I rated it
PG13 for now, not because of this particular installment, but because the
rest of it should be
rated PG13
or R-ish. The only thing you really need to know is that everytime you
see the ~, the narrators
are switching
parts. It is a Hermione/Draco love story, and they are the two narrators.
It's self explainitory!
I'm babbling!
Have fun!~Belle
Disclamer:
I don't own the characters in this fanfiction. They are all property of
J.K. Rowlings! I also don't
own the 98
degrees song Draco was singing. I do get copyright on "singing Draco",
though. Happy Reading!
A Weakness for the Enemy
by
Belle
Malloy
I live by my
reputation. When people hear my name, they often cringe, make a snide remark,
or simply
change the
subject. I don't make myself out to be anything other than ordinary. Sure,
I throw in a few
witty comments
here and there. I just act out a role people have set up for me. No one
really knows who
I really am,
and in all honesty, no one cares to know who I really am.
I am Draco
Malfoy, the son of the infamous Lucius Malfoy. Like father, like son, right?
I laugh bitterly
every time
someone uses that muggle expression. I am a total opposite of my father,
but I am forced to
live up to
his expectations. He is purely evil, and maybe I am just like him. Maybe
I am a hateful son of
a bitch, just
like my father. When people meet me, that's what they expect, and God knows
I give them
quite a show.
I roll my eyes, poke at their shortcomings, and act nothing less than a
spoiled brat. It's
humorous to
see the life that everyone has laid out for me. It is indeed a humorous
life, yet unbelievably
lonely. I
act each day, under my mask, as I have been instructed to all my life.
Maybe hatred will take
me over one
day. My father is sure of this, because he doesn't want his only son to
be a failure. I,
personally,
hope it doesn't. I hate my father with everything that is in me.
It's finally
my seventh year at my "school", Hogwarts. I note the term "school" with
the utmost sarcasm,
because I
don't think of it as a school; I think of it as a prison. I'm a 17-year-old
boy, and instead of
wishing to
be treated like a man, I merely wish to be treated like a human. Whenever
anything miserable
occurs, all
eyes turn to me. I don't even receive an, "It was Draco." People simply
mutter, "Malfoy"
under their
breaths. I curse my last name, because it, more than my father, more than
the school, has
brought upon
me all the pain and suffering that I endured for 17 long years. All I wish
is that one person
could look
beyond my name and see the real me. Until that moment, I simply put back
on my mask and
become a pawn
in the game that other people are playing with me.
~
I am a straight
A student. I have never made a mark below an A in my whole entire life.
I don't know
what I would
do if I did. School is my form of stability. No one understands why school
is so important
to me. Knowledge,
and the use of knowledge, is what life is based on. I know I, for one,
would go
totally crazy
if I stopped learning. I am Hermione Granger, very talented, if I do say
so myself.
Many people
resent me for my intelligence. The process has gradually gotten worse as
my years continue
at my school,
Hogwarts. Many students here cannot stand the fact that Hermione Granger,
a Muggle-born
and Muggle-raised
girl could come into Hogwarts and in an instance, become the most promising
sorceress
in years.
If I didn't study so hard, I wouldn't believe it myself. But I praise myself,
when I look back at my
previous six
years at Hogwarts, because I never faltered in my course I had set up for
myself. I set goals,
and I fulfilled
them with determination.
That's what
life is all about, isn't it, setting goals and fulfilling them? I sometimes
wonder what it would be
like to be
able to relax and do something besides study. My best friends, Harry Potter
and Ronald Weasley
enjoy partaking
in this pleasure. They always urge me to stop studying, but then I look
at them and think,
they're
not the best, now are they? I wonder how it feels to go to parties.
I wonder how it feels to sneak
out at night
to meet a member of the opposite sex. Hey, I wonder how it feels to receive
a B. Those are
things I don't
need in my life though, aren't they?
~
I groaned as
my alarm clock made me painfully aware of the dawn of another morning.
I stepped out of
bed and headed
straight for my bathing stall, snapping my fingers to let my towel know
to follow me. As
I stepped
under the running water that the showerhead spouted out, I let out a deep
sigh. Another day
of misery
in the life of Draco Malfoy, I thought, running my hands through my
shaggy blonde hair. After
lathering
up both my hair and my body, I stepped out of the shower, pausing for an
instance to look into
the mirror.
"Good morning." The mirror said good-naturedly.
"Morning."
I grunted. I gazed at my reflection, and quite frankly, I was shocked at
what I saw. I wasn't
surprised
by my blonde hair. My muscular form that I had worked so hard to achieve
didn't rattle me at
all. It was
my eyes. My eyes had always been a bright blue, and I had always thought
that someone one
day would
be able to see the real me through my eyes. My eyes had always been the
only part of me
that hadn't
been rugged and cold looking. But now, as I gazed at myself, my eyes looked
cold. They
looked hateful.
Almost like the eyes of my father.
"Hey, Malfoy, what're ya doin' in here by ya self?"
I groaned inwardly.
It was indeed, one of my two devoted followers. I recognized by the voice
that it
was Crabbe.
"I was taking
a shower." I replied rudely, and he knew not to ask me anymore. I used
to need he and
Goyle, my
other baboon, for bodyguards, but since my physique had changed quite a
bit, the only thing
they do now
is annoy me.
I walked back
into my room in the Slytherin house. It was freezing cold, as usual, but
the cold numbed
both my body
and my senses, and I enjoyed it thoroughly. At least it got my mind off
of everything. I
pulled on
a pair of boxer shorts, and slid my black robe over my head. I glanced
at my clock, and
realized that
I was early this morning. I guess I'll go to the library or something
to finish the paper
that Professor
Snape had assigned the night before,
I thought to myself. I am Snape's
favorite, and
I have been
since the day I set foot on the Hogwarts campus. Thank GOD for that class,
or else I would
have nothing
to look forward to...
~
My alarm sounded,
but I had been awake for a good fifteen minutes. I sat up and smiled. I
loved
waking up
in the morning at Hogwarts and realizing that I am going to learn something
new. It is a
terrific feeling.
I sat up and
put my feet on the floor, glad to feel that the Gryffindor house was warm
and comfortable.
I grabbed
my two perfectly fluffy towels and made my way towards the shower. I sighed
contently as
the warm water
flowed over my body, giving me another overwhelming feeling of happiness
towards my
exciting school
day. School was my thrill in life, and I loved it thoroughly. I stepped
out of the shower
and wrapped
my long brown hair into a towel. I pulled the other one around my body,
and made my
way back to
my room. Once I got to my drawers, I pulled out a freshly pressed robe
and clean
undergarments.
After dressing, I brushed out my hair and muttered a few words under my
breath, and
instantly,
my hair was dry and neat. I pulled it back into a ponytail, and sighed
with relief when I realized
that I had
a whole hour to read in the library. I always enjoyed getting an early
start on my day. Hey,
studying is
my life.
~
I walked down
the hall slowly, not really thrilled about having to be in the library
for an hour. Damn
alarm clock.
I thought. It never rings at the right time. I knew I should get
my paper done, but I
just didn't
really feel up to it this morning. Who are you kidding, Draco? I
asked myself. You never
feel up
to anything. I strolled down the corridor and rounded a corner when
I saw her.
It took all
my self-control to keep my level of anger down. She had her back to me
now, and I knew
if she didn't
see me, I could avoid a confrontation. She was one of the ringleaders
of turning people
against me.
She, Potter, and Weasley had caused me so much suffering since the first
year I was here.
They think
they are superior to everyone. She was Hermione Granger, and she thought
she was God's
gift to the
world. I sharply pulled myself into a corridor when it looked like she
was turning around.
I carefully
peered back out and groaned when I realized what door she was entering…
the library. At
least she
was dedicated to her studies, and perhaps she would leave me alone.
~
I entered the
library, breathing in the musty spell of all the books. The library at
Hogwarts has never
failed to
excite me. I can remember being a first year and entering the library for
the first time. I made
a promise
to myself that I was going to read all of these books. Ok, so I haven't
read all of them, but
I've read
most. I grabbed a copy of Powerful Potions, and settled down in
a big chair to read it. I
had skimmed
over it writing Snape's essay for Potions the night before, but by doing
that I realized
that I needed
to look at it because I didn't recognize all of the potions.
I enjoy my
mornings because they are a time of peace. No one bothers me, and normally,
I am the
only one in
the library. I can read, and work, and not be disturbed by Harry or Ron,
who also seem
to find some
kind of adventure to go on.
I was happily
reading away when I suddenly heard the door open. That's odd. I
thought. I'm usually
the only
one in here. I glanced up, glanced back down, and then it hit me. I
nearly dropped my book.
What was
he
doing here?
He has
to be the most hateful person I have ever met. Cruel, coldhearted, and
malicious, he always
finds a way
to make someone's life awful. Harry, Ron, and I hate him with all of our
beings. If there
is one person
I can't stand at Hogwarts, it is him, Draco Malfoy. The name itself makes
me cringe,
and I avoid
confrontations with him as much as possible. Now, it looked like a confrontation
was
almost unavoidable,
unless he was feeling nice (which seldom happens) and chose to not speak
to
me at all.
But what is he doing here in my domain? The library in the morning is my
serenity. Why is
he here to
ruin it all?
~
I saw Hermione
glance up from her book quickly, and then look up once more and glare at
me in
shock. I simply
brushed my blonde hair back from my eyes, and settled at a table as far
away from
her as I could
possibly be. I positioned my chair so that my back was towards her. Ok,
I thought,
Snape's
essay was supposed to be on various forms of powerful potions. I guess
I will just go
get a book
on powerful potions then. I almost smiled. This would be no problem.
I try never to
smile, though,
so I forced it back down. It doesn't go along with my reputation.
I strolled over to the books on potions section, and searched around.
"I know there's a book on powerful potions in here…" I said out loud… perhaps a little too loudly.
"Looking for this?" I heard a female's voice behind me, and I knew in an instant who it was.
"Did I ask you to listen to me?" I sighed, not in the mood to have a confrontation.
"No, but I
just overheard you. I thought you might want this book, especially if you
were working
on Snape's
essay…" She held the book towards me gently, and she almost looked like
she was
half-smiling.
"Why is it
any of your damn business what I'm working on?" I snarled, snatching the
book out of
her hand.
"I don't appreciate you listening to me."
She looked
almost shocked, and for an instant, I felt a pang of guilt. The look on
her face returned
back to normal,
however, and it was followed by a short retort of, "I thought I could be
helpful, but
helpfulness
doesn't go to far when I'm talking to a hateful bastard like you!"
She turned on her heels, and started to walk away.
"Thanks for the book…" I muttered under my breath.
"What did you say?" she asked, turning back around to face me.
"Forget it."
I replied. I was sure she had heard me the first time anyway. I wasn't
about to give her
the satisfaction
of hearing me say it again.
I walked back
over towards my table, ready to work, when a thought popped into my head.
That
was the first
time I had ever heard Hermione Granger, Miss Perfect herself, utter a curse
word. This
time I couldn't
suppress a smile.
~
The nerve of
that Malfoy! I swear, he lives to irritate me! I overheard him mumbling
about the
Powerful
Potions book, and I thought I could at least lend it to him. He couldn't
even accept that!
The strangest
thing happened when I was walking back to my chair, though. I almost thought
I
heard him
say, "Thanks for the book". I could be wrong, though, because I can't imagine
Draco
Malfoy being
grateful for anything.
I sat back
in my chair and realized that I didn't have anything to read. I walked
up to the stand
where all
of the recent newspapers were held, and pulled out a copy of The Daily
Prophet. I sat
back down,
my blood still boiling from my "meeting" with Malfoy. Maybe there would
be some
interesting
news…
Out of instinct,
I glanced over at Malfoy. He really looked like he was working hard on
his essay.
I'm sure he'll
get an A, though, he's by far Snape's favorite. I dislike Snape almost
as much as I
dislike Malfoy.
Snape favors the Slytherin house, and despises all Gryffindors. He knows
he can't
give me below
an A, though, or he would be hearing from the school. I do all my work
in that class,
but he never
acts like anything I do is good enough. It's always, "Do as Draco does".
What can he
possibly be
thinking? I mean, Malfoy has the personality of a slug! If he can be a
teacher's pet,
anyone can!
~
I worked furiously
on my essay up until breakfast time. As soon as I was finished, I stood
up, put
my book away,
and took off out the door, not wanting to talk to Hermione again. Unfortunately,
I
heard footsteps
behind mine as I walked out of the library. Why do we all have to have
breakfast
at the same
time? Thank God she's a Gryffindor, not a Slytherin like me. I don't believe
I could
tolerate hearing
her annoying voice every single day!
I took my usual
seat at the head of the Slytherin table, and Crabbe and Goyle hurriedly
grabbed
the two seats
next to mine. Those baboons, they can't even breathe for themselves. I
took a big
bite of what
appeared to be a pastry. My senses were numb today. I was still tracing
back to that
encounter
I had with Hermione this morning. I will have to be careful to avoid her
from now on.
That task,
in itself, is difficult, considering I have potions with her. She's always
tied up with Potter
and Weasley,
though, so she'll pay no attention to me. That's hardly surprising, because
very few
people pay
attention to me. Of course, I probably have the most notorious reputation
around
Hogwarts,
so people want to stay away from me. Others try and try to earn some kind
of notoriety
at this "school",
but all I have to do is make fun of a few people, throw in a few snide
remarks, and
casually mention
who my father is. I hate my life. I wish I could start over. Hell, I would
start over
as an orphan
with no money if I had the opportunity. Like I mentioned, I hate my father.
Dumbledoor,
the ridiculous headmaster at this ridiculous school stood to his feet.
I knew he was
going through
announcements, but I felt no need to listen. I simply tuned him out. I
don't need
anymore of
his garbage. In a year, I will be rid of him for good. Then I can also
be rid of my father,
and most of
all, be rid of Potter and co. All of the above ruin my life.
Goyle nudged
my side, bringing me back out of my thoughts of pure disdain. "What do
you want?"
I snapped
at him, not sure I really wanted to know the answer.
"Crabbe just turned his napkin into a frog!" Goyle hooted as if it were the funniest thing in the world.
I, personally,
was not amused. I didn't find it remotely interesting, and I most definitely
didn't find it
funny.
Goyle nudged me again. "Hey, hey Malfoy, isn't it funny? Look, look…"
He kept elbowing
me. "SHUT UP, AND LEAVE ME ALONE!" I bellowed at him, and suddenly,
the whole
hall stopped their conversation to look around and see who had just yelled.
Of course,
the first
person people looked at was me. They always turn to me.
"Sorry…" I
muttered, not really sorry at all. If the goons would realize how much
I hate them, then
maybe they
would get the idea that I don't want them around. Probably not, though,
because as I
mentioned
earlier, they are extremely stupid.
The mindless
chatter of the students at Hogwarts continued almost instantly. Everyone
here is so fake.
It makes me
sick.
"I've had enough."
I mumbled to Crabbe and Goyle. They had seemed to get my message earlier,
and didn't
say anything as I pushed my chair in and exited to the main hall. This
day was turning out
to be as miserable
as any other in my life.
~
I heard Malfoy
suddenly scream out from the Slytherin table. It sounded like he said,
"Shut up and
leave me alone."
I suddenly felt a twang of guilt for him. If I were him, constantly stuck
with brain-dead
idiots like
Crabbe and Goyle all of the time, I would be fed up with it, too. My guilt
dissolved quickly,
though. All
I had to do was remember all the suffering that he has caused my friends
and I. It almost
makes me sick.
I watched him
storm out of the door, and my guilt returned. I had never thought about
the fact that
he might be
lonely. I heard Harry snigger, and looked up quickly to see what was going
on.
"Maybe he's
had enough embarrassment for the day." Harry laughed, his green eyes twinkling.
I smiled,
seeing yet
again how Harry had grown up from such an awkward boy to be such a good
looking young
man. He was
almost like a brother to me, though, so any other thoughts were unheard
of.
"I swear, I
want to kill him! He always has something awful to say about my family!"
Ron Weasley's
eyes narrowed
in hatred, and his ears started to turn pink. I knew it wasn't a good thing
when his ears
turned pink.
I had known him long enough to know that meant he was getting worked up
about
something.
"Ron, Harry,
stop." I said suddenly, and they both turned to me with shocked faces.
"I mean… this is
no way to
start off the day. Let Malfoy be…"
They glanced
at me strangely, and then continued on with their conversation, something
about Quidditch.
I, personally,
love to watch Quidditch, but I don't partake in their daily discussions
of it. There's only so
much you can
say about that sport…
My mind wandered back to my Potions essay. I guess I had at least better get it out and check it…
~
I entered the
hall, and took in a deep breath. I needed to calm down and collect my thoughts,
or I
might just
go crazy. I leaned back against a large wall and slowly sank towards the
ground. I knew
no one else
would be leaving breakfast for a good fifteen minutes, so I had some time
to think. What
got into
you in there Draco? I asked myself, wondering why my temper was so
short today. I have
always known
that Crabbe and Goyle are idiots, but I never have unleashed my fury so
plainly.
Maybe I'm just
turning into my father. That's what everyone expects, isn't it? Everyone
expects me to
practically
be his shadow. I hope I'm never like him. The difference between the two
of us is that I
know there
is some good in me. I don't show it to anyone, but I know for a fact that
it's there. My
father, however,
doesn't have one ounce of good inside of him. He married my mother through
an
arrangement,
had me for his reputation, and continues to disrupt the lives of everyone
around him just
to make himself
look more esteemed. I hope it never comes to that for me, but it appears
it might.
A loveless
life… I think that's what I'm destined to. It's definitely not very much
to get up in the
morning for.
My mind suddenly
drifted back to Hermione Granger. One of my archenemies, she is indeed.
In a
way, though,
I envy her. She has a loving family (even if they are Muggles), two best
friends from what
I have noticed,
and she is incredibly dedicated to her studies. At least she has goals,
and at least she
doesn't have
a path laid out for her by someone else.
My head suddenly
snapped up as someone entered the main hall. Here I was, sitting on the
floor, my
head in my
hands, looking like a pitiful child! What would father think if he knew
anyone saw me in this
state? I hope
whomever it was will him about it.
~
I searched
my bag for the essay and came up empty handed. I figured that I had enough
time to run
back to my
Gryffindor dorm and retrieve it. I exited into the main hall and saw a
figured crouched to
my left. Suddenly,
the eyes met mine, and I inwardly groaned. It appeared another less than
pleasant
encounter
with Draco Malfoy was going to take place. Surprisingly, his eyes look
rather… sad.
"Malfoy." I said to him with a haughty tone in my voice that shocked even me.
"Hermione." He replied weakly. Obviously he wasn't going to pick a fight.
"Why are you
out here, Malfoy? Don't you have places to go, people to see?" I asked,
mimicking
his tone of
voice that he used so much.
"Actually,
I just wanted to be alone." He answered, a bitter tone arising in his voice.
"So could you
please leave
me alone?"
I raised my
eyebrows, but said no more. He obviously didn't want to be disturbed, and
I really wasn't
in the mood
to deal with him anyway. I headed towards the Gryffindor common room to
collect my
books.
When I arrived,
I searched around, and thoughts filled my head. I wondered why Malfoy hadn't
picked a fight
with me. He'd had two opportunities to do it already. Most of all, I wondered
why
his eyes looked
so sad when he gazed up at me the first time.
I spotted my
essay lying on my dresser, and grabbed it, dismissing all of the previous
thoughts about
Malfoy from
my head. I knew I had better hurry up and read over it, because Snape definitely
wouldn't
tolerate tardiness…
especially from a Gryffindor.
~
As she walked
away, I wondered why she had let our conversation go without some snide
remark.
She, Potter,
and Weasley always had some kind of remark to lash back at me with. I guess
she was
just in a
hurry, or maybe for a change she was feeling nice. I just wish she, of
all people, hadn't had
to see me
curled up alone in the hall. I could hear it, her telling the Gryffindors
at lunch how she saw
Draco Malfoy
huddled up alone in the hall. Of course, they would all turn to laugh at
me then, and I
would come
up with something to get back at them. I always do. I guess it was my one
inheritance
from my wretched
gene pool.
I stood up
and stretched, and slowly ambled towards Snape's classroom.
At least
I can get there
early and
suck up to him some more.
I
thought to myself. I took in a deep breath and knew it was
time for another
Draco act. Hell, I am probably one of the best actors out there.
"Professor Snape?" I asked, grinning a fake smile, as I entered his classroom.
"Draco." He said, smirking back. A smirk was as much of a smile as Snape could manage.
"What are we
going to learn in your class today?" I asked, taking my usual seat at the
front of the
room.
"I think I
have something interesting in store." Snape smirked some more, and I knew
that if it was
interesting
to him, it was going to be dreadfully awful for us.
"Oh really…" I replied vaguely, not wanted him to realize how unexcited I really was.
"I'm going
to match you up in pairs in some very unique ways." Snape's eyes glistened
evilly, and at
that moment,
he reminded me of my father.
"Oh, sir, that should be… quite exciting." I said to him.
"Tell me Draco,
who is it that you despise most in this class?" He asked, and it appeared
his mood
has suddenly
drifted. Snape has a tendency to change his mind.
I thought about
his question. It was definitely between Potter, Granger, and Weasley. As
much as
I disliked
Potter and Weasley, I knew that I would always dislike Granger the most.
I can't stand
people would
think they're perfect. "Hermione Granger." I answered, the answer rolling
off of my
tongue as
if it were a curse.
"Ahh, yes, I see." Snape's glint in his eyes returned, and I knew I was in for an interesting day.
~
I entered the
classroom a few minutes early, and for the third time already, saw Malfoy.
I believe
he knew exactly
who it was, so he didn't even bother to turn around. He and Professor Snape
were
engaging in
a conversation about something, so I took my seat on the second row and
pulled out
my essay to
read over it one last time.
"Ah, Miss Granger…"
I heard Snape's bitter voice address me, and I looked up to see not one
pair of evil
looking eyes, but instead two. Malfoy was staring at me with his hateful
eyes as well.
"Yes, Professor?" I replied, using the most tolerable voice I could manage.
"Did you do
your essay?" Snape snarled… almost as if I wouldn't have done my essay.
He knew
good and well
I did every assignment that he gave out.
"Yes, Professor." I gritted my teeth.
"I did mine
as well…" Malfoy told Snape in a haughty voice. You're right, Malfoy.
You did yours
in the
library this morning. It was almost as if he was daring me to tell.
"Wonderful,
Draco!" Snape clasped a sallow hand on Malfoy's shoulder, while Malfoy
smiled a
sickeningly
fake smile.
I turned my
back towards them, and the rest of the class started to file in. This relieved
me, because
I don't know
how much of this I could handle.
"Hermione!" Harry and Ron strolled towards me.
"Where did you go?" Ron asked me.
"Just had to proofread my essay…" I started.
"Again." They finished, grinning.
Snape then
called the class to order. "On a sheet of parchment, please write the name
of the person
you dislike
most in this class…" said Snape. Everyone looked at him in shock, including
me.
I raised my hand. "What is the use of us doing this?" I asked.
"You questioned my orders!" Snape snapped. "10 points from Gryffindor!"
My house groaned.
He always found a way to deduct points from Gryffindor. We all took out
a
piece of paper.
I glanced around the room, and noticed some people seemed to be having
trouble
with this
assignment. Ron, Harry, and I had no trouble at all. I glanced at their
papers, and they
as well wrote
Malfoy.
Snape smirked at the class. "On this piece of paper, also write two others you dislike."
I had no clue
what Snape was up to. Maybe if we were lucky, we would get to put a curse
on
them. Again,
Harry, Ron, and I wrote Goyle and Crabbe. I just wondered
which one of us Malfoy
disliked the
most.
~
I quickly scribbled
down Hermione, followed by Potter and Weasley. They
all were extremely
bothersome,
and I disliked them all. I just wondered what Professor Snape was going
to do when
he read these.
"All right…"
Snape snarled, and we all looked up from our parchments. "I am going to
gather all
of your lists
and your essays at this time."
"But… Professor… I'm not through yet…" Neville Longbottom cried out.
"Not finishing on time!" Snape barked. "10 more points from Gryffindor!"
I smiled to
myself. Those Gryffindors were getting what they deserved. Snape muttered
a few
words under
his breath, and all of the lists were in one hand and the essays in another.
He sat down
in his chair, and quickly read over the lists. "I am about to call out
your new partners
for the next
assignment." His eyes got that damn glisten in them again, and I knew we
were all in for it.
"Harry Potter…
Gregory Goyle." I saw Harry's eyes go wide in protest, and I heard Goyle
grunt,
but both knew
better than to argue with Snape.
"Neville Longbottom…Pansy Parkinson." Neville and Pansy both groaned as well.
"Ronald Weasley…Vincent
Crabbe." Weasley's ears started to turn pink, but then faded back to
their normal
color. I had seen that look on Weasley every time we had gotten into a
fight. It would
actually be
vaguely amusing to see him try to take on Crabbe.
I thought Snape
would go easy on me, being that I am his favorite. What was I thinking,
though?
No one ever
goes easy on me…
"Hermione Granger…
Draco Malfoy…" Damn it! I thought in my head. I should have seen
that
before it
was coming. Now I was stuck to work with her for whatever project it was.
~
Malfoy. You
would think I would have had enough intelligence to realize Snape was setting
us up.
I don't know
what I was thinking. Harry and Ron gave me sympathetic looks, and I exchanged
them.
After all,
at least Malfoy had a small amount of brains. They were stuck with oafs.
I walked over
to Malfoy, and saw that he was no happier about this arrangement than I
was. In
fact, he looked
like he wanted to disappear. I wanted to disappear as well. I couldn't
believe I was
stuck with
him…
"I hope you're…
happy… with your new partner assignments…" Snape looked around the class,
absolutely
delighted to see us partnered with our enemies. "These will be your partners
for the
remainder
of the first term."
Everyone around
me groaned. I, personally, felt like banging my head on a desk. For seven
long
years, I had
worked for my grades. Now, I knew Malfoy would do something to mess them
up. I
now knew he
hated me more than Harry and Ron, and I was dreading this term more than
I had
ever dreaded
anything in school before.
"Looks like we're stuck together…" Malfoy mumbled at me, and gave me sort of a half smile.
"Yes, I noticed." I mumbled back. "Might as well make the most of this…"
"Sure…" he said, nonchalantly, and leaned back in his seat.
This was going
to be the longest class of my life. This was going to be the longest term
of my life.
At that moment,
more than any, I wanted to smack Snape right across the face.
~
She looked
as miserable as I felt. I knew that we were both wondering why in the hell
Snape would
do this to
us. Actually, she was probably wonder why in the HECK Snape would do this
to us.
Hermione is
as straight as an arrow. I rolled my eyes at the thought.
Snape gave
us our assignment. We were supposed to mix a potion that stopped wrinkles
from
forming. He
gave us the ingredients, took one more gleeful look around the classroom,
and set
us lose.
"Looks like
Snape has never learned how to use this potion…" I said in an undertone,
and I believe
Hermione heard
me, because when I glanced over at her, she was smiling. Her smile diminished
very
quickly, though.
"Look, Malfoy,
if we're going to do this, we need to get to work." She said, talking to
me as if I
was the scum
of the earth.
"Look, Hermione,"
I spat back, "If we're going to work together, let's get one thing straight.
My
name is Draco,
not Malfoy."
She starred
at me quizzically for a second, trying to figure out where this outburst
had come from.
"Ok, Draco…"she
said, quickly trying my real name on for size. "Draco it is."
"Ok, Snape
said that we're supposed to have a liter of hogs' blood, and add a milliliter
of bats' saliva
and two lion
worms to it."
Hermione quickly gathered the ingredients. She glanced at the worm and wrinkled her face.
I almost laughed.
It was obvious she didn't like worms. I reached across of her and grabbed
some
gloves. "I'll
do it." I volunteered, and she looked at me gratefully.
"Thanks," she apologized. "I really hate worms."
"I can tell."
I said, dropping them into the hogs' blood. I gave her a half smile. This
wasn't too
terribly bad…
at least we were getting along.
~
I thought I
was going to fall out of my seat when I saw Malfoy smile. It wasn't a full,
warm smile,
but it was
more than I had ever seen out of him. What shocked me most was that he
hadn't said
one bitter
word to me. Normally, he always finds some excuse to insult me, but not
today. Today,
he was treating
me like a normal human being.
After the bats'
saliva had been pored into the potion, I glanced around the room. Ron looked
like
he was about
to kill Crabbe. There was hogs' blood covering the table, and one of their
worms
was rapidly
crawling away.
Harry, on the
other hand, didn't look angry. He looked incredibly bored. It appeared
he had managed
to do the
experiment, but now, while he was waiting for it to mix properly, he was
listening to Goyle
tell some
kind of story. I knew right away that anything Goyle told couldn't possibly
be above a second
grade level,
so I almost had more pity for him than I did Ron.
Neville looked
like he was going to cry. Pansy's face was unbelievably red, and I could
tell she was
having quite
a few words with him.
I sighed, and
turned back around to face Mal---Draco. I wondered why he had suddenly
told me to
call him Draco
instead of Malfoy. It was odd, but I guess I could understand where he
was coming
from. I mean
the guy must have a pretty miserable life. At least someone can call him
by his first name.
"It should
be through in a second." Draco said, gazing at his watch. His shaggy blonde
hair fell down
across his
eyes, and I almost felt like I should brush it away. I held back the urge,
though, because I
knew he would
blow up at me and tell me that he could do that himself. That was just
how Draco
worked…
The potion
glowed a bright green color when it was finished, and we sat back in our
lab chairs to
relax. I wasn't
exactly sure what I was supposed to say to Draco. He wasn't the type of
guy you can
have a conversation
with.
"Hermione…" he glanced over at me. "It hasn't been half-bad working with you."
For the second time in the class, I thought I was going to roll out of my seat.
"Yeah." I found myself replying. "It's been pretty good."
He gave me
another half smile, but I noticed that sad expression in his eyes again.
Maybe it was
just my imagination.
~
I found myself
thinking about the potions lesson all day. In my miserable life, very few
people are
cordial to
me. It just shocked me that one of the few had been Hermione Granger. She
smiled, and
for once,
treated me like a normal person. She didn't treat me like a Malfoy. She
treated me like I
had feelings.
Hell, I don't know if I have feelings anymore. Life is in indifferent circle
to me. I used
to think there
were ups and downs, but now I'm not so sure. It doesn't really matter.
I drifted mechanically
through the rest of the day, Hermione's kind words still echoing through
my
head. As I
climbed into bed that night, I wondered if it was all an act. I finally
came to the conclusion
that she still
despised me, and that she was only being decent to me for the sake of her
grades. No
one genuinely
cares about me. When it comes down to it, no one gives a damn about me
at all.
~
I tossed and
turned all night. Normally, after a full day of classes and studying, I
am totally exhausted.
However, tonight
was different. Something was bothering me, and I couldn't quite put my
finger on it.
I sat up in
bed, glancing at my roommates, Parvarti and Lavender. They appeared to
be sleeping soundly.
Maybe a
walk will refresh my mind. I thought. I hastily grabbed a jacket, threw
it over my nightgown,
and tiptoed
out of my dorm room.
I headed down
the stairs, and wondered how I was going to be able to get out onto the
Hogwarts
grounds without
being noticed. I smiled to myself as I remembered Harry's invisibility
cape. I would
simply go
retrieve it from Harry's room, and hopefully, I wouldn't wake anyone.
I tiptoed into
the boys' dorm room and headed towards Harry's trunk. I heard him grunt
and roll over
in his bed.
I silently snatched the cape and made my way out of the room. It was a
great relief to me
when I finally
arrived unnoticed back in the Gryffindor common room. I pulled the cape
over my head,
and opened
the door. Now, I could go out on to the grounds unnoticed.
~
I starred at
the ceiling, and finally came to the conclusion that it was boring. It
never changed. I had
starred at
it out of boredom for the past three hours, perhaps expecting it to do
something sudden,
but it had
still remained the exact same as it was before I had started starring.
Sleep never came easy
to me. I guess
it goes along with being a Malfoy. I just didn't want to wake up to the
start of another
awful day,
and yet, every morning, that's what I always faced.
My two lackeys,
plus another two Slytherin boys that I had never bothered to get to know,
were all
sound asleep.
Besides Goyle's heavy snoring, all I could here was my own breathing. I've
got to get
out of
this room before I become a damn lunatic!
I thought to myself. I stretched my long limbs off
of my bed,
pulling on a robe that was conveniently lying on my path towards the door.
I finally exited
the dungeon, not caring if anyone caught me. No one did, though, and I
made my
way on to
the grounds. The ground was wet with dew, and the stars twinkled brightly
in the blue
velvet sky.
It was all picture perfect, and here I was, a Malfoy, ruining the pretty
picture, not that
I gave a damn
about what the picture looked like.
I walked towards
a more hidden place, sitting down on the ground, and finally, laying down.
The dew
soaked the
back of my robe, but I had plenty more just like it, so it really didn't
matter. I played with a
piece of grass
with my left hand, and closed my eyes. For a brief second, I wondered what
it would be
like to be
someone else, in another life, in another place. I wondered what it would
be like to totally
start over,
and to be the person I wanted to be, and not have to burry that person
inside of me. I
opened my
eyes quickly, scowling at myself. I hate being sentimental.
As if out of
the blue, I remember a song my mother sang to me when I was little. It
had been the only
drop of affection
my life had ever known. Softly, I sang the words:
I'll give
you the moon at night
I'll give
you the stars to light your eyes
I'll give
you the sun to make just one more dawn
So another
day may come
I'll give
you my heart and soul
I'll be
there to catch you when you fall
If you
ask me what I'll give to you
I will
give it all…
Suddenly, I
heard footsteps; I sat up quickly from my sitting position, wondering who
had caught
me in what
could possibly turn out to be one of the most humiliating moments of my
life. I saw no
one. It appeared
as if I was safe… this time. Malfoy, I cursed at myself, Stop
being a sap. You're
a Malfoy,
act like the asshole you're supposed to be…
~
My eyes grew
wide at the sight I saw in front of me. Draco Malfoy, lying on the grass,
a far off look
in his eyes,
singing. He wasn't singing just any song, though. He was singing a nice
song. I didn't think
there was
one ounce of niceness in Draco's body. I stubbed my toe suddenly on a stump,
and he
jumped. Why
am I always so clumsy? I inwardly cursed.
He saw nothing,
though, because of the cape. He lied back down and closed his eyes again.
I quietly
sat on the
ground, a few feet behind him, not wanting to trip over anything else and
create further
problems.
I didn't want him to know that I had been there.
He made few
movements. He brushed his hair from his eyes a few times, but nothing more.
I heard
him mutter
something under his breath, and inch-by-inch, I crept closer to try to
hear what he was
saying.
"Damn you,
Draco…" he muttered, "God, I hate my father, and I'm going to end up being
just like
him…"
I almost felt pity for him. It must have been awful growing up with Lucius Malfoy.
"DAMN IT!" he screamed after a moment of silence.
My heart cried out for him. I wanted to help him in some way.
I gazed at
his face, and saw a single tear come out of his steel blue eyes. At that
moment, I took off
my cape.
"Draco…" I said to him softly.
"What in the
hell do you think you're doing here?" he turned around, wiping his tears
away. I noticed
that his eyes
had returned to their normal cold state, as had his tone of voice.
"I… I was walking. I heard you Draco." I reached out to put a hand on his shoulder.
"You-don't-know-anything-about-me…"he
spat with such hatred in his voice that I thought about
leaving right
at that instance. He threw my hand off of his shoulder, and turned around
with his back
towards me.
"Draco… I want to help you…" I pleaded, trying to be as nice as possible towards him.
"No one." He said softly. "No one wants to help me."
"Draco, I do. Really…" I said. He spun around to face me, his facial features softening.
"Hermione…"
He choked, and I could tell he was on the verge of tears. "You don't want
to know
about my life.
It's a miserable crock of shit. Save yourself the time."
"No, Draco,
that's what you don't understand." I stated firmly. "I do want to hear
about it. I want to
hear everyone.
Will you tell me?"
Draco's expression
flickered back and forth from surprised to confused. Finally, he glared
at me
once again,
and said, "What do you want from me? I'm sure you will be perfectly friendly
tonight,
but tomorrow,
I will be the laughing stock of the school. You'll just run and tell Potter
and Weasley…"
"No, Draco,
I won't tell anyone." I interrupted, staring him straight in the eyes.
"I, Hermione Granger,
will not tell
anyone. I swear it."
His eyes narrowed, and he asked, "How do I know that I can trust you?"
~
What in the
hell did she think she was doing here? I had no clue how she had sneaked
up behind
me, and I
really didn't want to know. Why did she give a damn about me? The previous
day, we were
enemies. Everything
was fine then. Now, she wanted to be my friend… it just didn't make sense.
I looked into
her brown eyes, searching for some trace that she was lying to me. All
I could see,
though, was
warmth. Warmth that I had never seen before… not directed towards me, that
is. She
didn't answer
my question, so I repeated it. "How do I know that I can trust you?"
She moved a
little closer to me, and replied with a simple, "You don't, Draco. You
have my word;
it's your
choice whether or not you would like to take it."
I glanced at
her, and sighed, resigning from my defense. I patted the wet ground next
to me, silently
asking her
to take a seat. She moved next to me, and there was silence for a few moments.
"Draco?" she asked, breaking the silence. "Tell me what's wrong…"
Foolish girl.
As if there was just one thing wrong with my life! Everything in my life
was wrong. "It's
not just one
thing." I answered, softly.
"Tell me everything." I could feel her gaze on me, but I couldn't return it. I just wasn't ready for that.
"Hermione,"
I started off bitterly. "Hermione…" I softened my voice. "Everything is
wrong. Look at
me! People
despise me! My father rejects me for being too soft, and the whole damn
world hates
me for being
too cold! What's the point? Life is a vicious cycle, and I always end up
in last place."
She was quiet
for a moment, and I knew that I had scared her off. However, she proved
me wrong
by saying,
"Draco, you're not the only one who feels this way…"
I finally met
her gaze, and her brown eyes looked deep into mine. "W-What do you mean?"
I
questioned,
startled that Miss Straight A would understand anything that I was going
through.
"Draco, look
at me! The only way I can make any kind of name for myself is to be the
best in the
school. You
said it yourself, I'm a 'mud blood'…" She spit out the nickname as if it
was poison. "I-"
She didn't
continue. A small sob was the only sound that escaped her mouth.
"Hermione…
I'm sorry." God, she made me feel like the scum of the earth. I thought
she was Miss
Perfect, but
all along, she had possessed an inferiority complex, the same as me.
She looked
at me again, and I saw the tears poring down her face. "Draco Malfoy, did
you just tell
me that you
were sorry?" she choked.
I smiled. Not
just a half smile… I really smiled at her. "Yes, Hermione Granger, I'm
sorry." I
repeated,
jumping to my feet. "I WOULD LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW," I hollered,
"THAT I AM
SORRY FOR EVER HURTING HERMIONE GRANGER!"
"Draco!" she hissed, pulling me down to the ground. "Someone will here you."
I smirked at her. "Do you really think I give a damn? Daddy dearest would be pleased."
With that,
she leaned over and gave me a huge hug. It was a type of hug that I had
never felt before.
It threw me
off guard. "Thanks." She softly whispered into my ear.
Then, she rose
to her feet, took one last glance on me, grabbed whatever it was that she
had laid on
the ground,
and retreated into the night, towards the castle. I, on the other hand,
laid back down in the
grass, with
a tingle in my skin, and a song in my heart.
~
Once I returned
to my room, I was still restless. All I could think about was that strange
encounter
that I had
just had with Draco. I realized that there was more to him than anyone
realized. I wondered
if that was
all an act though. Maybe he had plotted against me in some way. I closed
my eyes, and
relived our
brief conversation. Before I knew it, I had drifted off into a deep sleep…
My alarm clock
sounded, and I rolled over drowsily. It can't be morning yet! I thought,
and I pulled
myself out
of bed. I took my shower, dried my hair, and pulled on my robes. I knew
that the secret
encounter
that I had experienced last night was something that I had to keep to myself.
At least Draco
and I might
get a chance to talk in potions. For the first time ever, I looked forward
to potions.
~
I awoke, wondering
where I was. I felt moisture on my back, and felt the sun gleaming down
on me.
I realized
that I had fallen asleep on the ground. I stood up and trudged back to
the castle, heading
towards the
Slytherin dungeon.
Once I arrived,
I took a quick shower and threw on a fresh robe. I stretched, my muscles
feeling
cramped from
my sleeping accommodations. I sat down on my bed for a moment and closed
my
eyes. I remembered
my chance meeting with Hermione the night before. I could still see every
moment
of it. I sat
up and smiled at my reflection in the mirror, and headed off towards the
Great Hall.
"It's nice to see a smile from you, Mr.Malfoy!" The mirror called after me.
"I agree." I replied under my breath.
I arrived at
breakfast and saw that Hermione's seat between Potter and Weasley was empty.
She
must have
overslept. I thought.
"Draco?" A deep voice penetrated my thoughts. It was the lout again.
"Yes, Goyle?" I said, putting on my haughty, I-am-the-king voice.
"We… me and Crabbe… we're sorry…" Goyle pouted, and it was rather unflattering on his fat face.
"It's Crabbe and I!" I snapped, and the softened a small bit by saying, "It's ok."
Half of the Slytherin table looked at me like I had lost it. I never apologized for anything.
Maybe I have lost it. I thought, but if this is crazy, it's underrated.
~
I ran into
the Great Hall, and slid into my seat between Harry and Ron. They looked
at me, rather
amused.
"Rough night?" Ron asked me, grinning.
"I overslept." I replied quickly, and they knew better than to ask questions.
I could feel
a pair of eyes on me from across the room, but I dared not to look up.
I knew exactly
whom they
belonged to. I grabbed a grapefruit and a biscuit, sliding the grapefruit
into my bag for
later, and
eating the biscuit quietly.
"Hermione,
what is the matter with you today?" Harry asked, waving a hand in front
of my face.
"You're totally
not here…"
I smiled at
him as his green eyes starred back at me quizzically. "Actually, Harry,
I'm in a great mood.
I'm just a
little lost in thought."
"Oh, err, ok…"
Harry replied, and I could tell he and Ron were exchanging a look over
the top of
my head.
Finally, working
up courage, I looked in the direction of the Slytherin table. Draco Malfoy's
deep blue
eyes met my
gaze. I suppressed a blush and smiled at him. Surprisingly enough, he smiled
back. It was
a brief, fleeting
smile, but it had hidden meanings behind it.
I quickly glanced
back down before Harry or Ron took noticed, but I could still feel his
blue eyes
looking at
me.
As soon as
I finished my biscuit, I grabbed my bag and headed to potions. The least
I could do was
get there
a little bit early.
I heard footsteps
in the corridor behind me, and immediately, I knew who it was. "Mr.Malfoy,"
I
called without
turning around, "You can stop following me…"
I heard a soft chuckle behind me. "I'm not following you, Hermione." His deep voice replied.
I turned around,
smiling. "Watching me eat, following me wherever I go… sounds like following
to me." I
stuck my tongue out at him, laughing.
He returned
my smile, but it, like all of his smiles, quickly faded. He put two hands
on my shoulders,
and said in
a very serious tone, "If I didn't follow you, then I would be late for
potions, considering
this is the
quickest route to our class."
I laughed. I had failed to realize the fact that we shared potions.
~
Her laughter
enchanted me. It was amazing that someone could joke with me like she did.
She
linked arms
with me, and lead me in the direction of our potions class.
"Hermione!"
I hissed, "What in the hell is Snape going to think if we walk into class
with linked
arms. He'll
switch our partners!"
She hesitated
for a moment, but did not lessen her grip on my arm. "I don't care if I
get in trouble."
She said in
a haughty tone of voice. I knew immediately she was mimicking me.
"Hermione…"
"I don't care!" she smiled gleefully at me, obviously enjoying her little scene.
"Hermione!"
"I DON'T CARE! DRACO MALFOY AND I ARE WALKING DOWN THE HALL LINKING A-"
I put a hand
quickly over her mouth, shoving her into a small carved out place in the
wall. "What do
you think
you're doing?" I snapped.
Her brown eyes danced. "I don't know…"
"Seriously,
Hermione, if anyone thinks that anything is going on between us, it would
be awful." I
whispered
to her, trying to be cautious that no one would hear our conversation.
"But nothing
is going on, Draco, so why are you worrying?" she asked, returning to her
normal tone
of voice.
We were silent
for a few moments. I could feel her light breathing against my chest, and
I realized
how close
we actually were.
"Hermione…" I said, my voice raspy.
"Yes?" Her huge, innocent eyes fluttered up towards me.
My mind kept
telling me to move away from her. Don't suck her into this! I cried inwardly.
She's
too innocent;
she doesn't need a Malfoy…
"You-don't-need-me."
I said in one word. "I don't want you involved with me. Hermione, I'm bad
for you, I'm…"
"Draco." She leaned upwards and put her forehead against mine. "I want you."
I couldn't
hold it in any longer. I put a hand on each side of her face, and brought
her lips towards
mine. My mind
numbed, and I felt myself release myself completely.
~
He put his
hands on the sides of my face, and kissed me. His lips were so soft and
warm, and my
heart fluttered.
This is what it feels like. I thought. I, in my 17 years of life,
had never once been
kissed. His
kisses felt like fire to me, and I hungered for more.
Draco pulled
back, breathing shallowly. His blue eyes sparkled, and I felt like he could
see completely
through me.
"Hermione…" he said breathlessly. "I am not good for you. Damn it, I'm
going to ruin you…"
"Draco…" I replied, "I can't stop this now, and neither can you…"
He sighed,
and grabbed my hand. "Come on, we better get out of here before the bell
rings. I'm sure
everyone would
have a fit if they saw this. Hermione, we have to keep this a secret."
I nodded.
He touched a finger to my lips. "No one can know."
"I know…" I replied softly.
We stepped out of the corridor, and I suddenly felt funny walking together.
"We'll talk
later…" he murmured quickly into my ear, and pushed open the door to the
boys' bathroom
across the
hall.
I walked to
potions alone, hardly able to stand up without aid. I never had a feeling
like this overcome
me before.
Snape gave me one of his looks when I arrived in his classroom, but all
I could do was smile
at him.
A few more
people wandered into the classroom, but Draco hadn't arrived yet. I put
my head down
on my desk,
closed my eyes, and let my mind drift away into sweet surrender.
~
I quickly splashed
cold water on to my face. What had I been thinking? I felt almost cruel.
I'm
a
hateful
bastard, I said to myself inwardly, grinning wryly at the expression.
That was what Hermione
used to call
me…
I looked at
myself in the mirror, and oddly, saw my blue eyes twinkling back at me.
The eyes that I
had thought
were growing to look like my father's eyes had gotten the twinkle back
in them. I had been
so sure I'd
lost that; I'd been so sure that I was turning into my father. Something
in Hermione took that
away. Maybe
it was the way she looked at me, or maybe it was the way she kissed me…
maybe it was
just how she
looked past my outward nature and found a good inside me that I had hardly
known
existed. I
pushed back my hair, put on my usual smirk, and stepped out into the hall,
crowded with
students.
I made my way to Snape's potions class. Nothing could ruin this mood that
I was in.
I saw her long,
soft brown hair running down her back. Her head was in her hands, and I
suddenly
wondered if
she was crying. I pulled out my chair beside her, and sat down.
In an instance,
I knew that she had not been crying. Her eyes were wide, her expression
questioning.
I knew inwardly
she was asking herself the same thing that I was: Is this real?
"Hi, partner." I said haughtily, moving my eyes towards Snape's figure, which was facing the wall.
"Oh, hi Malfoy." She had caught on, and she was giving a jolting performance.
"Looks like we're stuck together for a while." I smiled at her.
"I hope so…" she whispered softly.
~
The rest of
the class slowly filed in to the room. Harry and Ron walked by together,
both giving me
sympathetic
looks. I smiled at them, and almost laughed as Harry sat down. Goyle looked
at him
eagerly, and
I knew that Harry was in for another one of Goyle's wonderful stories today.
Snape twiddled
his fingers together, and looked as delighted today as he had the day before.
"Today,"
he rasped,
"We're going to make a truth potion. There are several ways to make this
potion, but you
will be testing
it on your partners."
I looked at
Draco, wild-eyed. Truth potions were perhaps the worse things we could
make.
Hopefully,
Snape wouldn't start asking us questions.
Draco looked back at me, and I saw a hint of fear in his blue-gray eyes.
"It's ok…" I mouthed silently, hoping no one noticed.
"So, Miss Perfect," Draco drawled on the Miss Perfect, "Where do we begin?"
"Hmm…" I thought,
racking my brain for the truth potion formula, "I need some of that, and
a little
bit of that…"
I pointed to the various bottles around me.
Draco gathered
up the ingredients, and our hands grazed a few times. He grabbed the container
and
started to
mix the potion. I watched his profile carefully, drinking in everything.
His blonde hair that
fell so carelessly
across his face; his blue-gray eyes that drew me in; his finely chiseled
body; it was
all so wonderful.
He glanced over at me and caught me staring. "Now who's watching who?" he whispered softly.
"What?" I whispered back. "I don't have the right to stare at you?"
"You can stare at me as much as you would like…" he grinned at me again.
"Good," I replied, "I like it that way."
"You like what?" Snape snarled, right over my shoulder.
"Oh," I felt
my face flush, "I like the potion tasting… sweet. Truth potions are notorious
for being…
sweet."
Snape twisted up his ugly face, glancing at Draco quickly. "Malfoy, is this so?"
"Yes, Professor
Snape." Draco smirked at Snape, and Snape smirked back. "Very well, if
Malfoy
says so…"
I let out a
sigh of relief as Snape walked away. "Thank God he didn't catch us." I
said softly, checking
Snape's location
in the room before I spoke.
"Yeah, I know." Draco kept his gaze forward. "Our potion's almost done."
"We just have
five minutes left." I said, looking at my watch. "Do you think you can
delay? Then,
maybe, we
won't have to do it…"
Draco looked at me, and with a perfectly straight face said, "I'm glad you're a genius."
I laughed softly. "Why are you so irresistible?"
~
I smiled at
Hermione. Potions was normally a good class for me, but since I had been
partnered up
with Hermione,
it had been the best time I'd had at Hogwarts. "Hermione," I said in an
undertone,
"Meet at the
same place we did last night at the same time."
She smiled at me and nodded. "Same time, same place."
Now I had two things to look forward to…
The rest of
my day flew past. All I could think about was Hermione's enchanting laugh,
beautiful
smile, and
wonderful… essence. I couldn't have been mean to anyone that day if I wanted
to. I was
even nice
to Crabbe and Goyle. Hey, they couldn't help it if they were born brainless!
I sat down
at my usual seat at the Slytherin table. The girls quickly glanced up at
me. All of the
Slytherin
girls desired me. I guess they think that I'd be a wonderful lover. I've
dated a few of them,
but I really
don't give a damn about them. I used them and discarded them; they were
nothing like
Hermione.
Hermione didn't care that I was the heir to the Malfoy fortune. Hermione
didn't care that
I wasn't as
rough as I appeared. Hermione just wanted to know the real me; Hermione
accepted
me for who
I really was.
I headed back
up to my room after dinner, laid on my bed, and waited very impatiently
for the time
to come when
I could be with Hermione.
Finally, after
what felt like days, 11:00 rolled around. I stood up and quietly tiptoed
out of my room,
not uttering
a breath. I finally breathed again when I had reached the grassy knoll
where we had had
our first
encounter.
"Draco…" I
heard her soft voice murmur, and I looked around to see where it was coming
from.
Surprisingly,
I saw absolutely nothing.
Then, suddenly, she unveiled herself. It was that damn invisibility cape again.
"You know how to make an entrance." I looked up at her, and noticed again how stunning she was.
"It's so I
don't get caught." She replied. She moved closer to me, and finally, laid
down beside me,
resting her
head on my chest. "Draco, this is crazy." She whispered. "You and I… it
doesn't make
sense…"
I took her small hand in mine, and stroked it with my fingers. "You're right, Hermione, it doesn't at all…"
"Then why are we doing this? It'll never work…" she sighed, still not moving.
"That's easy…" I smiled, looking at her. "Well, for me at least…"
This sparked her curiosity. Her big brown eyes looked up at me. "What do you mean?"
"I'm doing this because, Hermione Granger, I'm in love with you."
She sat up, looking at me as if I were crazy. "Draco, do you mean that?"
"With all my heart." I said, breathlessly, not believing what I said. I knew I meant it with all my heart.
She glanced at me skeptically. "Draco, are you sure? Do you swear?"
I quickly jumped
to my feet, pulling her along with me. I placed her hand on my heart, and
in a hushed
voice, said,
"Hermione, I swear on everything that I've ever had… I love you."
I didn't get
to say another word. She threw her arms around me, and breathing in her
fragrance, I
remember that
this was how it all began.
~
"I love you, too, Draco." I softly whispered into his ear.
He picked me
up off of the ground, and spun me around and around. He suddenly put me
back down,
wrapping his
arms around my waist.
"Kiss me…"
I murmured, pulling his face close to mine. He quickly obliged, kissing
me so wonderfully
that it took
my breath away. My knees suddenly felt weak, and I broke the kiss for a
second so that we
could reposition
ours. We laid down on the ground, our legs tangled, our hands running through
each
others' hair,
and our lips locked in a passionate kiss.
Finally, the
kiss ended, and I collapsed on Draco's chest. "Draco…" I breathed softly,
not wanting to
disturb the
moment. "You were my first kiss…"
I felt him silently chuckle. "Did you enjoy it, Ms.Granger?"
"Thoroughly," I sighed, "Mr.Malfoy…"
He ran his
hands through my hair, and we gazed at the stars. This was a moment that
I never wanted
to end. I
knew our tragic love would reach its downfall sooner or later… but I wanted
the feelings that
I had to remain
like they were now. I wanted to stay right as we were, and never move.
I wanted, for
the rest of
my life, for it to just be Draco and I.
Draco suddenly took in a deep breath. "Hermione…"
"Yes?" I replied.
"I have something I want you to know…"
"Ok?" I glanced up at him quizzically, wondering what he was about to say.
He took in another deep breath, and slowly, started singing. I stayed still, wanting to hear everything.
"I'll give
you the moon at night
I'll give
you the stars to light your eyes
I'll give
you the sun to make just one more dawn
So another
day may come
I'll give
you my heart and soul
I'll be
there to catch you when you fall
If you
ask me what I'll give to you
Girl, I'll
give it all…"
"Draco…" I whispered, "That was wonderful…"
Draco said
nothing. He leaned in and kissed me once more, and my mind drifted away
to another
place… where
it was always he and I.
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