Procrastinate

Born !
With a stainless steel spoon in my mouth
Poor to the core
inside just dying to get out
Life of regrets
neglect what I wanted most
I always saw it !
I've never had it !
I've never even came close

Spent the days dreaming
Wish they were real
Time in my mind an essence no one could steal
fade to gray oneday I wake now I'm old
I've never seen it
I've never had it
I've got to reach and grab ahold

Cause lifes line is shrinking
And standing still I feel I'm sinking away
tell me what will I miss when I no longer exist
If I let my life just fade away
and Procrastinate

Torn
Between good and evil
I always switch sides
Bold till I fold
I've had to roll with the tides
Life of grief relief now seems like a ghost
I've never seen it
I've never had it
I've never even came close

Mend the days believing all will go well
Came to the same conclusion
My life is hell
Wake every morning snoring cold and alone
I've never felt it
I've never had it
I've got to get it before I'm gone

Cause lifes line is shrinking
And standing still I feel I'm sinking away
Tell me what will I miss
when I no longer exist
If I let my life just fade away
And Procrastinate
and Procrastinate!!!
I must always remember
the agony I've seen
The life I've had
Both good and the bad
realize it's not just a dream
Get up off my ass
and stand on my feet
wipe off the dust
and do what I must
to make my life complete...

Sworn
to be an honest man I lie like the rest
Perfect is my defect
you know I am obsessed
Hide the truth from you my pain is my own
Those are the breaks mistakes were born in the mold
but lifes line is shrinking
and standing still I feel I'm sinking away
Tell me what will I miss
when I no longer exist
If I let my life just fade away
and Procrastinate....

Writen by Fred L Howell, November 1999