Things are not the same around me..
I've been changed, and things have been changed. It became too hard to track my original reason I came to this land. These days, I don't do much, I don't think much.. I rather say I think too much. The problem is..that I can't preceed the thoughts as I did before.
Too much thoughts make my brain stuck. I rahter keep cutting down all those thoughts about thoughts.

I was sleeping a lot..that I usually didn't do.
I need to wake myself up.

Once again, I tried to get done some art works I droped last semester due to my busy schedule, actually my laziness.. Cleaning my studio seemed to help me to get back to work, but it didn't clean my brain yet. Whever I see painting from masters, I am so impressed. Next step in my mind should be coming home and starting my own works, which happened during last semester, but not this summer. My laziness or lack of inspiration. I am just waiting for the answer from my hands. Now, my hands get too heavy to perfor..........