26/1/03
I've came back to Australia for two weeks
already......That means i have to leave my friends again
~今日開始整番個web site~打中文都唔係好習慣......because
我自己打得so slow and sometimes i don't know how to type the word..........
回想起three weeks' Hong Kong life, it is
a very fast's time for me, but i think it's enough for me, too much
反而可能會有
反效果.....而家返o左o個黎.....由於未開學,so
i can 日日訓享度望住個天花版靜思......聽下歌,睇下書/vcd...之如此類啦....
訓享度靜思都有用架,呢幾日我訓享度就會問自己,
Why i come to Australia? Then i will get the answer in my mind.
For my parents, i am their hope, i can't
stop or lose, i have to be a successful man, it makes me so stress, also ,it
gives me
a lot of positive power, every time when i
think about my parents, i also want to cry ~
For my own reason, i've got a imaginary
girl friend in my heart, it is so great ,it doesn't give me stress, it gives me
hope
and a lot of power.
Last week ,my school held a orientation for
the new students.....but i didn't attend it.....it was a very boring for me,
because it is just special for the students
who are just arrive Australia. I have been here for half an year already ,so i
think
i don't have to go.....i have only
attend some days that i think they are important and i must attend (entering
course/test,
enrollment, etc.)
About the entering course, it was so boring , it just talked about the
rules of the school ......but it gave me a very important
message ,it is Academic VS Social ,you have to choose one ,it just
like the opportunity course in Economic ,i've made a
decision to choose Academic ,now my only friends is my teachers and my
books .
I have to thank you to my father, he allowed me to post around eight-teen
kg's books to Australia. In fact, it's not cheap,
it's so expensive, i feel so guilty about that, so i can't waste my time
anymore.....
不過博爾赫斯講過:
過分的期望會產生極度的失望
I hope 這不會在我身上發生啦~
to sps : No one but you appreciate me so......
Only you in this world can make
me feel life is much more meaningful at the wake of every morning.
28/1/03
以前住o係home stay,唔係太開心;而家唔同晒,自己租房住,雖然都係寄人離下,但就開心o的.......但係就因此而出現左一
個問題----食。所有早午晚餐都要自己諗辦法,設備又不足,又唔想借別人的砂鍋.....所以自己就買左一個電熱板同埋一
個煲,不過最多都係cook noodle.而家係晚上八點幾lu,我先食左一碗米粉...今日唯一的一餐.Because
i didn't go out
today ,so i didn't have breakfast and lunch.....呢o的都唔係問題!問題係我好想食飯,如果唔出街食晚飯,就真係冇飯食....
不過可能遲o的我會買一個飯煲,但係又要諗點煮餸喎(因為o係房煮唔可以產生太多油煙嘛)都幾煩架.....
2/2/2003
時間過得好快,聽日我就要開學啦,你地都快要會考啦......新一年,新學校,都唔知係點...
今年我就冇利是啦,更慘既係,下個星期六你我生日la,我諗呢個可能係我最孤單既生日lu.....呢一個生日令我諗起我過往
的每一個生日,原來我過去的每一個生日並不孤單架,而最近我又睇左本書,我令悟到一個字---contentment
呢個字好難做文字解釋。
當你擁有一件物件既時候,你係唔會覺你你係<有>架,你只會想著你<冇>既物件,但當你冇左既時候,你先會真正覺得你有
過.......雖然呢個道理人人都知,但係未有很大經歷既人,只就是<知道>.....經歷過,感受過既人,就會<明白>......
呢幾日我開始睇一位老師送比我既<賣桔者言>,我o係澳洲的時間很多,睇書係唯一最好的消磨時間方法,所以
我可以一日睇晒一本書,但尢其係呢本唔得,呢本書既內容我覺得唔係太容易明,要慢慢咀嚼先得,睇左兩日,大慨睇左六分
之一,本書挻有趣,總之係好書一本......
我覺得睇書並非只是把書完成,而是要把當中既資訊融會貫通.........
現在我正住在一個台灣人的家,他的書架還比我高......有的書都很古舊(孔子傳,四書五經等等)遲o的真係要睇下先得.......
祝新年快樂!!
3/2/2003
Today is my first day to go to school , i met a lot of new
friends in the school ,they come form Germany, Hong Kong and
some of those are the Local , i am very happy to meet the
Locals ,because they can help me to improve my English
quickly , Australian are very nice , they are very friendly
to chat with somebody they don't know.....so you can so easy to
chat with someone who you don't know in the street or
somewhere like restaurant.
This year ,i do Maths , business ,physics ,chemistry to
study, i think it will very easy for me ,because those of things i
have learnt when i was in from.4 .
Just today ,i went to the business class ,the teacher taught
me about business structure (sole trader/partnership/proprietary
and public companies....i have learnt them form Mr.Lee in
Economic last year ,so i think it will not be a problem for me ......
I will have Chemistry and Maths lesson tomorrow , i hope i can
understand what the teacher teaching ......
4/2/2003
今日上Maths課和化學課......但我遲到了第一節的數學堂,when
i arrived my the classroom, my classmates were doing a
test .......because it is our first lesson of Maths ,so the
teacher want to know what level we are .......
Then ,i took a seat and start to do it .......做之前個老師叫我唔准用計算機,之後我問佢用字典得唔得,佢都話唔得,所以我
只好低頭就做.......
i was so surprised 第一題竟是加數.....接着都是差不多,最深o個題都係代數.......我諗著十拿九穩的時候,我要開始做文字
題.......
最後份卷50分滿分,我只得45分,皆因有一題我連題目都睇唔明,真失敗!!
之後到chem堂,教D野同form4o的野差無幾,但係我好驚,因為成大板都係英文,雖然梁sir都有教o的英文字,但我都被嚇
怕.....呢種感覺好難解釋....
下課後我問自己為什麼我怕一科我學過大部分英文字的化學,而不怕一科幾乎連一個英文字都唔識既business
(=economic),我連自己都唔知,我諗今年我讀chem會好辛苦啦........可能唔只Chem,其他科我諗都係....(查字典都查到暈)
8號係我的生日,我諗冇人會記得架la,可能連我父母都唔記得la>.<,唔知點解愈近愈想喊,可能係掛住你地啦........明年我想
返香港搞一個預祝的生日會,今年就買住o的野安慰下自己先啦......
11/2/03
Last Friday and Saturday ,i went to the Japanese
restaurant with my friends (also with some Japanese friends )
On Sunday ,i took a Japanese friend to a Chinese restaurant
to try (dim sum)......It was a really wonderful weekend.
番o左一個星期學,好累~這間學校像一間大學似的,上課時間按照你所選的科目而定.......所以有時上午上一,兩節,下午
就不用上課,但最麻煩就只是最早和最後的一節課要上,其他就是free-time,咁就最多溫下書/打下波架ja....今一就係咁上
課......最後一節上到5:00,搞到番到屋企都成6:00,真係好累~
不過多累也不能睡,雖然冇乜功課,但一定要溫書同查字典.....唔溫同唔查就好難知道下堂個老師講乜架LA!
14/02/03
今日係情人節,街上氣氛很好,但我卻獨自一人....我好憎惡今年的情人節!
呢排日日都打籃球...為的只是想曾高一點,但係今日打波時被人撞了一下眼角,而家腫o左,都幾痛,不過好彩冇撞
破,otherwise就要聯針架la,前幾日我報左名打籃球隊,我諗星期一我會去退出架啦(醉翁之意不在酒嗎),加上留了多一點時
間比自己讀書仲好啦.....
而家我識左好多澳洲人,我同佢地一齊仲開心過同d香港人一齊,佢地好nice,我教佢地Maths,
Physics....佢地教我英文,我
地又一齊去打機,打機本來就冇乜益,只是間中既娛樂,但係從互相教授,溝通之間真係學到好多野架....
這裡的功課不算多,但係都是Project,活動性很高.....但都唔易做~
16/02/03
今日係星期日,一早起來已是十二時多了,之後溫下書,睇下vcd,沖個涼,又食晚飯LA...
沖涼的時候係最好的,可以讓我靜思一下,今日我想到很多往事.....之後又作出反省....
我以前係一個充滿自信心的人,大小之事私都相信只要願意努力,都一定會有收獲,就算輸了,我也覺得我所學到的比
winner更多,所以我可以好快爬番起身....但係事實証明這是不一定的....
我以為我好理智,不會受感情影響,但錯了...今次o係感情上既失敗令我傷痕累累,原來腦所思的總勝不過心所想的,雖然這
次付出的不多,但已是全心全意的了,卻輸得很遠......下雨天的心情更差,又冷又暖,又愛又恨...又想淋雨...唉~
Last Friday,我到圖書館搜查入大學的requirement.
Oxford University and Cambridge University 的要求簡直係嚴格得
很....而家都係睇左今年的成績先再諗啦...只有見步行步la
23/02/03
昨晚去左一間台灣餐廳食飯,由於pepper太重,所以今早起來有一點點喉嚨痛同咳....
今日下午出左去做project,關於d商鋪既經營形式(e.g.
franchising, etc)而家都好夜la,時間好唔見駛,好似仲忙過o係香港
咁......
前日上數學堂學左一樣好難既野----Variance and
Standard Deviation.....我到而家都仲prove唔到佢地既關係....o個老師又
話係定律黎既,冇得解wor~
3/3/2003
大病~病左成個禮拜,唉~仲未好!
冇人照顧真係......慘!
30/3/2003
好忙!呢排成日都測驗,仲有好多功課要做,搞到好唔得閒......
Every time when I switched on the computer ,
都係聽歌做功課,有時候留在學校圖書館,係星期五先出街玩..
星期日就訓到中午,relax 一下....
31/3/2003
今日o係學校做o左個英文speaking 測驗,我諗ok
既....之後都冇乜特別野發生lu....
1/4/2003
今日o係maths堂學左一o的謬論....搞到我都亂晒....
中午就走左去踢波....準備聽日既比賽
6/4/2003
雖然今日係星期六,但我冇出到街,一直留在家裡做功課,不過個business功課都做左有4個鐘....
聽日我會去internet cafe印o的功課,待星期一有得交....
11/4/2003
It is a raining day today, i do remember that I've got
a friends who like raining day. So i think about her when it rain
every time......
14/4/2003
仲有兩日就係我妹妹的生日,我今日已經post左一份禮物比佢.......加上仲有三日就係term
break lu....我們一班同學約好
星期四go to one of my classmate's house to have a party,
打下麻雀,打邊爐.....直到第二天...之後可能去飲茶.....
Original I was planning to travel to
Sydney, but it was cancelled because the SARS and on the other hand, I don't
want
to waste to much money during the term break, so I prefer to stay in Perth...
3/5/2003
好靜...心靜得像停了下來一般.....所有煩惱都遠離我了,很多的事情都解決了....
放假以來,看了很多很多的書,但都沒有怎麼運動,所以昨天我跟一些朋友去了打籃球,弄得今天一身疼痛,還有昨晚我火鍋晚
飯,真令人回味....
假期內,比預期多用了一些錢,星期一開始又是一個慳吝的開學日了.....明天是星期日,我想我不會外出的了,準備後天開
學。現在我境況,我想7月回港我希望已沒有了,而且,聽說SARS會在冬天再度爆發,12月的term
break.....難道都不用回來了
嗎!?
17/05/2003
一直以來,chem個阿sir(同時亦是我的physics阿sir)都不是一個好老師,我都不太喜歡他,而且我都愈來愈不喜歡他。佢被
我們一直認為他歧視oversea student.而且佢教書又教得唔好,經常做錯晒D野,始時我都有話番比佢聽,但係而家我都覺得這
是不必要的了,佢已經把我上佢堂既興趣都沒殺了。
星期一我要交3-4篇文,至今我只係完成了一篇,而且今日只係睇書同埋搵左提材,聽日先做lu...^^
啊呀!係呀,o岩o岩突然聽到禁果花呢隻歌,你地估下我諗起邊個?
29/05/2003
26號返,我今日去左訂機票............
等我呀!朋友們~^^
1/6/2003
1號lu,好快就可以返lu...
今晚會到朋友家吃火鍋,因為明日不需要上課,上一個星期,我到student
office拿到了成績表,但係我覺得不太理想,唯有下次
再努力啦!
4/6/2003
冇機呀~要28號先返得lu~
今個週六會到"Fremantle"買D手信先,仲有好多功課....星期五測PHYSICS,聽日有排溫LU~
5/6/2003
測驗"-_-"
溫書呀~
7/6/2003
我的第一次physics測驗成績不是太理想,
但總算合格, 主要目的是試探這裡的測驗方式。
昨天的測驗<掂晒>啦,我前日溫左好耐,總算有收穫,好有信心,
但滿分就冇可能啦。physics唔同maths, maths攞滿分可以說
<有幾難>,physics就多好多字要背左先,然後再溫concept......
前一個星期五,我沒有返學,到了星期二的maths堂,個老師話測驗,測概率,但係係叫probability
of intersection and union....
我好似未學過,非常焦急,冇辦法,即學即考....不知成績如何呢?
而家去Fremantle 啦,88^^
8/6/2003
Fremantle都冇野好買,空手而回~
15/6/2003
呢幾個星期,我都係9點就睡,因為我怕上課時打瞌睡,不能把學的都融會貫通.......但係,我從一則報導上看到<某人>,佢每
一天又是睡幾多小時呢?只知很<少>,但佢既成功有目共睹。這令我覺得很慚愧,我一天睡了8個小時,這表示我不<勤>,改是
必須的,呢位<某人>,給予我一次又一次既<戰鬥力>,我只能衷心地講聲<多謝>,thank
you very much~