking.
With horror,
Draco could only stare at her in shock. No longer was she the brainy bookworm,
the thesaurus
of insults; she was so beautiful, she captured his heart once more. A small
smile
formed his
lips to his alarm, but he began to remember one of the secrets they shared.
"I want to be a beautiful princess when I grow up," little Hermione declared with a smile.
"Looks like
she got her wish," he murmured to himself, still awed by her exquisiteness.
It was
then that
he realized he could never truly hate her for what she had done to him,
or may do. He
was falling
in love with her again, something he had done before but hadn’t been aware
of it
until that
very moment. No longer could he deny his feelings for her by hiding it
behind a wall of
loath, it
was all lies; he had been in denial from the start.
Watching her
miserably from a far, Draco concluded that he would forever carry a torch
for the
first and
only girl ever to have touched him in a way that was never to be forgotten.
But he
knew he was
a Malfoy, rich and powerful and with responsibilities to live up to. He
had to
protect his
bloodline by marrying a pure-blooded witch. He could never profess her
feelings for
her and live.
He shamefully
hung his head with the conclusion that he could never do what he wanted
most
to do, realizing
that he was plainly and simply a coward. Draco stood up abruptly from the
table, telling
Pansy that he wasn’t feeling too well and excused himself to head up to
his room
with his troublesome
thoughts.
Yes, his feelings
for her were there, and there was nothing he could do about them. He spent
the rest of
the night staring at his necklace, a miserable image of the years to come
without her
at his side
coming to mind.
***
The Dark Lord
glared angrily at the sky, furious at what he was reading through them.
A
prophecy had
spoken of one of the great members of the dark side to be turned by love,
but he
had tried
to will it with all his power for it not to happen to his chosen heir.
But it had
happened.
"Call my Death Eater, Lucius," Voldemort ordered the trembling Wormtail, his servant.
"Y-yes my lord," he bowed, shaking the whole time.
In a few seconds,
Lucius Malfoy appeared in the presence of his master. He bowed, kissing
his
robes. "You
called, master?"
The being once
formerly known as Tom Marvolo Riddle scowled. "You have not done a decent
job in raising
your son, Lucius. I remember you once bragging to me that he could take
your
place in the
center of the Death Eaters." He paced fiercely around his servant, determined
to kill
him if he
dared speak. Thankfully, he didn’t. "Young Draco isn’t so young anymore
is he? He’s
been drifting
from the dark arts, have you not noticed?"
Lucius began to shake with fear. "M-my lord, he-"
"Silence!"
Voldemort ordered and promptly placed him under the Cruciatus curse. After
pausing
to listening
to his screams of pain, he continued. "This does not go well with my plans,
for you
see, my intentions
for the boy were to have him help me defeat Potter and be my right hand
servant."
Lucius eyes
shone, hearing his hopes for his son being planned through by his master.
But
whatever happiness
he might have had was quickly squashed by one of Voldemort’s death
glares. "He
is turning away from our side, Lucius, and I don’t like traitors. I will
have to show
him just how
great our power can be."
"Y-you’re not going to k-kill him, are you?" Lucius asked, his face drained of its color.
The Dark Lord
gave him an evil smile. "Not yet. A mere warning will do. He shall have
once last
chance to
decide just where his loyalties lie exactly, and once my men get through
with him, he
will know
where he has to go." And then Voldemort laughed, an evil laugh that made
millions
for miles
around feel a chill down their spines.
***
Draco boarded
the train for his fifth year in Hogwarts. "Four down, three more to go,"
he
thought to
himself miserably. He hated having to face her everyday, knowing that he
harbored
deep feelings
for her that she didn’t return. He missed the friend that he had before,
even it
had only been
for a short while.
But his misery
also came from his summer at home. His father came home everyday from some
meeting with
Voldemort, angry with him for not participating in the dark arts. He got
an earful
everyday of,
"you’re almost a full grown wizard, soon my master will be calling for
you," or "the
dark side
is calling for you, do not turn them down."
Almost everyone
had already settled in their seats, he was one of the last to board, as
he
arrived late,
dreading coming to school. He trudged up the steps of the train, following
Crabbe
and Goyle
in, which was strange because usually they followed him.
He saw Granger
standing with her Gryffindor friends from the corner of his eye. He wanted
to
look at her,
take in her beauty, but he dared not, lest he was accused of liking a Mudblood,
which was
ironically true.
And then he
felt it. A searing hot pain hit him, barely missing his heart. He had been
hit by a
deadly curse,
the Rutilus Cruor. He stared at in shock, watching as blood began pouring
out,
soon covering
him plenty. And then he blacked out.
Outside, watching
as the train pulled out of the station, unaware of a fifteen-year-old boy
inside starting
to die, a Death Eater smiled darkly, knowing that he had completed his
mission
for his master.
The Death Eater had missed his heart on purpose; it was a message from
the
dark lord,
a warning. He watched as the sight of crimson blood pouring forth from
the wound on
his chest
and all down the front of his robes made Draco pass out.
Inside the
train, students started panicking. Whether he was a Slytherin or not, much
more
Draco Malfoy,
they didn’t care. Someone was seriously injured and they could be next.
There
were no teachers
present on the train, as they were all waiting for them at Hogwarts.
Hermione, now
a Prefect, was the first person on the scene. Clearly in her element, she
took
charge of
the situation. Since there weren’t any teachers on the train she felt that
it was her
duty to tell
her friends to calm down the rest of the students on the train while she
healed
Draco’s wounds.
As much as she disliked him she couldn’t just let him die.
She had propped
him up against a wall, disgustedly wrinkling her nose. "I just want you
to
know, Malfoy,"
she told the unconscious boy, "I’m not doing this for you. I’m doing this
because
it’s my responsibility
as a human being. Not that you would know anything about that," she
said, muttering
the latter.
He looked so
innocent and peaceful. So calm, Hermione had to look twice to make sure
she was
staring at
Draco Malfoy. There was something so familiar about him, but she couldn’t
place it
exactly. She
pushed the thought aside, remembering she had something more important
to do.
All of the
blood on Draco’s cloths made it impossible for Hermione to distinguish
where the
wound was.
She only saw one solution to this problem, unbuttoning his shirt. The idea
of doing
so half disgusted
her, after all his name alone seemed to leave a bad taste in her mouth,
but at
the same time
the idea intrigued her. After all she was only human and a teen. *Wicked
grin*
when she opened
his shirt, instead of focusing oh his wound, she found herself staring
open-mouthed
at his necklace. It was the counterpart to her very own! Her insides suddenly
grew cold,
her mind suddenly bringing back memories that had seemed to be dead for
so long.
Lovely afternoons
spent reading books of the supernatural, which was actually reality in
the
wizarding
world. Secrets that were shared, and a wonderful day spent wandering through
stores and
buying trinkets that made every kid smile. Two necklaces, one gold, the
other silver,
exactly alike;
and of course, a little boy with honey-colored hair. A boy who loved dragons,
and
was named
after them. The boy was Draco.
She looked
at him in shock and horror, coming to grasp the understanding that her
worst
enemy was
the one person she had thought understood her the most. Her mind couldn’t
register what
her eyes and heart could plainly see. Her prized head, the one that had
managed
to help her
get straight A grades all these years, couldn't help her understand how
this had
happened.
"Hermione, are you alright?" Harry’s concerned voice broke through her thoughts.
"Yeah, why?" Hermione said, tearing her eyes away from Draco’s necklace.
"You….. er…
we thought you where in shock or something, on account of all the blood,"
Ron
answered.
Secretly, he smirked thinking that she was in shock by seeing Malfoy’s
pale chest.
"Oh…… um yeah."
She stopped speaking, not looking at anything else but his necklace. Harry
and Ron could
tell there was something wrong with Hermione so instead, Harry took the
initiative
to heal Malfoy by uttering the words, Novus Viscus, healing his would completely,
leaving only
a small star shaped scar.
They took Malfoy
to their compartment, Hermione following in suit, still silent. Once Harry
and
Ron had settled
Draco into the compartment they left to go calm down the first and second
years. By
leaving they had unintentionally left Hermione alone with her thoughts
and a sleeping
Draco. She
was fine, she uttered to herself, and she just needed some time to think.
A lot of
time, Hermione
told herself as she secretly rolled her eyes. This situation she was in
was
beyond her.
***
She wandered
around the train, trying to think. But her thoughts were empty, as if her
mind
was blocking
the past memories like she had before.
It wasn't until
she found herself entering his compartment to sit down with him that the
memories all
came back to her. She found herself smiling as she looked at Draco sleeping
peacefully,
seeing the little boy that he used to be. As she gazed down at his necklace,
herself
fingering
her own, she remembered how nice and fun he was to hang around with that
day of
window shopping,
how his eyes lit up at the different shapes of chocolates. She understood
now why it
had seemed so new to him.
Sighing deeply,
she realized how much he resembled that same boy she knew someone so
different
than the one she had seen lately. "Did he know all this time? Did he remember
me,
and yet, still
tried to make my life miserable all these years?" she asked, tears starting
to fall
from behind
her eyes.
Suddenly it
was like she had been brought back in time, and Hogwarts and magic had
never
happened.
It was like they were still the best of friends again. Every hurtful memory
of him she
had, had been
wiped away and their childhood renewed in the beauty of yesterday.
She stared
at his face, seeing and remembering. Hermione couldn't help but notice
how much
cuter and
handsomer he looked without the sneer, a calm face reminding her of the
rosy cheeks
he had displayed
when he was a little boy.
Hermione sat
there, staring across the compartment at Draco, the boy she used to call
her best
friend. With
an aching realization she discovered she wanted his friendship back. She
wanted
to go browsing
through candies with him, pick out a new pet since they now had enough
money.
She bit her
lip with horror, discovering she was longing to be Draco's friend. Draco
Malfoy! That
awful, rotten,
no-good Slytherin who had made her life hell ever since she had met him.
Ok,
Hermione corrected
herself, ever since they had re-met in Hogwarts.
She was still
staring at the necklace he wore when Draco started to come to. He woke
and was
greeted by
her face. At first it was a lovely sight, something he had been dreaming
about for a
long time.
And then he began to remember. He scowled at her. "Remembering?" he asks
sarcastically.
She recoiled
in hurt, the pain obvious in her face. "Gee, that's a nice thing to say
to someone
who just saved
your life!" And then she bit her lip, remembering that Harry was the one
who
healed him,
she was too shocked by his necklace to do anything.
He started
recollecting what had happened when he stepped onto the train, and then
had
some suspicions
about who exactly was behind all this. But his mind couldn't focus on that,
he
seemed to
be only aware of her, her necklace, and his own which seemed to be staring
at him,
as he was
semi-slouched on the seat.
Draco started
to finger the cool surface of the pendant, trying to avoid the inevitable
conversation
about there shared past. "Draco, I-"
He couldn't help but smirk. "Oh, so now you're calling me Draco? Why?"
"That's what
I used to call you," she said softly but firmly, trying to keep her emotions
in check.
Inside she
felt like crying her heart out, or wanting to tear him into little pieces.
This hit a
spot inside Draco. He felt like sinking into the floor or curling up into
a little ball and
crying like
he used to. But he couldn't break down, not in front of her. It took him
all his
strength and
courage to utter these next words, "I've already put the past behind me.
I wish
you'd do the
same." He tried saying this with his usual drawl, but it was difficult.
Hermione found
herself biting her lip hard, trying her hardest to keep the tears from
rolling
down her eyes.
How could he do this to her? How could he just let the past… go? He could
see
her hurt expression
and tried to pretend it did nothing to him. "How can you be that same
person you
used to be?" she asked. "How can you be that same person I used to know
and
love?"
Her hurt was
slowly being replaced by her anger, which made it easier for her to handle
her
overwhelming
emotions at the present. Draco used this very same method in handling his
life. If
it had anything
to do with feelings or emotions, he'd dislike it or block it. He would
never even
try.
Draco smirked.
"Love?" Hermione blushed a deep red. She couldn't believe she had said
that.
"You really
loved that little boy you met in that quaint little bookstore who was reading
a book
about dragons?"
his voice had softened a bit, realizing with surprise that it meant something
to
him as it
did her.
She stares
at him, her gaze piercing through him. "Yes, I loved that boy who I used
to share
secrets with
and enjoy myself with. He was a part of me that never quite left me," she
said,
looking down
at her necklace.
Her carefully
chosen words hit home to Draco. As much as his pride stopped him, Draco
couldn't
resist asking,
"Could you still possibly love me now… for the person that I am?"
Hermione feels
her heart beating loudly, not believing her ears. Did she hear right? Did
that just
come out of
Draco Malfoy? The Slytherin who hated her and called her names… the boy
she…
loved? Used
to love, yes, but love, now?
She gazed into
his eyes, surprised at seeing a familiar side of Draco. His intense stare
made
Hermione feel
herself go red all over, and forced her to break the gaze as she stared
out the
window. But
his gaze still lingered on her, she felt it, as if it was tickling her
skin. He was still
staring at
her, and there wasn't much she could do about it. Hermione made eye contact
with
him again,
feeling uneasy because she wasn't used to seeing him like this, so stiff
and
powerful,
staring at her as if the world would fall apart if he didn't.
"I could… if
you were still that same person that I knew, it's not impossible," she
said,
hesitantly,
her heart aching, not realizing why exactly. She tried to avoid his gaze
as much as
she could,
but it was impossible. All it took was a slight glance and she was drowning
in his
stormy gray
eyes. Astonishment took over her when she saw a glimmer of hope in his
eyes.
She hadn't
seen that in almost ten years.
Suddenly, Draco
abruptly stood up, and Hermione found herself doing the same. They stood
in
front of each
other face to face, like they had many years ago, speechless, yet many
things on
their mind.
He saw her in such a different way, yet, it was so familiar and comforting.
She was beautiful,
and he saw it on the inside as well as the outside. It had been many years
since she
had opened his heart and touch him, yet she was doing the same thing now,
and he
wasn't scared,
not in that sense. He felt comfortable with her again, like he could finally
be
himself, after
all these years.
He grabbed
her by her arms, but gently, like he didn't want to break her. His eyes
bore into
hers. "I've
missed you so much, all these years…." he trailed off, not knowing what
exactly to
say.
A small smile
forms on her lips, and Hermione could feel a single tear finally fall down
her right
cheek. All
her emotions, they were all starting to flow freely again. This is what
being with him
felt like,
and it was like she was finally free again. He used his left thumb and
wiped the tear
away. And
she could see once more the emotion and affection that he had hid since
his
childhood.
He is that
same boy I loved, Hermione came to realize. I do love him, she told herself.
The Draco
Malfoy I've
seen lately was just a scared little boy who grew up that way only because
his
father wanted
him to be that way. But he is that same person, that same person who could
make me smile
and laugh so.
Hermione's
smile widened and felt the tears start to flow even freely. This was all
Draco needed
to see. Immediately
he enveloped her in a tight hug and the two lost friends found another
once more.
Draco could feel his own tears start to from but kept it hidden. After
all, he did have
some pride
as a boy.
It was a very
tight hug, all their hidden feelings, past hurt, all of them coming out
then and
there. If
someone had opened the compartment door then and there, they would have
fallen at
the sight
of Draco Malfoy and Hermione Granger sharing a hug like old friends.
Indeed, the
cold heart in him that many saw seemed to melt, melted by the girl, the
one girl
that truly
owned his heart. Only she alone understood him, only she alone was his
soul mate.
The seemingly
perfect girl who had hidden a secret for so long finally felt something
click into
place. For
so long, she had felt empty, like she was missing something. Her jigsaw
puzzle was
finally complete,
now that she had found him.
Hesitantly,
they drew apart and stared at each other for what seemed to be an eternity
of
drowning in
each other's eyes, finding themselves as well as the other. And then, something
truly magical
happened. They weren't quite sure why it happened, or if and who decided
it to
happen, but
their heads leaned closer and closer, until finally, Draco and Hermione's
lips met in
a sweet kiss.
It was like
nothing either of them had ever experienced before. Later, Draco would
swear that
he thought
he heard fireworks, while she would claim she saw them. But that didn't
actually
happen. It
was all in their hearts. Their hearts that became one in that moment.
The two teenagers
may seem to be star crossed lovers because of where they came from. But
they had met
a long, long time ago, and destiny planned for this to happen. It was not
just
something
that they happened to go shopping in an accessory store and decide to buy
matching necklaces.
It was all planned by someone up above.
She had silver,
which was also a Slytherin color, which was a part of him. He had gold,
the
color
of Gryffindor,
which was a part of her. None of them would have seen this the time they
were
buying it,
but something in their hearts told them to.
It was only
a symbol, yet, the necklace was important to them, which is why they always
wore
it despite
their hardships and 'hatred' of each other. Despite their distance, their
love overcame
all that,
because of The Tie That Binds.
Hey! This started
out as a sem-break project… I started it on the very first day! It was
finally posted the end of the week
after, how
weird considering it took me only so long to write it! The idea came to
me as I was surfing the internet… I don't
remember why
or what I saw… but this idea so appealed to me! I wanted to work on "Doomed
Love" number two but I
left my outline
in school! Until now I'm still lazy to work on that! I get 20 plus emails
a day and I don't check my mail
everyday!
Today it took me 3 hours to finish checking my mail alone!!! I didn't even
finish!!! "Behind the Mask" number 8
probably won't
be finished soon.. although I have 8 pages written already! It's far from
done!!! Hmm… I smell a dramatic
death scene,
hehehe…. According to Isis, Rutilus Cruor means Red Blood in Latin and
Novus Vicus means New Flesh.
Aw… I was
so disappointed in the reviews of "The Elf, the Love and the Alibi Potion."
I was so proud of that story! Other
than Herm
and Draco I even put in Harry and Ginny and some other couples! How could
you guys not review it?! I know
it's long…
but I'm so hurt! =) Please go back and read and review please! Just click
my profile name and search for it!
Please! Sorry
about the background... this was as kiddie as I could get in such short
notice! I was even delayed in posting
this story!
FFN.net is so werid lately!!! Isis wants to say that her next chapter,
Beautiful Soul and her new fic The Battles
To Come will
be up soon, so sit tight and wait for your alert for her stories! Can I
just say that ffn.net is so screwy! It
hasn't been
sending me my alerts and reviews, and won't even let me enter their page!!
Aughh!!! Anyways, take care
guys! PS.
has anyone noticed... my a/n keeps getting longer!
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