Debt

Debt, is something you owe,
Your death, anticipated by a crow,
Brain, something you make seem small,
Phone, something you never use to give me a call,
Happiness, only known by a few,
Love, something never known or shown by you,
Pain, something I feel all the time,
Suicide, my last final crime,
Depression, I keep out of your view,
Secrets, things that you never knew,
Past, haunts me my every day,
Shyness, leaves me nothing to say,
Honesty, I have never really seen,
Death, my sadness may soon bring,
"Friends", people who stab me constantly in the back,
My emotions, things I physically lack,
Therapy, something I may or may not need,
Mary Jane, A good cigarette aka weed,
Singer, something I will never be,
Jesus, he who payed the ultimate fee,
Trust, a hard thing to earn,
Betrayal, an everlasting burn,
Hate, a thing everyone knows,
Care, a thing hardly anyone shows,
Heart, something broken too many times,
Poem, a story told with or without rhymes,
Rose, a flower with a lovely smell,
Hades, where most of us will burn aka hell,
Loneliness, me not having a true friend,
Rage, my attitude for everyone until The End!
Life

Isn't life just so grand,
To me it is just too bland,
Life just has too many regrets,
Life leaves us all with too many debts,
Why can't understanding life be easy?
Why can't humans be less sleazy?
What is really wrong with my body?
Why are my thoughts always so naughty?
Everything keeps going through my mind,
To all good things, I have gone blind,
Why can't my brain ever comprehend,
I wonder what'll it be like come The End?