31/8
今朝五點幾就起身...開電腦..食d野..換衫..六點半就出門口la...
7:30度第返到學校...又未夠鐘..就睇下kennis,joey佢地升咩班la...kennis-3b,joey-3d...
跟住八點鐘度...就搭車去黃大仙賣旗la....好彩今日唔曬又唔落雨lor...不過都行到好累...
又眼訓喎....賣完之後..成個人散晒咁...跟住就去左麥荷里活食野同行下...行左陣...
又上左thythy屋企一陣...就返屋企la...返到屋企就開電腦...撐住唔訓...因為5:00要聽
radio....有樂樂做嘉賓嘛...聽完之後就去訓覺覺la...真係撐唔住la...訓訓下有人打電話
黎...但係我想聽...就冇左聲la...then繼續訓...之後又打過黎...原來係thythy...第一個電話
都係佢打黎既....佢特登打黎就係話俾我知...八點幾有線有樂樂睇..我都唔知lor...跟住佢要去
食飯...就收左線la...我見都成八點...就起身la...費事訓到睇唔到電視.....
30/8
今日好早就起左身la...因為要同kennis佢地去打羽毛球...不過我好眼訓...好累...唔係好想去追波打...成日企係度lor..打左一個鐘就後..我.就走la..因為我約左人bbq...佢地就繼續打....
好好玩lor bbq果時....又玩水又玩筷子....見到好多馬騮呀....仲俾隻馬騮搶左包綿花糖添....><總之真係好好玩...玩到好癲...可惜我自己心情有d問題...玩得唔夠投入...
之後就搵返thyane...買野上佢屋企一齊食飯...十一點幾就返屋企la....
其實今日個人好down好唔開心嫁lor...不過同班frd去玩...都好dd既...因為唔想影響d
frds..所以淨係自我頹廢..自我放縱...成日都心不在焉...好想麻醉自己..乜都唔想諗....
27/8
今日一起身就勁頭暈頭痛lor...成日仲要勁"標"汗...明明涼住冷氣...都感覺到個身發燙..勁流汗...之後就好d...開始冇頭痛...不過就好頭暈...行都行唔到咁濟...
好黑仔下lor今日都...搭地鐵果時...入閘既時候..架車就開左la..要等第二架...轉觀塘線地鐵既時候又係喎...又係armarm走左架車喎..又要等車...跟住搭小巴去竹園既時候又係喎...都唔知係唔係嫁...連續三次...睇住架車走...真過份....
有人問我...到底我同佢宜家係咩關係...但係我係答唔到lor...因為我都唔知...係我心目中...佢係我個好朋友..但係係佢心目中...我又係d乜??
今日見到佢...我知我已經唔愛佢la...冇左果種感覺...真係冇左.....或者係好事黎既....
今日成日食過d乜??勁多lor真係...3隻雞翼...幾嗒飯..幾條菜...加支可樂..係咁多lor....係成日喎....
26/8
今日一早就起左身喇...約左kennis嘛...訓得果三個鐘...勁眼訓...早左半個鐘起身...又費事再訓喎...驚一訓就訓幾個鐘先醒嘛...咪開電腦周圍留下言lor...點知留完幾個言...換埋衫..都仲有10mins多左出黎...早知就唔咁早起身喇...
因為唔想行咁遠既關係...我係冇揀搭地鐵返去學校嫁...搭呀搭呀...搭到去學校對面落車...望去學校果度..係呆左一呆過lor....靚到爆lor真係...跟住就去麥當勞度搵返kenken佢地食早餐la..then..就同佢地返學校練波既...原本我就諗住做功課既..不過kenken帶左本書返去...我又拎左黎睇la...睇完本書..佢佢地都差唔多練完波la...爭100球罰球同50球走籃....呢150球...佢地係用左差唔多50mins先射完嫁....我就睇足50mins....佢地練完波...就去左小食館食野...食完野..就同kenken去左book場...跟住就同佢行落鳳德村...陪佢等佢媽媽去喝茶...佢媽媽到左...我就行去鑽石山搭地鐵返屋企la...搭地錢都真係幾快既...about25mins...同我轉小巴返屋企既時間差唔多la...最衰係落左地鐵之後..比搭小巴行多8-10mins先返到屋企la...
返到屋企就梗係沖返個靚涼先la....跟住就開腦玩la....跟住夜晚鸅既時候...個肚肚開始唔妥la...勁痛...諗住佢痛一陣就冇野嫁la...就唔理佢...點知...之後仲嘔添....肚仔又痛又嘔喎...真係想死lor...之後仲要喊埋出黎喎...我辛苦到咁...係冇人理過我嫁lor....直到thythy返到屋企打俾我....永遠都係得佢一個會理我嫁lor....
25/8
今日去左圖書館借左本整網頁既書...好煩lor..都唔知點整...
都唔知點解我會有咁好心機去慢慢睇慢慢整嫁....讀書又唔見我咁勤力...
去圖書館搵d書幫下自己喎...
24/8
尋晚唔知做乜野...又訓唔著覺喇....成六點先訓得著.....
d時間癲倒晒...點返學呢??
23/8
尋晚訓覺覺豬既時候....都唔知係自己諗起...定係發夢見到...
我見返生日果日同一d係學校發生過既片段....仲感覺到自己流眼淚....
點解我會流眼淚??
21/8
好眼訓ar今日.....訓極都好累咁既...我都訓左好多個鐘丫其實....
尋晚四點幾訓...訓到七點幾...之後又訓過....
訓到成點幾...我先起身喎...點解仲眼訓嫁???
就黎開學la...都未做晒功課添...><
我決定呢幾日要做晒d功課....講住先la...做唔做到係另一個問題丫....
wahahahahahahaha
19/8
今日去左搭將軍澳支線呀....都幾靚既...不過d閘就真係煩左d
lor...
今日又去左唱k喇...勁唔想走lor唱到有d...
跟住去左買相...買左十幾張呀...
我都未試過買咁多相lor...次次都係係網度搵嫁嘛....
13/8
尋晚又發惡夢喇...除左見到我去拖住人...人地縮手呢個夢...
仲有一個....呢個夢最後係話..你同我最終都係冇frd做...
最終你都係放棄左我..離開左我....
而我...經過左咁耐..發生過既咁多事....
已經好清楚睇得出...佢同我既分別...佢既身份佢既地位...
佢可以得到既野..可以做到既野...同我有乜唔同...
最後既結果係我選擇離開德愛...因為我唔知點樣去企返起身...
點樣再去接受任何既傷害..承受心痛....
個結果同現實中我諗既野係差唔多...我真係想離開德愛...
直到今時今日..更加想...
我唔想再發呢d夢la..好恐怖..我真係好驚.....
尋日忍左眼淚一日....唔想你見到我喊...唔想你唔開心...
忍到你離開....已經忍唔到喇....對唔住
12/8
其實我好想見到你...好想同你出街..去玩嫁...
不過我亦都唔想唔敢見到你....見到你或者佢...
我都會諗起你同佢既野...我驚有一次...我會忍唔住喊呀....
我都好想同你講野嫁...不過我驚我講錯野..講左d我唔應該講既野....
所以我唯有選擇沉默...對唔住!!
11/8
今日玩得好開心好開心好開心,.....
成大班人去左唱k...個個都唱到傻左...癲嫁...hahaha
之後原本諗住去溜冰...不過又冇去....
結果係去左機舖打機嫁....我夠16歲嫁...入得嫁...wahahahaha
不過我未夠16歲前都入過好多次la....wahahahahaha
5/8
今日係去camp既第三日∼亦都係最後一日...
今日係冇乜特別事嫁.....佢地比賽....我就無無聊聊周圍行..拾下野咁la.....
不過....我真係好唔想去嫁...勁開心lor係入邊玩得...又好多野都唔使煩唔使理喎..
亦都唔使面對d唔想面對既野.....
4/8
今日係去camp既第二日∼
今日都有去海灘玩呀.....不過係全部人都去....係佢地比緊賽既時候....我呢d無謂人.....
就係周圍行..捨下貝殼...玩下水水既.....等佢地比完賽......就成班衝晒落海玩.....
係咁俾人用沙dum lor我....不過我都係咁dum人....我係成個人俾人抬起dum落海tim呀....
真係慘....wahahahahaha...十萬個開心lor真係玩得
夜晚...就成班人煎班戟...幾好食嫁都...跟住就玩killer...勁搞笑lor玩到...hahahahaha
then就好多人都話玩通頂唔訓....結果就係一個個走左去訓...淨返兩三個...
我都同佢地玩到六點幾先訓....訓得一個鐘....
3/8
今日係去camp既第一日∼
原本呢日係bbq嫁....結果因天雨關係...係變左打邊爐嫁...不過都唔錯...
最特別係零晨十二點幾一點同另外幾個leader去左海灘度玩....
個個玩到成身濕晒....勁好玩lor...我就有十幾分鐘訓係度想睇星星.....
不過我只係係天既一少少部份睇到幾粒星星....仲要好快就睇唔到tim....
睇完星星就走去玩....個個玩到成身濕晒....勁好玩lor不過...
1/8
今日去左睇超力仔呀...幾好睇嫁...幾搞笑嫁...hahahaa...
跟住又去左shopping喎...又用左唔少$$$$喇...救命...
