☆ Ridiculous! ☆
Ridiculous!
My English level is no more than a primary student's!
Tired of doing those exercises...
The more I do, the less marks I get!
It just darken my way.
I just don't wanna think in such a negative way
but why cannot I conrtol this?
These days, I cannot help to think.
Pessimistic!
The world looks worse than before, worse than the one in my mind.
Yes, this is the truth.
Yes, this is just what is happening around me.
Yes, I know that all; it is the matter makes me mad.
I feel like living down in a deep well.
What I can see is the moon merely.
Although it is clear, the things down on the earth is just opposite.
Nothing else I can see apart from uncle moon, unless somebody or my friends visit me.
From their hands, I receive their precious gifts.
They give me strength, give me support ,give me whatever I need.
All these things are my companians.
From their mouths, I know how things happen outside my world- the well.
However, it seems that I have no intention of getting out of my well.
Perhaps I am afraid to face the reality.
Am I going to live by dependency?
I asked.
Of course, if I can, I would like to take care by others for sure.
But I have to get out of my world one day.
When that day comes, everything need my involvement to make the world complete.
Maybe it is true that there must have some reasons for one to live in this world.
Is it the time for me to seek for the reasons?
Is it the time for me to get out of it at this moment?
Is it my job to make a change to the environment around me?
Perhaps.
Just hope that when the day comes, I can afford it!
Let me live in that well now.
@.."求進不求退"..@
pReViOuS ＊ nExT ＊ hOmE
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