A driven person
Never drives anywhere
Except into a ditch.
So many have said,
So many have believed,
I am driven by the chambers
Of an immature heart
That will not yield to
The lies of yesterday.
Go on and tempt me
To leave the messages
Within my breast
To conform to the boring,
Unfillable hope that society
Believes in.
I will not be moved.
They cry out to me
And never understand
Me or my silly crusade
"What's one life? What can one person do?"
They throw at me,
In their own desire to believe.
They think I am
A superhuman wannabe,
But they watch as I stumble,
To present change,
And ignore the fact
That I also get up.
And so I will do
And keep on standing,
To be driven till I
Reach the sunlight,
I'll never truly touch.
But I still will not stop soaring,
Among the clouds of my dreams.
No titles, no medals,
No sainthood, I own
I am human first.
And so I stumble,
Trip, fall, even crash,
On my face,
Often, so often
Yet I'll rise up
Not marvelous
Not elegant, not anything
At all.
Just an unmoved being
Who chooses to be
Human,
first.
Age 19 Copyright 2000 Wendy Torres
"One hand reaches out. And pulls a lost soul from harm, As a thousand more go unspoken for, And they say what good have you done by saving just this one, It's like whispering a prayer, In the fury of a storm....
"And I hear them saying you'll never change things, And no matter what you do it's still the same thing, But it's not the world that I am cahnging, I do this so this world will know, That it will not change me..." Lyrics from Grath Brook's Album Fresh Horses. The song name was The Change