Dark Days

Is it possible that only last week I was going to end it all? Leave this world all because of one person. Despair and heartache ruled my world, there seemed to be no way out accept death.

Everything seemed hopeless, but others thought differently. Many reached out, many cared. I’ve done the same thing so why was I so surprised. Days and nights ran together, pain, anger, hurt, despair all consuming. And the never ending question, “why me?”.

As days passes answers were found. Despair and hurt turned to hatred. It wasn’t me it was him. My love for him had been pure and total, yet not his for me.

Many people reached out to me, keeping me from falling into the blackness of death. But only one hand reached out and touched my heart. We are two people the same he and I, not long ago it was me reaching out to save him.

Could this me what I was looking for all along. This person like me. So much in common, so much alike. Is this why it all happened? To bring us together to share out lives.

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