My uncle have liver cancer ... one of his daughters, May, is very very sad ... When i see her eyes which have swollen and eye pockets have turn green, my heart really go out for her ... i just hope that there is anything i can do to help ! and i wish ...

Work is still the same... busy !

Today is Good Friday. Because it is a holiday, I have made an appointment to have 2 of my teeth extracted this morning at 10am, so to have at least couple of days to heal before go back to work. Went to wash car and did some grocery after that... at around 1pm, the numbness started to fade away and i can feel my head is a bit aching, and so i decided to take a nap. But i can hardly fallen asleep ... too many thoughts and mind is just not clear ... many undecided decisions which i have been ignoring ...

Sometimes, it is very hard to predict what others are thinking ... eventhough he/she is very close to you ... i normally choose not to predict instead to ask or to find out ... but there are times, i rather just forget about everything if i knew that's what he/she prefer i do !!!

Overall, i am still ok and doing fine. well, at least i will try my best ...

My mom and brother are now back in Malaysia (have been there for 2 weeks) so i will drive back to EDM (alone) tomorrow morning to keep an eye on the house for a couple days.

My sister has moved into her new house. She is happy and excited (i can tell) same with my brother-in-law. I wish them as happy, always ! Went to her house warming party 3 weeks ago. she brought me to buy a dress which i am supposed to wear for her wedding (as her maid of honor) ! I find that i need to loose some weight, in order to look good in it :) and so i will try to loose some ... i still have 4 months :p
My dad said he would come for the wedding. Have not seen him for more than 4 years ... my aunt said he is doing fine and healthy ! Actually, i wish that he could come too !!! I would say my sis will be happy too !

I am working to reach most my goals, one at a time ... so u all have to wish me as lucky to reach all of them ... :-)

Wish u all my very best and happy always! I miss u all ~~~
(13th Apr 2001) today is friday the 13th !!!