Sometimes I wonder, ... what's the meaning of my life ... maybe I should say this life of mine ?! [for those who believes in reincarnation.]
I am saying these, not because I am getting older or loosing my strength. I think I am ... just been through quite a few things in my life recently which I have chosen to have, to live, to enjoy ... or I should say, I have not done as much as what I had in these few years compare to life before ...

I am not tired nor wanting to quit ... but realizing the real me ... admitting how little my knowledge is, how tiny my strength is, how less my ability is ...
hhmm, I wonder how do you (my friend) think about my interpersonal skills are like ?!
There are so many thought in my mind that I sometimes confused myself and feel frustrated about it.

I like to further my study (like taking another degree from the local university) actually .. no, i don't think i'll do more courses ... , also like to learn more about ... everything ! yah, that's my problem !! I want to know about everything. :) no, I am not that greedy nor silly. All I wanted to know is how to live a better life and doing things that I like and giving and sharing with all that I have.

- older winnie the POO