where did you come from, you cockroach. and what happened to you
when did you get there. i didnt see you there before when i sat down
why were you on your back and, like, melting juices
why was your melting juicy back stuck to the old enternatinment weekley from last fall
"after the attacks: can comedy still be funny?" 100 best soundtracks of all time.. something like that
i cant remember what it really said because i had to rip teh cover off and throw it away, because it had residue from you, i dont know. you were gross
were you hiding under the stove when i boiled the eggs? under the toaster oven maybe when i turned it on broil. maybe you jumped out and your back was melting. and then you ended up on the entertainment weekly.
and then alex threw you down the trash chute
i dont know, i didnt notice you. but i notice things usually, so i just dont know
i hope you're dead
hi. i'm not going to answer the telephone anymore. at least not in this house. i dont want to deal with it, its always for her anyway. i'm not feeling too great its like everythings different and i think, YOU IDIOT YES everythings different and so are YOu this was always like this, what's your issue? higehgehjghdegdeh7^Y()(9099sha7gdghfds i feel like something is going to end soon, i dont know. this website or my life who knows. its like my leaving here is like real leaving, like ive never left before. i dont know. even though its clearer now that ill be coming back. i dont even know what im leaving, fer sure ill know later.
winkiier. i was thinking about ummm. what, i was driving home the other day and i was thinking something about something i guess. something about spending more time doing something. uhh. i have to start thinking about things quickly. today i drove on a road i'd never driven on before, no yesterday. i mean, i do that a lot but this was like some road where you drove on it and you were like wow, so this is what is going on OVER HERE ON THIS ROAD. and it was ultra lame of me because it was some road that was like across from the jama car dealership on pch. yeah. today i also went to the vespa store and the man there's hand was wrapped in some bloody bandages like he'd fallen off a scooter. i felt sorrry for him, i guess. i felt sorry for myself too today, a lot. yeah. there are a lot of spiders in my house. on friday i slept at my friends house in long beach and there were two spiders on the floor and then she layed out a blanket there for me to sleep on. on monday there was a baby crib toy with a spider, that was kind of creepy. and today i drove past the spyder surf shop and there was a spider on their marquee and while i waited at the red light i took the time to realize why they had a spider there. and last week there was a bug exterminator truck with a spider on the side of it. that was kind of gross. oh yeah, and like baby fashion today is all about bugs. bugs = dumb. a bee bit me on saturday. i have the bee in the other room on the table. i hate it. it hurt really bad and then my toe got swollen (because the bee stung my toe). and i watched WILD IN THE STREETS. that movie was all over the place.
Makkura: mold release, plaster, epoxy putty, roma clay but the bset was the cardboard
trixie: i want to smell those things
trixie: today i helped the gardener fix teh sprinklers and he sealed the pvc piping together with this blue stuff
trixie: called like "red hot sealing glue" or something
Makkura: ooooooo cool!
trixie: and it was blue and like clearish and it like sealed the pvc together even though the pipe was wet and it dried INSTANTLY
trixie: and i was like thinking MAN I REALLY WANT TO SMELL THAT SHIT
trixie: but it wasnt the time or the place
Makkura: yeah
trixie: someday im going to buy some
trixie: and also like a grocery cart full of pvc
Makkura: YAY
trixie: and like build a jungle
so like, my ex boyfriend tony has sifted through the world wide web and discovered this, plus some picture of me on my brother's page. so i just wanted to give him a shout out, for all his efforts.
also, i wanted to say thanks to all of my buddies who link to my page using my full name. it cuts out a lot of guesswork for stalkers and such. hooray for last names !!! i changed my name to trixie. most people call me that now. except some people call me "marki" and some old timers call me "sarah". its better not to have a name at all. just like how its better not to have a birthday. "i was never born". oh yeah, in march i turned 21.
"Alexchan7: it's fine that people write their stupid blogs, but why do they have to fucking write commentary ABOUT their stupid commentary on their stupid lives"
my webpage sux. you know it, i know it. and i also know that i better be careful to make this really interesting or else you wont care about what i have to say. thats why im going to put more pictures in those two galleries that i do have. you like to look at pictures, don't you.
i made some new friends. even though they were people that i was supposed to know from before. most of the people i made friends with have either 4 or 5 letters in their names. i try to keep it down to 4 or 5 letters, because im not very smart. especially since i havent really been in school lately. dont worry, im going back. please dont talk about my education in the past tense.
i put a new poem in the poetry section that ALEXCHAN7 wrote. she is my roommate/monotwin. she wrote the poem with magnets. if you want some real poems, you should look at yeoman bryan's page. he doesnt need the magnets. because he knows a lot of words and is smart.
"Alexchan7: later you should write a rant apologizing about how self indulgent blogs are or something. it's really HOT to do that"
i have been, like, feeling pretty awful lately.
look around for updates!!
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today i was going to write about a funny dream i had but like then this one girl by the name of REBECCA GLASER was like "all about" me mentioning her in my webpage. this budding starlette (the next bette midler fer sure) can be 'checked out' in that oh-so-hip library of teendom, eclectia.
today i get to watch the space ghost i missed friday. yay brak!!!!! i have that cars song stuck in my head.. what's it called... moving in stereo or something well yeah. i wish i had my record player so i could like, listen to that song..heh...oh yeah, i promised i'd do this: COMING SOON: ELASTICS MP3's!!!!!! and also maybe a litte bit about the paper mache party. ohhhhhh yeahhhhhhh.............
2.25.00 - i have cast away my Secret and my Soft&Dri. i use Old Spice. sure, it's for men ... old fat 50's era men wearing wife beaters and prancing in some slow-mo homo erotic porno flick. i am a mover and a shaker. my shoven armpits smell of sweet, sweet Spice. i challenge thee, Americana. i am woman.
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my friends share things
with me
they do not hesitate to
talk about their past
and they have no secret desk drawers
my friends are also all
american citizens
PETS
my cat is cute
she is one of my friends
cuz animals are friends too
even though they
don't live as long as people
HOME
i like where i live a lot
the people are friendly
and nice
almost like friends
but i don't know
most of them
friends are nice
i like them
they make things
uh
better than
the would have been
without friends
SEASONAL
winter is a special time
i like to spend it
with my friends
my friends are nice
i love them
they make winter
lots of fun
MILLENNIUM
gee, i hope that
this isn't the apocalypse
because then
i wouldn't get to
spend time with my
friends
they are great
is nice
she cares about me
she lives in her house
and there is a lot of food in her fridge
she draws pictures of naked men but i am not allowed to see them
kate says that she is not my friend anymore