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Notes: First point of view fic. Heero's view when he has to self detonate. Please review.

Self Detonation

'That pilot is good,' I thought as a blocked another slash that came from the unidentified suit with my shield. I pressed my attack and then I heard the announcement.

"Calling all gundam pilots! We are now positioned to stage an all out missile attack on the colonies! We have seized all missile satelites from the from the former Alliance. It's reasonable to say we control the destiny of all colonies," a woman whom I don't know says.

'Damn her!' I thought as I listened to the terms of surrender and pressed my attack again, and then stopped as the enemy stopped his attack. Then the voice of Doctor J broke through.

"Attention OZ! I never would have imagined that you people could be so incredibly foolish! The space colonies have no intention of fighting OZ. This is my personal battle that I'm staging against you," the doctor said.

"Doctor J," I said as I recognized the face quickly. I heard Duo ask the same question that the members of OZ were probably asking. Quatre was the one who answered Duo's question, and pretty well too.

"In your eyes inhumane moves such as attacking the colonies are just. If that what it takes for you to come out victourious, right? I have no choice but to surrender," Doctor J says.

I hear that woman demanding that we surrender our gundams. I grac the self detonating device and leave Wing.

"I surrender, but I will not hand oveer the gundams. I repeat, I surrender, but I will not hand over the gundams," Doctor J continues.

I reemeber to my training. Doctor J had told me that if we were forced to surrender, then I would have to destroy myself and my gundam. That is the last thing I would have to do then. I had hoped that I didn't have to do this but I knew I eventually had to.

"Mission accepted," I say with a bit of fear in my eyes. I didn't want to do this. I pressed the button and I see a bright light coming from Wing. Then, an explosion. I am hurtled through the air.

Pain, all I feel is pain. I can't even feel the blood trickling down my face, but I know it's there. Finally, darkness engulfs me.

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