要 不 是 朋 友 提 起 ，我 也 差 點 忘 記 今 晚 是 除 夕 夜 ！（ 哈 ！ ） 不 過， 總 不 太 嚮 往 吵 吵 鬧 鬧 的 夜 晚 . .. . . .
除 夕 夜 妹 妹 和 我 呆 在 睡 房 中 ， 而 陪 著 我 們 渡 過 鬧 哄 哄 的 倒 數 的 ， 就 只 有 書 桌 上的 收 音 機 。

新 一 年 ！目 標 不 一定 要 新 ， 要 仍 舊 向 著 舊 的 夢 想 努力 ！ ！ 唉 呀 ， 要 Ａ －Ｌ Ｅ Ｖ Ｅ Ｌ 後 才 可 以 實 行 我 的 祕 密 野 心 啊 ！ ！

Sis's wedding day..to be updated later~!

I started quitting poultry but my friends were all amazed why poultry but not beef first. Beats me. They also appear startled by my decision. Some of them may feel doubtful if in this way I can help saving animals. OF COURSE I’m still sensible enough to understand my act, frankly, doesn’t have any effect on the whole situation. It just occurs to me that if I disapprove a crime, how come I feel comfortable to be a company of it. You cant build your happiness on other’s suffering is the saying. I just find it uncomfortable, plus, a sense of guilty when tasting a bite of meat smell with the rasher of pork or beef or chicken that’s in my dish.

好喇喎 ! 唔係第一次比人以屎糖相贈喇下!

對我有咩不滿直接d 講好0番!! >_<

Oooh!! Swooon! I’m dead tired! 13 rats were killed in today’s bio lab. We’d just dissected white mice! At the first touch the little rat, that’s when I pulled it from a tank of sterilized water, it gave me a slight disgusting feeling because I could actually feel the muscle and the bone of it ---- yuck. It looked so still and hard; it freezed at the last gesture he could (yes it’s a male rat) ever make after gasping the last breath in his rather short life.

I’m sorry but I had to cut you open! As said before, its body was so stiff that I had to do some massage on its limbs, then cut it open from the lower abdomen with a pair of scissors. The white hair of the rat was damped with disinfectant, and you can actually see the pink muscle beneath. I could hear the bone cracked with every pin I made on its little hands. Not much blood came out. Here I confess the calmness I remained going through all these.

After all, it WAS a life though now only dead body remained. It deserved our respect. I hated it when hearing some people in the other school did get a kick out of ill behaviours, that is, cutting the rat for fun and displaying the messily damaged body parts.

Right, what have I done today? Let me see…first in the morning, just as I sat down in front of a glass of icy chocolate milk and a slice of cheese bread, there came the phone ring. I had at once the hunch that dad was calling from the Chinese restaurant. And I was right. He asked if my sis and I are coming to have breakfast, and also he reminded me to bring his credit card. Later I jokingly complained to him, “Oh it was the credit card, that’s why you asked me to breakfast with you! His reaction was surprising. Perhaps I’d gone too far?

“How come you think of me this way?” I could see he was surprised and disappointed by my reaction too though he was smiling. As he kept repeating “How come”, he was taking out some folded money of red and colourful from his pocket and threw them on the table, counting them in front of me to prove that he’d got enough cash to pay the bill. I didn’t know my words would have such an effect, such a big effect. Anyway, hope I didn’t hurt him.

It’s not the first time. My sister used to say that I always get the wrong impression of other’s attitudes. Say, when she volume up the high-fi, I would freak out and think she is trying to distract me from my revision. Then I once complained mom for buying the chocolate milk just at the moment when I was sick. When I was not, and I begged her to buy it, she simply didn’t!! I felt indeed very uncomfortable sometimes as I always think some of the words from my sister’s mouth do have their implications that she’s trying to make me feel ashamed or probe anything from me. I don’t want to think in that way. Yet, sometimes I really do.

Then I saw my sister doing something very “dangerous”: Holding a crabmeat ball far from her bowl with a pair of chopsticks (Only)! Again, I at once lectured her. It was indeed very annoying to see the way she “replies” you. Ignoring you completely and just carrying on with what she’s doing. Oh what do you think you are doing? So, I could lose my temper, very easily and badly every time my sister doesn’t listen to me. I even took the role of a mother to shout…well, I mean, to correct her. We very often end up with a cold war and ignore each other. And then later she screams my emotions are very unstable: sometimes friendly, sometimes mad. “But it’s you who keeps irritating me alllllll the time!” I know what’s good for you!!

(this one was written originally in diary-x)

Before then I was searching on the net for my biology field trip project. Just a bit to go before i could finish my part, the glossy shelled cowries, that is. Then I became lazy again. First is the online diary stuff (Or...weblogs..me not sure)that occurred to me suddenly, so I, naturally, started to look up for some web pages. Long before I have been thinkin' about startin' up one myself. And, here I am! *^_^*

Feel like crashing now...well, I still haven't yet decided how to arrange the 25 preferences for the univeristy degrees.

Oh gimme some hints!!! My fave would be Journalism and Communication, but the admission grade median is so damn high, (Hello! Get real!) then I think of English Journalism, Bachelor of Arts (Eng), translation and...Umm...now I get some clues already...the next step would be working hard and get better grades in my exam--thats rubbish, I *Knew* I should be studying hard, but heck I feel like sleeping ev'rytime I start to revise for school! And then there is way too much distraction at home.

Hey tomorrow we have a day off from school, thanks for the National Day (1/10). But again I don't think I'm gonna kick back all day, (a nap, maybe?) biology and chemistry are waiting for me!!! Helpppp!!!!!