Quistis
grabbed her Save the Queen, and attached it to her lowslung
belt. She pulled her black gloves on, and examined herself in the mirror. Not
for the first time, she wished her hair was dark brown with red, her eyes a
deep brown, her stature petite. Slowly she let her blonde hair fall free about
her shoulders and struck a typical Rinoa pose.
Frustrated with her attempt, she snatched her hair up and jammed the red clip
in place. With the same force, she smashed on her glasses, and then held her
nose until the pain subsided. She turned
away from the mirror, picked up a book, and started for the door. As she opened
the door to the hallway, she turned back and crossed her eyes at herself in the
mirror, then removed the glasses and shoved them into the case on her belt.
Okay, maybe she did like her blue eyes. With that thought and a smile on her
lips, she headed for the parking lot. She hoped Seifer
was on time.
* * *
Actually, Seifer
was quite early. He'd been up, pacing in the parking lot for close to two
hours. The Hyperion hung at his side, much more in place under his trenchcoat and quite reassuring. Hearing footsteps in the
hall, he calmed himself down and leaned against the wall, totally at ease,
sneer in place.
He forgot how great she looked in
that pink outfit. It really was her color, well, except for maybe blue. But
then, Rinoa always wore blue. He could appreciate the
distinction. Maybe a purple or green...Then he violently shook his head. Why
was he thinking about COLORS?
"Good morning, Seifer. I'm glad you're on time." This phrase had been
rehearsed the entire night before by Quistis. This
phrase, delivered in a very polite tone, got under Seifer's
skin.
"Good morning, Quistis," he returned, mockingly. "Ready
to chaperone another inexperienced SeeD?"
She flushed a dull red, and made no
reply. Another SeeD by the name of Khari appeared at that moment, and lead them to the car.
They both climbed in back, and stared out the windows, while Khari chattered on endlessly.
Suddenly, Seifer
looked up. Had he heard that right? Had Khari said
something about Quistis' social life?
"I'm serious, Quisty! Once you get back, you need to go the club with
some of us. You never go! And when you do, you don't dance, you just stand in
the corner and..." Seifer tuned her out again,
focusing on Quistis who was still staring out the
window. But he knew she'd heard. Her body was stiff, her head held up high.
"Hey, Khari,
give it a rest, huh? Don't you ever stop talking?" Seifer
cut in with an annoyed look. "No one cares about Instructor Trepe's social life." Khari
fell silent. Nothing from Quistis.
Then the car stopped. Wordlessly, Seifer stepped out of the car, and stood looking at the
ocean, paying no attention the huge boat.
"Thanks, Khari,"
Quistis smiled at her friend and stepped from the
car. Khari rolled down her window.
"Hey, Quistis, I was serious. When you get back, you should go
with us to the club. Maybe a man will make you happy! What about that
"He only flirts when Selphie isn't around, and either way, he doesn't mean
it. He may be a flirt, but he loves Selphie. Besides,
even if he was available, he is definitely not my type," Quistis shook her head. "He's too...frivolous."
"What about Seifer?"
Khari lowered her voice to a conspiratorial whisper.
"He's very handsome! Look at his body! And his eyes...If only he would
smile, instead of smirk. He'd be a knock-out."
Quistis only shook
her head. "Good-bye, Khari." Taking the
hint, the girl smiled and drove away. Quistis straightened and turned, then stopped abruptly. Seifer was framed against the ocean, the sun creating an
aura around his shape. And it was a very nice shape, Quistis
had to admit. He was tall and well-built, and looked quite good in the black
and gray he chose to wear. His blonde hair shone in the bright light, and the
one piece that wouldn't stay down made him look more boyish. The greenish-blue
of his eyes-
WHOA! Quistis stopped herself. She was
just letting Khari get to her. Seifer, indeed.
"What are you staring at? I know I’m good-looking, but you could at
least try and hide your infatuation," Seifer was
now facing her. Quistis tilted her head at him,
choosing to ignore his second comment.
"Khari's
right, you know," Quistis said musingly.
"What?"
"If you smiled, instead of
smirked, you'd be a heart-stopper." Leaving him staring at her, she walked
to the boat and climbed aboard, disappearing from sight on the deck.
Seifer
cocked his head, and turned toward the dock. Out of nowhere, a memory surfaced.
He'd fished there-no, not there, Fisherman's Horizon-once with Raijin and Fujin. He hadn't
caught anything. But it had been fun. He smiled at the memory and started
toward the boat. Who knew when the GFs would take
that one away from him? Stopping, he scanned the dock again, memorizing every
detail, before he continued up the ramp to the boat.
The smile had disappeared.
* * *
"WHAT?!" Quistis roared at the captain. Seifer
stifled a laugh. He'd never seen a woman roar. He wondered why she was roaring.
"I'm sorry, Miss. But the
Garden only reserved the one room. There's nothing I can do," the captain
stammered. "All the other rooms are full."
Now it was Seifer's
turn to roar. "WHAT?!"
The blood left the captain's face.
"I-I-I-I'm sorry." Seifer and Quistis stared at each other, then
back at the captain, blue eyes filled with fire and ice. "Perhaps you can
take it up with G-G-Garden when we arrive at our d-d-destination. But there's
nothing I can do," the captain pleaded.
The tone in Quistis'
voice made Seifer shiver inwardly. "Oh, believe
me, we will." Then her voice changed to one of command. "Our room is
where?"
The captain led them to the room,
handed each of them a key, and all but ran away. Quistis
took a deep breath and opened the door, stepping inside. Seifer
followed. Both stopped short.
"This is a SeeD
room?"
"I guess we didn't need two
rooms after all."
"I should apologize to that
poor man."
"Which bed do you want?" Seifer walked over to the bed next to the window and lay
down on it. "I like this one." He turned his head to smirk at Quistis. She nodded and sat down on the other one, a good
six feet between them. "What are we supposed to do for two days?" Seifer wanted to know, then looked
at Quistis. She was reading,
her glasses perched on the end of her nose. Sighing, he lay back and kicked off
his boots. The Hyperion lay next to his bed within easy reach. He turned toward
the window and stared out at the ocean. He was asleep in minutes.
* * *
He awoke some time later, and it was
dark out. The stars were easily visible through the big window, and he smiled,
enjoying the peacefulness. Times like these were when he was the most happy. Just him and the stars. During these moments, he didn't
bother reprimanding himself for his romanticism. The sound of a door opening
caught his attention and he turned his head toward it. He sucked in his breath.
Quistis
emerged from the bathroom, toweling her hair dry with a small pink towel, a
fluffy white robe belted at her waist. She sat down in an oversized green
armchair and reached for her book, slipping her glasses on at the same time. It
took her no time to become engrossed in what she was reading, and the drying of
her hair became more and more absent, until it stopped completely and the towel
fell to the floor.
Seifer
smiled. He wondered how many times she'd ever dropped her cold commanding
facade in front of others, though, technically, he reminded himself, she doesn't know you're watching. Her glasses slid down her
nose, until they rested precariously on the end of it. He wondered what she was
reading that had her so totally absorbed. Maybe she would tell him. Maybe she
would tell him what she was thinking every day for the rest of their lives.
Maybe-
Seifer
shot up. What am I thinking?! She was his INSTRUCTOR, his chaperone! Not to
mention the fact that half the time, he could barely stand her attitude. And
here he was thinking about spending the rest of his life with her! What was-Hmmm. A smile crossed his lips. It didn't sound too bad, now
that he really thought about it. Quistis was
good-looking. She was smart, conversed easily enough. The smile disappeared.
She loved Squall still. "Dammit!!!"
The expletive made Quistis jump. The book joined the towel on the floor. Blue
eyes wide, she shoved her glasses back up on her nose and stared at Seifer.
He'd forgotten how adorable those
glasses were. They made her blue eyes soften, and gave her the illusion of
submissiveness, when anyone who knew her, knew her eyes could turn to ice and
she was anything but submissive. The blue of them nearly engulfed him. She
blinked at him.
"Seifer,
you scared me!" she told him, eyes still wide. "What's wrong?"
"I-nothing," Seifer shook his head.
"Nothing?"
Quistis blinked again. Then she sighed, tilting her
head with her eyes closed, then looked at him again, with a small smile.
"Nothing made you curse?"
"Nothing
important." Seifer looked around the room,
anywhere but at her.
"Oh." Quistis
paused, before relaxing back into the chair. "Squall was like that, too.
Whenever anything bothered him, he would say it was nothing. 'Whatever,'"
she imitated Squall's voice to perfection, even adding the one-armed shrug.
"C'mon, Seifer, you can open up and-"
"I'm not like Squall," Seifer cut in. There was silence for a moment.
"No," she said quietly.
"I don't suppose you are."
"Quistis,"
Seifer's sea green eyes were hard, with pain and
determination. "Don't compare me to Squall. I'm not him. He's always done
what's right, and he's an extraordinary SeeD. How
could a troublemaker like me live up to that? I went against everything I was
taught. I can't even begin to compare to him."
"Seifer..."
"Please." Quistis' blue eyes widened at that. Seifer
turned away, cursing himself for his weakness. "I'm going back to
bed."
"Seifer." It was so quiet, he barely heard it.
"You proved yourself the moment you asked to be taken in as a student
again. We all understood what that did to your pride. Squall is Squall. No one
can live up to that. Just live up to being Seifer.
I'm positive Seifer is just as great as Squall."
"Quistis,"
Seifer looked over his shoulder at her, sneer in
place. "Not everyone likes false flattery."
Her mouth formed an O, and she
dropped her gaze. Silently, she picked up her book and the towel and went back
to the bathroom. Seifer cursed himself, before
stripping off his clothes and crawling into his bed. He vaguely heard the
bathroom door open a little bit later. He distantly heard her stop, and there
was a long silence. And then he was asleep.
"I meant it, Seifer. Every word," she whispered.
Pulling off her glasses, she set
them on the table and climbed into her own bed, waiting for the nightmares to
take hold of her. But they never came. And when she dreamed, she dreamed of sad
blue eyes and soft hair. But the hair wasn't brown. It was blonde.