a/n: this is
the sequel to 'a thorn-torn soul of thunder weeps for the rain'. this story
would make more
sense if you
read that one first. :)
Shangrila*The Nightingale Song
Chapter
1
l.o.s.t.
/ in.toxication
Clicking off
the last light in the library, Hermione sighed somewhat tiredly. She picked
up her
jacket from
the table near the door with a yawn, and decided that a drink was what
she needed.
Drowning her
sorrows in jazz and liquor...a fatal combination surely, but one that could
knock
away the ghosts
of the past for at least a few hours.
The dimly lit
bar in East London had surprisingly few customers for a Friday night. But
there
were a few
people scattered throughout the room, enveloped in a lonely half-light.
They all
resembled
moths that had fluttered towards a distant globe, battered and worn.
//Just like me//, Hermione thought. Wearily dropping into a barstool, she ordered a gin and tonic.
Then another.
Being drunk meant she lost her mind to an intoxicated world of spinning
strangers
and strange voices. As she reached out her hand for another glass in front
of her,
Hermione absentmindedly
noted that the bartender had blonde hair. A wave of something
electric ran
down her spine and then tingled through her hand to the finger with the
silver dragon.
Half out of
her mind, she half expected the dragon to start writhing across her skin,
but nothing
happened.
It remained solid and motionless.
Shrugging listlessly
to herself, Hermione downed more of the alcoholic substance in the glass,
ignoring the
way it burned her throat as she swallowed it.A few hours later, she stumbled
out
on to the
dark street and barely made it to her car. But as she reached the door
and drunkenly
fumbled with
her keys, the skies opened up and large drops of rain fell to the earth.
The sudden
downpour made something in her snap, like an instrument string pulled too
tightly.
For two years,
there’d been something in the back of her mind...a splinter. An inaccessible
itch
that often
made her dizzy with a need to get -something- out into the open. Feelings
long
buried, perhaps.
Kneeling on the wet cement by her car, Hermione dropped her keys and cried.
//You silly
pretty thing. What kind-of-a-mess HAVE you gotten yourself into??// A sadistically
gleeful voice
in her head cried.
Hermione didn’t
fight the inner demons that cackled madly inside her. Instead, she sank
back
on her heels,
buried her face in her hands, and sobbed quietly.
When we feel
something deeper than the blackness of night, we give up on caring about
what
the rest of
the world -thinks-, and strive to rediscover what our hearts -feel-.
A/N:
Short chapter,
I know, but more chapters are coming. Thankyou for the amazing feedback,
the
continual
support, and the time taken to read and review. You're all truely wonderful
:c)
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