***Okay, new
chapter! I know I said that it would be out sooner, and I have no excuse
except that sometimes
I am just
a slacker. It has been virtually finished all week… just sitting there
in my laptop waiting for the proof read.
I swear I
could almost hear it when I got close to the computer. “Here! Here I
am! Over here, please, really I’m
done! Just
give me a minute of your time!” Anyhoo…… I’m figuring 3 more chapters
after this one. Mind you,
that can change
at any given moment. (
Their Room
by
aleximoon
Chapter
26
Hermione
Learns a Curse
“And just how exactly do you propose we test it?”
Draco glanced
back over his shoulder at Hermione who was trudging a few steps behind,
holding up the hem of her
robe to keep
it from getting splattered with mud.
She looked
up at him, “I mean, why exactly are you dragging me out of the castle
into this muck? Do we even have
a plan?”
They had spent
most of the evening yesterday translating the spell that she hoped would
somehow save her precious
Potter and
maybe some other people too from the tide of dark wizards that were approaching.
They had worked out
the spell
and practiced the spell. They had gone over and over their pronunciation.
They studied until their eyes hurt
and the flames
in the fireplace had dwindled to nothing but smoldering ashes. And yet,
somehow, Draco had managed
to convince
Hermione to meet him very early that morning on the steps to entrance hall.
He was now
leading her across the grounds of the castle. The dawning air held a bit
of a chill even though the weather
had warmed
up considerably. The sky was full of low, ominous clouds that foretold
of a later afternoon shower.
Neither of
them had gotten much sleep the night before and, in Draco’s opinion,
Hermione was a little cranky for it.
She stopped
abruptly and Draco turned back to wait for her. She was eyeing the Forbidden
forest that loomed in
front of them.
“We won’t go very far in,” Draco said simply.
“I wish we
didn’t have to go into it at all.” Hermione frowned at him, “have
you forgotten the last time we got close to
the Forbidden
forest?”
Draco had certainly
not forgotten the time that they spent together in that half-giant’s
hut. But looking back on it,
Draco admonished
himself for wasting so much time arguing when there were other things that
he could have been
doing with
Hermione in that hovel. He smirked to himself.
“Don’t worry, the manticore is dead, we have nothing to fear.” He said firmly, fighting back his smile.
“There is
something else,” her face became very pale and there was an anxious gleam
in her eyes. “I was walking
here, the
other day, and I thought that…that someone was watching me.”
“Watching you? Hermione, I never knew you were so self-centered.”
“I’m not
joking Malfoy!” Her voice snapped and Draco noticed that she began to
nervously pull on one sleeve of her
robe.
“Don’t worry, I’m here, what could possibly go wrong.” Draco gave Hermione his brightest Malfoy smile.
In response Hermione crossed her arms and gave him a look that reminded him of what could go wrong.
“Look, if
you want to run back into your glorious Gryffindor tower and hide behind
your precious Potter then have
at it!”
Draco had given
up trying to wheedle Hermione into accompanying him. He was a Malfoy, and
that meant that he
would never
beg. He turned back and forged ahead into the dark trees. He was pleased
though when he could hear
her behind
him still, walking along muttering darkly under her breath.
They proceeded
for a long time like that, him leading her deeper into the forest, farther
away from the castle. Draco
knew that
the sun must have come up by now, but the brilliant waves didn’t manage
to breach the canopy of trees
and he doubted
if the sun had even managed to chase away the rain clouds that were waiting
so patiently over the
school. He
finally decided that they had come far enough into the darkness to do what
they needed to do.
“I think this will be a good spot.” He said simply.
“A good spot
for what? You still haven’t told me how you plan to test this spell.”
Hermione started to pull leaves
out of her
hair, Draco had led them through several thickets of dense trees and Hermione’s
curls had managed to
snag several
little leafs as prisoners in their brown locks.
Draco watched her closely and then said, “a good spot to teach you the Cruciatus curse.”
Hermione froze,
her willowy fingers entangled in a knot of russet. She raised brown eyes
to meet his gray. She
didn’t even
ask him how he knew the spell or who had taught him. Hermione never for
a moment seemed to doubt
his ability.
She simply began to brush a few more leaves out of her hair as if she hadn’t
heard him.
“Hermione,” Draco began.
“No,” she interrupted flatly. “There’s another way. There is always another way.”
“There isn’t
any other way, if the spell works against Crucio, then it will more likely
then not work against Avada
Kedavra since
they both work under the same principle.” He argued.
“I’m going to the headmaster,” she snapped and turned around to head back towards the castle.
“No you’re
not,” Draco easily caught up with her and grabbed her shoulders, “look,
we’ve come this far, I’m not
about to turn
over what could be the most important discovery in modern wizarding times
to some bumbling old
professors!”
“This is ridiculous,” Hermione snapped shrilly, “and illegal!”
“It’s the only way,” Draco said firmly.
“Well if
you think it’s such a good idea then,” but Hermione paused and bit
her lip, looking away. “If you think it’s
the only way,
you should cast Cruciatus.”
Draco let go of Hermione’s shoulders and stepped back, he had never even considered doing it that way.
“Absolutely not,” he said finally, his mouth strangely dry.
Hermione stood
where he had left her, head down, her face lost behind a wave of hair.
“It makes more sense, to do
it that way.
You already know how. You’ve probably already done it at least once.”
Her own voice sounded very far
away.
“I said no, we’re doing it the way I had planned.” His voice was firmer than he felt.
“But Draco, it would just be easier if you would…”
“I said no!” Draco yelled at her.
He couldn’t
tell her that the very idea of him casting such a spell on her made his
stomach turn. The thought of
someone else
doing it made him want to kill. But he couldn’t tell her this; he couldn’t
tell her that if the spell didn’t
work, he would
never be able to forgive himself for hurting her.
“It’s better
if you do it,” he said finally, “that way if O’Leary’s spell doesn’t
work, it won’t be very bad. No offense
Granger, but
you’re not very gifted at the dark arts. The best you could do is give
me a bit of a headache, and that’s
only if the
defense spell doesn’t work.”
Hermione was extremely pale, “I don’t even know how to cast it.” She whispered.
“Oh it’s easy!” Draco said with a hint of forced gaiety, “even Longbottom could do it!”
A light patter of rain began to fall, sending Draco and Hermione grasping for their wands.
“Umbraculum”
they said almost simultaneously, and a burst of color shot out of their
wands and formed small,
hovering clouds
above their heads. Hermione’s was blue, and not surprisingly, Draco’s
was a dark gray.
“All you
have to do,” Draco started again, “is to point your wand at me and
say the spell. You already know all
the right
inflections. That’s all.”
“Is it really that simple?” She asked him surprised.
“There is a reason why it’s the most popular torture spell.”
“I can’t do it,”
“You have to,” Draco turned from her and walked a few feet away, “I’m ready now.”
Hermione raised
her wand and pointed it at him, the tip beginning to shake. The damp air
was making her already
unruly hair
even wilder and droplets of water were starting to drip from the ends of
its tendrils. Her eyes were wide
and frightened,
“Draco, I can’t,”
“Do it now Granger!” Draco snapped at her angrily.
She opened
her mouth to argue but then closed it again. Hermione tightened her grip
on her wand and a look of
resolve came
into her face. Draco immediately began repeating the counter-curse in his
head, knowing that she was
going to do
it.
“crucio”
The spell sounded
so wrong coming from such an innocent voice, but Draco only had a spilt-second
to think about
that as he
shouted out the only thing that might protect him.
“arma immeritus!”
He knew when
the spell hit; the impact was strong. Later, Draco would marvel at this,
he had never imagined that
Hermione was
that potent of a witch. But for the now, he could only think of one thing,
there was no pain. A shimmer
of light surrounded
him, it was clear but the dull morning light glinted off of it at slicing
angles. Dimly he knew that
Hermione still
had her wand pointed at him, maintaining the spell, but he felt his energy
quickly beginning to drain. His
iridescent
shield was wavering. A low burning sensation was beginning to grow and
Draco knew that he had only a
moment longer
before he would be feeling the full affects of the Cruciatus curse again.
Hermione lowered her wand.
It was over.
Draco sensed his knees buckle and knelt down into the mud. He felt like
a thousand dementors had just
walked past
him. Every ounce of positive feeling was gone, drained away by the spell.
He closed his eyes and took
a deep breath
that was knocked immediately out of him as Hermione crashed against him,
throwing her arms around
him.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, Draco I’m so sorry.”
Draco looked at her. Hermione’s eyes were filling those shiny tears that he hated to see.
“I didn’t
want to do it, I knew that I shouldn’t have.” She broke into tears
and pulled back from Draco, almost as if
afraid to
touch him.
Hermione was
kneeling a foot from Draco, her head bowed, sobbing into her hands. Draco
thought that she might be
mumbling incoherently
under her breath, but it was hard to tell as she had just begun hiccupping.
Draco took
a steadying breath, trying to regain some of his strength. He reached out
his hand and grasped
Hermione’s,
pulling them away from her face.
“Hermione,” he said gently, “it’s all right. You didn’t hurt me.”
The racking sobs began to die down and Hermione muttered, “I didn’t?”
Draco forced
her chin up so that he was looking into her face. Tears still clouded her
eyes but for the moment she
was containing
them, “no, you didn’t hurt me. The spell worked.”
Her eyes went wide and she stopped crying completely, “really? It really worked?”
Draco smiled sleepily at her; he was exhausted. “Yes it worked, takes a lot out of a wizard, but it works.”
Hermione’s
lower lip began to tremble and she wrapped her arms around Draco’s neck
and gave him a tight hug,
tears beginning
to fall freely. “I thought I had hurt you,” she mumbled.
Draco patted the top of her head awkwardly, “no offense Granger, but you seem to be awfully high-strung lately.”
“High-strung?
You think I’m high-strung?” Hermione pulled back from him. “We’ve
got finals soon, not to mention
OWLS. We’ve
spent all week talking about dark spells this and evil wizards that.”
Hermione had gotten to her feet
and had begun
pacing angrily through the misting rain, her little umbrella cloud unable
to keep up with her. “And
you’ve dragged
me out here and made me cast not only a dark magic spell, but an illegal
one at that! And then, of
course, there
is whatever this thing is going on between us. And don’t look at me like
you’ve haven’t got the foggiest
idea as to
what I’m referring to! Merlin’s beard! It’s no wonder if I’m a
bit edgy at the moment.”
Draco couldn’t help but snort slightly with ill-contained laughter.
“Oh you think
this is funny?” Her dark hair was almost black because of the rain and
it was beginning to plaster itself
to her face
and neck. “What if I had hurt you? I don’t think I could bear it.”
Her tirade was finished and Hermione sat
back down
next to Draco, the anger gone from eyes.
“Why couldn’t
you bear it?” Draco was feeling better now; her furious rants almost
always amused him, even when
they were
directed at him. But now he was asking a dangerous question, and all amusement
was gone from his voice.
Draco wasn’t
entirely sure if either of them were ready for the answer.
“Because…I
don’t want you getting hurt. And I certainly wouldn’t want to be the
one hurting you.” Her words
seemed to
have been chosen very carefully.
Draco settled
back against a tree trunk. They obviously weren’t about to make any more
revelations today, and
perhaps that
was for the best. He wasn’t sure how he would have responded if she had
asked him the same question.
There was
a strong breath of wind and the branches all swayed sending a cascade of
droplets down. Draco closed
his eyes as
they hit his face; he knew that they should probably head back to the castle
soon before any of her blessed
friends realized
that she was missing. But the continual rain began to fall harder, and
Hermione moved towards him
and much to
Draco’s surprise, she settled herself against him. Draco decided then
that Potter and Weasley could
send out a
whole team of aurors for all he cared.
“So it really worked?” She asked him again after a few moments of quiet.
“Yeah,” He replied drowsily.
“You really think that this could stop Avada Kedavra?” Hermione sounded a little anxious.
“I’m making an educated guess that it will. O’Leary hasn’t been wrong so far.”
“That’s awfully optimistic of you.”
Draco glanced
at her, “well you’re the one always complaining that I’m too pessimistic.
But if you want proof, let’s
teach it to
Potter and then the next time Voldemort tries to kill him, we’ll know
for sure. We’ll probably only have to
wait a week
or so knowing Potter and his knack for being in the right place at the
right time.” Draco grinned at her,
but Hermione
glowered at him.
“I don’t think that’s funny.”
Draco smirked
and then leaned in to kiss her, one hand lightly squeezing the back of
her neck. He withdrew a
millimeter
or two, “yeah, I know.” He said before kissing her again.
Hermione smiled
against his lips and put her arms around him, pulling him closer. She broke
the kiss, “remind me to
be angry at
you for that later.”
“Oh don’t
worry, I’m sure that if you’ve forgotten it, I’ll probably just end
up saying something equally as witty to
get you angry.”
Draco shifted
so that he was above Hermione; he surveyed her for a moment. Her wet hair
lay in smooth damp locks
around her
face and shoulders, her equally dark eyes seemed even deeper than usual
due, he believed, to all the tears
she had shed
recently. She was really almost too pretty sometimes, not that he would
ever tell her that. Draco smiled
down at her
and kissed her again, losing himself in the warmth that she possessed.
The rain was
still falling freely as they walked the steps to Hogwarts. The grounds
had been deserted because of the
inclement
weather and Draco was thankful for that little slice of luck. As if the
rumors weren’t bad enough already,
for the two
in question to stroll across the grounds looking like they had just taken
a tumble into the lake together
would be unthinkable.
Not that they had actually taken a tumble in the lake, but they might as
well have considering
how wet they
were. The only dry part of either of them was their bags.
Draco was once
again pleased that unlike most witches he had known, Hermione had used
the time-consuming
repelius charm
to ward water away from her backpack rather than a fashionable robe or
a stylish pair of shoes.
Hermione caught
him looking at her and smiled at him. Her eyes were bright and a rosy hint
colored her cheeks.
As she continued
to meet his gaze, the glowing hue deepened to a bright blush and Hermione
looked away biting
her lip. Draco
smirked to himself as the idea to drag her back the way they had just came
and do even more
things with
her occurred to him. Not that she would let him, but Draco could imagine.
He stopped at the great doors and turned to her, “you’d better go first. We don’t want anyone to see us together.”
The warm glint
in her eyes seemed to fade and Draco was about to ask her when she pushed
quickly past him.
“You’re
right, of course, should have known.” She snapped at him before pulling
the door shut behind her.
The rain began
to fall harder and a rumble of thunder could be heard. Draco stood staring
at the door in dismay.
He was never
so inept when dealing with Pansy, or any other girl for that matter.
“Maybe it’s
a muggle-born thing.” He muttered to himself as he finally entered the
school after giving Hermione
enough of
a head start to not seem planned.
He got a few
strange looks as he made his way down to the Slytherin dungeon. But no
one had the nerve to say
anything.
Even without Crabbe and Goyle, Draco was rather fearsome. All of the lesser
years did their best to stay
out of his
way.
The dungeon
seemed empty, most students preferring to stay in the higher and drier
parts of the school today
because of
the dreary weather. This suited Draco just fine though; he wasn’t really
in the mood to socialize at the
moment. All
he wanted was a chance to get clean.
The steam in
the showers clouded the air and Draco lost himself in his own thoughts
as the hot water washed the
mud from his
body. Most of these thoughts had to do with a certain brown haired Gryffindor
girl. Draco especially
liked the
one where she somehow managed to sneak into the dungeon and join him in
the shower and…
Draco turned
the water off with a wishful sigh. He had to stop thinking about her. He
knew that he had to let go of
this fixation
that he had on Hermione. It was really becoming very bothersome. She always
seemed to be afflicting
his thoughts.
Half of the time these thoughts were completely innocent. It seemed that
the tamer thoughts happened
almost as
much as the naughtier ones, which didn’t seem right since he had only
entertained the latter of those two
thoughts when
it usually came to witches.
Lucius had
once told him that it was all right be obsessed with something. Obsession
was a driving force that could
be shaped
to one’s own will. But Lucius had warned him to not let anything get
too far out of control because a want
could easily
become a need.
Draco knew
that he couldn’t let things go much further. She was already beginning
to affect him in ways he never
thought possible.
He had become more concerned with the plight of the wizarding world. Not
to say that Voldemort
hadn’t been
on his mind before her, but then he had only been preoccupied with his
own safety. Now though, he was
becoming preoccupied
with her own. Someone had to be since she obviously wasn’t. And perfect
Potter didn’t have
enough sense
to keep his friends out of harms way. Why, it was probably Hermione’s
good fortune that she had been
spending so
much time with Draco this year; he had kept her out of harm’s way. But
when she wasn’t with him, how
to keep her
safe when Potter got her into trouble? Maybe he could teach her a few more
dirty tricks; she had handled
the Cruciatus
curse admirably. Draco smirked slightly when he tried to picture Hermione’s
reaction to a lesson in the
dark arts.
He pulled on
a clean, dry robe and ran his fingers through his wet hair, slicking it
back. His grin faded. He needed
to distance
himself from her before it was too late. It was one thing to lust after
her, but he was beginning to think that
there was
something much larger going on. In the back of his mind, he could hear
Lucius.
“Needs make
you weak.”
Another letter
had come from Lucius. It was as enigmatic as the others. His mother condition
had worsened, but not
terribly.
It was a bad case, but the doctors remained hopeful. Although Draco couldn’t
see any doctor in St. Mungo’s
being brave
enough to tell Lucius Malfoy that his wife was going to die.
For the first
time in a very long while, Draco actually wanted to go home. He had to
know if she was sick or not.
And he doubted
that there was anyway to do that without contacting Lucius. His letter
was short, to the point, and
as carefully
worded as any letter that Draco had received from Lucius. He asked simply
if he could arrange to come
and see his
mother. When he was finally satisfied with the dispatch he headed to the
owlery.
He selected
a dull brown school owl to deliver his letter. His own owl was off somewhere
but Draco didn’t mind. The
eagle owl
that Lucius had given him the day he left for Hogwarts was always a bit
too excited to be delivering letters
for Draco
and he had often wondered if the owl ever stopped back at the Manor to
give Lucius updates on his son.
No, Draco
preferred using the school owls.
The letter
was secure and Draco watched from the window as the laden owl disappeared
into the dark storm clouds
that surrounded
the school. He had just turned to go back when over the familiar sounds
of many hooting owls, he
heard something
else. Draco surveyed the dark room looking for something that didn’t
belong. And then, emerging
from the doorway,
a young woman wearing school robes appeared, a letter clasped tightly in
her hands as if she was
afraid that
a stray breeze might try to capture it and spirit it away. As the figured
neared, Draco realized who it was.
“Pansy,” Draco said simply.
The other Slytherin jumped back with a cry of alarm. She hadn’t expected anyone else to be here.
“D…Draco,”
Pansy returned as she quickly shoved her letter deep into a pocket. “Where
have you been this
morning? You
never made it to breakfast.”
“I had things to do,” Draco responded carefully.
Pansy’s eyes
narrowed faintly but then a warm smile melted the cold lines of her face.
“I understand,” her smile
deepened,
“you’re going through a hard time right now, what with your mother
and all. My mother is worried sick
to tell you
the truth, she’s been to St. Mungo’s four times already and she comes
home even more distraught than
before.”
Draco said nothing to this; he found Pansy’s sympathy to be rather worrying.
“I know that
I’ve said this before,” Pansy walked up to him and placed a hand on
his arm, “but if you need someone
to talk to,
I’m always available for you.” She smiled and tightened her grip. “We
don’t even have to talk if you don’t
want to, there
are other things that we can do if you’d rather.”
Pansy languidly
ran her hand up his arm and then back through his hair. Her fingers tightened
and she pulled him
down to meet
her lips. They were slick and glossy from whatever it was that she always
had on them. Once Draco
had once found
it strongly appealing. But there wasn’t any of the heady, uncontrollable
passion that he felt when
he kissed
Hermione. He could never get her close enough. But kissing Pansy was just
as it had always been,
premeditated
and cold.
There was a
sudden sound that seemed out of place in the dark room. Draco pushed Pansy
back from him and
scanned the
shadowy depths of the owlery. He thought that perhaps the door had just
clicked shut, but he couldn’t
tell. Pansy
tried to wrap her arms around him again but he pushed her back.
“Get off Pansy,” he snapped.
Pansy stumbled back furiously and hissed at him, “what, afraid the mudblood might see?”
Draco flinched
for he was, in fact, worried that this might get back to Hermione. “Don’t
call her that.” His voice
was firm and
cold. He had used that voice to keep Crabbe and Goyle in line, to frighten
the younger years, and
intimidate
some of the older ones. But Pansy only smiled.
“You’re
worse off than I had thought, aren’t you Draco?”
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