就係錦...傻下傻下又一年lu....大個女...升左上f.2啦...唔再係一個f.1仔啦...哈哈...係f.1既成績我仲算ok..好好彩錦俾我入到b班...不過我f.1班好朋友仔就走哂lu...無一個係同我一班...唉...初初真係好唔開心架...不過大家仲好天真錦認為我地一班人係可以keep住一樣咁fd既....不過..其實邊到會得丫...大家慢慢開始疏遠....大家都同自己班新既fd玩...大家既圈子都唔同左...每一個人都有自己既朋友lu...學期頭..我同我既best fd的的佢都仲好好架...仲係一齊lunch..一有時間..recess..就會搵對方..仲有keep住寫信添...每晚都會照舊錦傾電話...不過...過左無耐...大家又開始疏遠lu...無再打電話俾對方...lunch無再一齊食..連信都懶得去回添...結果..佢同左佢自己班既人玩..我同左我自己班既人玩~~
一入到自己班....真係覺得d氣氛好怪架...因為好多人都係1a升上黎...好多人都唔識...雖然都有1b既同學仔...但係都唔係太熟...不過照舊啦...我咁熱情...又中意撩人講野..錦又識到一班新既fd啦...仲好好玩添...耶子(雖然f.1都係同佢一班...但係個陣佢好靜..原完唔熟呀)...呀加(f.1尾都開始同佢fd lu...同佢都好多話題下..好白痴)....潔玲(初初又係一個好靜既人..原來又係一個傻婆)...方宛(學期中同佢一齊坐..錦先開始熟..好多野講架一齊個陣)...江希&kista(好中意將佢兩個擺埋一齊講..兩個都幾搞笑..仲有好暴力既人)....啤la(哈哈..其實一早就識佢lu..不過f.1唔同班..同佢成日都打架..傻架又係)...哇...真係仲有好多人呀..有林藹啦...麗玉啦..奶媽婷啦...25號啦...cherry啦...彭塋啦...麥山啦...ivy啦...真係好多人呀...f.2呢一年真係好好好好好好好好開心...真係好開心...講自己班丫...有好多好搞笑既野發生左..個個都可以玩得好癲...仲要係miss koo koo做班主任啵...仲記得自己班好曳好曳..成日都收warning letter...搞到miss koo佢成日都喊既...不過我地一d悔意都無..haha...2b班永遠都唔會分圈子..永遠有咩玩都係全班人一齊架..好開心...好多野講...每一個同學仔都好齊心...好合作...仲好合作一齊整估人添...上堂既氣氛又好喎...我真係好中意2b呢一班同學仔...識到裏面每一個人我真係覺得好開心架~~
除左自己個班之外...我f.2仲join左basketball添...哈哈..識同一班當時係f.1既同學仔..同佢地唔知點解又好岩key喎..特別係miss張個班..1c...唔知點解..好多人我都識得..好多都好熟添..kakei(仲記得我同佢係icq識既...勁勁勁咁白痴啦d人...唔知佢記唔記得自己做d過咩呢..哈哈..好搞笑架佢)...呀寶(佢同我同form既..都係f.2..好得意呀佢..好似個cute板公仔錦..同佢又係好岩傾)....青青呀wing(仲記得個時佢兩個無lala撩我講野...錦就熟左lu)..以上四個人都係handball架...見到佢地個個都話好好玩...錦就入埋啦我...之後又係識到好多人...張恩恩(佢同青青呀wing..kakei好fd...所以就識埋佢lu)...唔知點解..識下識下..識左好多f.1既人..elaine(真係唔記得點識佢啦..同佢都好fd下..真係神奇)...soy(好似因為呀bo先識到佢既...又係icq到慢慢開始fd)....仲有好多好多人..呀迪啦...飯+e啦..kau啦...仲有呀愛(呢個真係好特別..完全唔知點解我會識佢囉..慢慢仲變到好fd添)...好多好多人..全部都係唔記得左點識lu..哈哈..仲有好多人都係學界到識既..唔同學校...真係好中意好中意學界架...因為有好多新發現..哈哈~~
f.2既呢年真係勁勁勁勁勁既一年呀..好精彩好精彩既一年..發生左好多自己無諗過會發生既野...真係有少少接受唔到囉..而且每一件事都發生得好密..開始好快..完結亦都好快...有13年黎最開心既事同埋最唔開心既事...仲有我13年黎從來都未做過...未試過既野發生...真係好精彩...呢一年令到我自己大個女左好多....知道原來有好多野都好唔簡單...喊到雙眼腫哂既事又有...笑到甩牙既事亦都有....仲搵到真正對自己好...真心..坦誠對自己既知心好朋友仔...我明白道....點樣先會令自己真正開心...仲大膽左好多..好多以前唔敢去試去做既野都做過....仲知道....原來幸福唔係必然架....唔係每一件事都會好順利..唔係每一個人都會就哂自己...唔係當傷心過後大喊一場就可以無事...好多野原來都係要時間去沖淡...唔係話放低就放低...如果曾經真係有用心去投入一件事...佢既結果..對你既影響真係可以好大好大好大...唔係一朝一夕就可以忘記可以放開...時間真係一個好重要既角色....發生左既野...我真係可以唔去諗...但係..我永遠都會記得架....除左自己...仲發現到好多人既真面目..真係估唔到呢個世界真係有d咁賤既人會出現係我既生命裡面...從來都未試過俾人錦樣去利用..俾人錦樣去傷害...當時個心真係好痛~~
而學業方面....乖乖女左一年...終於都係抵擋唔到玩既誘惑...個心勁散....完全對讀書呢樣野無哂感覺....上學期既exam result好差...勁大既打擊...喊得好勁...但係根本無用..巳經係一個事實...只係好後悔自己將d時間放哂係玩到...將學業放左係好後....仲以為自己搞得掂...我太高估自己啦...第二次既exam..我諗住發奮...但係我知自己根本得把口..我邊有可能會得丫..係..出黎個result真係好左..升左好多名..但係仲係好差....我係一個無料既人..唉..睇小自己..好自笑架當時...不過我要忍..我唔可以俾自己喊...因為係我自己唔爭氣...係自己衰自己羅黎既...喊都無用啦...仲好白痴添..我根本就無盡力..就無努大過...係我自己掛住玩...開心換黎既後果就係錦....結果..係一個sad ending~~