God & Jesus & Me
Sally jumped up
as soon as she saw the Surgeon come out of the operating room.
She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be O.K.? When
can I see him?"
The Surgeon said, "I'm sorry, we did all we
could."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer, doesn't
GOD care any more? GOD, where were you when my son needed you?"
The Surgeon said, "One of the nurses will be out in a few
minutes to let you spend time with your son's remains before it's
transported to the university".
Sally asked that the nurse stay
with her while she said Good-bye to her son.
Sally ran her
fingers through his thick red curly hair.
The nurse said, "Would
you like a lock of his hair?"
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a
lock of his hair and put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
Sally said, "It was Jimmy's idea to give his body to the
university for study. He said it might help somebody else, and that
is what he wanted. I said, No at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom I won't
be
using it after I die, maybe it will help some other little
boy to be able to spend one more day
with his mother'".
Sally said, "My Jimmy had a heart of Gold, always thinking of
someone else and always wanting to help others if he could".
Sally walked out of the Children's Hospital for the last time
now after spending most of the last 6 months there. She sat the bag
with Jimmy's things in it on the seat beside of her in the car. The
drive home was hard and it was even harder to go into an empty
house.
She took the bag to Jimmy's room and started placing the
model cars and things back
in his room exactly where he always
kept them.
She laid down across his bed and cried herself to
sleep holding his pillow. Sally woke up about midnight and laying
beside of her on the bed, was a letter folded up. She opened the
letter, it said:
Dear Mom,
I know your going to miss me,
but don't think that I will ever forget you or stop loving you
because I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I'll think of you every
day mom and I'll love you
even more each day. Some day we will
see each other again. If you want to adopt a little boy so
you
won't be so lonely, he can have my room and my old stuff to play
with.
If you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't
like the same things as us boys do, so you will have to buy her
dolls and stuff girls like. Don't be sad when you think about me,
this is
really a great place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon
as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long
time to see everything here.
The angels are so friendly, I love
to watch them fly. Jesus doesn't look like any of the
pictures I
saw of Him, but I knew it was Him as soon as I saw Him.
Jesus
took me to see GOD! And guess what mom?
I got to sit on GOD'S
knee and talk to Him like I was somebody important.
I told GOD
that I wanted to write you a letter and tell you Good-bye and
everything, but I knew that wasn't allowed. God handed me some
paper and
his own personal pen to write you his letter with. I
think Gabriel is the
name of the angel that is going to drop
this letter off to you. God said for
me to give you the answer
to one of the questions you asked Him about.
Where was He when I
needed him?
God said, "The same place He was when Jesus was on
the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His
children."
Oh, by the way Mom, nobody else can see what is
written on this paper but you. To everyone else, it looks like a
blank piece of paper. I have to give God His pen back now, he has
some more names to write in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to
sit at the table with Jesus for Supper. I'm sure the food will be
great. I almost forgot to let you know..........
Now I don't
hurt anymore, the cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't
stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me suffer
the pain
either, so He sent The Angel of Mercy to get me. The
Angel said I was Special Delivery!
Signed with love from:
God & Jesus & Me.