Title: "Carolers"

Author: Riva

E-mail: DrScully@imneverwrong.com

Rating: G

Category: V or S, some Angst and MSR

Summery: Scully spends a lonely Christmas Eve alone, until a VERY diverse
little bunch of carolers shows up.

The Carol of the Disclaimer:

I don't own any of the X-Files....
Fa la la la la la la la la
My fanfic lies around in piles...
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But I don't make any money....
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So don't you try and sue me, honey...
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Also, I don't own the song "Merry Christmas with Love" that I have tacked
on the end of this. I just thought it fit, and I hope who ever owns it
doesn't mind my liberal borrowing policies.
Also, Jackie St. George is used briefly. She is the marvelous creation of
one Sheryl Martin, and no infringement is intended, and highest of
respect is given to her wonderful character.

Archive: Anywhere, everywhere, or nowhere...just make sure my name is
with it.

Feedback: YES!! PLEASE!! [I'm not desperate....Really!!]

Dedication: This vinigette is dedicated to my friend Megan, aka Alien
Girl, who is a great writer her self, and AWESOME artist, and the most
persistent writing slave driver known to man! 
P.S. to Megan: I promise I'll finish "Visions" someday!!

Warning: There is Scully angst in this piece, and those that can't bear
that type of thing may want to avoid this.
[but it has a happy ending I promise!!] 

Notes: Only one. This story takes place Christmas of '98, but in my
universe, so whatever they have planned to happen this Christmas, it
won't fit. But that's OK! 
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Now that all of THAT'S out 'o the way.........

RIVASTAR Productions Presents:
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-----------------T H E  X - F I L E S ----------------
			     "Carolers"
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Dana Scully's apartment
7:38 pm, Christmas Eve

Dana Katherine Scully stood in the middle of her living room, looking at
her surroundings like a lost little girl.
It was Christmas Eve, and her home was warm and the air was fragrant with
the smell of the cookies she had just finished baking. To the casual
observer, it was as homey and inviting a place as one could hope to be on
a snowy Christmas in Washington DC.
But to Scully, it was as empty and cold as the autopsy bay she had been
in just hours before. She just stood there, blue eyes blank as they cast
about the room. Her red hair was mussed, and her pale face had a smudge
of flour on it from the cookies she had finished making. A flour-coverd
apron was tied around her waist, covering up a bright red V-neck sweater
and blue jeans. A forgotten mixing spoon was still clutched in her hands.

Something was wrong. Something was missing.

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Scully had come home from the office that day, relived to be there.
Mulder had asked that she come to preform an autopsy, and even though it
was Christmas Eve, she couldn't turn him down.
Besides, she wasn't busy. Her mom had gone to the West Coast to visit
Bill and Charlie's families, and Scully had been left alone for the
holidays. 
Margaret Scully had asked her daughter to come with her, but Dana had
turned her down. She still couldn't face Bill. 
The last time Bill had been out to DC was the over 4th of July weekend,
and the two siblings had gotten into a bitter argument over wether or not
Mulder would be invited on the Scully family's annual picnic. Margaret
had tentatively suggested it, and Bill had refuted the idea adamantly,
adding just one too many personal insults to Mulder while he was at it. 
It was just a bit more than Scully could take. Her carefully regulated
feelings had snapped, and her older brother had gotten a royal dose of
the dreaded Dana temper.
Ever since, a silence had fallen between sister and brother, a silence
both were too proud to break. 

So she had stayed home, and then went into the office on Christmas Eve to
do an autopsy.
She hadn't minded at first. It was a favor for Mulder. Any favor for
Mulder could be borne easily enough.
But then she had accidently overheard a conversation in the bathroom
while she cleaned up. Two female agents were touching up on their makeup
before going back to the FBI Christmas party on the next level. Their
words had started out innocent enough, but soon escalated into gossip
that hit the listening Scully like a fist to the gut.

"Did you see Agent Scully coming out of the autopsy bay?"
"Yeah, what is she doing working on Christmas Eve?"
"Well, you know the Ice Queen. She doesn't have many friends, and I hear
her family disowned her for joining the FBI."
-Now, it was true that her father had noot approved of her decision to
join the FBI, but he had not disapproved THAT much...had he?-
"Yeah, that's too bad. I really pity her. She probably got roped into
that autopsy by that partner of hers."
"Oh, don't feel too sorry for her, Elana. Agent Scully and ol' Spooky are
like two peas in a pod. You know, they're both so socially inept, they
couldn't even act normally if they tried." 
-Laughter-
"They don't call her Mrs. Spooky for nothing you know."
-More laughter-

Scully had emerged from the bathroom stall when the two careless women
had moved safely down the hall. Though she hadn't cared before, suddenly
she couldn't get out of that building fast enough.
Scully had rushed home and changed quickly, thrown on some festive music
and charged into baking cookies as fast as she could, trying to fill up
the gaping hole of depression that was fast consuming her.

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Two hours later, and it still hadn't worked. 
Her eyes continued their empty circuit of the room, searching desperately
for that fleeting essence of Christmas magic that seemed to be escaping
her.
What was wrong? What was missing?
The atmosphere was right... -Heck, it was even a white Christmas this
year-...The traditional cookies were safely baking in the oven,...The
music was right...The decorations were....
The decorations.
Scully's head turned back to the small tree that sat in the corner, still
empty and bare, the box of ornaments sitting by it, still unopened.
[That must be it,] Scully thought.
She brushed the flour off the apron and untied it, draping it over the
couch as she ripped into the ornament box with a will.

10 minutes later, Scully stood by the tree, again frozen by a
overwhelming sense of *wrongness* about the whole situation.
Christmas at the Scully household had always been a magical time, a time
simply infused by happiness and contentment; the true essence of the
spirit of Christmas.
Christmas had always been one of Scully's favorite times, even the
tragedy of what happened to Emily had not diminished her love of the
Season. Usually, the very sound of a Christmas carol or a whiff of sugar
cookies was enough to send Dana straight into the heart of Christmastide.

But now, she felt strangely empty.

She slowly pulled herself out of the freeze-mode and hung the brightly
colored ball on a green branch. Reaching into the box, Scully suddenly
stopped short as she drew out a delicate angel ornament. It was a tiny
thing, all porcelain and lace, a fragile red-haired figurine in soft
velvet green, with smattering of freckles.
Dana's breath caught in her throat. The angel had been a gift to her from
her sister Melissa, the Christmas before her death. Missy had said the
angel looked like Dana, and that since Dana was really a angel in
disguise, it was appropriate. Missy had teased her, and said that anyone
who enjoyed Christmas *that* much, had to be an angel.
Visions sprang to Scully's eyes unbidden. 

-Her sister's grumpy yet good-natured faace waking up as a tiny 6 year old
Dana jumped on her still-sleeping older sister Christmas morning.-

-A sea of Christmas wrapping littering tthe living room, her father's
booming laugh echoing around her.-

-The mischievous glint in Charlie's eyess as he chased the girls with his
new toy snake-

-The mischievous look on her OWN face, aas she teamed up with Missy to
engaged their brothers in a snowball fight-

Suddenly, the tears that had been threatening her all day overflowed and
began to roll down her cheeks unchecked.
Scully stood, and placed the ornament carefully on the coffee table, and
moved to the window, leaning heavily on it, staring out at the falling
snow, grateful for the oblivion it gave.

That's what was missing. That's what had always been missing.

The tears flowed faster, dripping off her cheeks and falling to the
floor. Scully shivered and pulled her arms around herself, trying to shut
out the darkness that threatened to overtake her.
But she was lonely. So lonely. No one should have to be lonely Christmas
Eve.
But just as the darkness was swallowing her, a tiny light glimmered. 
Something. 
Just enough to grab her attention and pull her out of the sea of
depression she was drowning in.
Something.
A voice?
Two voices?
Three?
More?
Scully pushed herself away from the window. The voices were louder now,
the song beginning to come clear.

\\Joy to the world, the Lord is come\\

Carolers, Scully thought.

\\Let earth receive her king\\

They were coming toward her apartment, She thought. but they wouldn't
stop. No one knew her here. 

\\Good King Wenclaslas looked out, on the feast of Stephen\\

The voices were loud now. [Probably for the lady next door] Scully turned
back to the window.

\\Hear we come a caroling..\\

Scully started in surprise. She could swear they were just outside her
door. One voice was louder than the others. And strangely familiar.....

\\Among the leaves so green\\

The voice was getting insistent. [That voice..] Scully's curiosity was
piqued. She moved towards the door.

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Outside, Fox Mulder was getting frustrated. [Open up already, Scully! I
know you're home]
Around him, the misfit group of carolers persistently kept up the song,
goaded on by Mulder's gestures to sing louder.
Frohike's voice cracked, and he received a sharp punch in the ribs by a
grouchy and sensitive-eared Langly. Skinner kept pace evenly with a quiet
but powerful baritone that made Mulder wonder if he'd ever had voice
lessons. Holly wandered in and out of the refrain with a sweet, -if a bit
nervous- soprano. Jackie St. George belted it out in a confident alto,
hands intertwined with her fiancee, Martin, who was also singing, but a
bit less enthusiastically.
All in all, Mulder had managed to pull together a group of 11, pulling
strings and favors out of every resources he had in order to put together
this surprise party for Scully.
Byers stood beside him, his singing muffled from behind the enormous bag
of party goods he held.
Mulder let loose a grin and turned back to the door.

\\So fair to be seen\\

That was a laugh. They looked about as ridiculous as......
well, never mind what they looked as ridiculous as.
Just then the door popped open, and Mulder stood face to with a *very*
shocked Scully.
"Mulder- Mulder wha..?"
"Merry Christmas, Scully!" He said, grinning from ear to ear, and pulling
her back into the house and to the side to avoid being crushed by the
enthusiastic group of carolers as they streamed out of the cold and into
the inviting warmth of her apartment.
Mulder looked down at Scully as they stood in the doorway and smirked at
her completely astounded look.
"I take it you weren't expecting guests?"
"Mulder, I- How did you- Why did you-"
"I felt guilty, Scully." Mulder clasped her hands earnestly, "It was
wrong of me to pull you back to work on Christmas Eve and I'm sorry."
"Oh, Mulder." She breathed. "Oh, Mulder. You have no idea."
She looked around at the room that just moments before had been empty,
and was now filled with people. Langly and Byers argued about what music
to put on....Holly and Alyssa Caitren were setting out drinks.....Jacob
Grant knocked over a plant and Jackie had brained her fiancee while
getting the broom to clean it up.....Frohike was everywhere at once,
snapping pictures with that stupid camera.....

She loved it.

"Scully, are those tears I see?"
"I'm fine, Mulder." She said automatically. Then giggled.
Mulder was shocked. His Scully? Giggling?
"Just leftover tears," She looked up at him. "Thank you, Mulder." She
whispered. "Thank you so much."
"Aw, it was nothing." Mulder smiled down at her.
"No," Scully shook her head. "You're wrong. It was everything."
Mulder caught her gaze and held it. He leaned in closer to her. Her pulse
quickened, eyes mesmerized by his.

"Hey Mulder!" Langly yelled suddenly. "Check it out!" he pointed.
"Mistletoe!"
[Oh, shoot.] Scully thought. [I forgot about that.]
Mulder looked up. Sure enough, there was a bunch of mistletoe hanging in
the doorway.
Scully looked at the floor, but she could feel Mulder's eyes fall back on
her.
 A thousand thoughts ran through Mulder's hazel eyes. A faint blush rose
to his face.
Neither of them moved an inch.
"Oh, just kiss her Mulder!" Alyssa's voice cut across the silence in the
room. "You know you want to!"
Both of them looked over at Alyssa. Scully turned back to Mulder, her
face on fire. Mulder looked down at her intensely for a moment, his eyes
seeming to turn a dark green. Scully's heart stopped.
But the look was gone quickly, a mask of amusement hiding it. Scully let
out a quiet sigh of relief, -and disappointment- as she began to turn
away.
But suddenly, Mulder's hands were on her shoulders, turning her back to
him, as he bent and pressed his lips to hers.
Scully barely heard Frohike's dismayed cry as she wrapped her arms around
Mulder's neck and kissed back, as thunderous applause filled the
room......

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Here's the song that inspired me to write this:

--Merry Christmas, With Love--

She leaned with her head on the window
Watching evergreens bend in the snow
Remembering Christmas the way it had been
So many seasons ago
When the children would reach for their stockings
And open the presents they found
The lights on the tree would shine bright in their eyes
Reflecting the love all around

But this year there's no one to open the gifts
No reason for trimming the tree
And just as a tear
Made it's way to the floor
She heard voices outside start to sing....

Merry Christmas to all who may dwell here
Merry Christmas, if even just one
May the joy of the season surround you
Merry Christmas
With Love

The carolers sang as she opened the door
Faces of friends in the crowd
And all of the shadows of lonely reminders
Driven away by the sound
know the heart that for years had been silent
Was suddenly filled with the song
As she clung to his hands
Like a child in the night
She found herself singing along

Merry Christmas to all who may dwell here
Merry Christmas, if even just one
May the joy of the season surround you
Merry Christmas
With Love.

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			DOWN WITH RAT BOY!!
		  DOWN WITH THE RAT BASTARD!!
		[agent spender. scully actually 
		calls him this in "triangle".]
		 DOWN WITH RATS IN GENERAL!!! 


----SHIPPERS RULE!!!!!!

And anyone who thinks otherwise can go host an alien!

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