made by Kimiko
she doesn't remember
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++ One Yogurt To Rule Them All
 "Duvet (Acoustic)" by BoA
Today was pretty ok. I got a lot of hugs from people today. Hehe, a lot of them said they were proud of me for breaking up with him and going to the dance and having fun by myself. Megan, this one girl who's a really good ballet dancer, was like "we figured out you're one of those peoples that...if in a room by yourself, would have fun" Hehe...it's pretty true I guess. I got a lot of support from friends and stuff. It was really sweet of them.
Shyeah, so now I can check out guys w/o feeling guilty ^.~
It's pretty sad though. Preston didn't seem like this before. He used to be the sweetest guy I knew...
Ah well. I guess I'm free. Whoo~! My parents are still a bit shizzed about him though. Kupo...
Anyways, I'll scan the pics when I get them.
Other than that, nothing else but homework. -_-;; Hisui broke the silence :: [1 made noise]
++ The End
it's over between me and Preston. I called him around 2...
me: you're going tonight right? And I decided to leave it like that. I was still shizzed about it though...later I find out he went out with his friends, so I called his parents to ask wtf was going on.
me: ummm....is Preston there? so to make it a bit short, my parents (especially mom) got really mad. His parents got mad too. So Preston calls up later
him: I think I can go so I was like "shyeah right!" Mom told him (really me to tell him) to take the Max or something. So he talks to his dad and later calls up again.
him: I don't think I can go and that's the end...but not At the dance...I had to tell the story like a million times (about 20 ish) and it was odd cuz I saw Matt. I don't know if you know about Matt...the White Paper. He gave me my first kiss, but we never went out together. He was there with this girl named Gwen aka: Fighter. I remember when he kissed me, she got a bit jealous...but she's really nice and kept it in that way...ya know, letting it drip out. The poor girl, she's so sweet. She's in my English class this year ^^ Anyways, Matt was there with Gwen and I saw Matt and we were like "hi!" and we were gonna move forward to hug but Gwen was there and we kinda thought it was a bad idea. So Gwen asked me where my date is and I said "...we broke up a few hours ago" and she's like "oh...I'm sorry" (she's such a sweetheart) and Matt apologized too. But I saw him looking me up and down from the corner of my eye...hehe. But then again so did a bunch of other guys -_-;; The rest of the night (half hour) I was looking for Matt. You see...Matt has these smiling eyes that are so addicting and I couldn't get him off my mind. I was kinda freaking out. It was too much in one night. At the end of the dance, when we were in line to get our stuff, I saw him again. This time we hugged and I whispered his name (haha...damn, I'm such a hopeless romantic) I believe that things are taken away for a reason that there are better things in store
++ Ack!
"Harder Better Faster Stronger" by Daft Punk
Well, my guy friend that I originally sent that to emailed back. Well my view is hes prolly busy with somethin important at the moment or he is playin his game on someone else. Cause the same thing happened with me and this girl. I IMed her one time tellin her I miss her and she says enuff wit tha bull and blah blah basically it was my fault for losin communication with her. Betta call her lata *jots it down* So yea give ur man sometime don't call him bac coz he'll think yea she wants me trust me I do dat act and wait fer tha girl to call to make me feel gud ya kno. If I was there I'd let u cry on my shoulder I would try and find up wats up wit ur boi and all. Damn I feel bad for after effects of a guys game. Never really thought bout it from a girls prespective thanks fer helpin me see wat girls feel. Hopefully I help u see how guys see things least how I do things. Anyways juss move on I believe that things are taken away for a reason that there are better things in store.
Thanks Mike. I thought about it for a while and told myself that maybe I was just paranoid. But then I thought again and told myself I was just in denial. Don't know...we'll see.
Well, my uncle can't attain any info or files whatsoever from my old harddrive. That means.
I was very sad. I cried. I've been crying a lot lately, so spare me.
But starting over isn't bad either...right?
++ Never There" by Cake..yes, my theme song right now
"Stars" by t.A.T.uKimiko...promise me you won't breathe a word of this Ay...Los siento, I need to vent. I'm having issue with my b/f. I call up Preston about winter formal to talk about what's happening Saturday (winter formal) and I ask him if he needs a ride home. He's all like "what's this Saturday" and I called him a ditz twice in Tagalog...cuz I just do that. So I reminded him it was my winter formal and he's all like "oops, my bad."
Me: pop quiz...what time are you supposed to get here? I wanted to slap him
Me: a few hours off That didn't tell me anything
Me: Will you even remember this? I wanted to hit the wall.
Me: ...I guess I wanted to cuss him out. I doubt he'll even call me back. He doesn't anymore. I wonder if there's another girl... Sometimes I wonder what's on his mind. He's been acting odd for the past month-ish. I don't know...I don't know anymore. Something's on his mind, and I believe it's the key to how this relationship's going to go. I might break up with him after Saturday night...dunno. Ay. Sometimes I wonder if he's even going to show up this Saturday. One of my teachers once said the problem was that girls are too smart and guys are too stupid (hehe...) Do I just need to hint him more? I don't know...I don't know...I'm so lost. Sometimes I just want to keep walking and just things over. I wish I had time. I wish I had time for him. I wish we had time for each other. I want to cry.
++ This is a Subject. You know it is.
"Ain't No Sunshine" sung by Christina Christian
Just finished my Spanish projecto. Yeah...that took a few hours. Now I just have my History term project (which I cannot do right now due to the lack of the old info on my old harddrive at my Uncle's work, but it's due Friday), the revised essay for Honors English (due Fri), and the my religion paper on Taoism (due Fri), and study for Spanish test (on Fri.) Alright alright, so most..all of it's due on Friday but my new year's thing was to try not to procrastinate. Either way, I'm screwed.
I have a new love! I so drool over Mark Antony from Julius Caesar. *blissful sigh* I told my English teacher that and she told me I had to wait in line after Cleopatra. Hehe...I pushed her off her damn boat so she would go away. Don't pay attention to history, I pushed that bitch off her boat =P But I still love Dante from Devil May Cry and Rock from Metropolis. And duh, I love Preston.
Alright, I'm sorry, so my domain isn't up either. I'll try to get it up next month. Not only do I not have money right now (blame it on Winter Formal), my old harddrive has the layout and all the shiz.
Mom scared me a bit this morning. I was getting ready for school, and Mom's all like "I can see your underwear" so I pulled up my jeans. They're hip-huggers/hipsters/whatever you want to call them. She says "we need to get those bikini underwears for you" and I just stared at her. So then she opens my underwear drawer and skims through them, "what's your size anyways? I'll go get some for you" and I just stared some more. It was really freaky.
Only 2 more days until winter formal! Kupo!
++ Who loves Newton's laws? I do I do!
t.A.T.u cd
Yes yes, new computer. Whoo~! I XP now...it makes me happy. =) See the happiness? My uncle's still extracting stuff from my old hard drive (including the new layout I promised) He was telling how I have 5 cd's of mp3's. Hehe
Oh yeah! My cd burner's installed now! Booyah! The first cd burned was off of Nicole's Hoobastank cd. Yep yep. So happy.
So my computer's pretty clean right now. The only thing I d/led was AIM and Kazaa. I don't even have any wallpapers. Kupo.
I can't wait until my school's Winter Formal. AAAHHH!
++ You and your Emperial Umbrella
t.A.T.U cd, "200 km/h In The Wrong Lane"
New York was spiff. Here's what pretty much happened. Monday, Dec 30- waited in line for 2 hours at the Rockefeller center to go ice skating. We skated for about 45 mins and Nicole was freaking cold. Then we went into NBC and looked at stuff. I wanted a Saturday Night Live hoody, but they said SNL and I don't think anyone would know what the heck SNL is... Then we went to Saint Patrick's Cathedral. After that, Nicole's cousins' took us out to dinner at Jane. I had risotto and it was really good. Tuesday- Saw the Broadway show Aida. The actor playing Aida was amazing, and the girl playing Amneris was pretty cool too. Nicole and I had second row seats and I thought the actors seemed very sincere. You could tell that Elton John wrote the songs. Then around 4, we stood in Times Square for a while and looked at the place. People started gathering, but we couldn't stay cuz we (my Mom) told her we'd go to dinner with her. Anyways, we went to dinner at another Italian restaurant. It was really busy. I had fettucini. Then we went back to her apartment and kicked it with some of her friends. Shyeah. Nicole and I sat on the couch playing snake on our cell phones pretty much the whole night. We watched the ball drop too, thinking "FREAKING A!!! WE COULD'VE BEEN THERE!!!" Yeah, we were a bit moo. Wednesday- Mom took me shopping at H & M. It was spiff. Got a bunch of clothes, kupo! So, we pretty much shopped the whole day. Then we went back to my aunt's apartment and kicked it with more of her friends. This time, there were people my age there...kinda. Lauren (13) and Julian (12). Shyeah, they were nice. I was trying to make conversation between them and I ended up using Outdoor School questions..."so, what's your favorite color?" "do you play any instruments?" yep, it burned down to that. Thursday- went shopping at Canal Street. I got a fake Kate Spade bag, fake Kate Spade wallet, and a fake Gucci watch. Hehe. Also got a long Chinese robe. Yep, it was spiff. Hmmm...I don't remember what else we did on Thursday... Friday- Went to NYU bookstore cuz Nicole wanted to buy a sweatshirt there since she really wants to go to NYU. Anyways, we got there at 8, but it didn't open until 10. So then we went to Macy's which wasn't open either. But there was a clothes store called Conway close by so we went there. We weren't allowed to try on clothes in there (there's no bathrooms or fitting rooms) But they said we could try clothes on in the corner. I had a skirt on, so I tried on jeans and Nicole tried on a top which she put over her shirt. Hehe, they were a good price too ($13 for jeans!) Then we went back to the NYU bookstore. After that, we packed up and stuff and went home. Got home around 11. And now- yes...now. I'm back home and back to school...kupo. *cry cry* Today wasn't that bad though. About the "Emperial umbrella" thing, I was in History class and my teacher was explaining empires to us for a bit of review. She was saying how the Phoenicians weren't an empire cuz they didn't take any other civilizations or have a dominating presence in their cultures, and how the dynasties in ancient China were cuz they took people under their Emperial umbrella.
Guess what? I GOT THE T.A.T.U CD!!!! Whoo~! You don't know how happy I was. Mom and I were at Fred Meyer's and I went to the cd section and scanned the T section for t.A.T.u, but I didn't think they would have it. So I asked the guy at the counter if they had it. So he looked through again, except more carefully. He found it close to the end of the T section. It was $9, and I was like SCORE!!! I was sooo happy and I freaking out and he's like "...I just work here..."
++ Things Are Said In The Moment
"Drowning" by Crazy Town
Went to the tournament. Justus is a really good basketball player. All these years I didn't even know he was on the basketball team ^^;; Our parents have known each other before both of us were born. Preston's team won though. Yep yep.
I met his Mom, she's really nice. During half time, I went up to her and introduced myself, and shook her hand and stuff. Then afterwards, I was giving Preston Mr. Moose and she's all like "how sweet!!!" Kupo! I gave him the poem also...
I whisper your name before I sleep,
You're the light in my world,
You're all I ever wanted,
Nothing else matters,
I handwrote it on loose-leaf paper, and it took 8 tries before it was alright. I hope he didn't lose it/stick it in his pocket to forget about. That'd be sad. Though if he washed it...the ink would bleed. Which would just suck.
Slauro's spending the night, and I'm packing. Kupo...I have a feeling something will be differant when I get back.
++ Your hair's on fire, and you won't admit it
"Tom's Diner" by Suzanne Vega
Went to the basketball tournament with Slauro. Preston's team (JV) won...kicked ass actually. But their varsity team lost by 1 or 2 pts. Justus also played (JV), he goes to Century though. They lost, but they're playing the Raiders tommorow. So, we're all going back, including my parents cuz Justus' parents are tight w/ mine.
It was kinda interesting. I felt a bit cold towards Preston before his game for some moo moo reasons. Then as I watched I began to think. Damn, I'm such a bad girlfriend. Because you like to taunt me like that I remember Preston saying. Ay...I do. I feel so bad. Even though I seem to playing the guy in this relationship...which isn't all bad or good...I should be more gentle with him. Slauro doesn't agree, she says it's Preston's fault...but she knows I'll always blame myself. And it's true...it may not be all me, but it's part me. I will start changing the way I am to him, even if he doesn't kupo a bit. Ay, I really shouldn't be so cold...I'll apologize to him (though Slauro doesn't think I should) tommorow before I leave for NY on Sunday. Because...I do love him.
Anyways, I'm working on a new layout. I want to get it up after I get back from New York. But I can't promise my computer will turn on...cuz it's just like that. I don't turn off my computer. It's like a fire...it's kinda hard to start (no matches or lighters) so you want to keep it going and going.
++ That's What Your MOOSE said!
"Freakshow" by Stretch Princess
Today was pretty spiff. Played more Devil May Cry and Okage. Preston called too! Booyah! He was playing Grand Theft Auto: Vice City while I kicked it with Dante in DMC. I was saying how sexy Dante was with his huge ass sword and Preston started getting jealous and kept warning if I said something about the game he would hang up ^^;; And he did...once and a while ^.~ Funny, we were talking about it and he was saying how Devil May Cry was probably a good game cuz people kept on telling him that and later he said it sucked. He has a basketball tournament tommorow and Saturday. Slauro and I are going to go tommorow. Kupo!
Our family ordered pizza tonight. The guy who delivered it was really cute. He was a bit older though ^^;; Alas, he was really sweet too and kept on wishing me Happy New Years, etc.
Ay, let's see...what to do now. I think I'll play Yahoo! Graffiti. You can catch me on there at hisui15 in "Social" tab.
++ .....
"Dream" by Baek Ji Young
Alright, my Christmas didn't go too well.
It started out fine. On Christmas Eve, my family went over to my grandparent's and ate dinner, then we watched Minority Report which I thought was really good. Then around 2 in the morning (cuz we were waiting for mom), we opened presents. Some highlights were a webcam and a cd burner. I also got Okage, which is an alright game. Ari's kinda cute...
So we spent the night, then we ate again. We went over to Abby's house and gave presents and stuff and hung out there for a few hours. I brought my headshots cuz Mom wanted her friends to choose which ones they like so we know which ones to develop. I also drove there. I didn't run any red lights/stop signs! Whoo~! (cuz I do every other time I drive -_-;;)
After that we went back to my grandparent's house. Then Mom realized I forgot the headshots at Abby's house and was pissed. Then she realized that she/I left her keys at Abby's house too. Then she was really pissed. Mom and Dad spoke some Tagalog to eachother, and we left early after dinner. I got a lecture from Dad on the way home (I didn't ride with Mom.) When we got home, we waited for Mom. It ended up Mom thought Dad was going to Abby's house, but Dad thought Mom was going to go and Mom was waiting in the garage the whole time for us. So that was bad. So there is silence, except for Dad watching tv in the other room, my beeping computer, and my music.
I was having a really bad day, and Chris/Big Kahuna said I'd feel much better after I talked/saw Preston. Hehe, I did. Preston and I talked on the phone for a bit. He was there for me and I did feel so much better.
Unfortunately now...I haven't seen him in too long (almost a month) and I'm leaving for New York in a few days. Kupo. We haven't talked much either. I'm a bit worried. Ay.
++ Devil May Cry...or not
Asian Pop VI my Unky burned
Played some FF9. I can't beat the last 3 bosses...Deathguise, Trance Kuja, and Necron. Kupo...I gotta level up more. I'm trying to catch 99 frogs for Quina so I can get his/her Ultimate weapon. The something Fork. Shyeah. I tried to get Garnet's/Dagger's by jump roping, but I only got to 51. I have to get to 300. I suck at Chocographs. I can't find that beach by the "dead forest" I was thinking Evil Forest...but no.
Then Kimiko came over and we played DDR Max for a bit. Then we played Devil May Cry. I LOVE DANTE!!! KUPO!!!! He's so cool!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!! ....shyeah. Hehe. Anyways, on our first mission we completed it in 1:22:02, which is pretty sad. Too much ness. We had to get a walkthrough -_-;; Don't know how guys could play this game. Damn.
So, we're at my grandparent's house and she's watching me blog. Kupo. This keyboard needs to burn in that one conflagration. Shyeah. Or I'd eat my head.
Alright, to encourage you to tag/comment cuz kupo kupo kupo....Do you ever unwrap your presents to see what they are, and then rewrap them?...hehe.
++ Argh!
"The Last DJ" by Tom Petty
Just got home from watching Lord of the Rings: Two Towers. It was pretty good. The trees kicked ass! Kupo. I saw it with Sci-Fi/Fantasy/Undercover-Anime club. The movie was at 4 but we got there around 2. I fell asleep on Saiyuki and when I woke up, there was a line. Hehe...There were a lot of peeps there our age. None of which were in any other club. I saw Hay from ODS. Yep yep. And we met Jaime aka: Herb and Patrick aka: Patty. Jocausta and Sam also showed up. It was spiff!
There's this Gamecube thing going on tonight. I didn't get to go cuz Dad's all moo moo about it. So I might go tommorow. Ay.
++ Google Is Now A Verb
"Hiru No Tsuki" from Outlaw Star
Got home from the Christmas program tonight. It was really short. About and hour and a half. Some others and I danced to "Bashana Haba'ah" We/our teacher compiled it ourselves. It was fun. Our school just brought back the dance program so this was kinda the dance program's debut thing. Anyways, we had a lot of fun. We sung camp songs in the locker room (MOOSE SONG!!!!)...shyeah. A lot of people didn't recognize me onstage....they said it was the dance attire -_-;; Ah, Ms. Nyland.
I don't have much homework. Just some Spanish. Whoo~! I never got to play FF9. I'm on the 4th disk, so maybe I'll try to finish it up tonight. Risa's bf lent me Devil May Cry. Kimiko wanted me to play it with her, and I was like "you have it?" "no...I'll come over" "ok" "during Christmas break" "...ok." Kupo! It'll be fun.
++ Queen of the World...of String Cheese
"All The Things She Said" by TATU
I still haven't finished that crazy timeline. Hehe.
I got my photos done for my headshot. It was really fun. Can't wait to do it again. I'll scan one and put it up when they develop.
So very tired. I'm gonna fall over. I have a craving for FF9 though. I'm on disc 4 and I want to finish...but yet I don't. Oh the ambivelence.
++ Santa mierda!
"Hiru No Tsuki" from Outlaw Star
Still at school waiting for my mom. Shyeah. Can't make it to the meeting for ODS tonight cuz I have piano. Meh. I also still have to finished that damn timeline that was due yesterday. Slap me, slap me now. So freaking tired, my week has been mostly shit so far.
++ Procrastination, once you start you can't stop
"All The Things She Said" by TATU
First of all, I'm on the phone with Kimiko would like to say she is no longer going to blog. She believes it's a waste of time and doesn't want anyone to bother her about it. Sorry, I can't do anything...except give you her PO Box...She says if you'll give her 1000 dollars, she'll rise again like the Gargoyles on the Disney Channel...her words exactly. .... ......... .... Sorry, can't find my address book. Maybe tommorow.
++ Puravida!!!
"All The Things She Said" by TATU
I finally remembered to ask my Spanish teacher what "cool" was in Spanish. She said it was puravida, pure life. Yep, I'll be saying that for a while.
I really like this song I'm listening to ("All the Things She Said" by TATU). The beat and lyrics are jawsome. So is the music video, (but I wouldn't recommend it if you get offended by lesbianism.) The problem is, with the version of the song I have, there are IM sounds (door slam & open) in the background once in a while. It gets on one's nerves, but you get used to it. I don't think it's out on cd or anything cuz this is the best version I could find. Anyways, you should download it...you know you want to. Fine, you can click here if you don't wanna look around for it.
Kimiko wasn't at school today =( She was asleep when I called her...hehe. Her mom said she'll be at school tommorow. Anyways, she blogged!
That English paper/speech I was talking about yesterday wasn't due today, thank God. It's due next Monday, hehe. Which is good cuz I still hadn't started it yet...
The word "kupo" is officially part of the Jade/Hisui-stylin language. It's thoroughly woven into my everyday vocabulary, kinda like a Moogle...which is really scary, kupo. I don't blog with "kupo" much though. Hehe, that might change though. Or not.
ACK! I couldn't make it to the ODS meeting today. I'm a bit mad. Mom couldn't provide a ride for certain reasons of events that happened last night. Ah well...most of the people I know couldn't make it. Zinga offered me a ride, since she lives in this area...such a sweet girl. But Mom was being really bitchy about leaving her so I couldn't go. I'm so fucking upset. I really want to represent. Damnit damnit damnit.
I wrote a poem for Preston in return for the poem he wrote 2 months ago. I'll give it to him for Christmas along with some other stuff. Moo.
++ Score!
"Headstrong" by Trapt
Pretty much did homework all day. Shyeah....damn Cornell notes. I still don't have that speech I have to do in English started for tommorow....shiznit. I'm dead. But it's all good. Abby's over and she's watching tv while I do homework/blog.
I just don't understand peach Smints. I mean they're peach...and they taste like peach but not....I dunno. I doesn't do much to your breath.
Meh, I'm running out of money for Christmas presents... Ay,
++ Kupobare...
"Die Another Die" by Madonna
Today I auditioned for MGM and I did that Tinkerbell's dead monologue from 'Dentity Crisis by Christian Durang. Yeah, the guy seemed very amused. After I left I turned around for one last look at him and he had this huge ass smile and was jotting down notes. I hope that's a good sign, cuz I really liked him.
Mom and I went Christmas shopping! Whoo~ shyeah. Time to wrap presents now, ooooh shyeah. I bought some shiz for myself too, hehe.
I figured out what to get Preston. I got him a stuffed moose and a framed "Preston x Preston = Preston²". Shyeah. The moose was kinda interesting. I was at Fred Meyers and I couldn't choose between the moose and the blue teddy bear. The teddy bear was soo soft...but the moose was too. A woman by me said it was a hard choice, but said the moose would be nice. So I walked over to Mom with them and she couldn't decide easily either. So we sat the moose and bear down and looked at them. This one other woman said definetly the moose. So I put the bear back and carried around the moose. Then Mom needed a cart so she sent me to find one. I was looking and this one guy was like "are you looking for something" and I looked at him and said "cart." He pointed outside and I asked him to hold the moose and stay there and he gave me the "....umm...ok" look. So I got a cart and on the way back in, one of the Christmas bell-change-ringers was like "yep, coming back for more fun" cuz he saw me on the way out too. The guy's still standing there with the moose, so I thanked him and took the moose back. Shyeah. Now the moose is sitting on my lap. It's very warm.
Called my ODS posse and asked them about the meeting to support Outdoor School. I called the girls while Zinga called the guys. so far I have 2 yesses (Me and Zinga), 3 probablies, 3 no's, 3 non-home, and I left 3 peoples messages on their answering machines. Shyeah, good scores, ne? hahaha. Drove around today with mom screaming in my ear about stopsigns. I missed one. But she doesn't yell as much as Nicole's mom...hehe
++ I'll Plant Something In It
"Real Folk Blues" by Mai Yamane w/ Seatbelts
Had Abby's family over for dinner. Mom cooked up quite a feast in 2 hrs. Different types of pasta with different types of sauces, bread, salad, the works. It was delicious! We have a lot of left overs.
During lunch today, Lindsay, Helen, and I were unwrapping Starbursts with our tongues. It was great. Hehe.
Ah yes, there's nothing like ending the day with a small glass of wine. Depoe Bay red wine. Shyeah, Preston's sleeping on the phone. I guess I should hang up soon. Ah well, can't figure out if I should just let the night go with sipping wine and not caring what happens in the morning, or sleeping now and trusting I'll have an advantage to waking up.
++ I'm A Vegetarian unless I'm at a Filipino Potluck
"Come Along" by Titiyo
Ok, so this week isn't so bad. Hehe...I'm just glad that November's almost over. November's a bad month for our family cuz shiz keeps on happening in November (like a death in our family, a cousin's house burning down, etc.) But shyeah. My father just left for the Philippines with his bro. One of my Unky's came from Cali for Thanksgiving. Yep yep. He said I needed to get a new computer cuz mine's old and has a bunch of shiz. Hehe.
For you people who are asking Where is Kimiko?. She says read her disclaimer. Anyways, she's gotten out of the blog-stylin again. So everyone spam her tag-board and tell her to blog. Say I sent you =P
Anyways, there's a lot of Psychological Noise filling up that Blank Space with the sweetest Moments of Reverie. Almost as if a Drifter had created a Mirage of false Ambiance within the Interludium of the Forbidden mind. I've always wanted to do that =)
++ Every Wrong That Comes Right, Ever Dream I Deny...
"You" by Sarina Paris
Dance was kinda spiff today. We did things with some light fabric stuffs. I thought it was really cool. I'm starting to actually like our teacher.
I don't know what else to say. All I know is the rest of my week is going to be so fucked up. Ay...
++ I'll Give Your Soul Back If You Give Me Chocolate
"Runaway (Remix)" by Linkin Park
On the way to school, some guy started stalking me. He asked me my name and I was stupid enough to tell him my real (first)name cuz I was spacing out. Then I realized he was hitting on me. He asked for my email and my phone number and I was all like "I don't have one..." "what's that cell phone right there?" "that's my parent's cell phone..." Then he asked if I'd like to party with him sometime and I was like "...suuuuure...." and he asked "is that a yes?" and I was like "no!" So I walked through PSU to try to shake him off cuz he works at Standard and PSU is kinda out of the way. Yeah, good riddance.
Abby, Kimiko, and I are gonna make a card game riduling Magic: The Gathering cuz we can't stand it. It's gonna be called Cagim: The Scattering. Hehe...yes, it will be fun.
There's a rumor that .hack//sign is going to come onto Toonami. Is it true?!?!?!. I myself don't believe it....but the way that Toonami's going...I just might.
Kimiko and I have a song. Hehe...it's our confuse-freshman-Lindsay-will-kill-us song. Good times good times good times.
H. English and History tests tommorow. Brace yourself...cuz it won't be that bad =P
++ Me Hablo Todos Al Tempo
"Freakshow" by Stretch Princess
"Me hablo todos al tempo" means "I talk to myself all the time" in Spanish. Hehe.
I don't know what to say about today. I feel a bit....jaded....for unknown reasons. I dunno. Something feels wrong. Just a bit shizzed.
It's like one of those nights where all you want to do is just walk around in the air. It's night time though and I don't think my parents would like that. But still...maybe just a bit restless. I just want to take a brisk walk through the cold night air, just keep on walking...not caring where I end up. Ay, it's that time of year again. You'll be hearing a lot of that.
I'm uncertain about what's going to happen about this weekend. I dunno, something's bothering my psyche tonight.
++ OMG, the world is crying...kupo!
"Smells Like Teen Spirit" by Nirvana
Just a moo for now...if you want the whole story of the things I do, you should go to Kimiko's blog cuz we do the same things almost everyday but have our different views on it. Also, sometimes I forget to add things or she forgets to add things. Just a precurser for the future.
After school, I went to the computer lab and then Kimiko came down there and we sat around looking at layouts until the librarian kicked us...and everyone else...out cuz she had to go home. So we went to Starbucks and I got her a hot chocolate. Then I walked her partly home (until where I had to depart) and we stood in that spot for a while and just talked shiz. It was interesting. There was something different about it. Maybe it's just the campus.
If you read the small Preston part on her site...I guess I should explain. Kimiko's like Preston sometimes (or vice versa), but not. She kept on asking me "what kind of loser gets sick?" and I'm like "...you" cuz remember when she was sick for a week that one time? Shyeah. Well, Preston's sick right now. Poor thing. I sung to him last night over the phone. I was like "is there anything I can do to make you feel better?" and he asked me to sing and I was like "no" but I ended up singing in the end. ANYWAYS, Kimiko and I were in Starbucks and we were discussing the Preston > Kimiko ness and she said "she wasn't like Preston, he was like her" and I just laughed.
Not to mention tonight...I was gonna call Preston and I accidentally dialed her number. Realizing what I did, I hung up and called the right number (Preston's number) and I was 10 seconds into talking to him when Kimiko called. Stupid caller id...
Me: yeah...I meant to call someone else... I don't remember what happened yet. She either exploded or did the silent "omg" thought. Hehe. Then she asked the "what kind of loser gets sick?" question again. And I went to the other line and asked him...
Preston: this kind...tell her the Preston kind then I don't remember what Kimiko said. All I remember is she said something and I switched back and told Preston that and switched back and forth until I talked to Preston for a bit and he had to go (he was like gonna pass out...so tired...) and I talked to Kimiko for a while. Her phone number isn't almost the same either -_-;;
I can't make it to Saiyuki's party cuz I might have to go w/ my parents to "Eagle Quest" I asked her if she wanted to come (I knew she'd decline anyways.) Hehe.
I started a story. I wrote the ending first though...I kinda write like that sometimes. Shyeah, I can't wait until it's finished. I miss Preston so much.
++ I Pick Myself Up Off The Ground
"Crawling In The Dark" by Hoobastank
Last night, Preston achieved ultimate Moogle status. Yeah...Kimiko was "shocked." Ya see...He'd say something and I kept on telling him "only if you're a Moogle" and I told him he could earn Moogle status. Yes, he had to earn it. I told him he'd automatically get it if he beat me at DDR. But there was other shiz he could do too. He gained 3 quarters of Moogle status when Kimiko said I was being too leniant. So I told him he had to earn 7 quarters. Anyways, he somehow gained 5 quarters and I told him if he'd guess the song I was listening to ("Monochrome" by Ayumi Hamasaki) he'd get ultimate Moogle status. Umm...*cough* I kept on giving him hints *cough* So he guessed right -_-;; I told Kimiko this morning...
Me: Preston gained ultimate Moogle status Yeah...so now the 2 week waiting period starts. Hehe, but just cuz he has ultimate Moogle status doesn't mean he can't be slapped. >< I earned his Kupo status. Bwahaha
School was alright today. Almost fell asleep in physics as usual. My assignment book is falling apart...literally. Risa gave me her soul today. I asked her if I could have it and she said sure...I don't think she knew what I was talking about. Simone's all like "what?!?! do you know what you just did? you gave your soul to Jade!!!" =P
The layout for double-edged.net is going to feature Imari from Himeko-Den. I like it a lot.
I think I shall play DDR now...kupo!
++ One Yogurt To Rule Them All
"Fine Again" by Seether
Today seemed kinda insatisfactory. I dunno...I'm quivering on the inside. Maybe it was because Dad was fidgeting too much during mass, or how Mom keeps on mentioning how Outdoor School killed my grades, or how the fettuchini alfredo I had for lunch didn't taste the same, or how I had nothing to do today, or maybe because Preston couldn't make it to dinner tonight. I miss him. Or perhaps it's because I cried today without a reason. I haven't cried in a long time. It felt kind of good...you know, you always feel a bit better after you cry....even if you don't know why you're crying. Either way...I got mad at myself because I didn't know/didn't think I had a reason to cry. Ah well. I don't know what's wrong with me. Though I hope you're ness isn't rubbing off on me Kimiko.
On the brighter side, I bought double-edged.net just now. Yeah. Ay. Hisui broke the silence :: [Silence]
++ New Layout At Last!
"Monochrome" by Ayumi Hamasaki
As you can see, I got the layout up that Kimiko gave me. ^^ It's spiff, ne? Sorry Miko-chan...I had to stick to my black/white font ways -_-;; The silver-grey link colors are still there though...I searched all my coding but I couldn't find the color that pervaded throughought my blog. Meh meh meh. I moo moo it though! Thank's Miko Miko *glomp*
I really want to play DDR. Like....badly. Maybe I'll push my dad off the couch and move shiz around so I can play DDR. Hehe. And if you didn't get to read that last entry....
++ C is for Sucker...that's good enough for Dave I'm at my grandparent's house and this keyboard's driving me insane. It's really stiff and you have to press pretty hard on it for it to type. Meh. Kimiko...the blog subject is dedicated to you. Cuz Dave from Portal on G4 just sucks. He just does! He is not hott in any way. Ok, there's my revenge for all the poor guys that had to go through you. Hehe, you know moo moo moo you *hugs* Yep, she also made me a new layout which I will try to encode tonight when/if I get home. Click here if you want to see it. I've decided on the domain name. Double-Edged.net is it's destined ness. Starlette, I'm sure, is very pleased =P for the rest of you....Frozen Time will be the name of my personal site. Yeah, remember "About Me! Hisui!" that went down with shoka.org? The name shall finally be replaced! Whoo~! Preston's kicking it with Jimmy today cuz I'm kicking it with my grandparents. He might come over tommorow. I still have to talk to my parents about that. He is so not going to escape from playing DDR!!!! Kimiko...you really must come tommorow. I promise I'll let you kick him 50% of all you want. =P
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