Ken-niichan visited me today! He brought me some cake that his girlfriend made. I love cake, and I told Ken-niichan that many times, though he looks at me funny when I say it... He sits with me and plays with me. That other man just...

I don't want to think about it.

The moment I frowned, Ken-niichan saw it. I told him not to worry about it. I'm fine.

***

"Ken-niichan!" I said, speaking like him. I held up a book with pictures in it, with people that looked the same size and shape as me. They looked how I looked when I was with Ken-niichan, but they were together and not in a white room like me. "I want to do that!"

"You will soon... I swear, Legacy, on my soul," said Ken-niichan. He was sad, I could tell.

***

"Ken-niichan... I've been thinking..."

"What about?"

"Do I have a Mommy and a Daddy?"

"Yes, you do..."

"Where are they?"

"..."

***

"Ken-niichan... Where do you go when you leave the room?"

"Home, of course. Soon, you'll get to come home with me and you can meet Rem!"

"Really!? Yay!!!"

***

I usually just sit in my room alone for most of the day. I'm sad that Ken- niichan can't be here all the time, but he's a grown-up, so I understand. I love Ken-niichan... Ken-niichan loves me too! He says that my Mommy loves me and my Daddy loves me too, and Rem'll love me! I don't love Sidacious... If there was a word for what I feel for him, I'd use it. If there was a word for how he hits me and touches me... I'd use it. I don't like the feeling thinking about Sidacious gives me. He calls me "bastard" and "freak" and "demon-eyed" and an assortment of other things.

I want Ken-niichan to come back soon.

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((Hello, minna-san! I'm just writing one chapter after another ::sweatdrop::. Yeah, well, the soundtrack list last chapter ended up funky. I swear that the chapters will get longer as the story goes on! Oh, the soundtrack for this includes last chapter's stuff and two more songs from Trigun: "Lost Planet" and "Fool's Paradise". "Fool's Paradise" has always been one of my favorite tracks in the show...))