
4/2/2002 |
My Trip in Europe and Chinese New Year I am too Lazy to update my homepage, even my diary . Already a whole month, and within this month there is such a great change in my life . I cant understand why i have such a great change in the way that i think and the way I look at all the people around me. But I know this change will make me become more mature. When you see more then you can get more !!! I believe in this so much !!! During the trip to Europe, I have tried many food and Red Wine. Once, we waited for the train to Milano, we drank Red wine beside the track. Once, we went into a LV shop, and the sale already noticed me. Dated by a turkish guy when I bought Gucci. Everybody in the street seems never touched with Chinese. A beautiful hat, I bought in Austria. I missed all my frds when I was there =) ......Europe, a place that is full of funny things. Chinese New Year Chinese New Year came and I had visit one or two of my relatives. They asked me about my future, honestly, I dont have any ideas til now !!!!! What should I do and what I am going to do !! Nothing in my mind ............ New Year wishes : all the wishes from me come true =) |
23/24-11-2002 |
Thx My Mate Went to camping with my mate =) happy and thx
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21-11-2002 |
Chocolate Buffet Crystal had organized a Chocolate buffet for me in Hyatt Hotel ... YUMMY =) Tonight, I , Crystal , Josephine, Venus and Ada stayed with me. And I felt so happy tonight .. I received a lot of Thomas !!! Thomas Thomas Thomas ... My room is full of Thmoas...... Really thx a lot ........ I value my time when i stay with all my frds !!!!
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18-11-2002 |
Crazy Kids I walked around with Joey tonight. I have bought a very cutie crown !!!! $10 only , super cool after I wear that. We went to Ginza shopping mall in Causeway Bay, and something very strange happened. We hang out in all the shops and suddenly I heard some guys were calling my name along the corridor. I looked at them but I am sure I dont know them. I felt a bit strange that there was a group of kids calling my name. I and Joey ignored them and went away . Young kids are interested in old women =) ........
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16-11-2002 |
Dine with Chan Yu I slept until 3:30 am with Katie today . Planned wont go out , but finally cant stand with the bored air . So dated Chan Yu to have dinner together !!! Thx for Chan Yu to treat me delicious dinner and the funny finger ring !!! Backed to hall , Siu pak asked me to go to eat with Alex , Andy , Riz and Kelvin ..... Hahhahah .. I finally joined her .......All after , we play icq again ...... Icq =) I never feel bored towards it =) heheheh
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15-11-2002 |
Wine party Happy Friday !!!! So I planned to organize something very funny to do . Finally I went to Mid-west with Hong and Wyman .... I met Benny over there again ... His hair is so so cool .. I really love his hair !!!!! After that , I planned to hold a Wine Party tonight . I and Hong spent money to buy Wine ( Whisky and Vodka ) and ice ...... Wine party started at 2:00 am !!! hahahaah I finally got drunk and told many scrects out .... hahahaah Sorry Anyway , I , Hong , Siu pak , Fat Un , Wyman , Katie , Johnny , Jason and Die Din had a good time together . And I feel very happy finally .
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14-11-2002 |
Lonely Finished all my test and presentations in this week . I felt so cool . However , I felt so lonely today . After I work , I back to hall alone . No people in hall again ...... very lonely !!!! My feeling is so strange today again !!!
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13-11-2002 |
Study hard with Hedwis and the Angry Inch I became a good student again . I studied for my Service Marketing test whole night with Johnny . But I had gone to watch a movie tonight ---> 妖型樂與怒........ heheheh I really love this movie =) However, I finally cant get rid of the icq ....I played it at the same time that I was studying hahahahah Johnny really works so hard in studying .... hahahhaa Johnny .......
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12-11-2002 |
Jovan Bday Jovan is a funny guy . Today is his birthday , he organised a birthday party himself . And he invited many people to join . I finally went there with Joey , Hong , Katie and Wyman . But it was really a boring party !!! Damn ...... Hong had bought a new glasses again .. but it's really look cool wor =) hehehehe
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11-11-2002 |
Very tired Oooooo I slept everywhere today again ..... Back to work tonight again........ Back to home for dinner again ........ Back to hall to sleep again ............. Tonight I sleep at 3:30 am .... the most earliest !!!!!
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10-11-2002 |
Stay in hall alone Today got up , I decided to stay in hall again ............ From day to night .. I stayed in hall alone . Listened to all my cds and mp3s already !!!.. Finally, I feel abit boring , so i started to phone to people to play with them . Most of the people that on my phone list should received my call today . If u didnt receive my call , hahahahah , that's ur luck today !!!!!! =) But finally, I need to rush my project til 6:00am ... thx Katie , Wyman and Johnny accompanied me to finish my assignment........
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9-11-2002 |
Bandshow in City Tonight , bandshow in City !!! Before the show , Siu Pak brought Alex to visit our hall . Hong Came and found me too . We watched the Ebola Disease , it is so so so so cool .................. We went to City and " Walk-In " to the show again =) hohohoo . Save money !!!!!! I was disappointed by the performance of Jun .........He seems didnt do any perparations before the show . After the show , we went to have hotpot in tst east !!!! What a funny hotpot dinner .... Ming Ming is really a funny guy . He became the key person in the dinner ... hohoohoh... really funny to die ~~~~~~~~~ =)
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8-11-2002 |
Old ghost gathering Hong held an Old ghost gathering today . After we watched the performance of Muso's new joint !!! We went to eat Korean BBQ and play game in game centre . I feel so happy in everytime's gathering !!! yeah !!!!!
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7-11-2002 |
Towngas I have waited for towngas over a month , finally i did it. Earn some money for my daily spending !!! Although it is not enough for me . After finished the work , I went back to home to have a dinner !!! It was delicious , cos mum cooked crabs for me hohoohohoh =) I ate alot this time =) .........I backed to hall at last . Honestly , after I moved to hall , I didnt back to home to sleep for a long time .......
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6-11-2002 |
Angry Joey Tonight , I , KK(gal) and Joey went to see Ping Pong =) ....but Joey lose temper !!! Angry Joey !!!!It scraed KK ........ ha Sorry about that !!!! aiiiiii~~~ Step shit again =(............
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5-11-2002 |
Hang out with Joey After school , I dont want to back to hall again , so i hang out with Joey in Mong Kok . Siu Yan finally joined us . We had fun together and finally we bought the film tickets with KK(gal) in Causeway Bay Times Square UA =) so happy tonight . I watched V6's vcd with Joey until 4:30am and slept after that =) happy ....
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4-11-2002 |
Visit My Mum Finally I went to visit my mum today , she forced me to eat 2 oranges within 5 mins ... She is a bit crazy !!! After visit my mum , I joined Siu Pak and Fat Un to buy some stuff .... then we backed to hall together and play til mid-night again !!!!!
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3-11-2002 |
Alone in Hall I stayed in hall alone for about 12 hrs . In between , I washed all my dirty clothes and did my Contemporary China bullshit homework . I felt so hungry at night ...........but lazy to cook .... and I had waited my McDonald's take away for 5 hrs !!!! Feel so great to stay alone in hall !!!!!!
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2-11-2002 |
Shopping with Hong Winter is coming , the first mission for me of cos is to collect some nice clothes !!! This time I went to shop with Hong again .......... Gucci , Hysteric Glamour , Zucca ............ all my flavourite brands are in my hand now !! So happy.... But , however, when i backed home tonight . I argued with my mum and dad . I didnt talk much and leave home in my highest speed !!!!
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1-11-2002 |
Losing Temper Day Today is the beginning of the November !!! But I had lose my temper for twice today !!!! I did promise myself to control my temper , but I failed again =( Sorry to Hong and Edna that I lose my temper on you guys ! Really sorry ~____~ Also , Today I really cant stand with my fucking Nokia 8210 moblie . So , I traded in and got my new 6510 Nokia..... haha I love it so much =) Ha .. and til now , many people stayed in my room and dont wanna sleep now =) hahahahhahah
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31-10-2002 |
Halloween Day Ha hhahaha ... I felt super happy today , cos I dated with Joey , Hong , Chung , Jamie , Kin , Kenny to have dinner together . They r really funny in talking about some jokes =) ....... Kin and Jamie seem very professional in mixing wine !! They taught me which kind of wines are the best and which kind are shit !!! Finally , we picked some Whisky and Beer backed to bandroom . We mixed the wine and tried together !! I have a long time didnt stay with them to drink , to smoke and to have fun =) ........... Muso really should be like that !!!!!!
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30-10-2002 |
Movie Again Today , I went to watch movie again .... I feel so happy not becos of the movie , but the rain !!!! 8 Femmes is a funny film , however , I m not concentrate in it so much actually ................
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29-10-2002 |
Movie Today , nothing really specialhappened. However , Hong Invited me to watch movie wiht him and Suki =) ............ He loves me , he loves me not ................. Think about love , girls always willbe crazy !!!!
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28-10-2002 |
Enjoy Today is my second day to live in hall . I so enjoy the feeling to live in here !!!! I face a wonderful scenery and my frds are always around me !!! I m so lucky =)
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27-10-2002 |
Thank You Today is the day that we moved in !!! Thank you to Hong , Alvin and Siu Lung !!!!! Hong helped me to pack things and make my pc . Siu Lung drove me to Hall and Alvin helped for cleaning up =) So happy I have so many guys to work for me =) happy =) =) =) ........ Thank you for your Thomas Schedule !!!! Hong =) I and Hong went to City Super to buy some wine in order to celebrate the new move in . I have bought a Red Wind , and Hong bought a Coffee Wine =) so happy !!!! The funny thing is I gave one cup of Coffee wine to KK to try . And he said it is fucking shit =) hahahah funny =)
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26-10-2002 |
Big Spenderssssss..... Me , Siu Pak , Joey , Johnny , Iris and Katie went to Ikea to buy some stuff for our move in to the Hall =) . so happy that I can choose which style I can have in my room =) ......... So tired to run here and there , to match all the stuff . And I discovered that live alone really need to spend alot . We just like some big spendersssssssss.....Buy a lot of things without thinking .
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25-10-2002 |
A Bad Luck Day Today I feel so bad .....My heart cant stop to jump here and there since I backed to school at 12:30 . Firstly , I received my International marketing's test result . I wanna cry for it , cos I scored the lowest mark in the class . And I got a F this time ....... I really feel so sad .........................I know I should do revision b4 go to have a test . However , Devil Lazy played with me these days .............. Secondly , my moblie cant received calls and dialed out again !!!!! Ai~~~ how can my frds find me wor ? eeeeeeeeeee~~ Thirdly , I went to a bandshow .... A cool show actually . But i met someone makes my heart Bi Bi Bon Bon , I cant calmed down and just repeated to think of it ...... Really feel sad ............ Fei is sad !!!!!!!
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24-10-2002 |
Crazy Shopping in Duty Free I have dated In and 4 eyes gal to eat McDonald's Breakfast . We have out discussion there , and then back to poly to attend those stupid lectures. Hong phoned me during the lecture and tempted me to go shopping in Duty free . I cant stand for the stupid lesson so I ran it finally. Wow......... I m a big spender today . Spent for CK Underwear , Anna Sui + YSL cosmetics , Lego , Polo etc etc ............. all of them is just need a signature of mine actually =) hahahhaha
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23-10-2002 |
Didnt attend Lesson Today I woke up and outside was raining . Rainy day not a study day . So i didnt back to Poly to attend my lesson . At night I went back to Poly to do homework and decide to sleep in my hall overnight with Siu pak and Joey. Becos of my excellent acting skill, I and Siu pak can get the room key without paying the hall's fee =) hahahahahha....... so happy =) We watched vcds again ..... Damn those vcds always remind the feeling of love in my mind . PS. Hong dyed his hair and I called him as " Golden Hair Lion Hong " tonight ......... hahahahha
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22-10-2002 |
Do my Freelance Work I am busy with my school work recently, however, I still receive some freelance work and do it at home. I need to finish my freelance project b4 the end of this month. But I just started to work with it tonight. I always need to make choice between study and money...............ai~~~~HK Univeristy studnets' life ...
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21-10-2002 |
Wanna try to Stay a Night in Peninsular I off shcool today , and I've got nothng to do. Sitting at a place that can see Peninsular Hotel . Suddenly wanna stay a night over there ........ I am crazy again .
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20-10-2002 |
Run my Japs lesson I backed home at noon and finished my rest of the work and slept for 3 hours after that . My dad didnt wake me up to have dinner .......... anyway I planned to lose weight from now on . Ha ........ I didnt keep my promise with my doctor again . It's too late that I cant attend my japs lesson again . I wont give it up , hahahah I will revise it when I have time . I promised.
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19-10-2002 |
Shopping with Hong I got up in the afternoon today , and I started to do my freelance work immediately . Hong dated me to go shopping at around 5:00pm . We really cant stop ourselves , every month spend money on new stuff . And this time , I have bought a new pair of Vans =) ........ but I really love it =) hehehehhehe ......... We went to find Siu pak in FF again , we ate KFC as our dinner and I didnt back home at last . Stay at outside make me feel better .
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18-10-2002 |
Day off Myself I cant stand for the busy school day again , so I dayoff myself today . I waited Old car to visit my home . We watched vcd , it's funny to die . At night , I had dinner with Old car , Jone and a cute girl classmate in Temple Street . I dont know why , but i just feel so funny today . Sorry to Hong that I didnt wait u for dinner .
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17-10-2002 |
A Small World I backed to work after the exhuasting school day . I and Crystal were assigned to work for the project of the School of Design of Poly . I checked the contact lists , some of the past students who I need to contact are my friends . Crazy ...... the world is really small . You cant believe it !!!!!! This make relations more complicated ........
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16-10-2002 |
Study in Hall With Edna I went to the hall , study Internation Marketing and Hong Kong-China business with Edna , Gigi and George . Joey and Siu pak did come and wash their clothes , Nelson nearly lent all his cds to Edna . I felt a great pressure even I didnt take these tests seriously . I cant eat well , but still feel so fat . Crazy !!!!!!!!!!
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15-10-2002 |
Cancel the presentation We really cant do well in today's presentation , some points didnt cover and those students seem feel so bored with it . Luckily , Natalie and Annie asked BitchIris to cancel the presentaion on firday . This cause us can breath some fresh air after the tests . Old car : u should learn how to cook from now on .. haha
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14-10-2002 |
SMS Call I was woken up by Sms calls again , but I feel happy with it . I stayed at home whole day to do my assignment . There are 2 presenataions and 2 tests coming in this week . I feel a great pressure now .
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13-10-2002 |
Stay in Siu pak's home I went to have tea with Ada , Venus , Sammy and Crystal in Pizza Hat at around 3:45pm . Today , I received so many SMS message from Old car .. crazy !!!! Sometimes , I feel I am being played by life . When I see sth or someone which is not belonged to me anymore , I will be missing it and wanna get it back . But , of cos , it is impossible . Finally I didnt go to study Japanese again , I dont want to leave Joey and Siu pak . So we finially backed to bandroom and took the VCD player to Siu Pak's home to see VCDs . We stayed and Slept there . I think what we need is -------> the feeling of fall in love ....=(
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12-10-2002 |
Lose Temper during dinner I cant control myself today . When I went to meet my frds , I was alone in MTR . I saw a lot of couples , but actually I wanna bet them . Fire was in my heart and burnt me out . I am so sorry to lose my temper when having dinner . I realised that I cant control myself recently . I hope I can improve this situation . After the dinner , I went to drink again . My life seems so shit now . Everyday , drink and think , and drink and think . ( 5 smiles is the max ) |
11-10-2002 |
The Worst mood in the month Dont wanna wrtie today la ~~~ Sorry !! ( 5 smiles is the max ) |
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10-10-2002 |
Nothing special I ran back to home after school , I was alone all the time .
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9-10-2002 |
Didnt Back to Home Again Recently , I dont wanna back to home . I feel so lonely when I stay at home . Really feel lonely, and this loneliness nearly drive me crazy !!!! So I slept in Hall tonight and drink with some frds .
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8/10/2002 |
Shop with Joey I backed home and slept til 11:00 am , I ran all the lessons and went out to shop with Joey . The feeling is cool for shopping today . No people in all the shops , we can walk freely . Agnes B is the brand that I recommend in this winter . I dont know why , I want to choose sth for the one who I like . But I dont know when will this person appear in front of me .
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7/10/2002 |
Back to Work I feel hard to support my big spending , lucky Cat call me to work for her =) ...... but I worked alone tonight , I dont really like to be alone .. So I joined Joey and Siu pak , finally I didnt back to home . I stayed in the Hall and watched VCDs with Joey and talked with Nelson . And Slept on the floor until the next morning back home alone again .
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5/6-10-2002 |
Muso O'camp 2002 This maybe the last O'camp that i would join , cos I will finish my univeristy life soon . I felt so happy when playing Number balls with my Muso Ex-Jointmates : Hong , Chung , Wong C fool , Jamie , Rick , Rex , Kin .......... long time didnt play with each other ................. Back to the camp site , many memories came out . I remembered clearly that when I was a freshman , I was attracted by Muso , and now I am already is an Old ghost ..... Time goes so fast !!! =( The feeling is great when we took ferry back to the pier. We sat together and wind is just passby our shoulders , blow into my heart and soul =)
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4-10-2002 |
Back Poly with Hong at 4:00am I backed home at 2:30am , and packed some clothes and took taxi to meet ar Hong in Lai King . We just like 2 lovers and running out from home to have our new live =) hahaah .. The feeling must be the same , as i think . Me , Hong and Joey made the camp tee for those freshmen , I feel so cool again , as I can stay with my frds overnight again .......Thx my frds ....
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3-10-2002 |
Sad 4/10 is Venus's Birthday , but I am not qualified to be invite to her birthday gathering . I just feel that all my frds around me are trying to isolate me . All my so called Univeristy classmates , Muso Old ghosts and even the secondary school classmates . So grey and cant stop to cry , cry all my tears out , drop to the ground and turn back to sky . ( 5 smiles is the max ) |
2-10-2002 |
O'night 2002 I got up early and back to home immediately . Slept until 12:30pm , I decided to run the class . Unfortunately , our group forget to prepare for the presentation . As i didnt back to school , so they just lied to the tutor that all the things were in my hand , and I didnt feel well today so wont back to school and cant have a presentation on time . This year old night is so lucky , cos of the help of Nick !!! His 24 tracks panel is so great =) hahaha .. Tonight's best choice " Big Head Budda " , Thx for Elsie to come to support the show . And I start to hate Lam Kei so much now ........
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1-10-2002 |
Sleep in Common Room I went to see firework with Elsie and her bf again . This time , the pattern is so geart but the music they used didnt match with the firework . It was a waste again . Then I back to Poly , help Muso to prepare for the O'night . Actually , I didnt help them , I just go and talk with Joey all the night . And we slept in the common room , the feeling is so great . I love to stay with my frds always =) .... hehe
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30-9-2002 |
Keep on Moody Today really nothing can be dropped down . Just can tell , I feel so moody again :(
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29-9-2002 |
Moody Nothing really happened , but I am moody today . I feel so lonely , maybe becos of the thing that Old Car sent me . All the air around me is so boring ........I want to have dating so much suddenly ....
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28-9-2002 |
Dinner with Mun and Dad I have spent too much yesterday , so I stayed at home and pretended to be a good girl . I have a long time didnt hang out with mum and dad . I brought them to dine in ShaDad King =) ... They love it so much ....... Really feel so happy tonight . And I realized that Mum and Dad are getting old now, the scars on their face shows how hard they worked to earn a living and grow me up ......... My dad seems care me so much after the dinner =) .............. haha haha . Thank you ....
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26-9-2002 |
Borrowed Books in Library I got up at 8:00am today , bandroom was my bedroom . I didnt bath and attend the lesson very on time . After that , I've got nothing to do , therefore , I went to the Library to play Icq and found some references . I finally borroewed books in library . This is my first time to do so . I have studied in Poly over 2 years , this was my very first time to borrow books . I really work hard now =) cool . Today actually I felt my bone is so painful , always have this feeling after a great drink .
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25-9-2002 |
Celebrate in the Hotel Irene's boyfriend -- Gavin had dated me and Karen to celebrate Irene's birthday in the hotel secretly . I and Karen already fall asleep when waiting 2 more friends ---- Eddie and Ah Keung . We hide in the hotel room , when Irene came up , we jumped out and gave her a surprise . I want a guy treat me like that too . Irene is so lucky !!!!!! I taught them to play all the games that I know , I drank a lot of Red Wine and I started to fall in love with it =) ..... After that I of cos back to bandroom to sleep as I wanna attend the lesson at 8:30 am in the next day morning . Eddie and Ah Keung are funny guys =) , it seems Irene was so happy to play with us too .
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24-9-2002 |
A New Hat OOooooo Today I went to that Peer Tutor Fair , and I have make a mistake . I can only lead 3 groups in total but here is 4 groups in my hand now . So I need to fly a plane to one of them . Sorry to my fans =) ... I went to shop with Edna after school , and I finally got a new hat again !! This is my fifth hats already . I helped Yellow zone to find the place for celebrate after I did my shopping . And I have dinner with Rex , Connie , Alvin , Helen and Hong =) ....... really feel so happy to dinner with them =) hohoohohoh I was embarrassed when others mentioned they saw me in milk or wherever .........Cos I was really so ugly in that page =(.............
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23-9-2002 |
Dinner In Yellow Restaurant My Chinese presentation seems so successful this time . All of the classmates enjoyed it so much =) After school , I waited Muso New joint to have dinner together !!!! This dinner was for Fat Un , cos 24/9 is his birthday !!!! He made a simple wish : "hope can shit normally" !!! Hhahahaha , Cheap lay .
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22-9-2002 |
Good Job Danso We finished the Danso O camp , and we went to New Canteen to have lunch together . At the end of the lunch , Kin had said something very touched . And most of the Danso people cried . They really did a good job . Keep on , Danso !!! And i hope Muso O camp wil be successful too !!!
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21-9-2002 |
Mid-Autume Festival It's raining in the Mid-Autume festival . I feel so good with it . My mum and dad always left me alone . They went to Tuen mum to play with my relatives . Bored to die la !!!! I waited until 9:00pm , then went to Shatin to meet Hong and Jovan . We went to Danso O camp together . Really feel so happy to play in the camp , as all of the Danso people welcome us so much . It seems so many people always looking us around =) ...... I love water wars , so enjoy to play it :) hehehheh
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20-9-2002 |
Finished O Week Today is the last day of the Muso O week . Those students are so stupid , they will just join everythings when the deadline is going to due . Low b !!!!! After school , I had dinner with Hong and walked around . Then back home to take a rest , in order to have the highest power to play in the Danso O camp !!
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19-9-2002 |
Just One Look I actually wanna back home to do homework . But Siu Pak asked me to see a movie with her after the general meeting of MUSO . So I stayed in bandroom until 9:30 pm . Joey finially cant stand with her lonesome , and backed home herself . But I , Siu pak , Fat Un and Coby still went to see movie . HAhahaha=) Just One Look is really a nice movie anyway =)
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18-9-2002 |
A Snake in Hall Today , I helped muso to sit counter . Seems no students are interested to join muso . Ai~~~~ after finished all the stuff in school , I and Siu pak went to TST to have a walk . I finially bought a new blue ring . So cool . It really suits me . After that , we had a dinner with Fat Un and Coby . Then I went to the school hall as a Snake la ...... Really thx to Lion to let me sleep in the hall . And I will be there on every Wednesday night from now on . Hahahah =)
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17-9-2002 |
Back to Home Nothing special happened , just wanna back home again .
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16-9-2002 |
Mp3 DC Heavy rain didnt stop throught out today . I went to Shantin to pick up the mooncake back to home after school . I want to run back to home immediately , as most of my friends are really busy with their own business. It's wonderful tonight , cos I had a happy chat in Icq and I knew how to transfer the Mp3 files into my DC now =) ....... hohohoo so happy . I really love you Jone !!!!! haha =) .... happy =)
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15-9-2002 |
Goodbye Vicky I and Joey went to have the last dinner with Vicky and her family . Then we went to the airport at around 9:00 pm . I really didnt feel any sadness or the feeling of missing her tonight . However, I and Joey played so happily in the airport . We helped a South East Asia guy to find scissors and we had a very funny conversation with him too . He seems love to talk with us so much =) Funny =) Today I have bought a CD of Mum ---- <Finally we are no one > . And I am listening now , it's full of the smell Of England . I really wanna fly to England right here right now. To taste the smell of it .........
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14-9-2002 |
Dine with Joey's relatives Today, I've got nothing to do . I just went to Kornhill to dine with Joey's relatives and Siu Pak finally came and joined in too . On the way back to home , I met Hong in Mong Kok MTR station . Hong is really a good guy , outside was having a heavy downpour . He gave his umberlla to me . So I didnt get wet when I back to home . Thanks so much -----Hong !!!!!!
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13-9-2002 |
Farewell Party I am so sorry to Ah Man , my heart is sour when I heard of that bad news . But you should stay strong and cheer up =) . There were 17 people appeared in today's farewell party , and they were : Vicky, Joey , Hong , Rex, Chung , Taz , Kenny , Jamie , Fat pong , Wyman , Johnny , Sub , Fat Un , Cobby , Siu pak , Iris and me . Already feel so happy to see all of you are here to farewell to Vicky . And I near forget to say Happy Birthday to Iris =) ......
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12-9-2002 |
Shaw Building is not belonged to Me Tonight , the new joint of Muso had a show in the school hall. They were not very familiar to work with the panel cos they seem so panic about it . Luckily , Rex was there to help them =) But it's a good show anyway , they all can enjoy in the show . Jovan suddenly said : It seems muso is not belonged to him anymore . I felt surprise to hear Jovan said such kind of thing . He made me really feel that old ghosts are old ghosts . Shaw building and Muso are not belonged to me now =(...............
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11-9-2002 |
911 Today is 911 , there was something very serious happened in the New York City last year . Today I was touched by the 911 TV program , and there is so many URL calling us to light a candle for those people who died in this terror accident . Enya's song ----- Only Time : Who can say where the road goes, And who can say if your love grows, Take your time to tell all your family and lover that ' You Love Him ' . Becos life is unexpected . Someone mentioned in the program : I feel regret that I didnt tell you I love U so much . I am willing to use all my things to make the time back to that morning and tell you " I love u " . However , you are always in my mind , and that mean you will stay with me forever . So touching .... ..... ....... ....... ....... ........ It's raining outside , heart is calm , brain is calm........ ( 5 smiles is the max ) |
10-9-2002 |
Not in Mood Today I totally not in mood . I just attended 30 mins of the lecture . Then I went to library to search for the references for the study with Edna . I cant back to work cos I was totally not in mood . So sorry to Cat , cos I made her scared . Thx for Vicky to talk with me til 3:30 am last night . And Happy Birthday to Joey =) ...........
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9-9-2002 |
My Heart is very Pain now Today my chinese lesson was very funny again , but I think my happy thing came too early today . Sad thing just came in front of me rite now , and I need to face it alone . I dont wanna make someone hate me or even run away from me . Sometimes , when you know that someone really dont wanna with u and escape from u . U still need to face it , becos it is the truth . I took it so serious this time , but I fail at last . Nothing can really make me feel shit , but loves do . I wont let myself to annoy u , so sorry about that . ( 5 smiles is the max )
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8-9-2002 |
Do My Homework I got up in the afternoon and did nothing special . And then I went out with Chan Yu . She had bought a new DC ----- Fuji F401 , it's cool ....... She didnt stop to tell her boss want to know me and have dinner together . I dont know how to reply ........ haha =) Tonight I went to have my Japanese lesson alone , feel so strange about it . I rushed back to home immediately and sat down to do my homework . It's crazy , the first task of my homework is just required me to check all the meaning by using the chinese dictionary . Tonight I have picked Massive Attack again , their music is now bringing me to their mind .... Besides , actaully I dont know what should I do now . Ha ..... but I feel that there is something 'Big Wok' happened .
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7-9-2002 |
Gimme More I waited for him until 4:00am in the morning , but he didnt online , I cant stand for my sleepy eyes , so I went to sleep ..... =( Got up at around 12:00 , I cleaned up all my things again . After that , I dated my sister to go to read books and drink coffee . I have bought a book titled as Gimme More , It sounds interesting . Then I went to buy a pair of black school shoes with her . I asked that shopkeeper : Can i wear it to kick ball ? and he replied : sure it can . -______-" crazy .........blow cow !!!! I want you to online tonight ... Can u ?
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6-9-2002 |
Fashion Show I played Icq with a guy until 5:00 am sth . I really feel so happy with that , may be this is only my feeling . I didnt want to stop until I really cant stand for it . I went to see Kitterick's fashion show with Fat Un and Wyman tonight . I like all the hats and pants , but the show was a bit boring actually . And you I was surprisingly to sit with Fat Circle , as he was alone to see his gf to be the model on the stage . Waiting for the show to start , we talked so much things . And I discovered that Sanskrit was called as Demo some years before . And I really remember it , I remembered they play "NO woman No cry " in the radio . It's so funny .......... hahahah I am now waiting for that guy to play with me again . I am sleepy , but I want to wait for him .
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5-9-2002 |
Can Siu Pak Fight Die 5 Lions ? Today , I went to the school hall to visit all my frd's rooms . Actually the feeling to live together seems so cool . However , there are a lot of regulations that need to be followed . Backed home with Sissy , I heard that she had met a very big problem . But I think she can handle it . Becos in my mind , Sissy is a very strong woman , but sometimes , she is too strong and I feel she is abit horrible .... haha =) .... I think she can fight die 5 lions within a breath .... Add oil Sissy , and I will pay you back your 15 dollars .... Thank you .
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4-9-2002 |
Funny Chinese Tutor I finally changed my subject group and studied Chinese with Edna in the same class . I really like the new chinese tutor so much . He is a funny guy , he taught us how to use chinese dictionary in 2 hrs . He taught us every original word's should be pronounced in a right way ... really killing me ..... He really made me laugh to lie in the lesson . However , I want to say thank you to him . Becos he let us use 200-300 words to introduce ourselves in a passage . I had an opportunity to write out my thinking in black and write format ..... I love you .
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3-9-2002 |
A Boring Diary ? There is nothing special today . But when I backed home with Hong , he said that my diary becomes a bit boring already . Actually , I feel so , it may because my life is a bit boring these days . It was raining suddenly in the afternoon , I and Hong were waiting outside a shop . Standing at there , my feeling came again . Hong discovered there was someone didnt put their clothes back to home , ha ..all of them got wet . And at the same time , I was enjoying the time that I was with Hong . Just like waiting something , something that u want cant be expected with a friend .
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2-9-2002 |
Assholes !!!! My final year school life started today . Backed to school , the feeling is the same as last year . Many stupid boys and girls were fooling around in the podium . I felt so sad about those so called "marketing students" . They are so stupid , as they isolated someone they dont like . But I cant control them , they have their right to do so . I didnt expect these assholes will care about me . And I wanna show them , I am not a loser , I can achieve what they cant . Open ur eyes and see ..... Assholes ........
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1-9-2002 |
Happy Lesson Tonight I went to have my fifth Japanese Lesson . This time I learnt a lot of new things . I feel so happy with it ....I started to learn how to make a simple sentences . It"s really killing me actually . Tomolo will be the new start of school , my final year is going to start . Hope I can enjoy my last year of my study life in Poly .............. God bless.
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31-8-2002 |
A Zucca Jacket Today is my shopping day , I went out with Elsie to Tsim Sha Tsui , and backed home at around 10:00 pm . I cant stop myself to buy a Zucca Jacket , although there is no tag to show it's from Zucca , but I really love the cutting and the colour of it =) ....... Yeah I m the queen of Zucca . Zucca released a brand new watch again ........ actually i like it alot ........... Pls pay attention to it ... hahahah
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30-8-2002 |
A Father with 25 children Today is the last day to work , I worked so hard to earn as much as I can within a few limited hours . I planned to have a movie with Crystal and Chan Yu again . Hahahaha .......... a movie from a China director ( Wong Wang ) was chosen to be the movie of tonight . It's really a great film , beautiful sence , funny and touching content . Turn to the basic , using direct method to influence audiences . A father with 25 children ; Kisses with 25 handsome hahahhahahahahah =)
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29-8-2002 |
Work again I got up at 8:30am in the morning , and felt my bones are so pain ......... damn it ....... I worked in a very relax mood .......... haha... but the one who sat next to me ( Crystal ) , seems crazy . She didnt stop to pick up the phone . I backed home after work and slept for awhile ..... and I felt hot to die now .......... I hate this hot weather ........
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28-8-2002 |
Hot Pot with freshmen Today I called a dayoff again for 2 reasons : 1) I am too lazy 2) Have hot pot at night with those freshmen and helpers . I drank a lot with them during the time of having hot pot already , but after that we went to Karaoke . Once again , I sang my favourite song with Fat Un and Hong .......... hahahah so happy ..... and we drank til late again . When I took minibus back to home , I heard a song , a very meaningfuk song . The content is about a person , he find himself in a song , and he wanna make a song beloings to him ......... haha so meaningful . But I dont know who sang this song cos it's seems long long time ago .
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27-8-2002 |
Eat a lot Today I arrived office at 11:00am with Crystal , but was blamed by Cat again ....... ai ~~ so poor . We are so poor recently therefore we tried to stop ourselves to eat some expensive meals . Hahhaha but you know , we finally felt full to die . Cos when we finished our work , we went to eat some rubbish and drink ice cream coke ....... really eat alot ........ low b .
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26-8-2002 |
Dinner with Chan Yu Today I and Crystal backed to office late again , we were both blamed by Cat .... ai~~~~ we cant be late tomolo , however , we will die soon . Chan yu found a job at last , and we all feel so happy , therefore went to have dinner with her ...... time pass so fast and I am here to write my 5 days diary now ......................
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25-8-2002 |
Sound and Vision Festival I and Joey went to Cool Expo and Sound and Vision Festival ...... heheh I met all the guys that I wanna know in it .... hehe hehe hehe After I went back to Poly to play with them again .... I was so happy cos some of the freshmen asked me to sign my name on the group flag too ......... I was really happy to hear that , thx so much =)
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24-8-2002 |
The Second Day in Big O I woke up at 12:00 today , and found them to play again ......... we took pics nonstoply .... yeah I love taking photos ....... yeah yeah ...... After that , I joined them to play Soci game ..... Hot to die cos we played in the playground and ran here and there ........... burning my fat ..... hahaha I crazily to force Crystal to dance with me at night when having the mass dance section . Once again ... hot to die and burning fat ...........=) I backed home after that , cos I wanna go to see show in the coming next day .
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23-8-2002 |
The First Day in Big O Today was the first day of Big O . I feel so happy cos I can play so crazy with those freshmen and wont be blamed by the captains ... hahahaha.. Last year , I cant speak foul in the camp , I think all u guys now can understand it was really a hard job to control urself and dont speak foul ......... hohohoho.......... Muso performced so well on the stage , and suddenly my brain appeared the situation of last year . I remembered that I and Joey sang Made In Poly on the stage . And at that time , all muso guys are in the same heart and support each other . At night , I and Fat pong went to each group and played room games with them . I played demo with Fat pong , but u know Fat pong is over 150 lbs , really nearly killed me by his weight . Anyway , I enjoyed to play with those freshmen , cos I dont know them , and I can play them with any consideration ...... yeah ................. Happy =)
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22-8-2002 |
Talk To Her Today I cant get up on time , I was late to work again , I arrived office at 3:00 pm and started to work immediately . I earned $300 within 2.5 hrs crazy ............... I guess other jobs cant make this high per hour salary for me . I went to watch movie with Crystal at night . 'Talk To Her ' was expected so high by Crystal . But actually I know what should be like in the movie . I like the feeling of the movie but not the content .
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21-8-2002 |
Dinner with Joey's Mum After finished my work today , I went to have a walk with Joey and Joey's mum . I like Joey's Mum so much as she seems like to talk with those young boys and girls so much . I have bought some transparent pins for my nose pierced , I think my mum wont discover it and I can still keep my nose pierced in the same time . Hahaha........I am so clever . I backed to Poly with Joey and helped Yellow Zone to work for the O camp til late again ........ so tired ....
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20-8-2002 |
Discovered the hole finally Today nothing special happened actually , but my mum and dad finally see my nose pierced . They of cos forced me to pick it off . The only method for me is to keep quite . And talk with my mum later ......... hope she will understand what I wanna do ............ but I think ........ It is IMPOSSIBLE . Ohhhhh god ...... i really dont wanna pick it off ....................
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19-8-2002 |
Keipo and GiKin Today is the first time to meet all the yellow zone freshmen , playing with them , I really feel so tired . I feel I am really getting older and older already . I was a bit angry towards the new joint , but I know I shouldnt like that , cos I know all the things are in their hands now already . But I just miss the dates of us , everytime we must put all the equipments in a proper way after we finished every show . So I just cant stand this time , and I decided to pick alll the equipments before I back home . During this time , Keipo and Gikin were in bandroom to discuss about the script of Vshow . We had a fun time together , we talked about all the things that were happened in the secondary school . Eg. uniform , "sand dargon" photo , extra activity ............ cant stop to laugh until 3:00 am I really enjoy the time of discussing with them , cos there is only having fun in their mind . You can never imagine how can these 2 guys to make gets and create the whole environment on the stage . Yeah .................. thx so much ......... Keipo and Gikin .
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18-8-2002 |
Rainy Day Yeah ............ today feel cool because of the rain ...... yeah
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17-8-2002 |
Helpers Pre-camp Today I was in fire but I calmed myself down and everythings were fine finally . I went to Motclub 903's show with Elsie and we joined Vicky , Joey and Siu pak over there . The show was great but I cant met anyone is cool over there .... hahaha ...disappointed !!!!! After the show , I backed to Poly to join the pre-camp of the yellow zone . We played games and shared ghost stories together until morning . But really killing people , cos all the things were repeated and repeated again ....... boring boring .....
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16-8-2002 |
Colour Wolf After I finished the private meeting of Yellow Zone , I backed home at 5:00 am in the morning . I get off of the Minibus as usual . But this time something very strange was happened . There was a man also get off of the minibus with me , then he walked beside me and looked at me . I kept on walking but in a faster speed . There was no people in the street , and I felt a little scare with it . When I crossed the road , this stranger and I had the following thing happened : Colour Wolf : Hello , Miss miss , Hello Fei : Stared at him and kept on walking Colour Wolf : Miss , Please stop , Can we have a talk ??? Miss Miss Fei : Felt very very scare and phoned to Joey asking for help ................. ha .. but Joey asked me to phoned to Hong as she was on phone with others -_____-"..... Luckily , this Colour Wolf didnt follow me , if yes , I must die ...... hahahahhahah
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15-8-2002 |
Grass Hat Today I worked for 13 hrs and it's really killing me . I slept everywhere today , look like a pig , but sure I am a cutie pig .... hohoho I went to Jusco's $10 shop with Crystal , Chan Yu and Lo . There is so cool , I bought a funny grass hat , and it only costed $10 . I am thinking when can i use it , cos I am sure u guys must laugh at me when I using it . Anyway , if I can make all of you feel happy , I dont mind to do so either . Yeah ...... It's time to put ur grass hat on .. come on come on ........ ( pls rap it in Hip Hop tone ) yeah yeah yeah check it out =) ...........
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14-8-2002 |
SummerSonic I went to visit Fat Un and Vicky at around 5:00pm today . Ha ha , Lazy still so boring , really boring to die . After that I went to have a date with Black Lung , haha he is really a funny and nice guy . Thx for his kindness , dinner and movie . Tonight "Ghost World" was the movie that I picked . The main actress in the movie seems like the same as me . I felt so sleepy when i watched the film , however , I wont fall asleep cos i know Blakc Lung must bored to die if i sleep .... yeah .... I am sorry to leave Black Lung and went to find Joey in SummeSonic ........ Damn it .... I dont like Gun n' Roses ........... crazy ............. But i met a lot of people there .... hahahaha ...... Fun , No doubt and many fake Gun n' Roses......
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13-8-2002 |
Cut my Pants Originally , I wanna go to Lazy to find Vicky and cut my new pants . But I was too lazy , therefore , I went to Tsuen Wan to visit Irene and cut the pants at the same time . It cost me 60 dollars ....... ai~~~ so crazy ............ I backed to work again , and backed home with Crystal after it ......... and now listening to Massive Attack . I fall in love with it recently . I wanna go to England , stay there with music and feeling around .......... Massive Attack Massive Attack Massive Attack Kisses Attack Kisses Attack Kisses Attack .........
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12-8-2002 |
Private Meeting I backed to school to help Yellow zone to mark freshmen again . Today , I met some Cool guys and gals , but they didnt want to join the Big O as the camp fee is really a bit higher than the others . After work , I went to Helen's home for Yellow Zone Private Meeting . We have decided so many things until 3:00 am . Big O is really coming , and there is only 11 days left ............ Yeah ....... I must need to play all the freshmen die ... hahahahhaha
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11-8-2002 |
The 2nd Lesson Tonight I had my 2nd Japanese lesson , I was so lazy and didnt do any revision before attended it . In the class , 15 words were taught , I dont really know I need to use how much time to remember all of them into my mind . Tonight , I had dinner with Kai Chung again . Thanks for the cup that he gave to me . I love it .... thx .....
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10-8-2002 |
Dancing At Night I didnt back to Poly on time today , and I finally joined Joey and Vicky in TaiKoo Shing at 5:00 pm . Once again , I cant stop myself to buy a nice pants in Izzue , but actually I think it's not very nice when i put it on my body ..... haha After finished dinner with Joey's relatives , we finally back to Poly to dance . I really dont have any talent in dancing .......... but I have added so many steps in it , in order to make it looks cooler hahaha.... dancing thr the whole night tonight ................so tired .
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9-8-2002 |
Good Show Today backed to Poly to mark freshmen again , but no good one again -_____-" ........... I kwen Vicky will go to UK for study soon , so when I saw her today , I felt I will lose her very soon . I already felt I will so miss her ............ Really cant stop to talk about tonight's bandshow , which is organized by the YMCA . All my beloved bands ie. Mazer , Megaton , Sanskrit are performed so well in the show . Sanskrit replaced DJ Donald by another DJ , and I dont really know who is he ...... The feeling was so great , I saw all my targets and sat very near to him ........hahahaha , and I discovered that all my targets have a common feature . That is , they all wear glasses ........ hahahahah laugh to die ...................... I was surprised by the last "band " BOXX ...... Cos there was a man playing a Percussion Syntheziser . I have never seen it b4 . Therefore , I was quite interested in it .......... Really a Good Show ...... yeah
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8-8-2002 |
Marking Freshmen Today I got up with Joey's call , then I immediately ran out from home again . But when i arrived Shatin in order to interchange the KCR to back to Poly , I cant stop myself to buy some cosmetics.... hahaha.... I felt so excited , as I expected there will have a lot of cool and smart freshmen . However , the result was really disappointed to all of us . No smart guys , no funny guys , no cool guys .............. nonoonononono................. ai~~~~~~ Grey .....
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7-8-2002 |
Back To Pope Paul Today I went back to Pope Paul VI College with my sister in order to get her cert result . She got 15 marks , a bit lower than that I was expected . But anyway , I wish her has sweet memories in the coming Alevel years . I walked the same way as I backed to school for 7 years , my memories came out suddenly . I really enjoyed my life when I was study in Pope Paul . Cos all my personal thought was developed at there . I dont want to be a reason for breaking up ........ that's what I wanna tell ............... hehe ^^
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6-8-2002 |
Yellow Zone Meeting After finished my work tonight , I backed to Poly and had my Yellow Zone Meeting again . The Big O finally can be organized . Talking with Joey , I knew that all the things will be spread out to all people's ears ..... but really thx for you , cos you said you wont mind it . Thx ............ really =)
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5-8-2002 |
I Make Myself Sick The Observatory Department lay to all Hong Kong citizens , today I got up and there is no rain and no wind . Where is the typhoon singal no. 3 gone ? Crazy ......... they lay us ........ !!!!!!!! Today , I really feel so sick . I had taken 3 tablets of Panadol , but still cant stop my pain . I didnt have mood to make myself cheer up ............ I need some protection ...... =( .......... After work , I backed home alone with my bulky heart , I really wanna stand out and shout out "I need some protection" in front of all people !!!!!!!!!! ( 5 smiles is the max )
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4-8-2002 |
My First Japanese Lesson Today I turned on the television , and heard a news of the typhoon singal .I dreamed to have a big big wind and heavy downpour and at the same time stay with my lover in bed . The feeling is so sweet , I never tried it b4 , really wanna try once in the summer ............... Tonight I went to Sai Wan Ho to have my first Japanese lesson with Kai Chung . I have learnt 15 words tonight , honestly it's hard to pronounce and remember it . Maybe I am getting older and older and my memory is not as good as before . But I will try my best , time goes quickly again . And I feel so happy tonight . yeah yeah yeah yeah ................ If these days really have heavy rain and wind , I really wanna stay with the one I love .......... this is my wish in the summer ...............
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3-8-2002 |
A Boring Bandshow Today , I once again received Joey's call and ran out in my highest speed again . Ai ~~~~~~ I went to Zucca , those clothes and discounts really attract me alot , but I of cos stopped myself , and used the only reason to make myself die heart . That is , where can the money comes from ? hahahhaha....... At night , I , Vicky , Sissy , Joey and Kwok Tai went to the Live House to see bandshow . What a goddamn boring show . Come on , I really want to see some new concepts and elements in this summer . . Really bored me to die ......... waste my gas >__<..... On the way back to home , I met one of my primary schoolmate . He is Chung Ho Shang , the feeling is so strange to meet him , cos I like him at that time.... Thinking of the life in primary school , it seems happened in yesterday , I remembered it so clearly . And I feel I am so old right now ......so sad..........
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2-8-2002 |
Poor Elsie Today I just stayed at home to wait Elsie . She is so stupid , cos she got off the bus in a wrong bus stop . She came to my home by using 2 hrs of time ..... crazy ............. Unfortunately , she cant uploaded her pics into her hp , cos my pc doesnt have the socket that used to plug in the DV . Poor Elsie =(.............. After that , I went to Festival Walk and Mong Kok with Elsie . I feel so comfortable to play with her recently , we laugh and eat together ..... time goes quickly , I backed home and turned on my pc to write my diary again ..........
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1-8-2002 |
Got Milk ? I was surprised by my friend when I met him today . He said : Oh !!! You are in Got Milk ........ Once again , I think of Jovan , becos he "put me on the table" this time -____-"......... I dont care if the pic is really cool , however , I look so ugly with it . Today I did something wrong again , again and again I did the same thing . I cant stop to ask myself am I really this kind of girl ? Do i need to find someone and put him into my saving account seriously ? Do I really dont want to be an extra earning ? After work , I received Sissy's call . She told me Joey wanna go out , therefore , I dated Joey to watch movie in Causeway Bay . This time MIB is our only choice . We hang out in Time Square after that , talking about the coming mission and planning to date more guys out to play .......... Hahaha ......... But at this time my nose pierced dropped out and it ran into the waterway .................. Damn it . I cant find it . So back home in my highest speed .
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31-7-2002 |
A Month KissesKingdom has already opened for a month , but I am sorry that I still did nothing in pictures book drawings , and links . I am so lazy recently , as I am also busy in take caring of Joey . Thanks for Crystal today , I finally can bought the Digital Camera with her . I think she must need to take care of her skin alot , cos if the situation goes worse , then it's hard to recover again . Back to office , ai~~~ the job is really killing me , damn it . I off work so late , and I was so tired . But I still went to have dinner with my friend , after that I back home alone .............I am alone again .......
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30-7-2002 |
No Silver No Black Today got up , and my mum is in home again . I need to pretend I am a good girl , therefore I helped her to do some of the housework . At around 1:30 pm , Joey phoned me and I changed my clothes , ran to TaiKoo Shing to meet them with my highest speed . These days , I always in a situation that need to run out quickly when I received phone calls , really crazy ......... We went to Puffin's bandroom in Kwung Tong , after played for awhile , We turned back to Tsim Sha Tsui with Ah Wai . I meet Ah Shing finally and went to Mong Kok to buy my dreamed Digital Camera . Thanks for Ah Shing to give me so many advices in choosing the DC . But I think I am in bad luck today , cos when I made the finally decision and went into the shop for testing the sample of the DC . The salesman said : sorry the Silver one is out of order . Fei : oooooooooo then I buy the Black one Salesman : sorry , the black one is out of order too Fei : eeeeeeeee the Pink one and the Blue one are ugly Salesman : they are the hittest colours for youngsters >____< pink is totally not suitable for high technology products , the salesman is luck of sense ....................... So bad luck today ...............
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29-7-2002 |
Nose Pierced Yesterday night I phoned with Kai Chung til 5:ooam again , I feel so cool with it ....... haha =) . And then I got up at around 12:00pm this morning . Started to clean up my home and clean up all the stuff in the bedroom , haha what a nice girl . It smells so good now . After that , I went out with Elsie . It was raining again ................... I really love it . I love raining , I love KFC , I love I love I love ............................ I went to make a nose pierced finally , I dont think it's painful , but I am thinking how to tell my mum and dad . Nose pierced gives me power , give me strength , give me freedom , help me to keep myself to feel I am still alive .
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28-7-2002 |
Finally Break Up I didnt write my diary for 2 days . Within these 2 days , I accompanied Joey to overcome her bitterest moment in her life . Looking at her , I cant stop her tears came out from her eyes , feel sweet when in love , feel bitter when a relationship ended . This is the cycle of Love . 4 of us are turning back to single , our mission is needed to be discussed later . And I dont know why these few days , I like to phone with friends again . I feel that feeling is close to me now , but I am not sure when will it comes to me . God Bless all of us please ............... No one can undertaking to say " You are my everything " " You must trust me , and I will take care of you and love you until I die ". Cos Love is selfish , love is easy to be changed ................... Therefore , I just believe what you feel and what you want to say right now ........ Catch my feeling and sweetiest memories............
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25-7-2002 |
Small Small World Tonight I went to the Chemical Brothers' live , the performance was in my expectation , the lighting and the animation were the most attractive part for me . I really dance with the music and get high of it . I went to Tsim Sha Tsui to have a drink with friends after that , but most of them I didnt really know -___-" . I drank alot , and until 5:00am , I and Irene use all our power to get that cheap cheap Gavin to back home .........ai~~~~~~ Actually , the main point that I wanna mention is I met Ar Heng in Tst , met Ar fun , Shena , Donald , and a lot of musicians in Chemical Brothers's live and lastly drink with Big pat and Fat Boy Yin til morning .................. really crazy ............. I met so alot of people in one day with miracle.
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24-7-2002 |
Playmobil Head Talking phone with Kai Chung til 4:30 am , I slept til 11:00am and got up to have hair cut . This time my hair is so funny . Looks like Playmobil's hair style , but I really like it anyway . After having haircut , I went back to Poly JCA to see my frd's performance . Poly Danso also performed in tonight's show . They already received some shows , but why Muso doesnt have ??? ai~~~~~ Joey bought the Panasonic DC already , she didnt wait for me .........sigh ................. always in hurry ......Thx for Kai Chung to help me apply the Japanese class............. hahahah so good ........
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23-7-2002 |
Day off This is my last day to work in Salon Esprit , I have planned to get all the contact of those funny stylists and juniors , especially the one that I like so much . However , when I arrived at 1:00 pm , I found that all of the stylists and juniors in Zone One are day off . Damn , they cant see my last face and say goodbye and get the contact . All the plannings are messed up . Worked smoothly and then I have dinner with Joey , and i plan to make my hair tomolo . Ha , waiting for my new looking hair again . Tonight , I picked a very funny water gun in Sogo Supermarket and I didnt pay money for it . Hahaha ..... Lastly , I feel so sorry about what Oliver had told me last night .
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22-7-2002 |
Miss Kid magazine Tomolo will be the last day for me to work in Salon Esprit , I miss the work so much actually . Thus , I will try my best to enjoy the works at there . After finished my work today , I went to Lazy to meet Silver and Joey . When the time came to 9:30 pm , there were 3 guys standing outside Causal Monks 's door . I thought they are customers , but they said that they are the reporters' of a new magazine ( MISS KID MAGAZINE ) . Hahaha....no kidding please . It sounds like a magazine that are used to state some jokes . They asked us to take snap shot , luckily Joey asked them to go away . Miss Kid Magazine is MISS KIDDING MAGAZINE in real , that's what i think . Hahahahah .........
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21-11-2002 |
Cant met the quota Today fail to meet the quota , and I did 30 pieces only , so down >___< . I gonna work a little bit harder tomolo to cover today's quota . At around 6:45pm , Edna finally came to have haircut . I waited her for 3 days already , that made my neck became longer and longer . After having dinner with her , I backed to home . I planned to write letters during the free time tomolo and hoped that there will be more people to do chemical treatment , if not i must die hard ........Haha
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20-7-2002 |
Killing me Continuously to work in Salon Esprit for 4 days . Facing those customers , no one can surprise me . I met Connie at around 1:00 pm . Then i met Joey , Sissy and Kwok Tai at around 3:00pm . I thought they must read my diary yesterday . And trying to please me today . Ha.......this is the power of diary . I need to finish 40 pieces of quota , this amount of work really killing me . I feel so happy cos Cat came to visit me at around 6:30 pm and brought me a hot Sandwiches . I feel so lucky to have a nice supervisor , always offers me some good jobs and cares me . After work , i went to bandshow with Joey , Sissy . Kwok Tai and Vicky . My poor Kwok Tai left his moblie in the bus and cant find it back . Actually , i think this is a symbal for break up with Sissy , as they bought the same model of moblie together .
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19-7-2002 |
No one visit me Yesterday , I have already asked my friends to come to visit me , but finally they all disappointed me . The only entertainment at there is to talk with those junior . They are really nice , and I discovered that some of them are quite cool in real . Wait until 7:00pm , Edna didnt come to cut hair >__< ............ai~~~~ nobody visit me make me feel I didnt mean anything in all my buddies' heart .......
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18-7-2002 |
Cheap Boom Boom This is my second day to work in Salon Esprit , those staff are so friendly with me actually . But I cant understand why those cheap boom boom customers refused me to give opinion ........... they r really cheap boom boom . After work , my friend didnt keep his promise to have dinner with me . He is cheap boom boom too . Luckily , I didnt wait for him and back to bandroom to find my buddies . Had my dinner with them again , feel tired and back to home to take a rest til now writing my diary . So cheap boom boom . Cheap Boom Boom .
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17-7-2002 |
Salon Esprit This is my first day to work in Salon Esprit , feeling so excited as I think those Hair Stylists must be so cool . However , the truth is that all the Hair Stylists in Salon Esprit dont have any style at all . They even dont have the skills in cutting a cool hair . Damn it , they all are bullshit . Fortunately , I met a lot of cool guys ( customers ) there , if not I must killed by boredom . Off work and I received Joey's call , I knew that Sissy has broken up with Kwok Tai finally . Thing goes smoothly , and Kwok Tai son is brave enough to face the truth . We will be good friends forever , giving support to each others , walking besides with each other , encouraging each other .............. Tonight , special thanks to Elsie to have dinner with me =). Tomorrow will be another day to work in that cheap quality salon again .
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16-7-2002 |
Oh happy day Rainy days , happy days . I love rain so much , it can clean up your mind , clean up the boredom air , clean up and wash all the things around you . Giving out life's energy and new hopes . Waiting for the bus in the busstop , i saw a girl shouted out and asked her mum for the umbrella . Her mum handed the umbrella to that girl and asked her to take care of herself . Mum turned around and ran back to home under a heavy downpour . When i looked at the view of mum's back , I felt so touching. I wanna fuck that girl immediatly but I stopped myself . I cutted my new pants already , really thanks to Joey and Vicky . Cos they help me to "Shortened" my pants and laugh at me after I put it on -_____-"....... Finally I wanna thanks to the "chicken egg son " shopkeeper , cos she treated me a free " chicken egg son" make me feel so full when i back home .
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15-7-2002 |
Shopping and snap shot day Everytime having snap shot for magazine I will think what kind of style should I have , therefore this time I also think for it . But I realized that I dont have my own style anymore , I just put on all my Hysteric stuff on my body , seems so shit . I really need to think clearly again , in order to make myself to be COOL . I cant stop myself to shop with Hong again , I finally can have my second Zucca's clothes in my life . Wait until Joey and Sissy to off work and had dinner with Silver , Johnny , Iris and Jason in 潘記 together . Walking back to Poly , I met one of my friend (Be~tar) ..............haha........ but I cant recognise that is him again . Feel a bit sorry about that .
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14-7-2002 |
Lamma Island My computer was formatted yesterday , so i skipped one day diary , feel so sad as i lost all the things that i have eg. MP3s , my pics , kisses pics and some valuable memories ..... so unlucky . Seven students feel so boring and decided to go to Lamma Island today . They are Fei , Crystal , Chan Yu , Yu Wai , Josie , Benny and Karen . Under today's high temperature , they went to the beach of Lamma Island . Fei , Crystal and Yu Wai ran to the sea and used 3 Water guns points to some " Die young boys and girls " and of cos open fire with them . Those " Die young boys and girls " only have 5-6 yeards old , they are so stupid , but they know how to take revenge to us . We are all in wet .... haha...... We ate seafood beside the beach , drinking beer with seafood are the best match for tonight's dinner . Feel so tired but better than being alone .
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12-7-2002 |
The "real" BBQ I called a day off today , and having BBQ in Repulse Bay with all my Yellow Zone Buddies . I spent a whole night with happiness and share some of my views of taken part in Yellow Zone ( Biggest O camp in Poly) with those new helpers . Sitting in the beach , looking at the stars in the sky , drinking cold water , eating sweetest chocolate , having fun with all buddies and chatting some stuff in life.......... what a wonderful night ........... It is really a real BBQ cos it's god damn hot , just like Bbqing ourselves .
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11-7-2002 |
"Fly Snow Ice" Sundy I worked with Crystal and Chan Yu tonight again , we worked so hard because we want to have a hoilday tomorrow. On the way back to home , I wanna have a Fly Snow Ice in Circle K . Chan Yu also want to have one with me , so we stepped out MTR at Kwai Fong station . I felt so happy as I have a long time didnt eat it . I went in front of the counter and asked : " still have fly snow ice ?" and that shopkeeper said : yes . So we picked up 2 cups and injected 2 full cups of Sze Lok Ice , then ran to the counter asked for Ice cream !!!!! However , that cheap cheap Shopkeeper said : " sorry , dont have ice cream now " -____-"................. She cheated us !!!!! I felt so sad and of cos gave her back that 2 cups of Sze Lok Ice . I didnt pay money for it ........ hahahahahahah ......... and actaully i found that it should be called as Fly Snow Ice Sundy instead of Fly Snow Ice only ....... hahahahaha CRAZY......................
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10-7-2002 |
Fashion week Tonight i worked for fashion week , seems so funny but I feel so tired after that . So lucky as I met an England guy there , he is the typical type of England guy ie . golden hair , blue eyes , white skin , England's English , good smell , good smile ........... It is an usual day , seems busy but feel boring again ...............
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9-7-2002 |
A white shirt After went to visit Fat Un and Joey in FF and Causal Monks , i went to work alone . Nothing really special happened today . But I feel bother because I need to buy a simple white shirt for the work of fashion week . A simple white shirt can be found everywhere when you dont need them . But it becomes a bothering thing when u really need it . Ha ........ feel like LOVE things .
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8-7-2002 |
Work again Waiting for over a week , Cat called me to work tonight . It is Towngas again , anyway Towngas gives me energy every month . Working with Crystal and Yu Wai tonight , feeling so tired as i dont wanna talk so much actually , but i forced to do so . Finally , i can get my Hysteric backpack from Crystal 's hand , and thanks alot of that . Lo joined us to back home and time runs til now .........................Life is simple today .
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7-7-2002 |
Boring flea market 2:00 pm , I arrived bandroom and I saw Joey inside only . Shit !!! All guys are late again !! .... Actually , went to the flea market just wanna gather some friends and hang out . Me , Joey , Iris , Jovan , Silver and Cobby had a good time together tonight . Today , I suddenly realized that i will be alone again if Joey's low b come back to Hong Kong . I wanna have my stupid beside me too . A summer stupid , a life-long stupid , one day stupid or one week stupid ..........whatsoever............
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6-7-2002 |
Being a light bulb Finally , I did keep my promise to accompany Edna to have the date . However , Edna met that god damn CLU guy in MongKok . And this made her crazy again , she nonstop asking herself : y would be like this and that . I wanna make her wake up because what she behaved would upset the accountancy guy . Wake up Edna !!!!! Also I suggested watching some worthy film instead of those usual one . And we picked up CUBE . It's really a cool film , a film that shows all the weaknesses of human beings . Eg , Fear of Death , Selfish , Treat others as tools , Greed , Isolated , Violence , Lack of Love ................... These are the darkside of us . We may also are living inside a Cube and trying to find way to escape from the darkside .
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5-7-2002 |
A day at home Stay at home for whole day long , watching VCD at night . I have got nothing to do , but feel so cool with it. Kwok Tai's result really dissapointed me , but please cheer up and decide the way that you should go. Edna dated me to watch movie tomorrow with a guy that she thought he is chasing her , and i will be a light bulb tomorrow , crazy ....... haha =)
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4-7-2002 |
An usual day Nothing special happened in this usual day. I have tried the brand new Curry Chicken Wings of McDonald's..... so disappointed -____-' !!! I am thinking a new hair colour whole day but really think a black mushroom hair is the coolest!! But already feel so boring with it ....... no method la need to dye it later. Tomorrow Kwok Tai will receive the result of his A-level exam. Hope he will have a good result ... God Bless !!!!!
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3-7-2002 |
Horrible reminder Today is the day for me to back to hospital to see those horrible doctors. It takes me about half and hour to meet the doctor just for 15 mins. So crazy !!! Everytime i feel so scare to consult them, because all of them are the HORRIBLE REMINDERS. This time the doctor asked me to add weight, and consult the nutritionist. Huh? I am planning to lose weight, therefore I of cos refuse to do so. However, she reminded me once again. If I still keep on to take those medicine, there will have many side effect that I cant imagine. For example, heart, nervous.............etc........ Actually, she just like reminding me that life is weak and no one can help except myself. But in my mind, i will just care what i can do and what should i do now. Enjoy life, enjoy music, enjoy fashion, enjoy all the stuff that i can do now. And i wont feel regret about my own life.
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2-7-2002 |
Unbelievable Today i went to see ITC fashion show, didnt have much surprise from that. After I finished accompany Joey worked in Lazy, i met Tin Lok and Benny. Benny had a new hairstyle again, so funny. When we were walking back to Poly, there was an unbelievable thing happened. Following is the conversation: Joey: For real ? Fei: Sure !!!!! A Hip Hop Black Ghost": Hi, I am scott, BABY !!!! Wow, really surprising me that we can have this power to make a Hip Hop Black Ghost to notice us. Back to home, my mum was crazy again. She fucked me up. Make me feel i really need to leave this home one day !!!!! mum, please be FAIR !!!!!
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1-7-2002 |
The Beautiful Firework Today is the Five years old of the HKSAR, i got up so early to see the ceremony via TV. Listen to the song of China, i think of the life that i was in Beijing, i wanna back to Beijing. I went to see the firework with one of my buddies, we so enjoy about the firework. Firework just like our life, it has ups and downs. And for sure , i really hope my own life will end up with the greatest sound and light .
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