Its another long wekend holiday here in Canada again... July 1st -- The Canada day
I wasn't plan to come back to EDM but plans changed ... I guess its good that the plan is changed coz I have not been back for about 3 weeks now. Sometimes I just wish my family is down in Calgary with me but sometimes ... I am worry that they might not like leaving EDM and moved down to Calgary as I myself am not sure how long would I actually stay in Calgary before I go someway else again.

I have not written anything for the month of May & June ... There are tonnes of news to tell but ... I really don't feel like talking about it here. Too many sads news to tell than good ones.

Life with work is easy for the past couple of weeks but I am sure we will get very busy again soon. As for lifestle ... I guess I am trying to change my habit a bit to get a more balance lifestyle coz I have been very bad in keeping track on my time spend on family / work / friends / ... I wish there is more than 24 hour a day. Some said I have not been treating myself well enough to enjoy life and some even said that my life is too restricted. I once thought they were all wrong... I always think that I have everything under control! Too bad that this is no longer true. Oh well, life is like that lor... Like the chinese saying... life is like a stage. You always have to have different things / scenes to show ... or else you are stucked and boring ...

Other than keeping my mom and uncle/aunt accompany [we went to shopping a lot], I also went to my sister's place to see how my lovely sister is doing. She has her own life now and her plans ... all I hope is that she is happy !!!

Forest Gum says -- mama said, life is like a box of chocloate, you never know what you're gonna get! Life still goes on and the world will keep turning no matter if you are in it or not. One can be very very happy for some time but not always ... one can be in deep depression for some time too but not too long before they "should" start their life [adjusting their life] with new goals and dreams again ... I think, that's life !!!

Missing you all. ~ July 2001