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| [Friday, flyday... Oops its Saturday.] Saturday December the 29th Well an entire week has passed me by, one entire week of my life. I can honestly say i havent accomplished anything in one entire week that will help me in any way in my life. Well i mean, now i get into clubs without line or cover... I can even score myself free drinks at a few, select places. I've got quite many a female acquantances now, but i mean in life what does that really get you? I never really thought i'd have to do this but, i think it is justified due to my actions and thoughts as of late. Some people out there hold journals to remember how they were... Others hold journals to remind them of who they are. We're dying every day. It's extremely easy to sit and say, make the best of your life. Become successfull, and leave your mark on the world. Deep down inside, everyone wants to leave their mark on the world. Everyone wants to do it, but noone really knows how to go about it. Some choose school, some choose other vessles, and others just sit back and let life pass them by waiting for the answers. Some, go out and graps every minute, forever expanding their knowledge, others prefer to sit back relax and take it easy. Some search for the answers in family, others in celebacy. What's wrong, and whats right? I mean surely there has got to be some formula for success in life, no matter what definition of success, you subscribe to. I dont even really know what im writing about here... Which makes me wonder, why do people write? To appease others, or to appease themselves? To make people think more highly of them, or to think more highly of themselves. I mean, lets be realistic some of the most popular books in the world are also, some of the most bullshit books in the world. You know what i love? Pop-psychology and pop-philosophy, all of a sudden everyone thinks they're freud, and ever Tom dick and Freud thinks they're Satre. I mean shit, i wont deny it... i'm a perpatrator here too. Lately, i've been feeling like a bad person, shit i had a dog attack me the other day.. I mean what does that say about my Aura? What the hell
[It's been an entire week hasnt it?] Greg and i are planning a Huge as party at this club. (We're the organziers). It's going to be at this club/bar called enter. It's called Enter's Sexmas Party. We're going to have Male and female strippers, free drinks for females. A wet T-shirt contest and wet boxer contest, the winners of the contests will be hooked up with a wicked modeling agency and will have a free photoshoot. This is going to be AWESOME! There's been tons of women kicking around, and Greg and i are planning a Porn movie MUAHAHAHHAHAHA But this is a PG Site (thanks GEOCITIES), So there wont be any of that on here! (please email me when i've posted about it). Generally speaking it's CHAOS HERE. I've been waking going to sleep at 8-9 am. Infact, i came home to pick up some things ( i'm here for an hour and a half) ANd then im heading out again. If none of this make sense FEAR NOT! I've been getting shit all sleep. I'll fix it eventually. I need to find some RED BULL for tonight, Greg and i are having a bunch of chix over for drinks *wink wink* Nudge nudge* :) I'm working on the pictures... Dont worry. Take care and have fun. Thanos :)
[Marko is my Hero]
[oh happy day.] [Tsk tsk tsk] Holy poop! It's 1 am and im not in bed, gay! I've got to be up in about 4 hrs im in for some real doggie poopies now. What is it with chilidsh words, i mean shit they own. What would you do if someone called you a big poo poo head? Hey? Where are you Kuhn? :) Anyways i stumbled on this first rate site tonight, well it's not really first rate it's just a bunch of sluts ( in my humble opinion) parading their tits around on webcams. That pretty much sums it up, i did however see some "nice ladies" on there and messaged them! Some were quite interesting (read their blogs). So to anybody new out there, not many people visit this site... Mainly my friends in Europe and the US who miss me (conceit), and want to stay in touch with me. I'm talking to Laura right now (friend from Calgary) trying to convince her, to take a picture of herself with her new webcam. I havent seen her in over a year (booo-hoo). As far as thissitegotmelaid.com is concerned, it's pretty
much the same as any of those "meeting" sites out there, such as ratemyrack.com
facethejury.com you know what im talking about. I've said before in previous posts, that
it's all about the hot assed people going on and feeling better about themselves than they
already do. Queer. I stopped in at a local bakery today and had a talk with the baker. Here in Greece everyone's friendly as long as you keep your manners. So i asked the baker, "Baker what prompted you to become a backer" the baker responded "I like being with people, and the line of business seemed promising". Me "Do you ever regret becoming a Baker?"Baker "What's to regret now, im a baker i cant change a thing im 65 years old" Me " do you ever wish you could have been something more" Baker "Look, in life you've got to realise that some people dont even make it, thats why in the end any job that you take is good." I sit back and think about it now, what does he know he's just a baker... He had no aspirations in life, no desire to be great. Wrong, everyone does. This is a man who has come to terms with life and is thankfull for everything he has. I'm going to interrogate someone tommorow before i start coaching my wrestling team. Peace out [Drag racers] Wednesday December the 12th Hello to any drag racers out there... It sucks that i have no car here! Look at the current temp/pressures.
[It's all in the state of mind] Shit shower and shave- breakfast- write in journal/surf internet 30 min- Study 2hrs- Workouk (daily plan) 1 1/2-2 hrs- Lunch- Commute- Wrestling coaching/learning 2 hrs- Commute- Study 2 hrs- Watch a movie- Sleep- eof I'm going to try and do this weekdays Sun-Thurs. The weekends will be mostly a workout except for sundays. That will be my day off and i'll just try and relax and play it easy. For today what can i do? Well it's wednesday and i'm in a lump at 3:11 pm, i'll get a good nights sleep and see what i can do for tommorow, it's going to be great :)
[More Choices] Tuesday December the 11th. There are some queer snow-flakes falling up top near the entrance.. Mainly because it's Christmas so live with it its kinda cool in a queer way. I dont know what to do! I mean i could be making in the
area of 43-50 g's a year in 3 yrs with the military but i feel like im limiting myself
like that. I dont know Do i go to college with the military or go to university man. It's
a tough decision. I mean i could be working on my car and we both know i love that
immediately.. Or i could be a KD eating university studed for the next 4 yrs just to get
some lame degree which would require another 2 to get a masters.
[Little E-mail] Suxor, it's already monday.. It's already the tenth that means i havent updated in 4 days. Thing suck Life is boring lately as i wait for my hardcore friends to show up so we can go big pimping and other fun shits. I wrote Kristen today BUT the email addy she gave me was invalid... pretty gayass. So i wrote this neat little poem today for someone special this is how it goes... Ahem. Dear little E-mail, how i miss you so. That was my attempt to fill up lots of space so that
it will appear like i've actually been up to something! Anyways take care i think im going
to update the friends section tommora!
[Life is a game of chance] Chance, that's all it is a series of complex axioms all intertwined with an infinite possibility of varations and outcomes. Say you wake up one day, go about your regular daily plan and come home. Then all of a sudden out of nowhere as if manifested by some outer-wordly force, you KNOW you are going to contact a friend you have lost. You arent sure how or even why, you just know you're going to do it. Later on you stumble across a public phone book which happens to be over seven years old, "why the hell not" you mutter to yourself and start scrambling through the pages. In a city of over six million people there happens to be one registered name matching the individual you are searching for, coincidence? I think not. You promptly dial the number only to find that noone know's who you are. So you decide to ask for "Greg", "kale pou ton psaxneis" echoes over the phone. Which is to say "Where the fuck did that come from". A few formalities are spewed across the line and you demand a location and number for "Greg!" (well maybe not demand). A series of numbers lay before you, what do you do? Do you call this individual? I mean that's the only logical reason right? Wrong, you havent spoken to this person in over three years. In your life you will meet certain people that probably meet everyone you could possibly think of. Usually the center of attention and admired by many. Who know's if they'd even remember the fun times you had together, since they have so many great times? Finally you decide you have absolutely nothing to lose. An odd english phone ring chimes at the other end, you're not sure if the line is busy or if it's ringing. You're a persistant bugger so you stay on the line. "Greg, are you there" you mutter. "I cant believe it", the individual says. A million words come to your head and you cant chose one, a zillionth of a second later you scream out "re malaka pou eisai" (asshole where are you) and go off talking a mile a minute, When it's all said and done, Greg remembers you and misses you too. (Not in a gay faggoty way, but in a buddy buddy way.) You both talked about the great times you had together, spoke of the past the future and the present. You discussed where you're headed in life and how confused you are. Greg tells you he's coming back to Greece to visit for two weeks and you cant wait. What's the moral of this story? Well, there is none really i write things which are pretty worthless and retarded but i'd like to say a few things before i finish up this post. First off, take chances in your daily lives you never know where they will lead you good or bad. Dont forget people of your past sooner or later they'll come back to you, and pray you dont hear from them at their funeral. So, here's to old and new friendships, from people you know, and people you know not. Like i've said before there are only a few people in your life that you have a chance at become GREAT friends with. One year i happend to make a few of these GREAT friendships, and it makes me sick to think i let some of these people slip out of my life for any period of time. Be good to yourselves, oh and visit Greg's website.
['Tag'] 'Tag' is a complex game involving many complexities. Someone must first be 'It'. Once that is decided this temporary pariah tries to tag someone else, using stealth, speed, resourcefulness and predatory instincts to transfer his or her 'It-ness' to the other person. You can only tag someone with your hand. So if someone who is 'It' tags you (with his or her hand) then you become 'It' and they are no longer 'It'. They are free of 'It' and can return to normalcy. You cannot immediately transfer your 'It-ness' back to the person who was just 'It' because there are no 'tag-backs' in Tag. The only way to lose is if you're one of the last two people on earth and are tagged by the other person. (Remember, there are no 'tag-backs'.) However, it is conceivable to procreate with this person and tag the offspring.
[Time flies] Wow time has been going by rather quickly the last couple of days. I decide to take some time off and do some sociology, and WoW it's Tuesday and two day's later. Hrm i went to the alike today which is an outdoor market. There were so many people there, and believe me or not it's quite an interesting place and I'd like to take pictures of it just to show you northern American peoples what its like :) I'll sum it up. Every neighborhood has a little market on certain days from certain times. Vendors come from all over and fill the streets with anything from fish to oranges to.... damnit I don't know Chinese apples it's insane. As the day progresses they lower their prices to get rid of all of their stock. In most cases the produce was harvested the DAY before and in some cases in the MORNING prior to arriving at the laiki. People are screaming out trying to sell their product "These oranges are like caramels they are sweet and melt in your mouth", "6 kilos of potatoes for two dollars" another man screams. In many if not all cases, produce of this quality cannot be found in north America. Flawless tomatoes, perfectly ripened. It was extremely "fun" and "interesting" someone buy me a digital camera damnit I want to take pictures for all of you retards.
[Happy... Month] Damnit! I figure women bitch and
complain about men enough. I'm going to dedicate something to women that piss me off, why?
It's my fucking birthright I mean think about it how many women take advantage of men
because they have MORE rights than men do? I can count millions. Us men should have a
national misogynist's day. Oh, I also forgot to mention I was accepted into a unique web-ring for unique *cough* insane *cough* people like myself! It's called foxxy, pretty swanky eh? So if you want to visit some other websites with cool content and good design, click on one of the buttons in the right column Salut, what's up? A new month has begun! Novembers page will go into the November archive. In Greece on the first of the month we wish eachother a happy... first of the month or a happy month. Either way, I'm extending these wishes to you! Well I spent the last day working on a layout that had mixed reviews. So, I've ditched it and you can go check it out in all of it's glory by simply clicking on the picture on the right. :) Other than that I've thought up some pretty cool stuff. I'm not sure if any of it will "make it to print" so to speak but this site will start to get rather interesting to say the least. My arm's spanky danky (or something like that) feels great. I think I'll get back to weightlifting this week. Started sociology one word to say about that interesting. I'll probably be influenced for the next little while by it. If you start seeing any comments or thoughts that look out of place let me know... wait a minute nothing should be out of place here. Wrestling is great, Towfik and I are getting hardcore with the kids and the real wrestling has begun. It's nearing Christmas and most of my friends will be returning from abroad to come visit me and their families! Score!
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