There is no heaven you wish to go. Through the human history, human created such a heaven and hell to console their harsh life and soul, and it became a belief. Where is the heaven? The place and time you are is the heaven. The place you live, the people you are with, the air you suck; these are all heaven. God brought us to this life, and this is heaven. There is no heaven God promise us after this life. When you think of heaven, you might come up with always peaceful, and happiness. There can't be such eternal peaceful happiness. How boring it is! You can't feel the happiness without sorrow. Enjoy the heaven you have now rather wishing to go there.