Yesterday, and today
It seems like yesterday I was liked by so many,
Now everyone tells me to kiss their fanny,
I used to be known by all and hated by few,
Now nobody knows me, not even you,
Everyone thinks they have me figured out,
But you are so wrong that I could just shout,
You asked what's wrong, but, telling, I have always refused,
I guess I am tired of always getting used,
Life is a game, that I guess I will always lose,
Because I am always going to be drinking too much booze,
How can any of you tell me what I need,
How can you knock me for smoking the green,
It is the best way for me to deal with the pain,
Having a girlfriend living up in Maine,
She'll be moving to Florida, where she'll find another guy,
Within the next five years my mom is going to die,
My best friend, who works at BRC,
Has chosen drugs, more than once, over me,
Some call me Jason, while others call me Fish,
I guess you could say that I have a very big death wish,
I would wrestle with a rott, or big rabid dog,
or go 80 miles per hour, in some thick ass fog,
You think I am sweet, but that isn't true,
I just don't feel like seeing you blue,
Now aren't you glad that you are my good friend,
Yet, you have no idea how I will soon make The End!
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