Desolate Reality

The pages of my life are filled with pain and misery
The days pass on by and the end is all I see
My life has been a chain of wasted years
I've cried out for help, but no one hears.

I can't decide between what is wrong and right
So why I must continue to fight
The end is drawing near and the sky is turning gray.
All the memories have faded away.
I've tried to walk the path I've walked a thousand times before
But now it's time to say goodbye to you all.
I've tried to cope with everything that was done to me.
Will I have a chance to live, or is it my destiny?
Life has lost it's meaning, and I don't know why.
Am I supposed to live? Or am I supposed to die?
Trapped inside myself, and there's only one way out
The game of life, what is it really about?
The pain I feel inside will never go away.
That's why I must spend it all today.

I've tried to cope with everything that was done to me.
Will I have a chance to live, or is this my destiny?
Life has lost it's meaning and I don't know why.
Am I supposed to live, or am I supposed to die?