Subject: Discussion with Chaundra/HR
Date: Sun, 15 Jul 2001 20:23:25 -0700

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Hi folks, I had a long talk with Chaundra today. She is gonna be talking about it I'm sure. And from her website (HR website) it's obvious that she takes pleasure in publically humiliating people. So before you see it from her, here is the text of the conversation I had with her tonight.
Thanks
WolfDesire

Chaundra: It's me Desire
Chaundra: You're the only one who ever accessed my account
Chaundra: other than the 10 seconds Bullet had it
Chaundra: I never even let Paddington or Des on it, and you know how close we were
Cynthius: I actually have no idea. When I talked to you the other day...what did we talk about?
Chaundra: As HR you were telling me my site was good but sick
Cynthius: Yes, but as Chaundra what did we talk about?
Chaundra: I wasn't on the other day as Chaundra
Chaundra: I haven't played Chaundra in awhile
Cynthius: Yes, Chaundra was on just the other day and we spoke about RL...what did we discuss.
Chaundra: the last time I was on Chaundra we were talking about relationships
Cynthius: yes?
Chaundra: I wasn't on the other day
Chaundra: relationship problems with Daniel
Cynthius: last week then
Cynthius: Yeas, but last week you told me something.
Chaundra: I don't remember
Chaundra: I'm 18, I'm married
Chaundra: I live in Oregon
Cynthius: Why are you all of a sudden deciding to tell everyone?
Chaundra: my husband is from Australia
Chaundra: because Paddington told Contessa
Chaundra: the jig was up
Cynthius: And what do you care what I believe?
Chaundra: Because we are or were it seems friends
Chaundra: But I'm finding out who my real friends are, the people I've bonded with in this game that take me as a person and not just by profession. Good or evil..it's roleplaying
Cynthius: you now...this game really shows a lot about people...if they are evil deep down, it shows up here. I don't know for sure if you are the Chaundra that used to play this game. But I'm pretty sure you are the HR toon. HR needs her head read...you can try
Cynthius: and rationalize the activity saying its all just a game. But human nature is human nature and anybody that mean...is just plain sick
Chaundra: Cyn, I'm playing the "bad guy" on this character, I value the friendships that I have..but it is just another profession in the game
Cynthius: You have put a tremendous amount of effort and time in real life to hurt people.
Chaundra: Every moment on realm is taking time in real life, so I guess you're right
Cynthius: That is just such complete nonsense...the 'profession' of being a thief..ok fine. But the crap you do afterwards is psychotic. You have very deep emotional problems...anybody that takes that much joy from other peoples pain has deep issues
Chaundra: This is the way I have fun, some people kill people on the game to have fun
Chaundra: I play a thief
Chaundra: LOL I just tell them how it is
Chaundra: It's a sign to wake up and enjoy the game for what it is
Chaundra: friends are what matter
Cynthius: Tell it your way. but it is pure crap that you are spewing.
Cynthius: Yes, friends are what matter and you do not have a clue what that means, do you?
Chaundra: Of course I do, I haven't touched my friends
Chaundra: my friends are still my friends, except you
Chaundra: Everyone else has just accepted it
Cynthius: I doubt that very much.
Cynthius: Why in the world did you tell Paddington?
Chaundra: Well, Paddington, Kiyoko, Tatyiana, Kalooka, Hopeless, Beeper, Deathfool are all still my friends
Chaundra: Paddington figured it out, I didn't deny it
Chaundra: I knew someone would find out eventually
Chaundra: I don't know why they wouldn't accept me as a friend still anyway, I am the same person that they exchanged rl stories, emotions, and time with. I will still be here for them
Cynthius: Because you presented a fake person, how about that for a reason? And the YOU of you is a nasty, nasty human.
Chaundra: I didn't present a fake person, I was myself
Cynthius: I disagree with you entirely.
Chaundra: explain how I was fake
Cynthius: All sweetness and light as Chaundra...and all twisted and sick as HR...both of those are you. And you seperated the two quite well. I have no problem with your house robbing...you got in and stole things. Fine..I don't want to hang out with you. But it
Cynthius: is legal in the game.
Cynthius: But the webpage..and the insults to the people you wronged after...mushing their faces in it. That is the part you hid away from people. Making you a fake. I could never trust you again because of that pure nasty streak you have hiding inside
Chaundra: Lol, the webpage is simply for entertainment, alot of people understand that this isn't real, that realm could be gone tomorrow
Chaundra: I play my character like it should be, my character doesn't have mercy. The things I shared with you guys of me and my rl was me pure and simple
Chaundra: If you don't understand that, fine
Cynthius: I will never understand or condone.
Chaundra: I don't need you to, but don't bash my real life person for how I play a character on a computer game
Cynthius: I do believe I have as much right to my opinion of you as you have to make excuses for yourself. As well as the judgements you make of people that you stole from...Moron..etc.
Cynthius: And for someone that puts down pixels as much as you do, you certainly spend a lot of your valuable RL time playing with them and stealing pixel things.
Chaundra: Well I didn't magically appear in their houses on my own did I?
Chaundra: they opened the door for me
Cynthius: I do not dispute that..see above.
Chaundra: that's why I call them morons
Chaundra: they aren't using common sense, and I took advantage of it
Chaundra: I'm not going to exhaust myself fighting with you Desire
Cynthius: I will not lower myself to call you names, Chaundra, you know what you are.
Chaundra: I am a person roleplaying on a multiplayer ROLEPLAYING game?
Chaundra: it's a hobby, but I'm done
Chaundra: If I've lost you as a friend, so be it
Cynthius: Smooth and I are sorry we spent a weekend trying to make you happy. We are sorry that we ever met you, in fact, you have made a mockery of our friendship.