| you?ll be sorry when you never get to say bye you?ll be sorry When you realize my happiness was a mere lie You?ll be sorry When you think of my lifeless being You?ll be sorry When you think of my pain never healing You?ll be sorry Since my life won?t be long You?ll be sorry Once I?m gone |
| You'll Be Sorry |
| there must be more to living in this pain there must be more than carrying this deep strain there must be more to this life than what I see there must be more to me There must be more Than what it may seem There must be more Than striving on an out of reach dream There must be more Than dealing with this despair There must be more Than feeling my heart rip and tear There must be more Than ending it with a knife There must be more Than living this life |
| There Must Be More |
| I know you all won?t miss me As my body starts to tear I know you all won?t miss me Even though you act like you care I know you all won?t miss me When my last tear drops to the ground I know you all won?t miss me When I make my final screaming sound I know you all won?t miss me As the blood flows down the cement I know you all won?t miss me When my body grows so silent I know you all won?t miss me When I?m not there to smile I know you all won?t miss me When I?m dead for awhile |
| I Know You All Won't Miss Me |
| I'm sorry I can?t be there To wipe all those tears I'm sorry I'm not around To say forget your fears I'm sorry I'm gone I'm sorry you cry from my lies Saying I was OK But I just caused those tears from your eyes I should have gotten help Like you tried to do I wish I had paid attention I wish I had listened to you I'm sorry you?re crying All alone without me I wish I were there With the people I love I'd be Now I'm in heaven Looking down on you all By doing this I feel weak I feel small I'm sorry with all my heart And I hope, soon you won?t be as sad Because if I'd gotten help I?d be there if I had I know I'll be in your heart In you memory deep in your head But no matter how much you mourn I?ll always remain dead |
| Remain Dead |
| I hate it so much I want to take my life so bad I?ve lost everything Everything I?ve ever had If I had a wish I would be free If I had one wish I wouldn?t be me If I could just say Something to everyone I know I would say this is true They?d be like so So I?m going to do it Get it over and done with The blood will drain slowly And I?ll know it?s not a myth All this pain is true So are these tears I finally committed suicide And concurred my fears |
| Fears |
| If you?re reading this I know you love me And I?m sorry that With you I cannot be I would have taken it back But it is now too late I never really thought I would ever give into my terrible fate And I?m sorry if You start to cry Just remember It was my choice to die It was nothing that you did It was all about me I should have gotten help But not being on earth I could never see I thought I would grow old With the ones I love But now I?ll sleep forever With the Lord up above |
| I'm Sorry |
| I know I'm too depressed To go on with this morbid feel With all this unbearable pain That never seems to heal I just want out Make my life go away Because I don't think I can live Day by day by day So let this blood drip And let these tears flow so to my depressed being I'll finally let go |
| Let Go |
| I'm so depressed I'm so sad I'm so hurt I'm so mad I know you won't care And won't stay by my side When I just give in And commit suicide |
| I'm So |
| Just kill me now So I can let go of this strain Just give me some pills So I can get rid of this pain Just kill me now And let me let go of my life Just kill me now Just give me a knife |
| Just |
| Now I can't speak Now I can't talk Now I can't run Now I can't walk Now there's no depression Now I feel no joy Now I can't be used Now I'm not a boy's toy Now I can't yell Now I can't shout Because of my suicide Now I'm out |
| Now |
| I went to the kitchen After that flood of tears I hate this place I'm letting go of those fears I went through the drawer Examining a butcher knife Knowing it was sharp enough To end this f*cked up life I've left my last note To my mother and dad death must be better than this Since it couldn't be more bad It feels like a thousand pounds As I force up my arm I'm soaking in sweat Knowing soon the harm I finally do it Slash the knife over my wrist I'm mad at everyone for causing this resort I think as the blood flows to my fist I fell my life, my strength Draining deeply from me There's blood on the knife And everywhere else I manage to see I close my bloodshot eyes As this pain begins to clear That was my final breath And that was final tear I now see a light In my eyes it starts to glare I don't know what to do As all my problems begin to tear I see myself now Covered in my blood lying dead on the floor I hear the sound of my silent house I hear an opening of the door I stare looking but this feels like a dream My mom walks in And I hear her sharp, peircing scream |
| Scream Of Suicide |
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| There?s an empty seat Who used to sit there? Who can remember Who really cares There?s an empty locker Who used to have it? Who can remember Who gives a shit If these halls could talk Would they even talk about me? If those people weren?t so blind Would it be me they?d see? If they weren?t so conceited Would they even remember How depressed I was Or us together If they didn?t notice I was here Will they really notice I?m gone? Who knows when someone will tell them Will it really take that long? Maybe they?ll remember me now When there?s one more empty space Maybe they?ll forget me again Since I can just be replaced |
| Who? |
| I?m gone now Laugh or cry Who cares That you people made me die Oh, its not your fault I?m responsible for you pricks I think it?s my own fault That I hated you guys so much it made me sick Every night I?d cry Wishing you people would care But all cared about was yourself Like that perfect smile you wear But its all good now Cuz now i?m gone Are you fuckers even gonna remember me Now that I?ve passed on??? |
| I'm Gone Now |
| Sorry That now you?re the one crying Sorry That now you?re the one lying Sorry Now you carry this heavy strain Sorry Now you feel this pain Sorry You?ll never get to insult me like before Sorry You?ll never see through the fake smile I wore Sorry But remember the hurt will pass on Sorry Now I?m gone |
| Sorry |
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