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| I used to be afraid Afraid of what I'd miss I used to fear I used to fear this But now no one is there To cherish or to care Now there is nothing Nothing, no one is there But thats ok, I'm fine That no one's gonna stay by my side When one day will come And I give into suicide |
| No One |
| Here I am Sitting over there Wishing for better things Wishing those people could care But instead of only wishing Wishing for better things to come I know I can't wish much longer As my mind goes painfully numb I open the bottle of asprin Wiping away those tears I wish I had stopped And I wish I thought more clear I would have thought About the pain to come I wish I didn't swallow every pill I wish I wasn't chilled numb I wish I didn't do it I wish I thought of all this I wish I put those pills away I wish, I wish, I wish |
| Wishes |
| I was crying yesterday About my whole being I could find no joy And pain is all I'm feeling I grabbed that one knife With the sharpest blade And when I slit my wrist That pain slowly began to fade Today no one cares But thats how they should People just let it go Like I knew they would |
| Yesterday |
| No one sees me cry No one sees my tears No one hears my screaming No one feels my fears No one hears my laugh No one sees me cry No one sees me smiling No one sees I want to die No one sees me now They will notice me when? No one will see I'm dead No one can see me then |
| No One |
| I stare down at my carpet Printed with blood stains Thinking of those lonely nights Thinking of that pain I stare dwon at my wrists Glaring at the scars Thinking of the times I tried ending it Knowing I didn't get too far I stare through my window I jump out coming closer to the ground below I fall down the many floors Feeling the tears continuing to flow |
| I Stare |
| Everyone sees me cry But no one really cares They think the depression will pass As this frown I permanetly wear Everyone sees me alone As they pass me by No one sees this sadness No one cares when I cry If I finally did it There would just be one more empty space No one would relize I've risen to a better place |
| Everyone |
| Now i lay silent Now i lay still I tried my hardest But couldnt make it up my hill Now i lay mute Now i lay at rest Just pray for me to be an angel Pray for me to be blessed Now i lay deceased Now i?m free Now i?m released Free from my pleasure Free from my pain Free from my prison Free from my bodily chains Time will pass Life goes on You?ll never remember me Now i lay gone |
| Now I Lay |
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| You lie, lie, lie I cry, cry, cry You want me to die, die, die I wonder why, why, why It's all lies I know everything is fake I know you just want to use me I know how you only want to take Take it all away from me Because soon I won't be here anymore Just make me all hollow Because soon I'll close the door I want to die empty Yes, just continue to lie, lie, lie No more will I cry, cry, cry Because soon I will die, die, Die |
| Die, Die, Die |
| How can they tell me its not the answer When they don't know what I've been through How can they tell me it will go away Why can't I just think its true? How can they tell me I'm not good enough When I'm hanging on by a thread How can they say they love me But then wish I was dead How can they tell me I'm crazy And this depression makes me insane I used to love all those liars But my feelings started to drain How can they tell me it's not the answer And suicide is a crime But they don't know how I feel Or the thoughts that run through my mind How can they tell me its all fake And I'm just being dramatic about it all They think I'm just emotional Like their lies will make me grow tall How can they just sit there And watch me die away How can they just watch me As I slowly die everyday How can they just stand there While tears stream down and down How can they just smile While I frown Why don't they know what I've been through? Why am I such a mistake? Why wouldn't they care If my life I soon shall take |
| How? |
| every night i cry every night i pray i beg god that i won?t wake up the next day please someone take me i can?t take life?s pain anymore please someone take me i can?t take living inside my sheltered core everyday i regret That i didn?t take my life last night because everyday my facade i need to fight i feel so alone no one notices im here i can scream in a crowded room for hours without anyone noticing im there I feel like im invisible and everyone is unable to see that the girl I fake Isn?t really me You all won?t try to stop me As I look into the black beam I?ll feel numbed forever And my tears will no longer stream Please someone care That I?m about to end it all Please someone catch me As I slowly fall Please someone notice My smile isn?t real Please someone cure me Because this pain will never heal Please someone notice When my life will no longer go on Please someone notice When im gone |
| Every Night |
| Im lookin for a way to become The person that they dreamt i'd be The person that i hate But those people hate me So i'm trying to find her The girl underneath all the pain The girl who's a stranger The girl with no name They think its me When I put on my fake smiles No matter how much happiness i fake The pain will still pile They think i'm the funny girl The class clown at sight But really i'm that sad girl Pretending everything's alright Dont look me in the eyes Cuz you can't even see through this fake face Why cant i just be myself Why cant i feel im in place Everyday is the same I try my hardest not to cry Sometimes its not that easy Cuz all i want to do is die Take me God please take me Take me on this lonely cold night Someone take me So everything can be alright |
| Take Me |
| A year ago my life was good I have memories of yesterday But what am I going to have to remember About today? I hate this life I hate this place I hate being alone In this solitude space I hate how they always Stare me right in the eyes But they're still too blind to see Everything about me is just my life's lies Maybe tomorrow will be better Maybe it will be like yesterday Maybe tomorrow I can live again Or maybe the pain will stay I just don't want to live If my whole life will be these miserable lies If my life can't be the same as yesterday Right now I want to die But maybe I'll regret Where really will I go If I pass on What will happen to my soul I hate this whole world Why can't they see But who I really hate Is me |
| Is Me |