All the tears I shed
And every frown I made
You took in prize possesion
As my love for you started to fade
You gained a big grin
When I gained this heavy strain
You were happy
When I felt this tearing pain
You were glad
As I was sad
I washed away the pain
When I ended your lies
I washed away the hurt
When I finally told you bye
When I Told You Bye
You said I stole your man
But I know it's not true
Just because he likes me more
Don't mean I'm gonna listen to you
So you say I play him
And I'll hurt him so
The only reason he's not with you
Is because you the true hoe
I don't care what you tell him
Because I know he won't believe what you say
And we all know your ugly ass
Shouldn't be talkin bout who wants to play
Playaz
They ask why I don't care
About what these horny boys do
I just say I don't care
When they ask me to screw
Its all because of that one guy
So now I feel so numb
I don't care, don't feel the emotion
When I give them some
I don't feel the joy
I can't feel this strain
Because of him
I don't feel their pain
I Don't
Just because you're around
Doesn't mean too much
Because you're like those others
My real self you'll never touch
My feelings won't show
My personality won't be true
I'll just say what you want to hear
But I won't listen to you
Because those guys were novicane
Growing me more and more numb
My feelings for you are cold
My real self you'll see none
I live my life not caring
Just what the world may do
I'll still lie about my emotions
I'll never feel a thing for you
Never Feel
I saw you today
Walking down the street
I looked from your head
Down to your feet
Then I relized
The love for you was gone
But I think it's because of me
And you did nothing wrong
I thought I felt this thing before
But it was just a rush
Because I found our love
Was only a mere crush
Crush
I?ll never be good enough for you
No matter how hard I try
So instead of giving my all
I?ll just say goodbye
Because I?m not wasting my time
On some prick like u
Because I know you?d love me
If me u really knew
So don?t tell me to leave
Or ever go away
Because I?ll already be gone
And I don?t give a fuck what u say
Never Good Enough
Tears run down my face
On the carpet a blood stain
The beating you do
Causes me this pain
Blood runs down my face
Blood stains on the bed
This is were you hit me
When that blood ran down my head
Sweat runs down my face
When I see my friends each day
They notice my black-eye
Leave him they say
Blood stains
Tear drops
This torture
I wish would stop
Blood stains on my pants
Tear marks on my shirt
Bruises down my back
This aching always hurts
The stinging is always there
In my heart within
Its not always visible
Blood stains under my skin
Blood Stains
I know how you are,
Always fighting back.
I always hold my tears inside,
As the pain within begins to pack.
I'm sick of you,
I'm sick of your shit.
I'm sick of trying to fight back to you.
And I'm sick of getting hit.
Some days are harder,
And it seems I can't get out of bed.
Looking at my bloody sheets,
Remembering the blood flowing from my head.
Some days I want to give up,
And some days I want to quit.
But I worked too hard,
And prayed too long for your shit.
Never Quit
We never finished
What we once began
We never completed the feelings
Since you hid, you ran.
I felt these emotions
Like I've never felt before
I felt this love
For you, this love was for.
But you left
And ran away from me
You left
Before my love you could see
You Left
You thought I?d be alone
And cry without you
You thought I?d be alone
And die without you
All I need to say
Is that you were right
And everytime I think of then
These feelings I must fight
I know I?ll never feel better
Ever since you lied
I?ll just try to get over the feelings
Trying not to be hurt inside
You Thought
We were going out
But it?s not like I care
Since you were so cruel
And you made my heart tear
You see these tears
As they drip like rain
And you don?t notice
How you caused me this pain
Pain
How should I feel
When you treat me like you did
How can I be with you
When your feelings, you hid
Now you say you want me
And now you?ll treat me good
But you lost your one chance
No matter if you treat me like you should
I don?t feel anything for you now
I have no love for you
I?ll never go back to that pain
No whatever what you say you?ll do
How