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2004-12-9
尋晚我真係好懦弱.我原來唔係自己所講既咁堅強.我完來都會為小小野去計較.係.我真係好憎<你>.我好憎你咁話我.不過我會向好個方面諗.我會比你努力.我唔會比你睇低.有你.我先有對手..我覺得自己.係學校最要好既朋友係呀鳳.而係傾電話.出街最fd就係呀婷.你2個我都好鍾意.我鍾意同呀鳳傾大家既感受.因為你同我都唔想比人睇低.你有野會同我講.我有野會同你講.呀婷.好多野都傾.我發覺左其實自己幾雙面人咖...我係學校對住一大班人.我可以大膽.大玩.但如果得番一個朋友同我一齊.我會好靜.變得好感性..嗯,我唔想咁r....-!-" 尋晚.多得你.老公. 我send個msgg比你.請好好保留.!.becoz i love u!
2004-12-8
where I have been?.... 好痛..個頭好痛.好似就快崩...想暈.我溫左maths.4個幾鐘.你叫我驚..我又唔知比個嘜野答案你好..我今日同佢地講.唔好比咁多pressure自己....我發覺原來都唔得...我唔知點解呢一刻我好驚..我好似冇學過任何數咁...我死喇.我就快死喇.我好想喊lor真係.我唔知係因為o的嘜野令到我咁驚.好多野...我又講唔到比人聽我有幾辛苦..而你..又唔係我身邊支持我...really..i felt tired ....我諗我以後數學堂都係自己一個坐..唔好要我覺得自己懶.serious ..i was lazy than last year ..i think i need to contrast a time-table....... Will YOU Forever BeInG wIF me?????????......
2004-12-7
點解呢個月過得好似好快咁既...仲有1個week就到sports day....仲有2個week就x'mas......haha...最後一年既x'mas..亦都係第一次既x'mas,,心情好百感交雜..叫我開心.我又唔可以形容....叫我擔心..我又唔可以比壓力自己.....remember! remember! just try your best to do the best....never give in! tonight 同老公`去左食飯..好開心lor最尾個時..7蚊..可以玩到我扯晒猳....我真係咁天真?....XDD
2004-12-3
如果有男人可以咁樣比我用就好喇...hehe
男人使用說明書
人肉沙包 ：心情不好時，可以拿他來練拳、滴蠟。
強力開瓶器：打不開的瓶蓋全交給他。
自動按摩椅：坐在他身上，要他幫你按摩。
天然暖爐 ：冬天拿他來取暖。
小型起重機：搬家、搬工作室，所有搬不動的東西都找他來搬。
增值機 ：這個月薪水花光了，就叫他為你的荷包暫
時增值。
外賣速遞員：想吃東西又不想出去買時，就叫他買
軟綿綿的枕頭：在坐長途車或長途飛機時，把他的
膊頭當枕頭。
超級垃圾桶 ：你不吃和吃剩的東西，通通給他吃。
黏郵票
：跟你的男人說「吻我」，當他吐出舌頭，
A就把一枚郵票放在他的舌尖，然後拿去貼在信封
2004-12-2
原來我總之這般沒用..我埋怨..我苦惱..我恨..好多好多..究竟我係嘜野身份..究竟我有嘜野地位呀鍾無艷...我有好多野唔知點解..一時之間我打唔出.我講唔出.你.總令我苦惱.總令我費心......點解我可以放咁多時間落你到既? ? ?.....我好想大喊.......................點解我要啞忍.點解我唔可以學似你咁...我好憎你地呀!!!!!一個二個都係臭男人
2004-12-1 <百感交雜>
我..忙記了日記的存在..可能..有野想寫時..我會寫..冇野想寫時...風平浪靜時..我就忽略左<你>..嗯..原諒我..呢幾日.學校o的人.同我所面對既事.都唔如意.我對人有介心了.我見到既.太多喇..我真係好想好想.自己快o的考完個試..我唔想理喇..究竟我仲有幾大條路要去行..?..面前仲有幾多野會阻住我?..我都唔知..淡了淡了.對住好多事..我都好心灰意冷.冇能力去做..?...其實我開始知自己唔可以硬淨咁耐..我都唔係一個堅強既人..頹頹頹頹頹.面對住所有野.所有人..我得一個字<頹>..
我好多test..真係好煩..我應付唔到..我覺得自己唔掂喇....我想放多o的時間係我o的書到....認真咖...我.............................。
2004-11-21
真正愛你的男孩，
總是喜歡叫你小妹妹，
可每次心裏感到脆弱的時候，
還是會用姐姐來稱呼你
真正愛你的男孩，
雖然想聽你對他說“親愛的”，
其實心裏更願意聽的是“你個死人頭，
你跑到了哪里？
真正愛你的男孩，
雖然有很長一段時間他看不到你，
但你會發現他的手機裏保存的全是你發給他的曖昧的資訊
真正愛你的男孩，
他會故意說要你給他唱歌聽，
其實他更喜歡的是你和他在溫柔的爭執的可愛的脾氣
真正愛的男孩，
他嘴上雖然說不在乎你和別的男孩交往，
可是每當有陌生的男人和你接觸時，
他會偷偷地將眉毛鎖在一起，
因為他在乎著你
真正愛你的男孩，
他不怕你生氣，
怕的是你生了氣發了脾氣後依然不去理會他，
男孩的感情也同樣細膩
真正愛你的男孩，
每天他的腦子裏裝的全是你，
就連走路的時候摔了一個跟頭，
起來後拍拍身上的灰塵嘴角卻依然挂著微笑，
因為他在惦記著你
真正愛你的男孩，
他會把你的相片放在他的錢包裏，
時刻帶在身上處處陪著你
真正愛你的男孩，
坐在公車上也會想起那份和你在一起的擁擠，
因為他喜歡聽你近距離的呼吸
真正愛你的男孩，
他在吃飯的時候目光都是呆滯的，
對面沒有了你，
嘴裏的飯是沒有滋味滴
真正愛你的男孩，
他會省下吃飯的錢，
打個電話給遠方的你。
真正愛你的男孩，
他會把別的女孩子寫給他的情書偷偷藏起，
因為他的心裏只有你。
真正愛你的男孩，
他每天的生活都會很積極，
因為他希望自己愛的女孩看到的是陽光的自己。
真正愛你的男孩，
晚上躺在床上的時候會情不自禁地去猜測你這一天到底過的好不好，
為什麼自己沒有打噴嚏是不是你沒有輕易地把他想起
真正愛你的男孩，
他會數著星星在找你的星座，
因為你勾起了他漫漫的思緒。
真正愛你的男孩，
他不會輕易地把自己脆弱的一面展現給你，
雖然他還不能給予你什麼，
但他會盡他最大的努力來保護你
真正愛你的男孩，
他也會在他最最無助的時候想起你
，
不是想要你幫他什麼，
只是希望你不要擔心他自己
真正愛你的男孩，
他會把他的第一滴為女孩子哭泣的眼淚給你，
因為他是那麼的珍惜你
在我身邊有誰能做到...
2004-11-20
wei..long time no see. how are u guys?.. 呢1個月我掛死我個日記喇!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...冇計.因為我format左部機...and then有好多野都要重新set up..我back up左好多野落ipod.就係冇bad up mircosoft o的野....好那頹-0-"really....呢一個月都冇嘜大件事發生......所以我依舊手腳健全.四肢發達.頭腦清醒咁lor!!呵..岩岩同左大鳳去跑步..我就快死了..hehehe..我正等待x mas 既sing con..!!...i m ready,,,5b are the best !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>3<
2004-10-22-24
In this few days. I was very happy. It seems like open my life to other page. We just stay at home . study books. and you play computer. and played with cream. That was a simple life. but actually I never got this feeling be4.Lo kunk i will forever luv u.umtill my die. U promise to me. You will look after me..I love u
2004-10-21
God..I was very happy..because when i finished today. I will have 3 days to relax..In fact. today have much homework to do. but i using my high power to finish it. At now. only one homework waiting for me..^0^..Yesterday..something let me sad.. am i crazy?..Why always I need to become this. Will he feel very hard?..Very uncomfortable. Actually i dun want. Sometimes when I through how many disadvantages of myself?.. I dun know how to answer... As i opened our diary book. I saw many thing..and i felt sweet . because I seldom tried it since that time.. I need to relax...INNER Peace.....
2004-10-20
Today is Wednesday, I got up so late made them wait me for long time. sorry about that. The first lesson is Econ.. I was afraid of my test result.. Unfortunately, I only got 28/70.Since the last time.. my result also very poor..21/50... Wt wrong with me?. In this two times. I seems like lazy more than before.. secondly // fung felt sad. actually i knew wt pressure on her bodies. but I never act on instinct. because i worry i will say too much junk word .. More than that.. In lunch time. we both discussion about the Christmas Party. As far as I know. It might be the last time we staying in here. We consider will whole class join it. I m the first support who join this competition..^-^. Fung .. In two years.. We all known what disadvantages and advantages we have.. In my opinion. We have a big change. we became a good friends. I told you what i m upset about. you will cheer me and made me rally and adamancy..Thank for your care.. I were your friend.. I wont give you sad..and i promise to you., I do not allow me to give you any space about sadness .!! >3<
2004-10-18
發覺了嗎?這幾星期裏.我不停按著電話上.已接來電的按鈕..看一看.數一數.你撥來的電話小之有小.不著緊了嗎?.每天重覆的只有我打給你.那你呢?代表了.誰較重視誰嗎?..我是有感情的生物.我想愛.也很想被愛.想想以前我倆.話多得不能盡錄.如今.一聲的問後.閒聊的數句.那就代表已經足夠嗎?.很久也沒有像從前般.是否日子的穩定.根深蒂固的感情.把你.和我的一切.所經靂的一切.都掩蓋..你細心想一想.這就是我不喜歡你<打機>的原因.不是想吐些甚麼苦水.說些甚麼辛酸.只是想我倆彼此能更重視大家.
p.s 老公唔好詐型呀..我講事實咋..＝＾＝”
2004-10-17
今日星期日..係KEUNG HOME 度過..去荃WAN.諗住買BURBERRY袋.點知間野CLOSE左.個心15 16..仲諗緊GUCCI 定BURBERRY好-0-"一諗起冇錢.個人唔知點解就好頹.....Y ME SO POOR.....Y Y Y..>0<
2004-10-17
有位心理學家曾寫道，一個成熟稱得上真愛的戀情必須經過四個階段，
那就是第一個階段：共存Codependent。
這是熱戀時期，情人不論何時何地總希望能膩在一起。
第二個階段：反依賴Counter dependent。
等到情感穩定後，至少會有一方想要有多一點自己的時間作自己想做的事，這時另外一方就會感到被冷落。
第三個階段：獨立Independent。
這是第二個階段的延續，要求更多獨立自主的時間。
第四個階段：共生Interdependent。
這時新的相處之道已經成形，你（妳）的他(她)已經成為你（妳）最親的人。你們在一起相互扶持、一起開創屬於你們自己的人生。你們在一起不會互相牽絆，而會互相成長。
階段之間轉換所需的時間不一定，因人而易。
但是大部分的人都通不過第二或第三階段，而選擇分手一途，這是非常可惜的。
很多事只要好好溝通都會沒事的，不要耍個性，不要想太多，要互相信任，這樣第二、三階段的時間就會縮短。和所愛的人相遇相戀是非常不容易的，不要輕言放棄。
2004-10-8
今日星期5.開心喇開心喇.....continua.......
2004-10-6
今日唔開心.呀妙.我永遠都係你朋友.唔好覺得呢個世界冇左邊個就會死.朋友先係最重要.有嘜野事搵我地傾.好比你放係心入面.我今日見足你一日.知你發生咁既事.我難過.你喊.我個心都好痛.我睇得出嘜野係患難見真情.我話過我要陪住你.唔比你自己一個.我就做得到.我知如果你唔開心既時候.冇人係身邊撐住你.你只會更加頹廢.任可野發生係你身上時.唔好覺得自己係最慘既一個.直得慶幸既.係你曾經擁有過.跌低左就再起番身.你係為你自己而活.唔係話為我.為人而生存.你唔好好愛自己.我都唔會去愛你.關心你.
2004-10-3
dun want to say.
2004-10-1
尋晚.你過左黎搵我.你話我變左.變番一開始一齊既我.冇.我冇變到.始終我都仲係咁愛你.傻豬@0@" 今朝起身.同呀鳳傾icq..大家講既野好感性.人大左.講野都會more mature. 係既..每大一年..經歷既野多好多....
2004-9-30
今日好頭暈.一路測acc 一路手震.好驚.漂汗..唔知仲嘜..時間太急.做唔切..係冇時間我諗...我諗我要向呢方面落力操下..lunch.本來唔想食..因為隻牙好痛.好抆.但係頭暈暈..我就買左飯食..食完好番好多..呀妙.其實我同鳳唔係想捉住你黎講.但係你要知道.有o的野唔解決.只會更加煩.唔可以比任何野影響到你之後既路.一件事.可以有好多方面.唔好只係盲目信一面..咁樣..無路可行.你.只會更辛苦.做朋友.做同學.盡量幫.就幫.盡量有問題.我同鳳都私底下幫你諗.四四六六折掂去.為嘜?為/就係令你唔好再唔開心.你信佢.唔係唔得.你有你信佢既一面.但你同時都要相信人地見到既一面.唔好再逃避.唔好再呃自己.去面對.ok?.
2004-9-29
好好編排自己既time table..siu keung.呢排可能冇咁多時間放係你到.有咩忽略...原諒我..
2004-9-22
真的不得不能否認自己有多愛黃生.為佢.可以做好多野.佢係我支柱.冇佢.就冇呢家咁生猛既我.儘管世界點變.只要我倆不變.就足夠! 今日我..lunch走堂.去左同黃生興祝佢生日.好開心.希望佢大個仔.識諗.識更加care我.同更愛我.我地影左好多相.係candle 個一刻.我同佢hug住對方 .好大力.我好有安全感....係真.....
2004-9-21
today is Tuesday ..時間過得好慢..好想快o的到天日..becoz係我老公生日.佢老喇...又肥wor..-0-""都唔知點養佢好...-0-"仲話要驚喜既生日...都唔知點驚喜比你好.唔......頭都爆..呢排內分泌失調..成日都同小keung噪交..自己又發晒脾氣...真係唔知想點..唔好成日亂發脾氣啦肥wing...>0<...減肥計劃仍在努力中.己經輕左! work hard !!!最後....唱生日歌....happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday to 肥豬仔.happy birthday to you..!!!! wish我地`好好好好咁好落去! \口/
2004-9-16
好眼訓呀.成日都好夜訓.好想放假.今日上wpbc又係到釣魚..z0z"..lunch打比lo kunk.佢話佢要番大陸wor..upset..coz2日冇得見..好poor tim.hope 遙遠的他知我有幾咁掛住佢啦..hehe..天日星期5喇..開心呀,,,coz放假,..11月1日..有幾多就減幾多...減唔到磅..都要減吋數..coz我身型真係巨大得很T^T....傷心....溫書先去,...BIIB
2004-9-14
今日呀媽一早起身落街.買newspaper.-0-"目的..六合釆..7200萬呀大佬...中左我真係發喇...hahahhaa today is my sis birthday..happy birthday to u.wish u keep fit succes.今天上學日.時間過得很快..hehe..數學唔係咁明喇..要努力做喇..開始中文有好多test...天日中史要test...努力溫先..今日pe 堂同呀鳳.pulin..玩得好開心.hehe..我.zoe.呀鳳要鬥減肥wor!!win左就有啞令..輸左個個要買比win左個個..hehe..努力呀..要減呀要減呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>))))< miss die 強仔!hehe
2004-9-13
In recent time, i got a lot of problems, some thing about me and keung's relationship .something about my school, some times. i cant solve this problems. just can let it go .. Maybe. they right. i need some time to relax. relax myself. actually i dun want to give pressure to myself. In fact. when times go away. i can not take it back. today is 8 months . we grad together long time. happy together.upset together.both angry . then both be good. I dun care about my school result. nowadays. I just care myself. you. and public exams. KEUNG: please surrport me all the time . Maybe i m a unkind girl. but also. i need your care. and also i need YOU!
2004-9-7
today番黎了.5日泰國遊完左.好開心.玩左好多以前冇玩過既野...又潛水睇魚..又買左好多野..o的野真係好lun睇..又平...又正..同小強訓大雙人床..超正!第一日8點先到泰國..之後check-in 完..就留係房,.,then去食燒野..第二日..哈哈島.陽光與海灘.玩香蕉船.又比珊瑚整親腳..爆血-0-""之後落左小小雨..第3日..去野生動物到騎大象..好慘....仲要話we saved elephant ..呃鬼....we kill就真..第4日蛋島...好靚ar o的魚..好清ar個sea...超正..見到海膽...好驚..,-0-"""then去左玩車.我係女飛人加車手..好好玩.!
完左lu.....就番左黎香港.....very miss個到既野........有小小後悔唔出盡了買野//tim....\"/
2004-8-31
暑假後記\
暑假咁就完左.天日就番學.頹lol-0-"唔係點ar @)@"
2004-7-30
long time no update my diary...In this few day.i just working. sleeping. eating. day dreaming..in this moment ..i just able to get some time to update my diary.就快出糧..開心...我捱左好耐..好辛苦..忍手..嘜都忍..前幾日.喊..喊完.有heart做野,更起勁.今日夜晚.林收工.suddenly 頹,,can u give me the reason?..wt's wrong wif me?..am i silly?..am i trouble? am i am i????...in my mind..i cant explain why will be that?..i just got many question mark in my mind.. full of my mind..who can tell me?..
係咪全部都係我錯.係咪只得你辛苦,我不? 係咪叫親楊晶穎既都係咁頹.係咪每日都要受人面色.受人氣.等人放工.等人接送?我係咪咁大牌?點解樣樣野都要係我先?點解唔諗下自己先?.以前?我唔忍.now我忍.因為我知i love u.但係咁樣..有錯?.我等你放工.要幫埋你手.你累.so that我唔累?你有屋企人..同樣.我都有,...一個黑面得過黎.一把西聲得過黎.我頂到..我頂到今次.咁下次?大下次?以後呢?i dun want to argue ..我只係將我想講既野係到講..我今晚有念頭想放手.有時我唔開心.我唔同你講.dun want make u worry.我想喊.想你係我身邊陪住我.但我好怕你話我成日喊.我係蠢.我係懦弱.我係kind.咁又點..?..am i bring so much trouble to u?..am i give many pressure to u?
2004-7-6
help..番工番到冇時間寫diary.唔制!..唉..呢排好累...今日又番9點..太早喇...好累呀....體力透支喇>0</.我又好似肥左...唔係好似..真係係肥左!!妖那星...年年都係咁..一番工就食食食!!頂!!!唔帶錢喇....張八達通又唔知飛左去邊..fuck!!!我睇呀鳳diary..見佢好似做番gym..好想同佢一齊做番gym ar...耐何日日都要番工..又唔想請假..唉...其實自己有好多野都未搞掂....真係冇咁大既力量..就咪不自量力諗咁多野啦!操!.......8月5號先出糧...肥豬豬等我呀>000000000000000000<
2004-7-2
今日為左番工而向學校請假!..NAUGHTY..番工如常.今日有制服著...好誘惑..XDD TODAY好那熱..唉.....幾時先可以COLD小小呢?今日突如其來咁M到..唉..真係你媽媽..又要食藥..又要買M巾..都好多錢下喇><..-0-""之後同黃生去左元朗機鋪...執到部電話..好驚..腳震.我好似偷人野咁..不過黃生不斷安撫我弱小心靈..-0-""所以冇咁驚..件事經過我唔講LA....心照..*O*番到屋企...我知道一件好開心既事!..我...考第一!!!!!!>33<
2004-7-1
今天我上班了.可能鋪位又轉左.而且人又唔多熟.始終都係有點生手.不過好快都可以continued 到.今年個勢好難做真係..冇計..真係餐搵餐食餐餐清.我真係唔可以用錢,..如果唔係我成日就等於白做..唉*口*..媽的可悲.慳錢真係慳到個人都有o的頹.連黃生都開始頂我唔緊.要買埋我既午餐比我食..woo今日你份sandwich 真係正>33<..hehe...收7點..8個鍾..努力..天日唔番學lu...交張家長信比佢就算...因為搵得一蚊就一蚊!發奮呀肥穎!!努力搵錢.努力減肥!yooooo!!!...之後今日仲去左車書...坐黃生架車..好soft ..yo~~~太耐冇update過呢個日記...遲下執下去先!hehe
2004-6-28
今日起身.好悶呀係屋企.真係好想搵o的野做.應承左黃生今日整野食..我make-up..又呢樣.又個樣都整左好耐..嘜都唔如意咁..唉.算啦,..有佢.then之後我去左市中心.因為lily.佢地成班約左我食飯補數..但呀婷冇attend ...過份> <...去左打邊爐..每人埋單63.貴到喊.已經冇錢.唉.0> o <..-0-"快o的番工...之後又去左仙x岩食野..咁又20蚊...今日又洗左成舊水喇..唉....then 條粉人sm人又打黎..佢好撚仆街.佢係我前所未見既賤人...我已經係icq小左佢!!!!!!!!!
wei..你可唔可以唔好再打比我呀以後...你知唔知你自己煩?..我想講好耐咖喇其實..
你成日打黎....見我都唔多點出聲就收口啦....我擺到明唔想同你傾咖啦...你可以話我3分顏色上大紅呀...我認lor...但係唔該你唔好再打黎啦...就算幾個禮拜一次都好.
我都好serious 咁同你講...我一個關於你既電話都唔想聽lor....show offf!!!! bi
以上就係我send比佢既icq msgg...無論之後佢會點樣都好啦..我鬧完我個心仲係好唔据lor.....!damn u mother fucker!!.. 黃生仲要因為咁而唔想同我講野..其實我好抆lor聽到你咁講...點解你唔係撐我仲伸我一腳?..其實...你個句..應該比左我講先岩!!//then i nth to say lor!!!
2004-6-27
尋日又係黃生屋企渡過..救命...`去佢到多過留係屋企..今日就跟佢去左TOWN CENTER..我自己都要搵HONG記..THEN傾好左..1號番工./不過唔知MY SALARIES 係幾多.究竟15..定17?-0-""////之後..黃生離我而去,..我只好自己走./.係市中心行左1個鍾.我用左1百蚊.我買左本NOTE BOOK.買左O的TESTER既護膚品...中年女人係時候要KEEP下啦.HEHEHE ..THEN...番到HOME.好累...我暈...@@__@@""...唉....今日睇MODEL...THE END LUI.BI
2004-6-26
TODAY去左客家好棧食野!!好食!!超抵!!契媽..婆婆..佢地既利士!多謝晒!!O妹O妹又得意左/好鬼衰!><//HEHEHEHHEHEHEHE..多謝所有人既生日快樂!!..hehe我過得好開心..因為有你..你係12:00之前送左個蛋糕比我..好驚喜..> o <衰人黎咖.hahha...好難忘..你對我既好講唔晒lor真係....wish we forever,couple forever!>3<..尋日影張貼紙相好淨色呀..好綠-0-""..不過好正..xddd..雖然我冇嘜點收到好多份既生日禮物.但係我完全冇MIND過..^0^" 好開心...
2004-6-25
今日最後的成績公佈.會計全班最高分.但係只係得36/100. 我叫唔叫RUBBISH?.我點見人?我應該開心?因為我高分過38個人?.咪笑大人個口啦.^口^.數學只有9個人合格.我就係其中之一LONG Q.57/100 . MC 31/50,我滿意係因為數學只要KEEP得住就得.文書114/200,平時分27..中文卷一.作文.49/70,語文運用7.5/30,問答43/100,我中文既溫習方法係咪有問題?..係種種成績都不如理想.身邊就有一種壓迫.我喊左.我好懦弱.因為我唔知我之後既路要點行.WHATEVER我高過人地.但係我高既只係高過我呢CLASS. 唔係ALL..小鳳.PAULINE.要你地WORRY我.MISS MAK..我係咪令到你好失望..中史MC我又唔得.中文我又唔得.你安慰我.我好多謝.我知.我盡左力就得.我知對得住自己個心就得.不過喊完出黎.我諗到好多野.我唔會再咁EASY令自己UPSET..記住仲有1日.你就大個./唔好再STAND AT HERE! Let Me Forget All of the Hate All of the Sadness, Before the end of my life.
我落左去搵佢地.佢地叫我早O的番工..但係都未比一個.MAKE SURE 既日子我既ToT..UM..之後嗌左PIZZA去黃生到食..12點喇...好多人打比我..要同鳳講對唔住..因為佢唔知我係黃生到..我就聽唔到佢美妙既生日歌..多謝黃生既銀包..多謝.我估唔到咖>O<..愛死你..今個生日好難忘..我喊到眼都腫.都怪自己累事........對唔住
2004-6-24
today黃生車左我番學.雙腳好累.可能做gym過度..都冇嘜點瘦.但係有運動.係好事..好想body check..因為我feel到個胸有硬塊..救命...唉唉唉.今日要番學..因為對卷.今日成績公佈..英文comprehension 48/120 , listening 66/99 , composition 36/52. 中文mc 17/60 問答100/100, 經濟38/90 ...........英文我滿意.中史好滿意.但係科獎就一係我.一係呀鳳,無論係邊個都好.我keep到第一就好開心..呀鳳唔好唔開心.acc你喊.我會陪你喊.u know??!!i love u!! 之後去左做yoga..都唔好玩既..人都癲..又cold>o<...then 做到一半就去搵黃生染頭髮..染完黃生成個人smart左..我都沾沾自喜左陣..暗地裡沾..hehe...不過番到leung king.就唔知做嘜/..係..我又拎左我個死老豆樣出黎..我又黑面lor right?..要你就我.....成日就我...係咪好辛苦?..呀鳳你今日問我既一條時間問題..我可以好肯定答你.我冇後悔.但係我唔知你有冇..成日放時間係我身上./我又成日要你早起身,.係咪可以話係我自私?我犯賤..?.
2004-6-23
today 11點幾就係我條佬家跑左出來做gym....一做做到3點幾4點..發覺左..點解唔化妝個樣會係好似條恐龍咁....怕怕....first ..i think you should not think too much..唔係你就唔係你..silly guys ..wtever?.. jealous? give me a break la....ppl!!....still your 思想is too small..not match with me..-0-""eat shit.bi!! 之後同左黃生睇戲!好那爆笑.係咁多..^3^
2004-6-22
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Ｎ、Ⅲ 2:38 a.m :: -o-""take care baby,u must remind that had someone who will worry about u in this world! wing 2:40a.m: i know...in fact...if no body care my feeling...still have u...that this enough..have your care....actually if i lost all thing..duo never mind! still have you being with me> Ｎ、Ⅲ 2 : 41a.m: T________T" wing 2:42 >33333333333< I LOVE U AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ｎ、Ⅲ 2:43 i LOVE u TOO!!!! wing 2:45 FOREVER! Ｎ、Ⅲ 2:46 promise! Ｎ、Ⅲ 2:46 我唔會離開你,唔會掉低你自己一個,以後都係<== 黃生要記得你尋日講既野.記得.記得.要牢記..唔可以唔記得每一隻字.尋日夜晚我地係到情深對話ar..>v< 當然仲有好多.不過copy住幾句先..^w^..hehe..must remenber our thing...remenber our happiness . have u...actually my birthday did not receive any thing...still have u....enough..is enough..真的夠了!.我滿足 |
today today 心情過得好悠閒.唔知點解.冇前幾日咁悶喇..今日做節..我又就快生日..媽媽比左lazy我..多謝>v<..係我最窮困時仲有小小錢..可能咁樣...個心又開心左!..冇錢真係唔得=0="help..尋日同馬子玩icq玩到4點幾..傾左好多野ar...妒忌死人喇你同晶晶..>vv<..記得番工做好o的.幫我拎多o的貨...聽到5折真係抵..食水深ar......hahahahhaa
then ..今日諗住去做yoga...不過today is public holiday ,,,so,,,,that shop will 8:00 close....so finally just do sum exercise.,,then go to my bf's home to eat dinner,,, but.....when i finished my dinner..i think my 肚子 a little bit hurt.-0-""嘔jor once time ,,,my god....wong 生say me eat much wor..hahaha..maybe 係你面前.我開胃o的la..then tonight..me就係咁樣係你屋企訓喇!>3333333333333<
2004-6-21
still have 5 day..my birthday already come soon!^ v ^.. this year..i wish my results will great more than last time. i hope i can get no.1 in my class. can get chinese history' prize in the whole year. also i want i can happy and happy all the time.dun wan have sadness. upset in my life. i wish i can with wong chi keung till the end....i hope and i hope..finally..friendship forever to all my fds...thz for your look after ..T__T"..WOO..i make so many wishes in here..hehe !!will it become truth?..
今日悶lor.日日都悶..我生活可唔可以精彩o的?可唔可以眉飛色舞o的?生活既節奏可唔可以急速o的?..我想忙.我想忙到抖不過氣.我想快o的番工.我想辛苦.我想我辛苦既時候有人同我分享.share with me. 但係.呢家..字典得個'悶'字...... 今日冇做gym...本身想做..因為天時人和地利..通勝叫我安在家中wor..hahahha其實唔係好想郁...整日流流長..\做嘜好?..睇電視.玩電腦..食野.就係咁<--乏味ma? yup!..everyday and everyday also 係咁..有嘜方法令我唔頹?..本來諗住出去搵黃生.同佢睇戲.同佢食飯..幫佢練下骨.知你做左成日都辛苦死..不過當我做好所有野.又開始咳..望住塊鏡.我suddenly 覺得自己好醜.我唔想比人見到..又咳..個樣又嘔..我都唔知有嘜字可以describe 到我...唉..同黃生講左我唔出..都知佢會唔開心..我都感覺到一點無奈加頹..可惜我真係唔想係咁係你面前咳..再打多次比你...你係唔係開始厭我煩..?..我係咪成日等你問完我野都唔答你..你好唔知點?..我係咪令到你好難頂?.我係咪成日打比你o徒你分鐘.對唔住..我體諒你做野累.辛苦..體諒你分鐘小.個電話要黎救命先用...係咁..我每日淨係等你番屋企時先打比我..我唔比西聲你聽..我唔再比煩聲你受..我唔打去你手提阻你分鐘..我只等你打比我..唔好覺得我係o申緊..我認真.. 但係同時我都想你知..我都唔係好過..可能你成日就我..所以唔覺得有o的嘜..開始覺得我渺小左..right?..細水流長.我可能未夠mature. 我既mature cell仲未長大..give me a break.算喇..呢家係點都唔重要.我愛你同時我會體諒你.^.<....夜晚食左2隻粽..肥死啦right?..=*="on diet@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@
2004-6-20
倒數6日.我生日!YO.
今日又係咁...本來出去興祝FATHERS DAY 既..不過都係唔想出...所以咪GO GYM LO只好..唔..GO完之後又去左WA DUO.冇野做MA..冇計啦-00-我張証.27號過期喇..冇得做喇..點算好AR..T__T""....WU WU...> O <...之後去左黃生屋企同佢地屋企人食飯...我食晒所有菜呀..正!-0-""唉.好悶呀....日記愈來愈小野寫喇..去死啦去死啦!!!黃生搞大左我個肚AR..-0-"""HAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAHHA我地既BABY 要叫黃楊小強!*口*
丫..小強咖車爆左o太....sorry at.要你車我番黎.要你係公路上比雨林..你病左我會內疚....會心痛..> o <
2004-6-19
today天氣熱..人都癲..真係wtf..T'_T 超熱天氣下.人好抆..唔知想點..對住屋企個4面牆.只感到一副無可奈何..唉.又何苦呢.所以就飛左去做GM<...對住黃先生既語氣真係好鬼西..佢熱我又熱.對唔住呀-V-"做GYM時..發覺到有一件不明物體..係小鳳...佢要拉闊自己既視野喇..係佢隔離都見我唔到...眼仔細得濟EHEHHEHE..之後搵黃生..黃生為左我唔去玩水哎...我當場感動到喊左出黎..就好似呢家個背景咁-->...HAHAHAHHAHA (本故事..係作既)..之後食飯...之後..之後...之後車我番黎..之後我老豆又番左黎...之後就訓覺LU..XLEEP.LU..T__T"唉..我要努力呀..減肥啦...番工LA...WTEVERT都要落力!!!!>UU< BU BU BU p.s..呀鳳話我瘦左ar...>33<..雖然都唔知係咪既.但係多謝你low.^3^
2004-6-18
today go to gym...so boring..only myself go to gym...but ho過stay at home生蛋蛋啦..hahaha..做完gym 落左去wa duo..唔...唔知今年會做成點..真係唔知..人工多同小冇問題..唔加人工咪唔加lor..但係始終你認為我係咁..我個心又有條刺..咁樣....大家都唔會開心..我諗野就係咁simple..又唔識得化算...又唔知人地點諗我.....但係左右做人難..我真係唔想成個暑假流流長...係屋企9 留..真係好悶..你又要番工..我又唔知留係屋企做嘜好..又冇錢...唉.咁既日子...點生活? 呢家唔想咁快到生日..連自己都唔知自己想點..唉..NOTHING SPECIAL...DAY BY DAY ALSO LOOK LIKE A SIMPLE DAY...T_T"
2004-6-17
考完試.個心情好似仲好想溫書咁.中史我一定坐亞望冠!...如果唔係我就喊><
今日同左呀鳳出去..影左相.不過我好肥..所以唔放上黎...>U<...
2004-6-16
今日放假.利用呢一日好好study hard我既Chinese history..努力AR哎穎!我係懶鬼..尋日夜晚個野突如其來既事..真係好突如其來咖..冇計..我做戲可能太真啦..*^*..好在呢家萬事俱備.只欠東風..倒數啦..得番10日..就到我B-DAY.仲有AR.考埋天日..放多5日.就番去接受殘酷既試卷.去對卷..好驚ACCOUNT..因為今次真係一敗塗地.WU LI 馬 叉...唉...好驚AR....) 9 (....邊個到時願意借大脾比我捱下呢...T__T""..Summer holiday need work hard to get more and more monney!..To my parents use..FOR me use!......諗諗就happy die!!hope this year i will work duck happy...la:-p...dont speak too soon...i afraid not will be that..god bless me~!
2004-6-15
今日我重新整過個網.我大大話話都整左好幾十次.冇一個滿意..冇一個岩心水..呢個?..簡簡單單就算lu.都唔想整咁多野等自己忙..好懶嘛?..我係..今日考word processing ..難度唔太..但識同難度係另外一回事.今次考試用既power 不夠.去不盡.但我比左交代自己.仲有11日.就生日.老一年.年齡?不公報啦..大又唔話大..小又話唔太小..?=-=" 自己仲係活o係3歲開心時期..就夠啦..期望今次考試結果?都係一如以往..Chinese history must be get da 1!!..no one can higher than me!!..Account..i dun want to fail......hope it will pass....i hope i can keep my first...as far as i know...i must be! wing :「 work hard one more day/..your life will be changeable.」 Actually...sometimes i will think is me have many problems?..why i will be so silly....not smart than someone....maybe my mind is too small...cant save other memory..~.~""...無法理解...cant solve..