My website will be renewed after I have finished my AL. The other part of the website are closed.
| 五月二十四日 |
i will not use this to post my
diary anymore~ |
| 五月二十日 :( |
若你是鍾立文，你會原諒你爸爸嗎？若你是韋柏翹，你會重新接納你爸爸嗎？ |
| 五月十八日 :D |
pass 左個模擬駕駛啦，考o個陣好緊張，之前又肚痛....第一次practise o既時候得7X(Passing mark = 60)，第二次就有8X，第三次就有92，考試時就有90，雖然好似好易，但係都幾滿意ga la....期待6月9日的筆試，我要arm 18條或以上(共有20條，16條合格) |
| 五月十五日 :I |
咁多年黎我的性格也沒太大改變，仍然是這樣，可能開始定形..... 顧 名 思 義 ， 你 很 喜 歡 幫 人 ， 而 且 主 動 ， 慷 慨 大 方 ！ 雖 然 你 對 別 人 的 需 要 很 敏 銳 ， 但 卻 很 多 時 忽 略 了 自 己 的 需 要 。 在 你 來 說 ， 滿 足 別 人 的 需 要 比 滿 足 自 己 的 需 要 更 重 要 ， 所 以 你 很 少 向 人 提 出 請 求 。 這 樣 說 來 ， 你 的 自 我 並 不 強 ， 很 多 時 要 靠 幫 助 別 人 去 肯 定 自 己 。 心 情 high high 時 人 的 情 緒 總 有 起 有 落 ， 助 人 型 在 心 情 high high時 會 很 樂 於 助 人 、 感 情
投 入 、 將 心 比 心 ， 且 能 照 顧 別 人 的 需 要 。 正 因 為 他 們 不 計 成 本 付 出 ， 他
們 會 有 很 多 交 心 的 朋 友 ！ 情 緒 down down 時
熱 心 ， 為 他 人 著 想 ， 「 yes boy / girl」 ， 永 不 say no!， 有 時 好 煩 ， 多 事
|
| 五月十二日 :I |
捨身成仁？捨身取義？ |
| 五月二日 :( |
天父呀，為什麼要造一男一女？兩個男或兩個女不是更好嗎？最起碼，有些東西我們是不用煩的...... 你願意為你所愛的人付出(犧牲)多少？ 事情開始來了，或許已經存在很久，或許我不敢面對的...... |
| 四月三十日 :( |
沉重.... |
| 四月二十日 :I |
| 我要預備好自己盛載更多生命!!!!!!!!!!!! PS Something I have seen in the nearby classroom 1) Remember the importance of setting goals 2) Find inspiration in the world around you 3) Take responsibility for your action 4) Never give up a dream 5) Use mistake to build a bright future 6) Make a personal code to live by 7) Focus on the important thing in life Went to tung's home and I have seen something...... absolutely
suit our situation Another thing saw in other classroom: |
| 四月十九日 :( |
| 學警雄心
共命運較量 為願望發亮 從來無悔 我這理想揮之不去 滾汗水 錯與對幾多的差距 全力追 活著就算呼吸都是為了挑戰 |
| 四月十七日 :I |
| 我的chem......... 盡人事，聽天命 |
| 四月十五日 :( |
| Organic Chem!!! |
| 四月六日 :I |
| 好緊張..................................... |
| 四月五日 :I |
| 耶和華啊！你鑒察了我，你認識我。 我坐下，我起來，你都知道；你在遠處就明白我的意念。 我行路，我躺臥，你都細察；我的一切行為，你都熟悉。 耶和華啊！我的舌頭還沒有發言，你已經完全知道了。 你在我前後圍繞著我，你的手按在我身上。 這樣的知識奇妙，是我不能理解的；高超，是我不能達到的。 我到哪裡去躲避你的靈？我往哪裡去逃避你的面呢？ 如果我升到天上，你在那裡；如果我在陰間下榻，你也在那裡。 如果我展開清晨的翅膀，飛到海的極處居住， 就是在那裡，你的手仍必引導我，你的右手也必扶持我。 |
| 四月二日 :I |
| 終於發洩了出來，這陣子真的辛苦.....「啞子食黃蓮，有苦自己知.....很累......多謝陪伴.... |
| 四月一日 :( |
| 憂心、掛心、灰心.......... 堅持、持守、守望.......... |
| 三月三十一日 :I |
| did three papers today.....so far so good la.....it seems that what i thought is the truth....very close to what i have thought on 24/3...oh......i hope that i guess wrong...not many days left.....add oil la....everybody... |
| 三月三十日 :( |
| finally, finished the organic chem...really hard....still have many things to revise....i have to promise myself that I WON'T BE DEFEATED BY ANYTHING...i have to be strong and tough enough to go through these things.... |
| 三月二十九日 :( |
不再拖延............... |
| 三月二十四日 :) |
好靚，真係好靚...好耐好耐都未見過咁靚o既天，加上今日心情又靚.....一句講曬....好正！！ |
| 三月二十三日 :) |
feel better today.....quite happy
as there is someone commended me for my singing voice.....THERE
IS A SAYING THAT 'the sound of singing fills the ear' i hope that
my voice can 'evolve' to this stage but really far away from this
target......no one has commended me for a thousand of years la...hahaha^^.... |
| 三月二十一日 :( |
how to control my temper? 看著你來 隨背影掩蓋 我沒法不愛 只怪我一心愛人 忘掉隨手撫摸得到的傷痕 近在眼前 時間剛剛好 去讓你知道 |
| 三月二十日 :( |
昨天自己一邊行一邊飲，好苦，由心湧上來的苦是從來都未試過的.....心酸.. |
| 三月十九日 :( |
縱使有直車、有更快的路，我卻選擇協和街，原因？就和我愛到海旁、到摩士公園一樣... |
| 三月十七日 Sentimental |
新地中，我獨愛士多啤利味，無論我有多久冇食，我愛它的程度怎樣也不會變.....但為什麼我不常吃？「少食多滋味，多食壞肚皮」...有時候我也想得到溫暖，所以唔會專登去食，但唔代表我唔再鍾意食....士多啤利新地的確影響我情緒......我唔可以當士多啤利新地係正餐，但係我唔會因為正餐而唔食士多啤利新地...我唔知道我未來會唔會鍾意食其他味，但係呢個moment，其他味
are not my cup of coffee........明白嗎，士多啤利新地？ |
| 三月十五日 Sentimental |
妳的臉上仍然是掛著一臉可愛的笑容，甜美的聲線；我沒梳頭的樣子，一副頹廢的身軀...真的很驚訝會在街上碰到妳..... |
| 三月十四日 :I |
| Please listen to the background
music before you close the browser....i love this song very much....when
i am listening to this song, something from my heart has come out,
can you feel it? obviously, i have not study much as i woke up lately,
and have 3 times oral practise...just finished alkene today~ unfortunately,
behind schedule...i really have to put more effort on my studies....thanks
YOU to 'rescue' me...i have gone blank when he asked me why i dun
practise oral~ i have asked tung a question today which he found
difficult.... i just wanna ask why there are too many...... aii.......thought
for an half hour or you may say waste an half hour......dun think
about it la....perhaps, william is william~ PS i dun wanna let others worry about me, as a result, i always smile and even say i am okay....i am happy and okay sometime...however, i do have my temper......so sorry that i do not comfort you~ |
| 三月十三日 :) |
| today, i would like to share
with you guys in english as i wanna use a new word...in the past
i was a egotistic person.. egoism really affected me a lot, for
example, not practising oral...however, from now on, i will not
like this, i have to be a humble person since i admitted that
i am not okay in some aspects~ i have practisd oral for three
times..and i am now can speak fluent...thx for the guys who practised
with me |
| 三月十二日 :I |
| 家-->2A-->學校-->80-->教會-->東鐵-->尖沙咀-->海旁-->尾班天星小輪-->皇后碼頭-->東涌線-->奧運-->家 |
| 三月十一日 :( |
| 對我黎講，係學校溫書最大的唔好處係會令我冇信心，見到同學雄心壯志回校，見到佢地專心溫書，我都會被比下去.....我好驚我AL唔得，每當我對一樣野無信心，我就會做得好差....oral,見大家都好勁....好fluent, 好有confident,我知道係因為佢地擺左好多心機、時間去練習，我自負，咁多科之中我認為自己eng最勁，所以無放咁多時間落去，我妒忌人地有好大的進步(我知我唔應該咁，自己都冇放時間係英文度....)，今次mock真的令我冇曬信心，我唔expect usage 會低過50%，更唔expect 有paper 會fail~ 有時真係接受唔到自己睇住o的成績退步又唔下苦頭個種心態........好矛盾~ |
| 三月十日 :( |
| released UE, CL&C and Chem today~~got a fail in many papers... not much mood! they were badly done! how come! aii....but nevermind la... i promise i will try my best!! thanks Ivan for teaching me CL&C...you really have to put more effort and get an A ar~~~add oil~ talked with two guys at night~ don't be over pressurized la, understand? Here are the marks of my mock: Phy Chem nothing to say~ MS CA sigh.......a bad bad result AS:DDEE AL:FF!! no degree course~ |
| 三月九日 :I |
| most of my classmates were dispirited and depraved since today is the first day of receiving the exam papers..sigh~ how come mr tsang still have not finished marking the papers?aii....nevermind as i do not care this subject!!for ms and ca, i do think that i did badly in both subjects...many many careless mistakes..i am sure i can score a higher mark! lunch, i have hurt my hand when i play with my friend, a scar on my right hand~ how naughty i am.... having received these poor results, i have just studied for a while and still have no oral practise...contradicting with my studies and my emotion...for dinner, i have cleared all the dishes cooked by my mum as i want to let her feel happier.....however, i am full and perhaps i do not need to have my breakfast tomorrow~haha~~i am looking forward for my chinese and chem! |
| 三月八日 :( |
| totally lost my confidence..i
got a bad result in english~ everyone has improved except me....i
know that i have not put much effort in these two years but i
do not expect this result!!!!!!!!! no mood to study but i have
to force myself to do so...so harsh~my chem &soc ar!!!!!!7
questions left!!!!! i doubted myself if i have enough qualification
to sit HKALE...i even reluctant to practise oral..chinese? perhaps
i will get a fail in 'cultural questions'...quite unhappy today~
really wanna get rid of the control of my emotion.. come on...not
much time left and i have to let go all the other things which
are irrelevant to my studies... please help me, ok? can everyone
in my family be mature just for two months? do not make so many
arguements which influent my studies,ok? do not think too much,
William..... some of the events are not under your control! do
not think of the one you cannot love, ok? come on baby~ add oil
la...William Tang~~~~~ |
| 三月七日 :I |
| due to insomnolence, i do not have much power today!! but still, i have to study... can't finished chem & soc..aii...add oil la...i was frightened by my friend's confident and fluent presentation~ i do need to learn from his concentration, confidence, optimism....in my mind, although he is always defeated by unfortunate events, he can still withstand, at least in front of me~i must learn from him! |
| 三月六日 無奈中 |
| Today's worship is very good~I
am now in the situation which is the same as Joyce's past situation~
She has pointed out the weakness of me! I do hope that I can pass
through this moments~ |
| 三月五日 thoughtful |
| 諗左好多野，分享左好多野，多謝你陪我，好享受一齊打鞦韆... PS |
| 三月四日 :( |
| 唔開心，不過我又用我o既笑容去掩飾，或許咁樣，我才可以讓人同自己開心一點...... |
| 三月三日 Sentimental |
| 明白了~~我明白點解我與她玩得咁近你會妒忌；明白點解我成日係你面前提起佢你會唔開心，我雖知道人有佔有慾，但我估唔到會係咁強，直至..................................................我才明白........... |
| 三月二日 Sentimental |
| 心情？與天氣一樣→時好時壞。不同的是天氣壞→好多人知道；心情壞→沒有人知道。
最好 有生一日都愛下去 也許相愛很難 |
| 三月一日 Sentimental |
愛與痛的邊緣 徘徊徬徨路前 回望這一段 那怕與你相見 仍是我心願 情像雨點 似斷難斷 |
| 二月二十八日 :I |
愛上了一些我不該愛的東西，厭棄了一些我不該厭棄的東西，為什麼？今天的歌與我的思緒連在一起，難道在經歷一樣的難處？ PS 茶沒有喝光早變酸 從來未熱戀已相戀 徘徊在似苦又甜之間 望不穿這暖昧的眼 |
| 二月二十七日 :) |
我又回復返以前咁，對人唔滿意o既野總會收入心中，對方都唔會知道....對人歡笑背人愁....但他永遠也不知道~~ |
| 二月二十六日 :) |
敢於做夢~~today, mr siu's sharing is so good...i have
thought a lot....and also it solved some of my fears~ insist on
my dream--be a social worker.. |
| 二月二十五日 :) |
gone to PONGPONG's home and played monopoly....quite
enjoy and relax....talk in phone with a friend...add oil la you....開了記念冊，很難表達我現在的感受！我們真的是一起經歷過的，有血有淚。 |
| 二月二十二日 :I |
做應該做的事，諗應該諗的事。我一定要脫離「灰」的局面，係一定要！ PS |
| 二月十八日 :I |
今天我又做錯了事，把沒經大腦的說話說了出來，傷害了朋友，對不起......心情好了一點，但都有少少野... |
| 二月十七日 thoughtful |
反省後的結果： 我說：「我好似一隻沒有刺的箭豬，為了接觸其他人和幫助其他人而拔除了自己的刺。我自己卻失去了保護，任由別人傷害......心情？起伏不定，但我可以怎樣？不再愛我的家人嗎？變得冷漠點？我做不到......點算？」 他說：「有人傷害你的同時，不是亦有人關心你嗎？在你拔除刺的時候，不是亦有人替你插返D刺嗎？support you la~有些事情根本是現在的我們不能處理的，勉強去做，豈不是辛苦自己，折磨自己？家人當然要愛，相信他們亦知你愛他們的，但你對他們的愛不能修補他們之間的愛吧，大人的事就由他們自己處理吧！現在，做你可以做的！比心機考埋個試！加油呀！要做社工，就要先控制到自己的情緒！」 他就是我的天使，說真的，令我當頭棒喝，我對家人的負出是好希望得到回報-->家庭溫暖；我寧願窮，都唔想個家咁樣；當一個和諧的小時要$100，我寧願將我的利是錢買23個和諧的小時……不過我這樣想，我這樣做都是不能修補他們之間的愛。那我為什麼還鑽牛角尖？那些事我是控制不到的，為什麼不學習放手？放手不是易事，但都要嘗試…… 深夜，與另一個天使傾訴，更加了解我自己，我活在別人的期望裏，別人想我怎樣，我便怎樣，別人認為一個基督徒是怎樣，我便怎樣。別人對我的期望低了，我便相對差了，就是這個原因我明白自己為什麼行為言語都變差了。另外，我以為我唔重視別人對我的評價，但其實是相反，我好想得到別人的認同，所以我做咁多好事。我認為父母只會愛乖孩子，並將這概念投射到天父上，認為天父只會愛乖孩子，所以我強迫自己要做好，導致我對自己和別人的期望過高。本來我也不覺得父母(天父)只會愛乖孩子，但經過別人的提醒，加上自己在這二十天內的所作所為和反省，我更加了解自己，我害怕我做錯事別人會不再喜歡我；我害怕我做錯事會破壞我和朋友的關係-->做了好多修補工作，但其實說一聲sorry便可；我害怕我做錯事天父會不愛我-->沒有面目敬拜天父，但其實只要悔改，天父絕對不會不愛我的。我甚至覺得自己好重要，沒有我就像甚麼都辦不到的，我要做的是要謙虛。 PS |
| 二月十六日 :( |
失眠、安眠藥、令人擔心...... |
| 二月十五日 Depressed |
今天天色與我的心情一樣-----灰......失眠、胃痛、百感交集......我可以怎樣？無奈...... 今天溫中化時看到的：「人的快樂有一大半建築在人與人的關係上面。只要人與人的關係調處得好，生活沒有不快樂的。許多人感覺生活苦惱，原因大半在沒有把人與人的關係調處適宜。」is this my fault? if no, why i have hurt deeply? |
| 二月十二日 Depressed |
CIVIL WAR! |
| 二月十一日 :( |
still tidying up my stuff...feel not really good....I was thinking deeply while i was packing my stuff...I wonder why these things are happening on me! absolutely get lost...complaining, blaming, grumbling....... PS |
| 二月十日 :( |
totally lost my skills of guitar, violin, harmonica and even vocal...how come! my music.....again....family......wanna get rid of it.....i do not want to handle it.....they are all immature..... |
| 二月六日 :( |
I have not gone to the church today for some personal reasons....still like that...i cannot change and even worse...sorry for the guys who are supporting me...at night, i have had dinner with my relatives....again, my father.....heavy hidden burden... can anyone in my family be more mature? i do not wanna have these things happened while i am having my examination..... |
| 二月五日 :D |
昨天是我們一班中七的 last day，一早入聖堂彌撒，睇返o的相，憶起好多係伍華的回憶，到左梆梆分享時，我的眼淚開始流出，唱校歌時更一發不可收拾，喪哭了。我諗左好多野，但唔識去表達，只有哭才能表達。我是一個不會哭的人，但在那一刻我真的忍不住.......跟住同左好多人影相。兩年來發生了很多事，有開心，有唔開心，這些東西一一都記在我的心坎中.... 我愛7B、所有任教7B的老師....多謝你們^^ WE ARE IN ONE CELL+同氣連枝.... |
| 二月二日 :I |
I got a poor result in MS. Out of my expectation as I thought I must pass for this subject...I do care about the result since it really reflected how many marks I will got in AL...poor result for the chemistry either.....did nothing today instead I had blanked out myself for a few hours. Quite relax when I have done nothing.... Being self-centered, I have become a demanding person. However, I wanna give rather than receive but I cannot do so recently. Come on, add oil la...William.. Help the people who are suffering from difficulties....listen to them as you are a good listener..... |
| 一月三十日 :I |
今日係我校的家長日，雖然這次成績不是有太大的參考性，但是我的成績不是太好，總會覺得有少少唔開心..... 我好想買一本書，我兩次經過突破同埋今日學校的書展都有得賣，但係我唔敢買，亦都唔敢閱讀，個書名叫做《假如爸媽不再相愛》，我好好好好驚我的爸媽會......唔想再講，唔想再諗...好羨慕我的朋友們有好的家庭，好的家庭關係...心情突然有一點沉重.....唔想處理/處理唔到/唔到我去處理呢件事...... PS 一個會幫細佬吹頭的呀哥，一個會幫細佬gel頭的呀哥，兩個呀哥都好好，兩個細佬都好幸福。 |
| 一月廿七日 :) |
last 5 days....received the result of TAS yesterday....it is very bad..aii...nevermind la..self-counselled for a moment...i am having uniform test in these two weeks..very hard ar...i still have a long way to go to reach my target...add oil ar...william...today's chem organic chem was badly done..aii...add oil......positive thinking>negative thinking |
| 一月廿十日 :) |
last 10 days....had my TAS-database...poor am i...i do think i cannot get higher than 70%........nevermind la....positive thinking is helping me......have a 'coffee+milk tea' and a cup noodles in the class room.....very nice!^^ i met chi hung at night and talked a lot.....add oil la....bless you... |
| 一月十九日 :) |
only 11 days left...after 11 days, my secondary school live will end! seize and treasure the day.... miss you guys...all the 7Bers...thanks for the guys who supported when I was down...remember what we have promised each other (the goal of AL!) and try our best to achieve it...add oil all the 7Bers and my F5&F7 friends....^^ today, we have 'boiled' cup noodles in the classroom...enjoyed it very much...haha^^..woo..today's dinner is very delicious, 11 fishes, a BIG bowl of porridge .....DeLIcIous!!! |
| 一月十四日 :I |
felt better in these days since i have donated blood to the red cross...i know that i will be happier after i have donated and so, i did so....wanna say sorry to everyone of you...recently, i cannot give out even i cannot care others as i really feel mentally exhausted..sor.. |
| 一月十一日 :( |
unhappy in these days..i cannot get rid of those
things..very harsh....cannot cry...what should i do? i cannot
concentrate on my studies...!!i felt unhappy because of the following
things.. |
| 一月九日 :I |
quite happy today as i have received blessing from others..also,gifts from others..i do not need to attend tutorial class instead, i went to play football with my brothers.. unfortunately, something happened at night which made me feel down....I wonder...a simple thing can break our relationship? you should be mature la..!! Special thanks to: percy,chiu, grass,tung,pongpong,qingbin,ar lam,sunny,chi yeung,kitkit,ivan,iris,chi hung and the one who said happy birthday to me.... |