小小日記

3/8/2004 Tuesday    11:39p.m.

"對不起",我不知道要說多少次.......但我真係唔

知道可以講d咩~ 唸左兩日都仍然未有答案!!!

AB我都唔適擇.....

 

知道個心好痛,一靜落黎就會好自然咁唸

起你,滿腦子都係你做過ge事,你講過ge話同

一切一切.............

 

唔捨得放開你但係心情又矛盾又覆雜,好苦

好難堪~~~好討厭現在那樣。我真係好想打俾你,

但係又好怕聽到你的聲音....

 

哭住咁唸左好多次,眼都腫了,但根本不能忘記呢

種感覺、呢種心痛。因為" I'm loving it "但仍然有

好多問題同焦慮環繞我。

 

我個心都唔知道自已想點,你告訴我怎麼辦???可否俾多

d信心我???

 

9/7/2004 Saturday

 

 一起身就全身冇力,連伸直條腰都成問題,真

係好辛苦,想死頂返埋今日但係都唔得law,最

後都請左假,好辛苦咁爬左落樓下睇醫生,仲打

左一枝針tim,都唔驚lu打到慣哂!!將聽日

ge假今日放左,聽日就要返返...........

 

今日買左枝探熱針不過唔識睇好彩有nurse

教我睇,原來要搖搖佢d水銀先會落返低架.........

 

 

8/7/2004 Thurday --- 9/7/2004 Friday

 今日又是放假天,當然要出街啦!!!我同caca去睇

期待已久ge<<Harry Potter 3---阿芝卡監獄的逃犯>>

好耐冇見過Harry 仔啦。所以之前一日己經買

好左戲票,怕會冇得買呀ma......之前ar ca好早黎到

,我地去食野,食完就梗係立刻飛去奧海城la,好開

心呀!!!嘩!!真係好多人呀,差唔多full 哂~~一路睇

睇左2個鐘頭and 15minutes (比上兩套

短左)唔知點解覺得套戲一般好睇!!d失望tim,不過

都唔差ge!!!!搞完對coin,返屋企,唔知點解痛隻腳,

好痛呀!!!夜晚訓覺又好熱但係個身又好凍wor....好奇

怪!!!一朝早就食左藥返工,放左工就同阿蕊and媽媽

行左一陣冇野買就走啦!!!跟住就開始唔妥啦!!!開

始好唔舒服發燒...........

 

3/7/2004 Saturday 

 

今日放左工之後都冇野好做,所以就同阿敏,媽媽,芝

娃娃,阿堅,阿健,Robbie and阿君去唱夜k,原本想搵

埋阿雲,但係佢個電話就打唔通law,第二朝先知

道佢個電話被人cut左,好鬼搞野。

 

我大約12:00到出左去但係等左好耐好未等整

人,我同阿敏,媽媽and 華仔去左開定間房先,邊

唱邊等佢地,阿堅同阿健好快到左,一路唱左好

,我都唔知阿君andRoobie幾時到左,我定係feel到3

點幾個時好眼訓,我同媽媽都訓著左,到左4點幾起

左身,唱多幾首S.H.E.之後就夠鐘走人,都係$140

一個人啦!!!返屋企時我同阿健,Robbie,阿堅and君

一部的士,我地就係咁過左喊破聲帶ge唱k夜!!!!

返到屋企唸住訓到12:00先起身la,但係樓上又裝修

,激死我啦!!我都係冇理到,繼續訓覺,過左一陣又冇

嘈lor bor............接著又是上班天!!!!

 

2/7/2004 Friday 

 

Today is <<謝師宴>>,咁當然一早就買好

哂衫啦!!!HeHe~~~其實我期待住今日ge來臨,

因為我好想大吃一餐,話哂都俾左成三百幾蚊喎

!!!點知.........今日大約3點幾鐘到開始搞搞個look

 la,4點到著住套衫然後開始搞個頭,都好似平時咁

搞個頭但係後面就用左新買個頭飾,但係我整唔

到所以阿蕊幫左我搞,再放D閃粉係個頭度,由佢

一手包辦,真係THX A LOT AR!!!!!

 

THEN, make up 左一半到,Alice and caca 就

上左黎,好快咁wear返條裙,因為我定係穿左條褲

,唉......唔好嚇親人ar ma........ 咁樣再搞左一陣就

夠鐘出門口lu,我地唸住坐van仔去la,但係又冇車

wor,所以就行返轉頭去坐的士,係旺角超塞車,終

於去到la.....我地三個又行錯路,入左商場lor,好啦!!!

!我地搵到啦!!!Hehe he 一入去就見到May May同嘉

希....住我就入到去見到好多人,我同嘉希放低個袋

,after that 我就不停咁影相影相,過左一陣,大家都

要返埋位,校長講左幾句話,由各班長and同學送禮

俾各老師,當日係其他四班班主任都有到,唯獨係

我地5D班ge ng sir 冇到......真係覺得佢有d過份law

,都唔知點做人地班主任架!!!真係服左佢啦!!!好啦

,大家開始食野啦,我地見到有好多野食,但係唔知食

邊樣先,我都係大約出左去三次到已經話要玩遊

戲,野食唔會再refill,所以都唔係好掂當,都唔飽tim

(咁就$330,有冇搞錯呀!!!抽獎我都抽唔中wor)

之後開始冇咩人理d M.C.人(Micheal, Winnie chow

都冇我地乎)。又冇野食所以就唯有不停影下相同

傾下計law。影到一半冇電唯有用嘉希個部啦!!!真

係有d無奈啦!!!到左10點幾,差唔多11:00到就散場

LU..........出到去我就搭的士走,CACA, shirley 

and coonie 就搭車車走lu....返到屋企,開始落雨,沖完

涼講左一陣電話好快就訓覺lu,聽朝我仲要返工呀!!

 

27/6/2004 Sunday 11:55p.m.

     

     今日都冇返到工,因為一朝早睇完醫生,都冇咩力

同唔想講野law, so返到屋企就訓左覺,兩點先醒左打

返去請病假,跟住就打俾diana問下佢係邊度先知道佢

同Alice出左黎旺角,ar ling and connie 出緊去,所以都

立刻換衫飛van仔出去,好耐冇見過佢地la!!!

 

出到去仙x林之知道阿XX仲未到,咁我就打電話俾

佢冇人聽,唔知佢做緊咩,(又唔打返俾我>.<)好angry之

下就跌爛左部電風扇仔~~~ 之後用膠布貼住先law.......

我同Alice去take some cash for 買coin用ge,之後"萬世

more 王"就到左,惱左一陣見到佢個樣好似有d野好煩

咁,唉....就惱佢唔落,算啦!!!!(開始有d哪個tim,即係見

到佢個樣一無奈同唔多對路時就咩"火氣"都冇哂.......)

 

一大堆人行街係有d亂架!!!因為太多意見,所以有

d混亂,但係買野講價時就有得壓人價law!!!咁Diana

個袋就平左$10。行左好耐,等Diana換完衫終於都搞

掂哂!!!唔駛再煩wear d 咩野!!!!好呀!!!Good Good Good.... 

 

之後Connie走左,我地五個人去行花園街,ar ling 

買左件衫,then go to "women street"買左d 野,大家都走

曬lu.....得我同阿ca去吃dinner,吃左一碗麵之後,衝左入卓

悅買左成一舊水野就陪阿ca搭車車,一出去冇耐就有車

黎...... 我就搭我最常搭ge 交通工具返屋企la....(即係

我係旺角常搭ge的士)

 

      p.s.今日就好充實地用左好多錢先返屋企,oh my pocker~~~~~

 

 

 

24/6/2004 Thursday 9:55p.m.

 

                            今日都冇咩野,只係阿爹阿媽返左大陸,得我同阿哥,

                                  不過佢係唔係度都冇分別架啦!!!! 今日知道左一d好

                                  複習ge關係。不過都唔關我事啦!!!  

                                  1. 今日好唔掂,因為好唔舒服(throat 痛, cough, nose

                                       痛,ear 痛........... help )

                                  2. 今日有一种極端ge情緒, 因為以為有d放工好開心,

                                      但原來係俾人cheat law...........個一刻真係好想打死

                                      佢呀!!又好想喊.............. 極癲度開心同極度失落 

                                           

                                     p.s. 聽日好唔想返工ar ,可能唔返,放飛機............            

                                       

20/6/2004 Sunday 9:55p.m.

     我今日好早就起左身,因為今日我同媽媽珠,芝

  娃華, 阿敏and阿堅去一個成年冇去ge地方,上年都唔

  記得同邊個去tim la,好開心、好刺激、仲tired過返工

 ....... Haha~~~不過真係好好玩, 我冇記錯我第一次去

時,咩都唔玩得,因為冇膽law(真冇用)。

                                         

                                  一朝早搞左一大輪,終於等齊人,上左171之後,到左

                                 又唔知落車,真係白痴,最終去到總站,又轉的士返轉

                                頭。去 到之後,買左入場票之後,影左一陣相同去完

                               toilet, 第一擊係cable car,阿堅有d 怕怕,但上到去就

                               ok 哂啦!!!! The nextstation is 滑浪飛船,玩左兩次,

                              係最得好快後一下最驚因為有少少衝力........原來

                              坐第一個個係濕得最勁架!!!所以我 同阿敏由頭濕到

                             落腳~~~Hehehehehe好玩x100000 。之後我地去左    

                             一個幾嚇ge地方 ------- 越礦飛車(wawowowowowa)  

                              好高但係好勇咁坐左上架車度,臨開車先feel 到有d

                             驚,我同阿敏好搞野,一開車笑到癲左,但係越來越高

                            時就有d怯la, 因為架車上得好慢,但係又越 來越接 

                            近個海喎!!!出到最出時以為會轉很好快,但都係唔

                            係好快,最激 係由慢突然一下沖落去,叫到抽筋又留 

                            眼水。但係都唔夠過山車咁恐佈喎!!! 

                                         

                              Then,吃左一杯沙冰,甜到要加水但好味道!!!! keke

                               kekeke~~~~我地又向住呢個海盜船,但之前玩左一個

                              轉轉ge swing,我怕暈所以冇玩 law!!!  再坐埋個摩天

                              輪,hehe~~~~~去玩海盜船,坐係最兩邊 d位,最後阿堅

                             同我地一齊坐最邊邊,唔好講笑,真係好警喎!!!嚇到

                             大家都冇叫到聲沙力竭,我仲留眼水留到好似喊咁tim  

                             wor........

 

                                  坐左一陣就食野,大家都好tired la!!!!我地想睇海豚

                                 表演,但係又未夠鐘,睇完海洋館(係入雪面影左

                             好多相)但係都好mocha cha,一出黎海豚表演開始左冇

                           很入,睇埋個沙魚館,過返對面玩遊戲,但係都冇中獎,因為  

                           阿堅要返工,我地今ge行程就此結束la.........好累,係車度

                           都訓左la,去旺角逛一 會,都被肥仔見到...............奇怪奇怪

 

                                 今日父親節,baba父親節快樂!!!!!

                                   p.s.祝肥仔老爹早日康愎快d返屋企la.......

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