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TRUE FEELINGS

This feeling I have is so numb
I feel thick,stupid and dumb
Of only having a few tears , a few tears in my eye
Of not being able to remember that day we said goodbye
The most important thing in my life, how could I forget
Of that day you were born, The first time we met
You were/are so perfect to me
even though you were different , you still ment the world to me
If I can not think of you each and everyday
Please forgive me,I beg I pray
You will be forever in my heart future and past
This love I have for you will always last

Love forever Mummy
What Do I Feel?

I hate this feeling of being out of control
The feeling of failure, not knowing my soul
The feeling of never ever seeing the light
The frightening alone feeling I get everynight
The feeling were death can seem so near
yet when I feel it,I have no fear
feel like this mind is not my own
I think I feel scared,hurt and alone
I am still not sure if what I say is right
As the way I feel will change everynight
somedays I am low while others I am high
I hide away,I don't mean to lie
I can't open and talk,I wish I could share
The way I feel,why is life so unfair
I feel so mixed up and yet I don't really know why.
Why at this time it seems so easy to give up and say goodbye

Helen2000
When writing these poems all sorts ran through my mind, they are the true ways that I felt at the time.
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