28th Oct 1994 marked the beginning of our time together, it was the first day of holiday, our term break!  We were going to Mark's house to stay for the weekend.  My memory of it is so clear, as if it just happened yesterday.  How much I wish it was just yesterday!

I have done many foolish things in my life, but I think the most foolish one would be breaking up with you and, worse of all, losing contact with you.  May be you'd blame me for not writing back to you, but I must tell you what happened!  I was very angry after reading the letter you sent me, and I threw away nearly everything belonging to you, including your address.  After receiving your last mail, I really wanted to write back to you, but you didn't leave a return address.  I even thought about finding Mark and asking for your address, but it's all too late already, no matter what I say or what I do, I can never make up for it.  I can never make up the fact that I hurt you and I also hurt myself.

Almost every night I'd think of you, where you are, what you're doing, if you were well and happy, and most important of all, would you be thinking about me?  I do hope that you still remember me and hope that you too would think of me!

I also think of what I should say to you, if one day I had the joy of meeting you again, but I think I'd be too happy and too shocked to say anything!  May be I'd clasp into your arms and hope you'd hold me again.  I really don't know what I can do or say, for it was me that hurt you so much, how i regret it!  If in this life I don't have the pleasure of meeting you again, I hope that you'd be happy, and doing well.  May the Lord bless you and keep you.

I still remember that you said that you'd love me forever, and I said that there was no such thing as forever.  In your last letter you said that it was me that's changed, well I just want you to know that I didn't break up with you because I don't love you anymore.  And I want you to know, up to now, I still love you as much as I did then, may be even more.  If one day you find my homepage and wants to find me, just drop a line in my guestbook!

"You see the world is out there waiting for me, that's why I wanna be as free as can be!  I know that you've been good and you've been sweet, so don't put up a fight, just let it be!  Well, I hope one day, while I'm missing you.  And so will you be thinking of me!  Then we can be together, to laugh about the past, but the love is still there for you and me."
Some of the lyrics above shows how I feel.  I didn't leave you so that I'd be free, I left you so that you'd be free.  I do hope that while I'm missing you, you'd be thinking of me too!  Most of all, I hope that 'the love is still there for you and me'

It's been 6 years and I'm still thinking of you, wondering where you are in this world, and hoping you're fine and life is treating you well!

Today is the 14th Feb., so I wish you have a very Happy Valentine's Day!

Lyrics for you ----- 情深說話未曾講

(14/02/2001)