『一種心感 』

「已習慣一個人擁抱著這份寧靜。沉默地看著客廳兩旁曾溫韾的佈景，連電話都一聲不應，紀念流逝了的愛情，突然發覺，床前鐘聲如此這般冷冰。每夜晚燈照常，窗角亦滲著微亮，期待著背後有一個人同倚於這扇窗。明日在追趕中歌唱，卻恨長夜變得太長，誰來愛我？誰來分享藏於心底理想？ 每個孤孤單單的黃昏，直到這個世界也關了燈，誰用那雙眼神燃燒身邊氣溫？那些不可多得的情感，是要怎麼苦等才可發生？誰是要等那人？誰來伴我？誰會共分享這生？」 　

很多事都是一去不返。有時候，在夜深人靜時，一堆堆往事湧上心頭。或者你會回味；或者你會悲哭；或者你會得啖笑。為往事而心傷的人，除了自己外，根本沒有人能幫到你。時間的確可以忘記一切，但時間要幾長是問題。 　

今天的我 驀然回首，今日的我和以前的我實在是有很大的分別。 今天的我是感性過於理性。我是一個情緒化的人，感情用事。我可以因為一首歌，一本書，一套電影，一個人的遭遇觸動心靈而哭出來，很無用吧？ 其他人總覺得我是個很瀟洒的人，或者認為我一定很多情。說實，他們都誤會了我。可能是我平時太過感情用事，才令人誤會我是一個玩弄感情的人吧。朋友，從今天起再次認識真正的我吧！ 　 　

改變 原來過得很快樂，只我一人未發覺。如能忘掉渴望，歲月長衣裳薄，無論於甚麼角落，不假設你或會在旁，我也可暢遊異國，放心吃喝。 我要改變，我要從錯誤中改變。 我要離開困住自己的自我世界。我要活得精彩，把生活擴闊。但我發覺我對自己、對其他人有時會失去信心。經過一段時間，對事對人都多了及複雜了，慢慢地我學會了可以對哪些投以信任。 和朋友一起時我可以看似很晴朗，分手後我可以變得憂鬱，人像個木人，人像是沒有靈魂。世界是灰色和藍色的。眼中只有一份冰冷感覺。

"When he holds you close, when he pulls you near, when he says the words you've been needing to hear, I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine. To say to you till the end of time..... " "Hide my tears in the pouring rain, had my share of hurt and pain. Don't say my name. Run away, 'cause it's all in vain. ' " "How many hours and how many days love is just shipping away？How many seasons and how many year in tears? How many centuries and how many lives in fear？" 　

Tomorrow Never Knows

人大了，思想多多少少也成熟了。對於不開心的事，我學懂了無奈地接受，但我認為不需要太過執著，地球根本不會因為你一人的悲傷而停下來不轉的，周圍依然是每天不停改變。 明天是未知的，每天都可能是最後一天。我希望可以照我的意願繼續前行。

但是我亦學懂了希望越大失望越大的道理，我不會給予自己太大的壓力，但我總沒有可能阻止或避免其他人給我過大壓力吧。 　

Believe in You 我要找回心靈的依歸，人的一切遭遇都是主的安排，就算再厄困，主亦會與我同行。 也許因為妳, 我信主了.... 　

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonging to him, the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprint. He also noticed that many times along with the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why I needed you most. You would leave me. The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your time of trial and suffering, when you see one set of footprints, it was then that I CARRIED YOU." I am quickened so with grief wanders god-like or like thief Inside and out, below, above, Without relief seeking lost love. 　 共勉之！ 　

From Me