This two months have been the most crazy within the past few months. I wish renovation will soon be done so I would have more time in doing other stuff which have been on hold for so long ... I have made myself too busy ... I don't think I regreted ... just frustrated sometimes ... With the load also from work, ... I'm killing myself, I think ...??!! I am just so tired that everynight when I get home, I sleep like a baby.

My friends, have you ever wonder what you have been value-ing and do-ing for the past 10 or 20 or 30 years ... are something you should really be value-ing and do-ing ??!! Everytime when I get very tired ... I have doubt !

I have been acting very strong and independent since I was kid ... as well been very head strong with what I want to do. Doing things only the way I like to ... without caring any of my family feelings... Today, I am tired ... very tired that I just want to quit doing anything and go back to my mother ... Not that this is the first time I have this feelings ... just that I have not say it to anyone before ... yes, I'm tired ..! Tired of arguing with friends, tired of being strong, tired of doing something I really don't have the strength to do, tired of all that I have been doing in my life ... Don't get me wrong, I am not talking about my renovation and neither it has anything to do with it ... just life that I'm tired of ... life that I chose to live ...

Maybe I should really be resting for some time after all these is done. I want to go home and been taken care by my mother ...

ok my friends, I'll write again after my rest :)
enjoy life and be happy!