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Her Impossible Dream
by Oyuki
“I´m leaving, and that´s final,” came the cold reply. His voice held no
“So this is it? You come here whenever you want, kiss me, make love to
“You know it wasn´t like that,” said Heero exasperated.
“Yes it was! You think you can come into my life whenever you feel like
“I am a soldier Relena-- ”
“Don´t make that an excuse, Heero! The war has been over for six years.
“I never promised you love. I never encouraged you to start a
“This isn´t about promises! This is about how you brake my heart and
“Relena-- ” he started but she interrupted him.
“No Heero, let me finish before I do something I will regret later.”
“Are you telling me I am no longer welcomed in your house?” Heero was
“You can always stay here, as long as I am not here. I can´t stand to
The dark silhouette walked further out into the balcony and was gone.
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“Please...” the plea was spoken in an almost inaudible whisper. “Don´t
do this to me again, Heero. I can´t take much more...” Relena sat on
her bed looking at her window where a dark silhouette stood with his back
to her.
emotion whatsoever. It was like there was no heart in that beautiful
body of his. “I warned you; this was only a temporary arrangement. I
never said I would stay here with you forever, I never promised you
anything.”
me then you leave like nothing ever happened?” Her eyes sparkled with
the tears she refused to shed. She would be damned if she let him see
her cry again. Her chin trembled with the tears, but she stood her ground
and her tears didn´t spill.
it, turn it upside down then leave like it´s nothing! Well, it may be
nothing to you, but to me it meant something. I love you Heero, but it
seems like all my efforts to win just a tiny part of your heart have
been futile. It seems that you only have an empty cavity in your chest
instead of a human heart!”
There has been no need for your services for a long time,” Relena said.
Her voice was that of a person who had suffered. Suffered the pain of
loving someone and not being loved in return. The sadness was still
there, but there was also anger there now. Anger at him for not loving her,
and at herself for having an impossible dream.
relationship with me!” he said with a little of the coldness gone from his
voice.
when it starts to heal, you come back and stomp all over it again! We
never had a relationship, and it seems that we never will.” Her anger was
leaving her. She tried desperately within herself to keep her anger
there but despair was winning the battle... if not the war.
She saw his silhouette nod, so she continued, “I have a heart Heero,
unlike you I have a heart. A heart that has been broken countless times by
you. You are the only person I have ever loved, but your running away
is slowly destroying it beyond repair. I doubt that I will ever love
again. I´m tired of begging you. Begging like a little dog for crumbs of
your love. This is the last time. I begged you this night for your love
for the last time.” Her despair had won the war.
incredulous.
look at you anymore. I must heal, and I can´t knowing that you will turn
up at my doorstep.” Relena sighed and turned back to the silhouette.
“Just leave me now, Heero. Leave me to wallow in my despair and to heal
my heart, it that is possible.” Relena turned away from her window and
felt the threat of tears come back.
Relena knew this, and silently let her tears fall.
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