Love Letter





My dear,


       Where have you been? I can’t find you beside me, I can’t find you in the crowd, I can’t find you in the sea of people, I can’t find you anywhere, but in my heart. You will never get out of my heart, or even my mind.


      I hardly know when it has begun. But I am sure the first sight I saw you was the key which opens my heart to you. My destiny rests on you. I surrender to my bliss. You brought me the happiest days in my life. Your appearance, your voice, your idiosyncrasy, and your characters make me feel you are special and different from the others. You are safe in my heart forever. No one can take you away from me. No one can take your place. No one can change my mind. No one can hurt my heart, but you.


       I feel what you feel when you are in despair. I care what you care when you are in worriment. However you will never feel how I feel when I see you go with another girl. There is a harsh wave coming over me, the hot sun burning my soul, a sharp knife cutting up my body, a strong wind blowing furiously, a fiery fire heating with passion. Seeing you two walking on the street sweetly, watching film together enjoyably, I regret knowing you later than she so much. But what can I do? Only you can heal my wound. However, that never comes to be. I can only breathe a sigh. I am caught in the toil of despair. Why can’t these feelings just fade away?


       Have you ever heard the sound of breaking glass? Glass is hard, however it’s brittle, so is my heart. Every single little piece of glass falls onto my heart. I don’t know how much strength is left to clear the obstacle. But I will still insist upon my going with you until the end of the world. I don’t know why I decided to choose the hardest one, when two paths open for me. But it’s okay, when I am with you every school day.


       I always sidle up to you, don’t you notice that? But now I feel invisible to you. You turn my heart into a stone which sinks to the bottom of the sea. The day you leave me alone, I let sleets beat on my face. It is the saddest tragedy to find you falling in love with others. The chill of autumn is in the air. A cold November wind rattles, a few big raindrops patter, and a flurry ruffles the lake. It created a cacophony which makes me fluster. I am sorry that I am not brusque enough, to tell you what you make me feel.


      When I was walking along the foreshore, I always thought you will be here. When I looked back, there’s only a pair of lonely footprints. When I was running, I thought you were the one whom I was chasing. But I caught no one. I shouted as loud as I could, I thought you could hear what I had said. I had been walking on the rough sand from day to night, hoping another pair of footprints can accompany mine.


      I err believing there is a light of hope. Only my shadow accompanied with me. It has gone with the sun. What I have done for you is in vain. I did it out of mere freak. Just let me lie down on the isle of dreams. I shouldn’t dream of such a beautiful dreamscape which is filled with consummate happiness. You are a horse on the lea, who can catch you? Only you can catch people, and you did it. You ripped my heart out and left me here to bleed. I just want to rest in your arms.


      You are always inside my heart. I hope that I have a place in your heart too. Now and forever, you are still the only one. You are always going to be the one in my heart. O tells me the truth behind your eyes.


      Think of me, sometimes, when the Alps and ocean divide us, but they never will, unless you wish.


Love,
Frances







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