I came to you because I knew you were there
I knew you wouldn’t judge
and you’d be fair
It’s so hard to open up
I have been so hurt
Who can I run to?
Who can I trust?
I used to know
but now I am lost
I am sick of my heart
Getting torn out and stomped on
Can’t people see
What they are doing to me?
I am losing everyone
and don’t know where they’re going
Please don’t go
Where I’ll be next
Even I don’t know
I wish I could tell you
Everything that’s wrong
I have this dark shadow over my heart
I could tell you how it got there
But I don’t know where to start
I have scars that don’t even show
Because they are implanted in my soul
As I lie here in bed
Thoughts of you fill me head
How can I leave you
but how can I stay?
I just can’t stand it
When you’re far away
What am I supposed to do
When you aren’t here
and I have all this fear
Broken pieces of me all around
How can I pick them up off the ground
When all the memories flood in
and I have to live through it all again
Trouble runs like rivers
Flowing through my life
You were there to help pick up the pieces
and help me try to move on
You mean so much to me
more than you will ever know
I am so confused about what to do
But remember I am here for you
We were so close in the beginning
Now it seems its ending
I wish we could always be together
But no matter what happens
I will love you always and forever