I believe it is time to jump into next step of my life here in States. Reason being.. First of all, I really want to clean my place.. I mean ‘Clean’ clean. I want to steam vacuum the carpet, and reorganize all my stuff. That makes me feel a little more be changed. Recently I haven’t though about transferring the school to Europe. I should say I almost forgot about it, because matter of fact I wouldn’t be able to move to Europe in a year. I need earn more credit hours for my school. So, I was sort of depressed being stuck here. I mean Omaha is great place; everybody says that, but everybody doesn’t really mean it.you know. One thing I can picture is that it’s gonna be really sad to leave here. It happens anywhere. When you are in a new place, and you make friends of people there.. later on.. you know it is sad to apart with them. It’s inevitable.
Anyways… I will try to clean my place on the weekends. I probably have to rent a steam vacuum cleaner. And, I don’t really want to do this, but I will give Rosie away. I can already hear blames on me, but I don’t really think I can keep her. So, if I do, please be mercy on me (People who loves Rosie). I should say that I hate to give her away… Kody said a cat is not a chair that you can just throw. That’s true, but I will leave some day, and it will come to Rosie and me to apart…so.
I think I am tired of art stuff a little bit. What I mean is I was digging for the art last several months, and I think I sort of tried from it. Time to break? Actually I haven’t sculpted or drew for almost 5 months. Wasn’t that enough break? I guess not. I figured that it was not a matter of time. It might be a matter of something else. Maybe I should try to do something else.. like playing musical instrument, or drinking more(..? no..) I guess this is what I have been trying to do all this summer. ‘struggling with the circumstances.’