19.06.2003 Thur.

呢幾日....心情都麻麻......硬係覺得生活好枯燥,,,,,乏味.....掛住o既人又冇得見........一切都好平淡.......>.< 唉....好唔鍾意咁樣呀...我想要一d 有起伏.....有驚喜....比較激o既生活模式呀......唉....幾時可以有呢........

唉.......心情唔靚...又冇心機溫書lu....>.< 慘慘.....表面上睇起上唻...我真係好冇事.....但係我就係唔太鍾意呢d 冇驚喜o既生活.....以前所諗o既ideal 男朋友係一個會俾驚喜我......?我開心o既人....但係宜家真係俾我有個男朋友之,後發覺原來佢唔多鍾意驚喜囉.......乜都要我講晒先.....一d 神秘感都冇....>.< 有時我真係想俾d surprise 佢ga ma...次次都整唔成...><

今朝架小巴好快呀.....40分就返到學校喇......幫阿珊做左份功課.....臨打鐘adrian 就過左唻問phy .....今日冇週會....變左有一堂自修呀....正....^^ 唉....就考試lu....但冇心機溫書.....點算好??>.<

中文堂今日又玩小組討論喇.....我地個題目係「寧縱毋枉」、「寧枉毋縱」你支持哪一樣?? 我同novem 都支持「寧縱毋枉」呀....^^ 硬係覺得唔可以冤枉人o既....

今日係上最尾一堂chem 堂lu.....o係form 6 唻講....不過....暑假仲有補課所以...都冇乜特別感覺.....

放左學本身我返屋企之後, 會再出去join 埋erica 去報H.L.Tam o既phy summer course o架...但係我諗諗下.....o個幾個topic 我又唔係唔識補唻做咩wor....所以最尾都係冇報到....成日就係o係屋企....對住d 我明知溫佢唔完o既note 同書......仲要全部都係physics 喎... 人都癲....但自己又知道唔可以唔溫喎...我唔想衰呀........已經俾人話我「你唔好以為自己好叻o架喇....」唉......心淡.......edwin 話我冇腦我都冇咁hurt....因為o個時...我真係好冇腦....哈哈.....^^

edwin 話星期六佢原來都有野做呀.....5點要去慈雲山踢波.......因為我星期六都有好多野做....又補習...之後, 又要去british council 攪掂埋d 手尾....仲要去ava 屋企玩...哈哈.......我有諗過住ava 佢地o架.....因為edwin 之前話冇野做....但係我宜家可以去lu....呵呵.......唔洗俾vicky 話「重色輕友」lu....哈哈....

今晚edwin 又係要返學.....2322 lu....仲未有電話....>.< 日日差唔多呢個時間就係o係度做埋晒d 無聊野+等電話.

2329 傾完電話lu.....繼續冇心機.....>.< 咁樣落去.....唔係好得....>.< 唉.......edwin 竟然叫我....冇心機溫就訓唔好溫囉.......>.< 我都真係唔知點應佢好lu...>.<

今日下晝諗住燒隻碟出唻dup md 啦....點知部discman 唔work 囉.....激氣....>.<"唉........

有冇人可以救救我呀???唔想咁冇心機做我要做o既野呀.......唔想過一d 咁平平無奇o既生活呀........枯燥......