hello ppl, how have you been?
i'm doing ok. as far as i keep telling myself, 'i can do it' then everything is fine. since i've already decided, this year, i'll make it through. i must do it well.
as i said in previous journal that i grab the big opportunity, and yes i'm now having that. it's just only three weeks and i feel so exhausted, so uncomfortable and so frustrated, and much more. what makes me feel bad is always 'people'. i always don't like working with other people, i'd rather do paper work than interact with people. and now i'm dying inside because of my negative personality. however, i already jump into it, no escape. please keep supporting me for i need much strength.
talking about the work, i will try to do my best. maybe i'm too concerned, i feel 'stress' coming attraction. but don't you worry, i'll be doing fine. i'm fine.
actually i was interrupted by my seniors at work during my writing. it upset so bad that i couldn't finish writing it and they made me feel i was doing something wrong. we were at the company and they were having the meeting whileas i had nothing to do. so i wrote this journal. then they came and asked what i was doing, after they knew, their expression changed. i felt bad. it already passed anyway. no need to think about it anymore. as i said, people always trouble in whatever way.
i'm doing ok an nothing is out of my control. as long as i keep smiling, nothing can harm me. i try my best to be the most happiest me from now on. please give me more love. i give you my love.
here... with love
la bonita 26 january 2008
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