Ganoba Online December
Dear friend ,
In the last year , I have introduced certain processes in my life which
have definitely reversed the ageing process in me . Physically i am
lighter by 10 kgs , the reduction is primarily around the waist. This
has improved my posture. I walk more briskly and climb heights
enthusiastically. The internal systems are functioning more effectively
. I need much less sleep . Even in sleep , my mind is actively
processing important issues . As a result , more time is available to me
to accomplish whatever goals I have set for myself. Mentally I am happy
, energetic , and compassionate. My thoughts and emotions are of the
living moment. so I can do justice to myself and my environment .
Spiritually , I can often experience the body dissolve into a luminous ,
pulsating glow. I am quite willing and ready to share my insights with
anyone interested. Unfortunately , there does not seem to be anyone
interested. Some people have shown casual interest. Their primary area
of concern remains winning in the rat race.
For a long time I had the urge to flow with the tide of time. I finally
did that early last month . A ticket was available to go to Madras . I
took the chance and then let the things happen. How wonderful everything
turned out to be . I was amazed by the flood of good will for me in
Madras.
Events that are taking place in the world , of which I am a part , are
being orchestrated by forces far superior in strength and wisdom than I
possess. Of this , I am clear now . Obviously , it is childish to fight
or resist these forces . I have decided to trust these forces . This
does not mean I am going to be a passive spectator. I am going to play
my part in the scheme of things . For starters , I have to observe ,
study and understand the overall design of the universe. I cannot do
this by being detached , objective observer . how can I do this ? How
can I place myself outside the universe ? clearly I have to do it by
being in the middle of it all.
I cannot study and understand this throbbing , unfolding universe by
fragmenting it into parts. When I look around I do not find any
discontinuity in nature. All dividing lines are created by us to
artificially simplify a complex phenomenon. In doing so , we have made
it very complicated . In my study , no boundary conditions are
specified. There will be no control groups , sample groups or target
audiences. I am part of the panorama. I am not going to separate myself
from it for any reason.
I have realized that I have to unlearn a lot. In fact , I have to learn
nothing. As I unburden of useless knowledge ( Avidha ) everything shall
stand revealed. This has already started happening . The Satsang at
Mumbai and Pune and the discovery program in between at Khandala were
fluid experiences . Everything happened easily and and gracefully. I
have realized that disturbance is the earliest sign of transformation
.If I stay with it change happens effortlessly. Only when I try to run
away from it , it changes into a dreadful monster. In reality it is a
playful magician.
Everyone of us is endowed with all the resources needed to attain our
life goals . Many of these remain dormant because we are chasing
mirages. We, then develop a distorted and largely negative concept of
ourselves , of the world , of our relationships and about everything
around us . all this has to be unlearned before our resources begin to
awaken and develop . For this to happen a pool of compassion has to be
created . Its other ingredients are truthfulness and joy. I n the last
month , I have participated in many creative versions of these , some
initiated by me and many by others . As a result , I have lived a
blessed existence . It is absolutely wonderful . I invite you too to
share generously your revelations and insights.
I invite all to be a part of movement . Move - touch and reveal . Be
receptive when someone else reaches out to you .
In the moment of revelation
If there is only fear ,
then the moments will be lost,
for fear offers
endless numbers of escape routes ,
to the grave yard called security.
In the moment of revelation ,
if there is only excitement ,
then there is a reckless
also careless , uncaring , insensitive ,
plunge into the unknown
one has a euphoric orgasm ,
and then impotent emptiness ,
nothing will be learnt
and one will return empty handed back to square one .
In the moment of revelation
if there is both fear and excitement
then we have a real choice
not of the either / or kind
one learns a great deal
about many phenomena
real and imaginary
One learns about fear
its genesis and its many incarnations
some apparently benign
others devilishly ferocious
One learns bout living in the moment
its magic and its beauty
every act that appeared
very difficult , almost impossible
is really very simple and easy
that is the magic and beauty
One learns abut the unknown ,
the dark emptiness
that is the mother of opportunities
of unlimited possibilities
One learns about relatedness
as the freedom to be oneself
in an ever , unfolding space
one learns about learning
that is synonymous with living
what is the moment of revelation
when past and future
light and dark
known and unknown
and all such polarities ,
are gathered together as on Noah's arc
to mate into oneness
then the answers to all our questions and doubts stand revealed
magically , miraculously and effortlessly
Hari om
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