2002 - 2003
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hi all,
i was totally lost!!!!!!!!!!! life ain't easy. lots of thing unpredictable happened again and again. what i want, never come true. what i hate, it always runs into me.
i need more 'tender, love and care' ... most of all 'money' !!!
16.12.2003
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hi all,
it's been long time since i last posted. i'm busy and confused :( bored and didn't want to anything. since april my life changed completely. it made me lazier.. oh boy, i don't even want move my body. crazy little me! well, i'm still alive though. love life is bored (null). celebs's freak i am!!!!!!!!!!!!
21.09.2003
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hi all,
few things to say to you. i've been thinking of what i'm doing with my life right now. useless! i'm such a lazy person, laziest i should say. nothing's new in my life. i was sick for a week. while i was sick, one of my fav artists came to bangkok and didn't have a chance to see him. my work is postponed to next weekend. so i have more free time, so enough that i could think of my laziness is taking every parts of me. now i waste my time with internet, which i didn't suppose to do this much. it's addicted. hope i'm getting better soon. well, at least i hang out with my close friends almost every weekends that higher my mood a little bit.
13.06.2003
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hi all,
it's been a great time going out with my friends last friday and saturday! we listened to music and talked all night long.
25.05.2003
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hi all,
now it seems that my work is on a rush. they're shooting every weekends. though it's not that tiring as in december last year, it's a bit boring. don't get me wrong, i like my job and i like what i choose to do. just get bored sometimes.
i got to say something about my work. i got to write it here right now coz i don't know that after the series is on tv, any critics will blaim me, researcher. recent scene shooted was the fiesta, the director hired a modern acrobats as a show. i don't think it's the right thing to do at all. but nothing i can do, since the art director seems no voice about this. i want people to know that sometimes MONEY DOES TALK!
there's a new place for me and my friends to hang out. i went there first time 2 weeks ago with AFS friends. it is Hagen Dazs shop at Maneeya Building. the artist is playing guitar and singing solo. he even invites the customers to sing. that's the greatest part!.
my b-day is coming attraction! *^_*^ i have to work that's not good. but i'll celebrate anyway. last year i was home alone eating b-day cakes that i myself bought. so sad. but i know it's gonna be different this year. thanks to Joey always gives me presents.
more, i'm going away from bangkok for awhile. still i don't know the exact date and time for both leaving from bkk and coming back. i'll let you know as soon as possible.
love you all
06.05.2003
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hi all,
just to let you know about my attention at moment. of course, since i'm totally interested in entertainment, my attention is now with F4. think i don't have to tell who they are. well, in case you want to find out, go check Sony Music or Channel 3 websites. right now you can see F4 everywhere, pencil box, t-shirts, towels, mobile's screensaver, ringtones, computer desktop, etc. i prefer listening to their music than watching their series. what about you? any info to share?
oh, almost forget. about 2 weeks now since SARS spreading all over East and Southeast Asia. the situation isn't that heavy in thailand compared with our neiboring countries. keep healthy, anyway.
do take care
10.04.2003
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hi all,
i gotta talk with you about Oscar. i watched it! yeah! Chicago got 5 also Best Movie. Adrian Bordy lead actor from The Pianist. Nicole Kidman lead actress from The Hours. Cris Cooper and Catherine Zeta Jones for supporting. And also Eminem from his song Lose Yourself in 8 Mile. Cool isn't it? i just want to share this moment with those movie lovers *^_^*
cheers,
24.03.2003
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hi all,
how are you guys? i'm doing ok as usual. i only travel once a week this month which is ok with me. it's not that too exhausting nor too boring. i feel relax at moment. it's great!
i got some messages from my friends. they always share with me special moments which i'm very happy everytime i got their emails or letters. whenever i started feeling bored or tired, i always got unexpected messages from friends. those messages give me energy to move on. and to know that not only me who feel terrible, there are others who facing worse situations than me also at the same time. and i feel "up".
i'd like to hear more from you. and you can hear from me from here.
take care all
23.03.2003
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happy valentine's day !
now it's the second week of the second month of the year 2003, can you believe this? time flies. i'm getting lazier and lazier... the weather is going crazy, especially in bangkok, it's been raining since 1pm and now it's almost 3pm. darn...
tomorrow is the day of love, i wish all the love for all my family and friends, since i don't have a lover *^_^*
my love for all
13.02.2003
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hello all,
long time no see. i had not much time to play internet recently. all my time dedicated to my job, especial last year, november and december, it was very busy time of my life. moreover, this month i just got my break on Chinese New Year.
however, i got time to go out with my friends. On new year i went to countdown at Patong, Phuket. it was crowed and loud. i went to Hardrock Cafe a few weeks ago, and it was FANTASTIC! the band was good. i have plan to go to Hardrock again, real soon. anyone wanna join me?
because of my job i have to travel a lot. as one of art team, i go with them to the set. some locations like Ayuddhaya, Saraburi and Kanchanaburi. it is exhausting but fun and i like it that much. though there're so many unpleasant person, i know i can handle that. only one thing i have to fix is 'me' not to speak to much nonsense!
since the new year started, it is the time of confussion. i'm confused about what to do with my life since i want something different. it's the matter of time. i have to make a decision soon. well, i hope i make the right thing.
because of my job taking all my time, i hardly go to the cinema. i watched "Harry Porter: The Chamber of Secrets" on dvd since i didn't have time to see it in the cinema. i have missed tons of good movies, well, i'll see them later. the recent movie i saw is "The Lord of the Ring: The Two Towers". it is great. and i want so bad to have the books. anyone will give me the books, all 3 LOTR??
i'm about to start writing script. it's in the process, which i guess, with no progress. it's not that easy! i try to write something about 'love' and 'romance' which i've never experience, it's quite hard for me, really. or i should try once so i could write it from my own experience, i'll think about it!
time to stop now. take care of yourself and i'll do mine. have a nice day
29.01.2003
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Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2003!!!
28.12.2002
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hi all,
lots of works since the end of november through the end of december. though i'm busy, still i have me entertain. there're many thai songs i've been listening these days. and i found that they're influenced by western very much. moreover, i listen to more rock, alternative and those LOUD music, such as Linkin Park, Creed, Red Hot Chilli Peppers and so on. they are great!!
life ain't easy as it seems. i have to keep supporting myself. living mylife these days is like fighting against forces of nature! and that's exhauseted. well, i'll fight till i die.
07.12.2002
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hi all,
lots of problems with webboard. i have registered a few webboards for websites i created. those are not free. i'm sick of it. well, i hope the two webboards, Archaeology43 and TRAFS are working effectively.
so, my previous diary is gone. from now on, i just write it directly with HTML and PageBuilder provided by Yahoo.
26.10.2002
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