So Called Friends By Emilly

They told me that they were my friends, Yet they never talk to me Never even acknowledge that I am here. They leave me out of conversations. They don't even care that soon I won't be here. But, I guess they wouldnt notice anyways, I mean, they don't even notice me sitting here. Maybe in a few years they'll look for me, and say "what ever happened to that girl?". But, then no one would answer, And, yet again, they'll forget about me. They'll go on with there lives. And never again think of me. Soon, I'll never again need a friend, No one will ignore me, No one will abandon me. I'll finally be dead, Without a so-called friend in the world.                         (c) Emilly P/ 2001